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I haven’t been tweeting or on IG at all. On one end I like it because im not constantly in the loop or tempted to lurk on my crushes pages. But on the other end shit is lonely and extra quiet for my love life. My ex seems to be talking to her ex again which is cool but it kinda suck knowing I’m the only one going thru it lol. Not sure if the girl I like actually likes me back and I’ve heard recently that if you’re not sure if she likes you then in most cases she doesn’t lol. We talked last week and had a nice 2 hour convo but haven’t talked since then.... Honestly I shouldn’t be thinking about getting involved with anyone because I still have so many other things to focus on, it’s just in between work shit and life shit you want someone to talk about that stuff with but I have nobody....At least this lonely is a loneliness I’ve chosen and not second hand, word to Nikki Giovanni.

Being on social media has a way of making me feel connected while also making me feel even more lonely. It’s like being a third wheel.