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him being rougher than usual after a long day, but you remain gentle in response. his hips crash into yours, but you just cradle his face and brush the hair out of his eyes. he bites your shoulder and you kiss his forehead. he pins your hands and your legs hug his waist.
warnings! explicit smÚt / pÏv / òrà l / p no plot / power dynamics + more, read at your own discretion
itâs not often that he finds himself murmuring grounding thoughts to himself. in fact itâs been years- sophomore in college trying to bring himself off the edge before finals to be exact. but he canât help it. his vile urges were becoming too consuming and you didnât help.
such a pleasant smile, hips that have him staring, an ass that seemed so biteable. face like an angel.Â
heâs never been one to be so infatuated with a woman, often too busy, too preoccupied with helping those facing injustices. he would never mix work with play but heâs seriously considering second guessing his morals.
especially today- you had wore the prettiest noir dress that just flawlessly showed your geometry. your plump lips slick with gloss, heels modest but flattering to the shape of you. you had batted your eyelashes at him when you gave him his morning cup of joe. a soft, delicate âgood morning higuruma.â leaving those kissable lips. he muttered a hasty âmorningâŚâ and retreated to his office, an embarrassing hard on sporting through his black slacks.Â
he despised this.
having you within reach but not wanting to break formalities, make you uncomfortable with his incessant yearning.Â
higuruma swore some of this was intentional. how youâd lick your lips in thought when he asked something of you, a cheeky, almost flirtatious smile when he stutters over his words (which he blames you for, heâs usually so articulate but you make his train of thought go poof). or bending over in front of him when you happened to drop documents to file for him, puckering your bottom out and leaving his cheeks hot, hands sweaty, and mouth way too dry.
âcalm downâŚcalm downâŚsheâs just an assistant nothing more, she wouldnât even dream of being with a man a ways olderâŚâ heâd repeat as a mantra, trying to convince himself heâs undesirable to someone as heavenly as you. but the thoughts even infect his dreams. he wakes up thinking about you. he has dreams of taking you to bed, worshipping you.Â
heâs screwed up. higuruma knows that a man of his profession and caliber shouldnât dream about the dainty little doll that is out of his reach yet itâs that scandalous factor that leaves him wanting.Â
heâs given up a lot to be at the top. love wasnât in his cards- or so he thought.
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a knock at his thick mahogany door brings him from his concentration on the case documents in front of him. it was a Friday and he was hoping he could have at least Saturday to himself. maybe go to the sauna and sweat out this debacle that he has found himself in. with distractions, he might be hopelessly working.
âcome in.â he says sternly, putting his pen down and glancing up at the door.Â
âsorry to bother you sir, this matter isnât very importantâŚâ you waltz in, body gently swaying with your movements, hair bouncing, eyes laced with a hidden mirth.Â
he waves his hand in dismissal, âitâs not a problem, please go ahead.â he averts his eyes from the curve of your chest, noticing a beauty mark on the subtle curve of your upper breast as you bend to drop a flyer on his desk.Â
âwell~ the office is going out for drinks tonight and no one- besides me- had the guts to ask you if you wanted to join. even though you donât usually participate with us, i still wanted to extend the offer.â you whisper the last part, seemingly losing confidence in asking your boss of something rather juvenile.Â
his heart beats faster for a moment- you, thinking of him? interestingâŚ
âyouâre right I usually donâtâŚperhaps if i get all this,â he motions at his cluttered desk, âdone, i wouldnât mind partaking.âÂ
higuruma sees your eyes brighten, apparently you werenât expecting his answer.
âr-really? iâll save you a seat then. itâs the bar on 5th ave, the address is on the paper.â
he nods and thereâs a beat of silence between you both, heâs come to notice that when youâre thinking you twirl a strand of hair on your finger like now.Â
ââŚsomething else on your mind miss?â
âmhm, nothing, i just noticed you got a new tie, it looks very handsome on you. sorry, thatâs probably weird. iâll leave you be-â you shake your head in embarrassment and began to turn away.Â
higurumaâs flushed, perplexed at the sudden compliment and against his better judgement he says wait. clearing his throat he collects himself, âahem, itâs quite alright. thank you. nice to see someoneâs noticed.âÂ
you tilted your head, outside of normal workplace talk he never seemed so approachable as he does now. maybe that why your tongue was loose. among other thingsâŚ
you flash a sweet smile, âof course sir. i hope to see you later then.â
he nods and looks down back at his work, covering his pink cheeks with his hand. and with that, you exit and his eyes drift back to the door. large hands rub down his face.Â
he cannot say no to you. he hates most of the department, he finds them mindless and rather annoying but itâs a chance to maybe, just maybe, get closer to youâŚ
oh god what has he gotten himself into?
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you twiddle your fingers as you wait in the booth of the bar, listening to an already half drunk mishima complain about work and her boy toy.Â
âuh huhâŚâ your eyes drift towards the glass bar door as mishima droned on. itâs been about two hours since the little get together started and youâre starting to lose hope that mr. higuruma was going to come.
plainly stated, he was the bane of your existence.
heâs so stoic, professional, and a little cocky when it comes to his work and not only did you admire that, it had you biting your lip at how much you really liked the man. sure he was older, out of your league but you were hoping to at least get to know him outside of work.Â
his raven black hair, crisp suits, deep timbre left you imagining a plethora of ungodly things that an assistant shouldnât even be thinking about.Â
âim leaving, youâre not even listeninggg.â mishima slurs and goes to the other booth with the rest of the team, leaving you alone in the booth.
you wave her off, deciding to open your phone and probably walk home. you hadnât even had a drink yet, hoping your boss would be sharing one with you. but alas, he wasnât here.
you opened up instagram, scrolling through your long distance best friendâs page and seeing her cute corgi post up in a selfie with her.
âthatâs a, uh, nice dog.â
you look up and see higuruma, his bored eyes flicking between your screen and your face.
âyou made it! i mean- yeah itâs my friends dog, nemi.â you beamed a smile and calmed your racing heart. his stature was so intimidating, at least 6â3, muscular and with a stare even Aphrodite would swoon over.
he chuckles softly, âi almost went home, didnât think you all would still be here.â
âwell, im glad you came anyway. todori and fushiki are over by the bar if you want to join them.â you motioned your head and put your phone back into your clutch.
shaking his head, the man slides into the booth right across from you. âim right where i want to be. besides, youâre the one who had âthe gutsâ to invite me .âÂ
you hum and your mind races as higuruma takes the little table tablet and starts to put in his drink order. his hand is much larger than yours, adorned with veins but no ring- you notice as he slides the tablet over to you.
inputting your sweet cocktail you press order and wait.
âmr. higuruma-â
âweâre not at work, call me hiromi.â he chuckled as your eyes widen and at your formality.
âhiromi, then. do you have any plans for the weekend?â you start off bland, wanting to test his waters.Â
he shrugs and takes off his blazer- god the way his button down stretches and shows off his physique is mouthwatering.
ânothing in particular. how about yourself?â he sighs and leans into the table to hear you better, the busy bar is buzzing with people.
the distance has you clenching your legs, âsnap out of it!â you think.
âmhm nothing either, i might go to the spa uptown but i donât want to bore you with the details.â you laugh softly, hardly believing that this man was taking his time talking with you.
âi like details, humor me.â he eyes you with something you couldnât quite decipher.
and so you do. telling him all your favorite shops you go to when you go on your monthly spa trip. how you take photos of nature on the train ride there, and sketch the beauty of the natural earth.
soon, your drinks come and heâs intently listening to you.Â
hiromi swirls the glass of whiskey as he hums, âyouâd have to show me your art someday. i didnât take you as an artist.âÂ
âsure!â you pull out your phone and show him pictures of some of your work. âi went to school for it, but it doesnât pay the bill, hence why i work at the law firm.â he cocks his head at your response.
âwow youâre soâŚmagnificent. how come you didnât pursue it further?â his eyes widen at your technique. ranging from goofy cartoons to finer, charcoal figure drawings.
âah, thank youâŚi do freelance on the side but itâs a lot of competition and a bit complicated.â you sheepishly say and sip on your cocktail.
he nods and says, âi would invest in you, honestly.âÂ
âoh youâre too kind mr. higu- hiromi.â you blush and laugh like an angel.
âoh no im serious. completely. just say the word.â he leans and loosens his tie.
the next 20 minutes are filled with conversation about his recent case, his win and the history along with that. you can tell heâs really proud of his work. maybe itâs the drinking blush across his cheeks that loosens him up. his cockiness and care is showing and you find that immensely endearing. the team yells at you two about their departure and leaves the bar in boisterous conversation.
and then there was just the both of you.
âyou know, i really admire your work hiromi. itâs incredible.â you mention and lean your head on the inside of your hand.Â
ânonsense. itâs what i have to do.â he says definitively, but itâs the way your eyes meet that has you both feeling tension. a boiling type. heated and longing.
âstill, itâs not everyday men are as diligent and dedicated as you.â you sigh and he licks his lips at the thought that you think about him in this way.
âwhat men have you been talking to? im sure thereâs a few out there.â he dismisses his own thoughts but itâs your response that leaves him speechless.
ânone like you.â it was against your better judgment. you know. but itâs your 3rd cocktail and he just looks remarkably handsome in this dim bar lighting, his words leak intelligence, charisma, and interest. though maybe you're misreading it. perhaps heâs just being kind. this causes you to panic and fumble over your words.
âim sorry. im being too much. maybe i should just call it a night.â
he freezes, âohâŚis thisâŚ?â
hiromi collects himself and sternly says, âno. no, youâre not to much darling. itâs alright you were justâŚâ he loses his train of thought as he sees you biting your lip in nervousness. the plump skin dragging between your teeth has his already confused mind even more frenzied. âbeing nice. but i am your superior. thereâs a line.â
you tilt your head, you can see a hint of want in his eyes. itâs well, well hidden but if there was any time to say something it would be now so you can blame it on you being âdrunk.â
âwhat ifâŚwhat if i wanted to cross that line hiromi?â you whisper and tap your heeled foot against his dress shoe.Â
âoh, this is a dangerous game weâre playing.â he eyes you, looking for any sign of regret, of disgust.Â
âim not breaking the law hiromi.â you smile cheekily.Â
âit feels like it.â he feels his chest tightening in anticipation, with need. was this really happening?
âarrest me then. as long as you defend me too.â you bat your lashes and use the quake in your heart as an opportunity to brush your hand against his.Â
his mouth goes dry.Â
âyou little minx- i,â he thinks about his next words. and maybe itâs the buzz in his veins or the fact that he has been waiting for some sort of sign,âfuck it.â he grabs your hand and rubs his thumb over your knuckles.
âi think youâd rather be punished. a woman like yourself needs to be dealt with.â he chuckles lowly, âor do you prefer to be bailed out? absolved of your crime?â
âiâŚâ you squeeze your things and avert your eyes from hiromiâs intense gaze. âwould you protect me?âÂ
âyou donât even have to ask. i would do anything for you.â he murmurs softly.
âthen i plead guilty. do what you will hiromi, make me take responsibility.â you brush your foot along his calf, âi can do the time.â
his eyes darken, âget up. i know a place where you can serve.â
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he drove you to his place in his bmw, his hand never leaving your thigh except to shift the gear into park.Â
you follow him inside the most luxurious apartment building. the corridor empty as you both trek to the elevator.Â
you can feel yourself dripping with anticipation as he steps to the side to let you into the gold elevator first. he presses the button to the top floor and gazes down at you, but youâre already eyeing him with undesirable want.Â
you reach up to tug on his tie, bringing him closer to you. your back is against the wall and he towers over you, coming to place a hand on your hip, the other beside your head.
âyou can still be escape- runaway, and never look back.â he whispers and leans in so close, your lips brush.
âi want to follow the law. show me what justice is like.â you breathe one last time before he connects his lips with yours.
heâs neither gentle or rushed. itâs passionate, filled with yearning and dominance.
you gasp into the kiss and his grip on your hip tightens. parting your lips you allow him to reach into your mouth. tasting the whiskey on his tongue and brushing your tongue along his. applying more pressure, he deepens the kiss. not giving you a moment to breathe. the lack of air and the spin of adrenaline has your legs trembling but heâs got you.
he comes to grip your ass through the expensive dress, feeling you moan against him. painfully hard he presses himself into you. tilting your head you give him more access, your hands crinkling his perfect dress shirt, the other in his hair.Â
with a final smooch, hiromi groans as you nibble on his bottom lip as he parts from you and has him smirking softly.Â
the bell dings, announcing your arrival to his floor.
grabbing your hand he leads you to his place.
in a swift motion he unlocks, locks and presses you against the wall by the front door. he stares a final time before dropping to his knees, hands coming to take off your heels gently.Â
looking down at him, the eye contact has you melting. you can see the shine on his lips from your gloss, the flush in his cheeks, and the almost feral look in his eyes.
large hands come to push aside your dress and he kisses the skin of your lower thighs. soft lips brushing and nipping at the supple skin.
âhiromiâŚâ you moan breathlessly as he slides himself back up your body, pressing his weight into you so you can feel him.
âim right here.â he says almost as breathlessly as you. âcan i take you?â
âsentence me.â you say, and he hoists you into his arms. you feel him shift to kick own his own shoes and before you can realize, moving though his modernly decorated condo, you lie atop a soft black duvet, your hair fanning in a halo as he lies you top the softest pillow.Â
hiromi leans back to toss aside his tie and blazer, and cages you in for another kiss.
he takes his time. reverently savoring the taste of you, the feeling of you beneath him, lying pliant to his each and every whim.Â
a wonton touch caresses the soft skin of your thighs, parting them so that he may slot himself inside.Â
his hand reaches behind you to latch onto the zipper of your dress, slowly unzipping it whilst conquering your mouth. itâs hot, moist, and delectable.Â
âlift,â he commands and you shift to help him slide off your dress and its long gone by the time he comes to pepper kisses down the column of your neck, driving soft mewls from your lips at the contact.
he takes a deep breath, inhaling the soft perfume that dusts your skin. and peels off the adorable lacy bra that encases the breast heâs only dreamt about.
pulling back, his piercing eyes admire your body, hands applying pressure to your sides, sliding up to cup your breasts. back arching, you lean into his touch with a broken moan, eyebrows furrowed with a sharp pleasure thatâs engulfing you.
âabsolutely gorgeous.â he whispers and dives his head to suckle onto the side of your right breast, groaning into the skin as he licks towards your nipple, circling his tongue. he tugs at the other, his large hand engulfing the mound, delicately squeezing and twisting just right. onceâs heâs satisfied with the abuse heâs placed, he moves to the other. it has you gasping and leaking through your panties.Â
hiromi kisses down your sternum, down the concave valley of your breasts, down the plush of your tummy, till heâs faced with the lily between your legs.
ây-you donât have toâŚâ you mutter, face hot with embarrassment of the fact he can see just how wet you are.Â
a confused look crosses his face, âyou deserve a full sentencing no? besides, i must indulge.â a look of cockiness flashes, âitâs what a diligent man does for his woman.âÂ
hooking his fingers, he lowers your panties. a string of arousal clinging to the fabric. groaning, he brings the cloth to his nose, a deep breath coming from him, and he licks the gusset of your garments.Â
he feels your thighs threaten to close around him, a reflex of the want youâre feeling from the sight. he then stuffs it into the pocket of his slacks, âyou no longer need these.â
you brace yourself on your forearms and watch as he smooches his way to your honey, and takes a deep lick from the bottom to the top of your quivering pussy. he feels your heartbeat through the gentle throb of your clit. and he is infatuated with the scent and taste that is uniquely you.
crying out, you fall from your forearms, your breath stolen and butterflies swarming inside further devoid you of air.Â
your thighs slacken and he takes the opportunity to pin you down, the curve of his nose dragging and bumping your nub with each pass, your essence dripping everywhere.Â
 he parts, âthatâs it, relax for me.â and returns to suck and slather his mouth all over the gift heâs been presented.
âo-oh hiro- hiromi right thereâŚâ you whine as he takes his sweet time gliding his tongue over your clit.
he hums, sending another wave of wetness coursing through you. you then feel an intrusion amongst your dripping entrance, and a digit slowly and frictionlessly slide inside. itâs thick, long, reaching places your own couldnât even breach. bucking your hips you mewl. the hot white pleasure running down your spine, pooling in your lower tummy.Â
âyouâre so warm darling, feeling good?â he drawls gruffly and hears a âmhm hm! y-yes.â come so softly and he knows youâre the one sentencing him to an eternity of wanting and needing you.
â but i can barely moveâŚitâs going to be a tight fit.â the lawyer thinks longingly, his cock growing impossibly harder.Â
he pumps his finger back and forth then slides another in, scissoring his fingers and causing a loud moan to fall from your lips. then he curls them every so often, finding that spot to drives you utterly insane.
your hips shift again and it bumps against his nose again and again and he lets you use him.Â
âah âromi im so close.â you breathe and feel the air leave your lungs as he takes the opportunity to be rougher, harsher with his movements. bringing you closer to the edge.
and so you fall with the sweetest moan heâs ever been blessed with hearing, almost cumming himself in his trousers.Â
your whole body shakes with the force of the orgasm. toes curling, hands fisting in his hair and he rides out your high. with a final drag of his nose against your clit, he pulls away, breathing heavily. gently, he slides his soaked fingers out and slurps the rest of your release off.
he bites his lip at the fucked out look on your face, eyes peppered with tears, glazed over with arousal.Â
âheyâŚstill with me?â he loves the smile you give him, it has him feeling more than just want- itâs love.
âyesâŚim with you. youâre making me feel so good.â
âwonderful. anything for you doll.â
gaining some of your strength back, you lean forwards to unbutton his top and he pulls his belt out of the loops and drops his slacks, sliding his boxers down with them.Â
your mouth physically waters at the flushed pink, thick, long and stocky sight of his dick. itâs curved to his right in the most delicious way. veins peppered along the length. he sees your intent to return the favor but he chuckles with a shake of his head.Â
âas pretty as that mouth of yours is, i would rather have you fall apart around me right now.â
âokay,â you sheepishly say and he pushes you gently back down to the mattress.
âready for me princess?â he whispers after a peck to your lips.
âalways.â you hold eye contact with him as he rubs and coats his length in your juices.Â
âkeep your eyes on me.â he instructs and begins to push past the resistance of your most intimate cavern.Â
you have trouble keeping your eyes on him, and he watches the fluttering of your eyes and your plump lips part in a silent moan.Â
âah ah,â he tuts as you turn your head, too overwhelmed with his gaze and the deep stretch. â âm ordering you to look at me while i stretch this pretty cunt to just my size.âÂ
âmmm o-oka-y.â you stutter with a shiver and keep your irises on his deep oak colored eyes. and itâs so remarkable how good it feels watching the man youâve been craving for look so lovingly at you as he nudges his way inside.
every twitch, vein, and subtle curve of his dick has you drooling. and you feel the immense pressure as his hips eventually meet yours. a slight burn is drowned out but the sheer feeling of him reaching so impossibly deep.
âmhm there we goâŚâ he groans to himself and Hiromi keeps on hand on your hip and lowers himself on his other forearm, putting some of his weight on you. so close, so intimate, it is too much.
he stills, letting you adjust to his girth, feeling you pulse and soak his cock is driving him mad. after a moment, he starts slow, and hard. the hottest, highest pitched moan breaks the silence, besides of course the squelching of your bodies.
youâre gripping him like a vice, body quivering as you try to meet his pace. it was so cute, and god your face- twisted in the most sinful way. and the thing is, youâre still trying to keep eye contact. failing miserably- but trying.
it makes him more wild- having you watch him rearrange your guts. and that he is. his pace is so powerful, punching the air out of you and leaving you screaming his name.Â
âp-please, f-faster hi-hiromi!â you whine as he moans deeply in your neck. without hesitation he keeps the hardness and just moves a little swifter, pulling out enough so that when he slides back in you feel his entire cock kissing each and every perimeter of your sweet cunt. all the way till the tip of his dick kisses the edge of your cervix. leaking pre all over the orifice.Â
clawing at his back you arch into him, heavily struggling to keep up with him in your discombobulated state of mind.Â
hiromi chuckles but loses his mind at your incoherent babbling-
âr-right oh!â
âpleasepleasepleasedonâtstop.â
âi love you. i-i love you oh my god hiromiiii~.â you slur and hips his stutter, almost cumming before you but alas, that wonât do. heâs got to feel you lose yourself on him. heâd rather die than never get to feel this pussy, to feel you again.Â
he contemplates his next words but heâs so lost in the pleasure he canât even think straight. âfuck, fuck doll- i love you too, s-so god damn much. y-you have no idea how much ive been wanting this- godâŚâ he feels you get so much tighter at his words, he canât believe the state of heaven heâs in.
âyou- you like when i say that? do you l-like the fact im fucking you so good on my dick princess?â
âyes, y-yes, im so full. thank you- t-thank youuu!â you plead your case.Â
he pauses, and sighs, balls deep and it leaves you squirming. veiny hands come to the juncture of the back of your knees and hoists them up, leaving your feet dangling by either side of his head. he leans forward, his rather defined abs brushing against the back of your thighs as he settles even closer.
you squeal as he starts another brutal pace, hips snapping into yours and you can feel and see the imprint of his dick in your lower tummy. hiromi grunts at the messiness of your new position. whining you scream, âoh âromi imma make a messss w-wait please!â your arm reflexes and starts to hit at his chest weakly, overwhelmed with the lightning striking through you.
ânuh uh, come on sweetheart make a mess for me.â he seethes as you tighten and upon his command, you leak all around him, squirting and splashing his lower stomach in the filthiest way with a pitched whine. âoh my god, fuck thatâs it.â he strains through gritted teeth.
it drips down his thick balls, down to the sweaty sheets and youâre gasping for air. and he just keeps going despite the tightness.
âplap, plap, plapâ
your pussy keeps gushing, pausing and starting again at a particularly hard thrust. âhiromiiiii!â
âoh fuck youâre so perfect-â he lets out a broken moan and one of his hands fly to your clit, rubbing perfect circles and applying the most delicately firm pressure.
âeee!â you squeal at the simulation, seeing stars and a glow around the man before you. he bites his lip at the pleasurable tears streaming down your face.Â
âgonna cum for me again?â he asks as he feels you buck your hips uncontrollably.Â
âgod, ah- mhmm- y-yes!â you say as you feel him pound into you over, and over and over, sticky faucet leaking pre slathering your insides.
he smashes his lips against yourâs sloppily, itâs all teeth and tongue as he takes over your mouth and swallows your moans.
âi-i-â you choke out a broken whine and cum all over hiromiâs cock. white engulfs you, flames flickering from every limb in your body, exploding in another gush of squirt as you tremble beneath him. you can feel him throb and stutter in his pace, and loud moan escaping him.Â
âshit, thatâs it my l-love. yeah- im going to fill you up, do you want that? dripping with your bosses cum?â he slurs, out of his damned mind.
âplease! oh f-fuckkkk~â you lock eyes with him and thatâs what contradicts his control- he spills hot spurts of his cum deep inside with a gruff moan. buried to the hilt he grinds into you, sealing your fate with every sticky rope of cum. it gushes out of you, creating a ring of white where you're both connected. hiromi pumps a few more times, dick twitching inside of you when he stills.
breathing heavily you both catch your breaths. youâre completely filled, warm, and utterly, beyond satisfied at the feeling of his weight, cum, and cock inside of you.Â
after a beat he asks, âareâŚare you okay?â
you breathlessly reply with a small giggle, âim, ah, more than okayâŚâÂ
his lips press a kiss to your forehead, still tucked balls deep and still harder than ever.
he ponders for a moment, âretrial?âÂ
âretrial please.â you giggle as he peppers kisses over your face, lowering your legs.
âflip over for me princess, weâre due for another round of justice.â
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a/n im so down bad for this man itâs not even funny. i hope you enjoyed!!! ;p
CONTENT WARNING. MDNI, fem! reader, law student! reader, lawyer higuruma, 6.9k words, age gap (24&36), fluff & smut, slow burn? game of thrones references, porn with plot, unprotected sex, office sex, rough? sex, sloppy makeouts, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, higuruma is an EATER, reader lowk a pillow princess, spit, praise, choking, pussy spanking, dirty talk, belly bulge, big dick higuruma, he loves eye contact, dacryphilia? heâs mean & cocky if you squint. enjoy!
your pen sits between your teeth as your eyes switch from the thick textbook splayed open on your kitchen island and your laptop screen.
the cursor blinks for the millionth time in your setup word document. countless words plastered in that irritating format of times new roman size twelve that youâve done a thousand times over.
words mutter under your breath as you multitask in reading, taking notes, and applying the newfound information to your assignment.
âhey, is your prof still asking you guys to take internships?â
your roommate comes from hibernating out of her room, eyes glued to her phone as she saunters over to the kitchen.
you barely catch the words that fly out her mouth, brows furrowing as you look up from your work for the first time in hours. the swivel stool you sat on creaks as you sit up straighter, cringing from how long you held that crouching position.
âuhâŚ. no.â you shake your head, confused as to why she brought it up. she was never the type to dwell on your life as a law student unless overhearing about a case study that seemed âtoo juicyâ to skip out on. âdeadlineâs like, next week so theyâre just talking about the paper due the week after to describe our experience so far.â
âoh.â she says, sounding surprised. âwell, did you find anything?â
you hum. âiâve got an interview tomorrow. itâs multi-hire so iâve got a good chance. why?â
ânothing really.â she shrugs, taking a breath as she scavenges the freezer, grabbing the first pint of ice cream she sees. âa friend of my cousin works at this law firm and i think she said theyâre looking for a temp since sheâs going out of the country for a while.â
you nod, chewing on the end of your pen. âsend me their info. iâll check it out.â
so thatâs exactly what you do. your roommate helps you exchange information with this friend who youâve learned to be is a young woman named shimizu. she worked as a assistant for an independent defense attorney, higuruma hiromi.
youâve heard his name a few times from news outlets, primarily known to take on difficult cases but nonetheless highly skilled and quite honestly a prime example of what you hoped to become as far as talent.
shimizu was going overseas for a little over half a year. thatâs entirely way more than what your assignment calls for but you would be paid well plus it could serve as the perfect job to strengthen your experience in law.
it didnât take much for shimizu to hire you, her eagerness to hurry up and leave was clear. she sent you an email describing her normal routine, things to keep an eye on that higuruma normally forgets and a warning to just be patient for any cases he picks up.
naturally, you were nervous. palms sweating as you clutched your purse and tucked the folder shimizu provided tightly between your arm.
your heels clack with each step you make up into the building then finally, in bold letters, âhiguruma law officeâ. you knock, looking around as you wait for a response.
âcome in.â
the voice is so deep it sends chills down your spine. anxiety pools your chest as you twist the handle, making slow hesitant steps into the office.
itâs small but not cramping and fairly neat. you continue forward, making your presence known. who you assume to be higuruma sits at a chair, pen scribbling against a paper at an incredible speed.
he doesnât look up at first, deeply sighing and too focused on the work in front of him. that is until he takes notice of your silence following your entry. his eyes immediately lift, dragging over your attire for a momentary second. âiâm sorry.â he clears his throat, standing then approaching you with his hand out. âhow can i help you?â
âi⌠uhm⌠iâm y/n.â you meet his hand with a nervous smile. âiâm filling in for shimizu?â itâs embarrassing how unsure you sound as if you hadnât met shimizu yourself telling you detail for detail about the duties of the job.
his brows furrow slightly as he slowly slips his hand from your weak grip. he checks his watch then runs his fingers through his hair. âright, right. i forgot about thatâŚâ he sighs, moreso to himself and then nods, pointing to the empty cubicle beside his. âtake a seat, did shimizu already inform you on what weâre currently working on?â
you nod, carefully setting your belongings down and making yourself comfortable on the chair.
âcould i see? if you donât mind.â he stands over you, watching as you turn the monitor on with quickness and log in to your email account, surfing through the important ones you had starred before finally landing on shimizuâs.
higuruma leans over, his presence immediately makes you feel small and you can slightly feel the weight of his chest as he gently grabs the mouse from your hand.
you keep your eyes on the screen, fiddling with your fingers while he looks at the lengthy details relayed. suddenly, he takes a breath then clicks forward and slides the keyboard over.
âlooks good.â he finally stands, eyes dropping down to you. âweâll just be working on that for today. if anything changes iâll let you know.â
for the first three weeks of working for higuruma goes the same way. coming into the office, saying hello, and him sharing any updates on the current case. some days call for extremely long hours, others are your typical. then there were days like today where youâd be traveling together and have to stay overnight at hotels.
one room, separate beds.you and higuruma hadnât crossed that bridge of being comfortable with one another just yet. it was still awkward smiles and brief exchanges of conversation only in relation to work.
with the work day being over, you showered and decided to walk around the hotel for a bit, maybe grab a bite to eat. you also brought your textbooks and laptop so you could use the time to study for the baby bar you have coming up.
you sat at a table, eating as you focus on your studies. no more than half an hour passes when a figure approaches your table.
âmind if i sit?â
your eyes lift at the deep voice, widening for a short second as you realize it to be higurumaâs. he stands there in a plain black t-shirt and same colored plaid pajama pants with a plate of food in his hand.
it was different to see him in a more cosy state rather than being suited up. when you focus on the fact heâs still there, tilting his head as he waits on your response you sit up and nod a bit frantically.
âyesâyes, of course. please sit.â you gesture to the seat ahead of you which he takes.
itâs silent for a moment as youâre more frigid now, eyes glued to your book without reading a damn thing. higuruma pops a fry into his mouth, looking around the semi-packed dining area before returning his attention to you. âyouâre still in school?â
you nod, âin my first year.â
he raises a subtle brow at that which you donât even notice considering youâve found it difficult to always make eye contact with him.
âfirst year?â he hums, chewing down on another fry. âyouâre young.â
âi guessâŚâ you laugh shyly. âitâs not like youâre old.â
he smiles at that, leaning in with his elbows on the table as he continues to take singular bites of his food. âyou donât think so? how old do you think i am?â
you shrug, finally lifting your eyes to scan the features of his face.
he was obviously older than you but you only deduced that from the way he talks and conducts himself yet he didnât share any facial features that gave away his age.
âthirty?â you squint, not wanting to guess too high and he gets offended.
he chuckles, shaking his head. âno, but iâm honored you thought that low. iâm thirty six.â
âstill young.â you smile, dropping your eyes back down.
âso whatâre you learning?â he sighs, leaning back again, spreading his long legs to be more comfortable and points at your books.
ânothing really.â you mumble. âjust studying for the baby bar.â
âwowâŚâ he nods partially in shock, suddenly thinking of the age gap between you. itâs been so long since his days of staying up all day and all night long when preparing for that exam. âyou think youâve got it? i could help you out.â
you definitely donât got it. there were still at least another two months before youâd have to take the exam. all the current information you were learning was still processing and quite honestly you had a habit of doubting your skills and werenât sure if youâd be able to get the score youâre aiming to achieve.
you shake your head at higurumaâs offer. âno, itâs okay. you already have so much going on. i rather not add to that.â
âiâm offering.â he smiles warmly, wanting to assure that it wasnât a big deal as he crosses his arms lazily across his chest.
itâs only for second that you ogle the surprising size of his bicep when itâs contracted. you shake your head again. âiâll be fine. thank you though. i appreciate it.â
higuruma hums not pushing any further on the subject. âdo you drink?â he asks after swallowing down a bite of his burger.
âsometimes.â you shrug, clicking through your documents of notes that you were hardly paying attention to with higuruma making small conversation.
âwould you like to drink now?â
the second time you look at him you see the teasing look in his own as if heâs urging you to loosen up for the night. heâs clearly in the mood to get to know you. perhaps one night of a few drinks wouldnât be so bad.
âi supposeâŚâ you sport a bashful smile, clicking out of your tabs and shutting down your laptop. you set it aside with your textbooks as higuruma orders your first round of drinks.
it starts off timid as if heâs testing the waters with some cocktails then began to try a little of everything. tropical drinks, shots, beer, and wine. of course you limited yourself to one of eachâ aside from the shots due to the fact you had a busy day tomorrow but it was surely enough to get you a bit passed tipsy.
higuruma proved to be holding his liquor better than you, smiling fondly as you babble on about the targaryen family line. at first he was curious about a video you were laughing at from tiktok and had to explain it was from game of thrones. you then learned he never watched the show and thought heâd find major interest in it.
you would yap about the politics, power, family, loyalty, and corruption. though once you got to the targaryens, higuruma had to pause at the mention of inbreeding.
âso whatâs the difference between velaryonsâs and targaryenâs?â
âvelaryon and targaryen are house names.â you giggle, toying with your straw. âfamily lines. being valyrian is like, their racial background.â
âinterestingâŚâ he nods, sipping on his rum & coke. âand whatâs the relationship between uh⌠daenerys? and jon?â
âi really shouldnât be telling you this.â you laugh. âdonât you want to watch it now?â
ââŚi guess youâre right.â he grins, followed by a sigh as he stretches his arms over his head. âshould we watch it tonight?â
you check the time on your phone, it was late. nearing midnight. it was tempting to indulge in a late night watch of one of your favorite shows but youâd probably regret it by the morning.
you bite down on your bottom lip, hiding the smile that wants to show. âitâs lateâŚâ you sigh out. âwe probably shouldnât.â
âthen letâs start now.â he urges, opening his wallet and dropping a few dollars to cover the tab and allow the server to end their night with a more than generous tip. âcâmon.â he gestures his head, holding his hand out to you.
even with being a little drunk, you still felt shy coming in such close contact with higuruma. as you lifted your hand to connect with his, he guided you through the hotel and it grew quieter upon reaching the elevators.
heâs still holding your hand, waiting for them to open. you attempt to ignore the way his thumb gently brushes against your skin rhythmically and how this must look to bystanders. the thought is cut short when the doors finally split open and higuruma lets go of your hand to palm your lower back.
higuruma follows you in, pressing the floor number. you stand side by side, him humming a soft tune whilst you stare down at your feet to avoid meeting his stare that you could feel burning into you.
it was like a breath of fresh air upon reaching your floor and seeing the doors open. higuruma places his hand to your back again, guiding you down the quiet hall before reaching your room.
he presses the keycard to the sensor, following you in. you take slow steps inside, dropping your laptop and textbook onto your bed.
âwhatâs it on?â he huffs, turning on the tv.
you make yourself comfortable under the sheets, sighing in relief from the cold. âhbo.â
he surfs for a few seconds before shaking his head. âi donât think this tv has that.â
âohâŚâ you frown then look at your laptop. âi mean, we could watch it on my laptop?â
he turns, thinking on what that means.
you both knew that meant laying down on the same bed, next to each other. he rubs his chin in thought. âonly if youâre okay with it.â
your body grows hot but you nod slowly, scooting over to make space for him. he eyes the empty space for a few seconds, making hesitant steps forward. âare you sure? we could always watch it another time.â
ââŚitâs okay.â you spoke softly. âi want to watch it with you.â
he smiles at that, proceeding to lift up the covers and tuck himself under the covers beside you. the immediate warmth of his skin brushes yours and the two of you look at each other the moment heâs settled.
his eye contact is so intense and⌠unsettling almost that it has chills run down your spine. you want to look away but higuruma speaks up before you can.
âyouâre really shy for a future lawyer.â
your brows furrow at his statement. âmânot.â
âyou are.â he chuckles, eyes low as he can feel the crash from all the drinks overtake him.
âi think itâs just you.â you boldly argue.
he raises a brow. âyeah? what about me makes you so shy?â
you open your mouth but nothing can follow through especially with him so close you can feel your stomach churn when you catch yourself looking at his lips. âjust⌠shut up.â you huff, grabbing for your laptop.
higuruma laughs, watching you log into hbo, searching for game of thrones. he steps out of the bed momentarily to turn off the lights before you can press start.
you settle the laptop atop both your legs, sighing as you press play on the first episode.
within the first thirty minutes, you fall asleep, your head rested against higurumaâs shoulder. he stayed up through three episodes, thoroughly enjoying the cause of events but forced himself to go to sleep or else heâd be having a rough day.
by the time the morning comes and your alarm goes off, you groan softly, eyes struggling to flutter open. you aimlessly search for your phone, shutting off the annoying sound before laying back down but then you feel a touch of skin.
you fully open your eyes, face twisting in fear at the sight of higuruma in your bed sound asleep. you werenât that drunk where you didnât remember wanting to watch game of thrones together but you werenât sure why he stayed on your bed through the rest of the night.
you poked him, the action immediately waking him up. he breathes heavily, eyes fluttering open. he turns his head to face you. âgood morning.â
ââŚmorning.â you mumble, all the slight confidence you gained last night completely gone. though you did feel a certain comfortability now around him.
âsleep okay?â he husks out, lifting himself from the bed.
you nod, nervously twisting the sheets.
he checks the time. it was still early and you wouldnât be meeting with your client until the afternoon. âdo you want breakfast?â
âsure.â
âanything in particular?â he grabs his keys from the nightstand, swinging them around his pointer finger.
âyour choice.â you shrug.
he hums. âgo shower. get dressed. iâll be back.â
you do as he says, showering, getting dressed, then eat breakfast with him once he gets back.
the day follows on as planned, you meet with the client, discuss the case, write down details, aim to search for more evidence and layout options.
for the next few weeks, you spent long hours traveling with higuruma to collect more evidence in support of your case. for a time you were able to juggle all the work but the stress of your bar exam coming up was starting to take a toll.
you wanted more time to study but you also had to sacrifice a lot of time to help higuruma. so you start to force yourself to stay up most nights, hardly getting any sleep, caffeine intake drastically rising.
it not only began to present itself through your physical presence but with the way you interacted with higuruma. at first he could understand having been in your position of working between school, studying, and work but as the weeks passed he noticed your decline was starting to affect your work performance.
heâd allow for a few things to slide but not at the risk of a client's future behind bars. so when he asks you a question and you remain too zoned out to answer, heâll sigh.
ây/n.â
âhm?â youâll hum, pen twisting between your teeth, completely focused on the textbook laid out.
âlook at me.â he commands, tone still gentle as he waits for your eyes to meet his. higuruma was completely aware of your inability to do so but he couldnât care at the moment. so when you only lift them for a second as if to show you were listening then drop them back to your computer screen he shakes his head with a sigh.
you donât even notice him stand then come around to palm your chair until he shuts your laptop closed and snatches the pen from your hand. he ignores your surprised reaction. âis this becoming too much for you?â
you frown, opening your mouth to say something but you canât follow through. instead you shake your head.
he spins you in your seat, forcing you to face him. âcan you look at me when iâm speaking to you, please?â
âhiguruma, iâm sorryââ you start with a small pout, not listening to what he asked.
âyou donât need to apologize. just look at me.â
itâs silent for a few seconds and you finally flicker your eyes up to look at him. a hand rests on the chair, the other on your desk completely caging you in. you can smell the strong but warm scent of his cologne that radiates off his skin and clothes.
âis this too much for you?â he asks again. âi can give you a break.â
ân-no.â you deny his inquisition. âthe work is fine. itâs just⌠the studying. iâve got my exam coming up really soon, iâm sorry.â
âitâs fine.â he assures, âlook, on the weekends and on our breaks, iâll help you study. itâs not nice seeing you like this, okay?â
you nod and he stands at his full height, comfortably squeezing your shoulder then patting your head. âtake a nap. you look like you need it.â
there was about one more month left until youâd have to take the exam and higuruma keeps through on his promise and dedicates any moment of extra time he has to help you study.
his methods actually allowed you to gain more sleep, balance work more appropriately, and retain the information easier. you genuinely felt like you were learning. you even complimented higuruma on his skills of teaching, claiming that heâd make a great professor.
this continues throughout the month until it was time for the actual day. he helped you study in the morning for a bit, not too much as he didnât want to override your brain. he got you breakfast and decided to drop you off at the testing site.
âiâll be right here, okay?â
you nod, looking at him with a solemn smile. you hesitate at first but overwhelmed by your emotions you reach over the console to give him a hug. âthank youâŚâ
he lets out a breath that sounds close to a laugh, hands coming around to circle your body. his palm rubs up and down your back in a comforting motion. âyouâve got this.â he whispers. âgood luck.â
you head into the building, gone for a total of three and a half hours. he fell asleep in the car for about an hour until he hears three rampant knocks to the passenger window.
he sees your figure standing there with other individuals following out the building. immediately, he unlocks the door, watching you hop into the car without a word.
âhow do you think you did?â he sighs, turning the ignition of the car.
you can only shrug, anxiety riddled through your body. passing was the only option for you. you opted out in taking it the first month the exam is taken so youâd have more time to study. this was your last chance or else you wouldnât be able to advance in your studies.
higuruma takes in your worrisome expression, reaching his hand out to gently squeeze your shoulder. âshould we go out for some drinks?â
you let out a small laugh, looking at him and nodding.
the two of you settle for some small bar, doing the same as before. indulging in every kind of drink but still keeping limitations. eventually, higuruma suggested to watching game of thrones and you in your slightly drunk state of mind couldnât deny.
you end up at his home because you were too scared of what your roommate might say if you brought higuruma home. you step into the threshold, eyes wide as you stare around in awe.
âwhy is it so empty?â you giggle, noticing the lack of⌠anything.
it was as if he simply bought the house and disregarded buying any furniture, dishes, and utensils. does he even live here? was your initial thought as you scavenged through his pantry, cabinets, and refrigerator only to find nothing that could saturate your hunger.
âi spend most of my time at the office.â he huffs, tugging off his suit jacket and tossing it on his sofa. âi mainly come back here to shower and change clothes.â
you hum, clutching your purse as you continue to look around, dragging your fingers along surfaces.
thatâs sort of become your lifestyle too now. youâve no doubt seen higuruma more than your own roommateâ which supported why you definitely couldnât bring him over without warning.
he steps towards you, pointing to your purse and jacket. âwould you like to shower?â
âthatâd be niceâŚâ you nod, handing him your belongings to toss with his jacket.
he grabs an extra towel he luckily had and his pajamas for you to wear since you didnât have any clothes of your own. âi plan to order some food, do you want anything in particular?â
âdealerâs choice.â you smile at him. he nods, leaving you to shower as he picks on what to eat. you shower for about half an hour as you spent half of that time snooping around his restroom for any indication of a woman being here.
it was surely none of your business but you couldnât help but find yourself intrigued by higuruma. naturally, amongst the things you wondered about was if he shared a life with someone. though it shouldâve been obvious with the way he never spends his time at home and the simple fact of you being here.
you dried yourself off, putting on his clothes and unsure of where to put the used towel, you walk into his bedroom searching for a hamper. though you find yourself eager to just look around. there wasnât much to find except for the basics.
you open his closet and find a wide range of suits all in black and white along with his pajamas that were the same color. he also had a distinct collection of watches and cologne.
you end up spraying the different fragrances into the air, adoring the mixture of them being woody, earthy, and citrusy. you take one, spraying it onto yourself.
âhaving fun?â
you turn fast on your feet, startled by his voice. he sports a teasing smile and you canât help but feel your body grow hot in embarrassment. âum⌠sorryâŚâ you laugh nervously, placing the cap back on to the cologne and settling it back in its original spot.
he shakes his head, fond of how you looked, âitâs alright. i ordered chinese.â he then hands you the remote to the tv and his phone for you to track the food. âlog in to hbo. iâll go take a quick shower.â
you nod, heading back out and taking a seat on his sofa. you log into hbo and as you waited, you ended up using his phone to scroll through tiktok. you definitely couldâve used your own but it felt more fun to use his considering the fact he didnât even have the app in the first place.
the food arrived and within ten minutes after higuruma was done with his shower, fully dressed. he was wearing the same thing as you with the exception of his clothes looking larger on your frame.
he takes a seat beside you, spreading out the arrangement of food he bought on the mini table he had. you press play on the show and hour after hour you felt happier, completely forgetting that you even had an exam today. forgetting that you spent months worrying about this very day all thanks to higuruma.
you always grew a certain amount of courage after drinking so it went without a thought for you to sigh after feeling full then lean sideways to rest your head on his shoulder.
âthank you for today.â you mumble, eyes glued to the screen.
higurumaâs sprawled back, legs spread until you lean against him.
he doesnât want to think too hard about the current proximity, simply enjoying the moment as he throws an arm around you so youâd feel more comfortable snuggling up to him.
âyou deserved it.â he squeezes you gently and you donât say anything in response, just cozying up to him some more.
from that day, you and higuruma grew closer than ever and you began to notice that you often thought about him, smiled at him more, opened up, and gained the courage to look at him longer.
with every compliment, touch, and night that you spent at his house watching game of thrones whilst eating food, there was no denying that you shared particular feelings for him.
and as the weeks past, you began to wonder what you should do with these feelings until the time came where the scores for the bar exam were out. the two of you were sat in the office per usual, and you received an email notification describing that the scores for the exam were out and where to check them.
you swallowed thickly, logging in to your admissions portal.
âdid you ever get a copy of the prosecution's discovery?â higuruma asks, mindlessly flipping through a file.
his question is followed by silence and heâll lift his head. ây/n?â
upon the continuous silence, higuruma rolls on his chair, peeking his head over to your cubicle to see you hiding your face and your shoulders shaking. concerned at the sight, he stands, and approaches you to palm your shoulder and thatâs when he begins to understand that youâre crying when a fragile sob falls past your lips.
his heart burns at the broken sound. âwhatâs wrong?â his eyes lift to your monitor and see the familiar page of the exam results. he scrolls through the letter to see youâve passed.
a laugh of relief spills from his throat, glad that your reaction isnât due to any devastating news. his hand circles around your wrist and tugs at it. âcome here.â
you slowly stand, allowing your emotions to flow upon feeling his arms encircle you tightly. youâll cry into his chest, managing to thank him through your tears. heâll shush you, rubbing at your back and cradling the back of your head.
âyou did such a good job.â he murmurs into your hair.
he continues to mumble praises into your hair and ear, holding and consoling you until your crying has calmed down. once he hears you letting out small breaths to control your breathing, he pulls back, wiping at your tear stained cheeks. âiâm so proud of you.â
your body grows hot at the compliment paired with his stare as he gently cups your cheek, thumb swiping across the skin.
you let out a shaky breath, not sure if it was from your crying or that feeling pooling between your legs. your eyes drop down to his lips then back up to his eyes. higuruma does the same and you canât help but curl your fingers around his dress shirt.
both of your breathing picks up and neither of you are sure of what to do in this moment. you can feel his free hand drop from your back then down to your waist as you each exchange flickering looks between your lips and eyes.
âhigurumaâŚâ you breathe out and he shakes his head, closing his eyes then pressing his forehead to yours.
âhiromi.â he corrects, switching his hand that cups your cheeks to palm the back of your neck. âmy name⌠say it. thatâs all i need.â
you fight the whine that bubbles in your throat, gripping tightly onto him as you open your mouth. âhiromiâŚâ
he gives in at the immediate desperation his name holds, roughly pressing you against him so your lips could meet.
the two of you have your hands moving everywhere along your bodies and a gasp rushes from your lungs as he frantically lifts you onto the desk.
items clatter everywhere as he knocks them away whilst dipping his tongue into your mouth. itâs frantic and eager the way your mouths clash together. soft groans and moans spilling into the air as papers crumble beneath your figure.
you kick off your heels as hiromi hikes your skirt around your hips, pressing your back against the surface and knocking your legs open with his knees, revealing the lace panties hidden underneath them.
he presses himself against you with a rough groan, one hand hoisting your leg at his waist, whilst the other taps your cheek then grips your face to press into them. âopen.â
your jaw widens, and hiromi hums before spitting in your mouth then leaning in to connect your lips again.
heâs hard and big.
itâs all you can think of as your tongues mesh together in perfect harmony.
weeks of built up feelings that you both tried so hard to fight all falling at the seams. you reach up to tug at his black roots as he unconsciously ruts himself against your clothed core.
you take advantage when he finally pulls away, a string of saliva following with him. his lips are swollen and covered in spit as he leans down to kiss along your jaw, then suck at the skin of your neck. you pant feverishly against his ear, gripping tighter onto him each time his bulge connects with your clit just right.
deep shaky breaths fly through his nose as rolls his hips, eyes squeezing tightly from the tightness building in his pants. it felt so fucking good to hear those soft whimpers and moans escape your lips. âfeels so good.â he groans, pressing his forehead against yours. you two practically rubbing against each other like bunnies in heat without even starting the main course.
you whimper feeling yourself clench around nothing. your hands grasp for higuruma and he hums, kissing just below your ear. âgonna cum?â
you nod, mouth slacked open as he breathes harshly against your neck. âthatâs okay, sweetheart.â he huffs, using his free hand to travel down between your bodies. fuck, he thinks the moment his fingers feel how drenched your panties are. your eyes blow wide as he pinches your clothed clit then rubs in tight circles. âyou can cum, itâs okay.â
âoh my god.â you tremble and writhe against his lengthy figure, clawing at his back and arms as you feel lost on what to hold on with your orgasm building every second.
he stops the movement of his hips, grasping your neck so youâd be staring straight at him as he picks up the pace of his fingers. âcome on.â he licks his lips, maintaining the eye contact he forces you to hold. âi wanna see you. youâre almost there.â
âhiromiââ you choke on the air, threatening to close your eyes but he shakes your head, warning you to keep them open as your body trembles from the euphoria that overcomes you.
âgood job.â he wipes at your forehead and cheeks, standing to his full height. you use his tie to lift yourself up, meeting your lips again and immediately sloshing your tongue with his. while he fumbles to unbutton your shirt you do the same then aggressively toss off his tie. his large hands grope at your breast before unclipping your bra to flick and twist at your nipple. you moan into his mouth, fingertips caressing the light muscles of his abs.
he finds it quite amusing how you flinch with each twist and tug but nonetheless you let him continue his worship of your body. he leaves your skirt cinched around your waist, squeezing your hips then slowly tugs your panties down your legs.
you canât imagine what he plans to do next until he drops both his hands behind your thighs, pressing them down as far as he can before bending down to dip his head between your legs.
his tongue flattens against your leaking hole, sucking up all slick your pussy produced. you reach straight for his hair, choking on a moan. âw-wait, i canât.â you tell him, quivering at the sudden sensation. it certainly didnât help with how big his nose is, he had the advantage to nudge it against your clit each lick and suck.
âi just want to taste you.â his voice vibrates against you, eliciting a strangled moan out of you. âis that okay, love?â he pulls back momentarily, mouth and nose coated in your juices as he presses a kiss to either side of your thighs.
what gets you is the fact he genuinely waits on your response. you nod feebly and he presses a kiss to your clit. âthank you.â is all he says before continuing his actions. your eyes immediately squeeze shut and youâre not sure if youâre trying to push his head or pull him closer. regardless, your back arches off the desk, pulling at his hair as he holds you down to prevent any more of your squirming.
a sound of absolute satisfaction rumbles in his chest and higuruma loses himself in your taste. heâs quite filthy really. you wouldâve never expected him to be the type of man that relentlessly switches between licking, spitting, and sucking the way he does. a small pool of liquid has likely formed under you by now.
âr-romi, mâ gonna cum.â he hears, feeling the way you buck up against his mouth and quite literally has to force himself off you at the announcement. he seethes in a breath, huffing and puffing, licking around his mouth.
higuruma stands straight again, unbuckling his belt, letting out a soft breath as he no longer feels constricted. your eyes fall when he drops his pants and briefs. shit. i mean, you figured he was big but not that fucking big.
you yelp as he pulls you to the edge of the table, slapping his thick cock against your drooling hole that pulses around nothing.
âcan i?â he collects your mess between his fingers, spreading your folds and gliding his shaft between them.
you nod but higuruma shakes his head then grips your neck to pull you up. âtell me, sweetheart. can i?â
âp-please.â you look up at him, all doe eyed and desperate. his hand squeezes your neck and keeps you looking at him as he uses his other hand to pull you closer, prodding in just the tip then slowly pushes himself into your warm, gushing cunt. your mouth slacks open at the stretch, gasping for air as higuruma squeezes tighter from the way you sporadically clench around his length.
heâs only halfway in and itâs taking all his energy to not cum. your pussy is torturously sucking him in, so much so a quivering grunt echoes from his chest. he pats your thigh in response. âease up, itâs just me, darling.â he tells you, and you want to laugh at how serious heâs being. ease up? not fucking possible when at least eight inches length and formidable girth was pushing itself into you.
once heâs finally filled to the hilt. your legs cross around his hips, grasping his wrist, preventing him from squeezing too tight on your throat. âyouâre always such a good girl⌠so smart and beautiful.â he praises, leaning in to peck your lips then follows with butterflies kisses along your jaw and neck then comes back up to meet your lips again. your mouths twist slower, fiery and brimmed with passion to distract you from the roll of his hips.
âso warm.â he moans against your lips, biting down and sucking on your bottom one. he finally lets go of your neck, pushing you on your back again then clasping both thighs as leverage to pummel himself deep into your pussy. he groans along to your whimpers and moans, dark eyes focused on the imprint that shows itself on your stomach with every thrust.
his light abs glisten with sweat, his brows furrowed as he zones into the way he disappears in and out of your pussy that sucks him in and coats his base white.
papers crumble beneath your fist as your moans are pulled closer together, the indication that your orgasm was fast approaching. the effect likely to be huge since you already had your first and was denied your second. hiromi grunts, fixing you into a mean semi-mating press, legs over his shoulders as his balls mercilessly slap against your skin to echo around the office space.
âgonna cum.â you quiver but higuruma smacks your clit as if thatâs supposed to help.
âhold it.â
âi-i canât.â you look at him, pouting.
his eyes snap up to meet yours and he smacks you again. âhold it.â
he somehow moves faster and harder, harshly breathing with sweat beading down his temple. after a minute, youâre completely spent, eyes watering as you shake your head. âromi, please. i canât hold it.â
âshhh.â he huffs, pressing his palm over your mouth, viciously chasing the high of his orgasm. he rolls his eyes shut, sticking two fingers into your mouth. âgo. hurry up and cum.â
itâs only a few seconds after his command that your waves come crashing down, body yearning to close upon itself due to the overstimulation but higuruma keeps you spread open, still thrusting for what feels like over a minute.
he pulls out, a hand immediately coming to pump at his length, the other angling your body just right so when he forces your mouth open, hot spurts of his cum land on your breasts, chin, and tongue.
hiromi takes a breath that sounds like heâs inhaling fresh air, squeezing at his tip to extract every ounce of his fill. he takes a good and long look at your weak body, collecting his remains that landed on you to push back into your mouth.
âso beautifulâŚâ he cups your cheek, holding you upright since you clearly canât. âyou alright? did i hurt you?â
âno⌠iâm okay.â you mumble, staring up at him as if he held up the moon and stars. âwas i?⌠okay?â
âabsolutely, love.â his brows furrow, gently caressing your skin as he looks at you. âmore than okay. perfect.â
you smile shyly at that and he has a similar question on his mind as he helps in cleaning you up. âare we okay?â
âam i okay for you?â
hiromi has begun to understand your naturally shy and timid nature but it also crossed his mind that your sense of overthinking would come into play with your age gap.
it wasnât drastic of course but he would never want to put you in a position that made you seemingly uncomfortable.
you nod with a small smile, gripping his bicep and pulling him in to press a gentle kiss to his lips. âmore than okay⌠perfect.â
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soft sukuna's had his eye on you ever since you joined his chemistry class. after crushing on you for months on end, he finally plucks up the courage to ask you out on a star gazing date for valentine's day ! đ apart of my valentine's day event !
a thought very prominent in ryomen sukuna's mind as of late.Â
chemistry class used to be such a drag, he'd show up, do absolutely no work, complain that he failed to all of his fratty friends, then do it all over again the next semester.
until, of course, you joined his line.
you were the picture perfect example of a shy, nerdy girl. with your clothing an array of soft colours and vintage hollister sweaters, your notes all neat and thorough, and your eyes always focused on the professor, you had him awe struck from the second you walked in.
it was a little strange, considering he was 6'5, 95kg of pure muscle, pierced to hell, and tatted from head to toe in fierce markings. you two seriously couldn't of been more different.
still, nothing enthralled him quite like seeing you every monday morning.Â
he'd started showing up to class early everyday to catch you on your way in, pushing the big, heavy door open so you didn't have to tire such pretty little hands. he'd started sitting in the row behind you instead of way up the back, just so he could watch the way you wrote so nicely.Â
he'd even started paying attention, proving to the assholes he left in the back row that he was smart when he applied himself.
answering questions in class became a regular, just so he knew you could hear his voice in a different sense than goofing off in the corner, or making bad jokes with his mates. he clocked the way you'd look over your shoulder briefly in surprise whenever he got stuff right, and his heart had never thumped faster.Â
so, after about three months of obsessing over a girl he hadn't yet spoken to, (not because he was nervous, frick no.) he'd decided with valentine's day coming up, now was a better time than any to ask you out on a date.
y'know, how normal people pursued a relationship, not the age old snap n tap method he'd been using since highschool...
so, with all the courage he could muster, a week before valentine's day he'd waited after class for all the other kids to filter out.
you always stayed behind to look over your notes, something he'd always admired about you was your dedication. as well as being admirable, it gave him the perfect slot to get you alone and finally pop the question.Â
he'd been rehearsing it in the mirror of his ensuite for the past week, it couldn't go wrong, it shouldn't go wrong! he had the perfect ratio of nonchalance and chivalry packed into his planned out attack, it just had to go smoothly.
he watches you from a few rows back, the lecturer had slipped away and it was just the two of you.Â
you can do this, ryo.
he pushes up from his seat before he stress too hard about it. the row of chairs creak as he steps sideways through the row, one hand braced on the backs so he doesn't trip over his own boots. this was supposed to look all suave and smooth, effortless, even.
it really, really didn't. he looked like an oaf.
he moves down the steps, eyes fixed on you where you sit looking over your notebook, flicking through the pages with your lips around the tip of a pen in concentration. fuuuck.Â
mind out of the gutter, ryomen.
he tells himself to slow down and walk like normal, he can't look like he's stalking up to you for any nefarious reasons.
but, as god would have it, by the time he reaches the last few steps you're already packing up.
no.
no, no, no. shit!
your pencil slides into your case, your notebooks shut, and your bag zippers get pulled shut. crap, he was supposed to catch you before that. say something casual while you were still seated so you couldn't escape.
instead, you stand.
he gets choked up halfway down the steps, brain going blank because this was not a part of the plan.
you swing your bag over your shoulder and turn toward the aisle, eyes down as always, clearly aiming for the door before anyone can corner you.
he sighs and books it, he's not acting all cool and composed anymore, no way. he couldn't just let you get away, he was desperate.
he takes the last few steps too fast, almost missing one, then strides down the aisle with a pace that borders on a jog. the sound of his boots slipping and slapping against the wooden floor echoes so loud he might as well have yelled at you by now. you glance up at the noise, looking all cute and startled.
you try to sidestep him in fear of getting in such a big man's way, but he panics and plants himself directly in front of you.
it happens in a split second. your bag catches against his hip, your stack of textbooks jostle loose, and multiple papers slide free like a magicianâs trick gone horribly, terribly wrong. everything spills to the floor between you in a loud, humiliating cascade.
the dull sound hits him straight in the gut.
âfuck. i am so sorry.â
he practically screams that, he winces at himself immediately, hands lifting as if that fixes anything. you are staring at the mess, then at him, eyes wide and absolutely mortified.
âgod, i didnât mean to block you. i just, i was trying toââ he cuts himself off because explaining while your notes are scattered everywhere makes him look ten times worse.
he drops to a crouch, the floor is cold against his palms as he starts gathering all the loose pages, careful with the edges like they might and will tear under his big fingers. your handwriting is small and tidy, lines straight as if written at the edge of a ruler.
âshit, iâm sorry,â he tries to mutter a little softer than the ear rape from before.
unfortunately you decide to kneel down and pick up some stray pencils just as he shoots back up to hand you the papers, and your heads collide with a dull crack.
it is gnarly enough that he hears both it and the hurt little sound that hisses past your lips, more surprised than anything. you rock back on your heels at the contact, and that wincing look on your face smashes his heart smack bang in the middle with a wooden, spiked mace.
âoh fuckââ he hisses, reaching toward you instinctively. âare you okay?â
his hands hover near your temples, big fingers spread wide and ready to check your skin for a bump. he stops himself an inch away, since touching you out of nowhere is probably the worst possible move he could make at a time like this. you already look like you want the floor to swallow you whole.
he pulls his hands back so fast it almost looks like he got burned.
âsorry. sorry. i didnât mean toâ i justââ
jesus christ, get it together.
he smooshes a hand down his face, very annoyed at himself. this was supposed to be all smooth and simple. stroll up, say something chivalrous, then ask you out like a normal person.
instead he has assaulted you and ruined your cute little organized notes.
real charming.
you press your fingers lightly to your forehead, blinking up at him. âiâm fine,â you say quietly.
he doesn't believe you, that much is obvious. the spot he knocked feels fine on him, but you are most definitely not built for hard knocks like he is. guilt creeps into every pore of his skin.
âi shouldâve watched where i was going,â he says, even though it was very much him who stepped in your path. he shoves the rest of your papers into a neat stack and holds them out to you with surprising care. âi, uhm... i didnât mean to scare you like that.â
that part slips out honest.
you nod shyly, then take the papers from him. your nails brush his tough skin for a good second and it sends his brain haywire. it was insane how even the smallest of touches could make him shiver.
he straightens up, giving you space this time, forcing himself not to loom over you like a weirdo freak. the door is right behind him, and you glance at it, then at him. waiting.
he can feel the opportunity slipping through his hands again.
say it.
his mind supplies every rehearsed line he practiced and then promptly erases them. all that comes up is the image of you walking out that door and him sitting with this embarrassment for another week.
he swears at himself internally, vicious and relentless.
you had one job. do not mess this up.
âi wasnât trying to block you,â he says, finally. âi just needed to talk to you for a second.â
you look up at him through pretty, fluttering lashes, blinking away some of the leftover pain before nervously nodding. âhm? what is it?â you murmur.
you were so shy, he could crush you with two fingers if he wanted. he meant to be gentle with you.
he takes a deep breath, then bends down a little, trying his best to be on your level. âi think you're really cute... y'know that?â he starts. ân' i think i could treat you real nice.â he chokes a bit when your face somehow twists into a shyer expression.
âjesus christâ i.. i would really, really like to take you out this weekend. i get that it's valentine's day, it might be a bit much right now, but iââ
âokay.â
â...what?â
âi... uhm. i said okay?â you repeat.
the smile this man cracks is embarrassingly cheesy.
âwow, sweet! that's sweet. i'll uh... can i get your number? shitâ probably should've asked that firstââ
before he can panic any further, he's ripped from his ramble by the heavenly sound of your soft laugh.
he stops immediately, a hand flying to his neck to rub at it softly as his smile grows tenfold. you're holding out your phone, your phone number displayed on the screen. âcool... cool...â he smiles, typing in the digits.
~
[ryo] 7:42pm: hey. howâs your head?
he stares at the screen with the nail of his thumb between his teeth, flops back against his pillows and then immediately sits up again... because what if that sounded too blunt? maybe too concerned? too much?
three dots pop up almost right away and he almost shits himself. you're texting him. right now. holy fuck.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:43pm: hi!! iâm all goods (ŕšËá´Ë)ďť
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:43pm: it was just a tiny knock!
he exhales through his nose, shoulders finally dropping.
[ryo] 7:44pm: tiny knock
[ryo] 7:44pm: i literally clobbered you with my thick ass skull.
he winces at the memory and it replays on loop. y'know when you do something so embarrassing and you just can't stop hyper fixating on it? yeah, that's what he'd been doing for the past two hours.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:45pm: it was kinda funnyy
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:45pm: well, after the shock wore off kdkxjsjdj
he grins at that despite just cringing over it all a second ago.
[ryo] 7:45pm: yeah? didnât look funny. your poor face was all scrunched up
he runs a hand through his slick hair and starts pacing now. his roommates are loud in the hall but he's shut his door, he needed quiet for this very important moment.
that stupid little emoticon turns his ears a raw red, you were so dorky, it was adorable.
[ryo] 7:47pm: good.
[ryo] 7:47pm: wouldnât be a great start to valentineâs day if i concussed my date.
he cringes after sending that. hmm, was that too forward? or too confident?
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:48pm: noo it's okay, my head feels good!
he laughs under his breath, rubbing the back of his neck.
[ryo] 7:48pm: okay thank fuck
[ryo] 7:49pm: i know i'm a little rowdy, i mean obviously after that little display. but i can tone it down if you scare easy.
he bites the inside of his cheek the second that goes through. why would he say that? he's throwing.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:49pm: i donât scare easy!
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:49pm: i just⌠startle easy đââď¸
he imagines you typing that with your little nose scrunched trying to defend yourself.
[ryo] 7:50pm: noted.
[ryo] 7:50pm: iâll try not to charge at you like a linebacker next time.
he sits at the edge of his bed now, phone in both hands. his heart will not calm down. c'mon. this is texting, he's done this a thousand times! it's just, with you? it feels so intimate and.. different. like he's whispering in your ear. maybe he was just a pervert.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:51pm: i appreciate that very much
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:51pm: my poor textbooks would too
he groans quietly, dragging a hand down his face.
[ryo] 7:51pm: donât remind me.
[ryo] 7:52pm: iâm still embarrassed about that
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:52pm: you said sorry like⌠five times, it's fine!
[ryo] 7:52pm: wasnât enough.
there is a pause. longer this time. he almost types something else just to fill the space but decides that might come off too strong and stops himself.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:54pm: itâs okay, really
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:54pm: i only got a small bruise
his stomach drops.
[ryo] 7:54pm: youâre kidding.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:55pm: nooo itâs tiny
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:55pm: wait iâll show you
he quirks a brow at that.
show him?
a second later, an image comes through.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:55pm: {image attached}
you are sitting cross legged on a soft looking bed with a pale pink duvet and copious amounts of plush pillows stacked behind you. youre staring at the lens all smiley, giving an adorable little thumbs up to the camera. there's the faintest shadow of a bruise high on your forehead, barely noticeable unless you were trying to really look for it.
still, it guts him. or maybe turns him on, he can't really decide right now..
he actually makes a strangled noise in his room that's somehow a laugh and a groan at the same time. he stands up, and starts pacing again.
âyouâve gotta be kidding me,â he sighs to himself.
you look so stupidly cute tucked into your bed with your hair loose and a sweet sweater swallowing your hands whole.
and you sent that to him. him!
he drops back onto his mattress, staring at the photo picking apart its every detail. like a loser.
[ryo] 7:57pm: you look fine.
[ryo] 7:57pm: cute, too.
his thumb hovers over the word cute before he sends it. too much? too soon? he sends it anyway.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:58pm: cute?? (///â˝///)
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:58pm: thatâs not fair i look like a marshmallow
he laughs again.
[ryo] 7:58pm: i love marshmallows
he immediately groans at himself, that was so corny.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:59pm: oh my god
[nameâ¤ď¸] 7:59pm: what a line
[ryo] 7:59pm: shh
[ryo] 8:00pm: iâm tryna be suave
[ryo] 8:01pm: you really are okay though?
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:01pm: yes sir
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:01pm: itâs barely even there
[ryo] 8:02pm: donât call me sir. makes me sound ancient.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:02pm: sorry, sorry. how old are you, btw?
[ryo] 8:03pm: a year older than you.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:04pm: you are ancient !
[ryo] 8:05pm: stop being a brat đ
he winces at himself for that, maybe that was a bit too relationship-y... oh well, he could save it.
[ryo] 8:06pm: so
[ryo] 8:06pm: about saturday
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:06pm: yeahhh?
okay he's locking in.
[ryo] 8:07pm: i was thinking iâd pick you up around seven
[ryo] 8:07pm: thereâs this lookout spot just outside town. not a lot of people know about it
[ryo] 8:08pm: figured we could go stargazing?
he stares at the message, that sounded decent, romantic but not cringe, right?
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:09pm: stargazing!
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:09pm: that sounds so fun!
[ryo] 8:09pm: yess
[ryo] 8:09pm: we'll have blanket and snacks and no loud idiots.
[ryo] 8:10pm: promise iâm not taking you out there to kidnap you or anything
the second it sends he wants to launch his fuckass phone across the room.
why would you say that, who says that?!
three dots appear then disappear then appear again.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:11pm: HAHAHA
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:11pm: thatâs exactly what someone planning to kidnap me would say
he lets out a relieved laugh.
[ryo] 8:11pm: yh i walked into that one
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:12pm: it sounds really nice though!
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:12pm: iâve never actually been stargazing before (ŕšÂ°â°ŕš)
[ryo] 8:13pm: then itâs settled
[ryo] 8:13pm: first time for you. iâll make it good
he pauses, then adds:
[ryo] 8:13pm: the stargazing. i mean
he buries his face in his pillow with a groan.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:14pm: i knew what you meant!!
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:14pm: youâre so awkward itâs kinda cute
cute.
you called him cute.
he stares at that word until it feels hot branded into the folds of his brain.
[ryo] 8:15pm: donât get used to that
he is grinning like an idiot in his empty room.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:15pm: awe man
there is something about the way you type that's so careful yet playful, he adores it.
[ryo] 8:17pm: seriously though.
[ryo] 8:17pm: iâm sorry again about earlier.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:18pm: awe sukuna, it's fine!
his name on your screen makes him jitter with excitement.
[ryo] 8:18pm: you can call my ryomen, if you want. or ryo?
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:18pm: ooo okay! ryo it is.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:18pm: i promise iâm not secretly mad at you or anything, btw, so don't stress it
[ryo] 8:19pm: okay good
[ryo] 8:19pm: iâd hate to think my first move was almost knocking you out cold
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:19pm: youâre being dramatic
[ryo] 8:20pm: iâm allowed, you have a bruise with my name on it
he lays back again, phone above his face waiting.
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:21pm: well
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:21pm: i guess that just means you owe me a good date đ
he laughs out loud.
[ryo] 8:21pm: oh i plan on it
[ryo] 8:23pm: hey. can i get your socials too?
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:24pm: sure!
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:24pm: itâs @ââ on insta
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:24pm: and the same for twitter but i barely use that one đââď¸
he immediately opens instagram, types your handle in, and your aesthetic little profile pops up.
your smiling face looks back at him for the second time that night and he smiles just as big as before.
[ryo] 8:25pm: got it
[nameâ¤ď¸] 8:25pm: ur stalking me already?
[ryo] 8:26pm: absolutely
he switches back to instagram to properly stalk your page.
he's not thinking about parties or stupid hookups or whatever his friends are doing down the hall, no. he's dreaming about saturday. about you under the night sky and about him trying his hardest to not mess this up
~
pep talk time.Â
it's the day of valentine's day, and sukuna's standing in front of his mirror talking himself up.Â
you can do this, you're a sexy guy.Â
he's got his best looking jeans on, a studded belt, some nice sneakers, and a black beater. his jewellery matches for once, with his face an array of shiny silver to match his rings and chain.
he looked good, better than usual.Â
he could do this.
on his way out of the frat after getting good luck wishes from his brothers, he's up and out the door checking his appearance one more time in the reflection of his phone.
he pulls up to your dorm a little before sunset with the busty engine rumbling beneath him as he parks out front. he cuts it, but he doesnât get out straight away,
he just sits there with the bouquet of lilies resting on the passenger seat, wrapped in brown paper with a neat little twine bow he tried desperately to tie himself. he'd spent half an hour in the florist with the old store owner picking out the perfect ones for the occasion, making sure they'd fit your personality just right.
he runs a hand over his mouth, then through his hair, then checks his reflection in the rearview mirror for the fifteen hundredth time.
âyouâre fine,â he mutters to himself. âyou look good. youâre hot. she already said yes.â
he grabs the flowers before he can stress even more about it and steps out, boots hitting the pavement.
the airâs cool and the skyâs all streaked with orange and hues of pink. perfect conditions for the perfect date he'd been meticulously planning. he leans back against his truck for a second, rolling his shoulders, then walks up to your dorm entrance.
he knocks twice, waits a minute, then almost fucking chokes at the sight of you, standing there in the doorway, framed by the warm hallway light behind you.
your outfit is this cute downtown girl kinda vibe that's short enough to show your legs but still loungey, very star-gazing appropriate. your makeupâs done all nice with glossed lips and pretty lashes. youâre fiddling with the strap of your bag, fingers twisting it nervously.
he stares in awe, his brain shorting out completely. he was prepared for you to look nice, not this good. jeez, were you tryna kill him?
âhi,â you say softly.
âhi,â he manages back.
red orbs drag over your being before he can stop himself. not in a pervy way. just⌠taking you in.
he clears his throat quickly and thrusts the bouquet toward you like he almost forgot he was holding it.
âthese are for you.â
your face lights up. âoh wowâŚâ
you take the lilies carefully, bringing them close to your nose.
âtheyâre so pretty,â you murmur, smiling up at him.
he rubs the back of his neck, shy himself. âof course... uhâ you deserve somethin' pretty.â
your face grows hot at his flirt.
âyou look amazing,â he blurts out before he can overthink it. âlikeâ so pretty. just... wow.â
you duck your head a little, clearly very flustered. âthank you..." you start, "you look really good too.â
he grins at that, confidence creeping back in.
âyeah?â he steps a little closer. âtold you iâd clean up nice.â
you nod shyly, hugging the flowers tighter.
âiâll just put these in water really quick,â you say, stepping back inside.
he stands there awkwardly in the doorway while you move to a little table beside the entrance where a glass vase is already sitting. already filled with water.
he notices that.
you were expecting flowers? shit, he's glad he asked nanami for some first date tips earlier that week.
you slip the lilies into the vase carefully, adjusting them so they sit just right. then you turn back to him, smoothing down your top.
âokay,â you smile. âlet's go.â
he offers you his hand without even thinking about it.
you look at it for a second, then place your smaller one into his.
it fits. perfectly.
he cups his fingers around yours gently, not too tight, and leads you down the steps toward his hilux.
he opens the passenger door for you, hand steady at your waist as you climb in. he shuts it carefully, then jogs around to the driverâs side.
once heâs inside, he starts the engine and peers over at you. youâre sitting there with your hands folded neatly in your lap, looking a little nervous but still harboring a smile.
âthanks for coming out with me tonight,â he says after pulling away from the curb.
you stare up at him. âof course. i'm excited.â
âyeah?â he asks, trying not to sound too hopeful.
you nod. âyeah.â
he relaxes into his seat a little.
âiâve kinda wanted to ask you out for a while,â he admits with his eyes peeled on the road for once. he couldn't drive recklessly like with the other chicks he's used to, no. you weren't like that and he couldn't risk you thinking he was an asshole.Â
you turn toward him more fully now. âreally?â
âyeah,â he huffs a throaty laugh. âiâve seen you in class since the start of the semester. always sitting there so engaged.â
you giggle softly and he almost swerves. that sound hits him straight in his ridiculously fast beating chest.
âdonât do that,â he mutters under his breath.
âdo what?â you ask.
âlaugh like that. itâs distracting your uber driver.â
you giggle again, trying to muffle it this time.
he shakes his head, smiling. âyou even made me start paying attention.â
you nod. âi noticed.â
âoh, you did, huh?â
âmhm. you started answering questions more, n' stopped sitting all the way at the back.â
he glances at you impressed for taking note of him.
âdamn. you pay attention too.â
âi do,â you say proudly.
âwell,â he continues, âyou kinda inspired me. i didnât wanna look like a total idiot in front of you.â
you blink at him. âyouâre not an idiot.â
âgood,â he says lightly. âiâm tryin' real hard not to be tonight.â
for such a big buy, he was shaping up to be more awkward than you. you could get used to this.
the conversation starts moving along quickly as you drive further.
he tells you about how he switched majors once before settling where he is now. about how his brothers at the frat drive him insane half the time and that he's getting a little sick of the party animal lifestyle everyone loved to glorify. about how he likes working out because it clears his head of the stress of life.
you tell him about your favorites, about how you almost dropped the class the first week because you thought it would be too hard.
âno way,â he says. âyou? you think chemistry's hard?â
you roll your eyes playfully. âitâs intense!â
âyouâre intense,â he shoots back.
you look at him like you donât know if thatâs a compliment.
âin a good way,â he adds quickly. âyou care about stuff. thatâs, like, rare.â
frank ocean plays quietly in the background while trees zoom past the window. he throws in a few dumb jokes here and there to keep you entertained, and you laugh at almost all of them. every time, he has to clutch the wheel tighter in fear of crashing.
by the time the town lights start thinning out and the road gets darker, youâre both talking over each other a little, interrupting, smiling, and laughing like you were already a couple.
he pulls into the lookout, gravel crunching under the tires. your eyes are wide, staring out at the open sky. the first stars are already visible like little flickering fireflies in the big black ink.
âwow,â you sigh, but he's watching you, not the sky.
âyou like it?â
âitâs so beautiful.â
he kills the engine and turns toward you fully.
âsit tight,â he says softly. âiâll get the tray ready.â
you nod and offer him a smile. âcanât wait.â
he hops out, heart racing for a whole new reason now, and moves to the tray of his truck.
he rounds the back of the hilux and drops the tailgate with a metallic clank that echoes out over the quiet lookout. you hear him shuffle around back there, the soft click of a switch, then another, then a string of warm yellow blinking to life.
âokay,â he calls, trying and failing to sound casual. âcâmere.â
you hop down from the passenger side and walk around the truck, hugging your arms around yourself against the cool evening air.
and then you see little lights. fairy lights. strung so prettily along the inside edges of the tray, looped around the bars in uneven lines that clearly took effort. a thick mattress laid out flat with layered blankets in different colors, big pillows (some with the tags still on them, bless his heart for buying the expensive ones for such an occasion) piled up against the cab. thereâs a little wooden crate acting as a table with snacks stacked on top, chocolate, strawberries, chips, a thermos, even those stupid little heart candies that taste like chalk but everyone eats on valentine's day regardless.
you stand there in complete and utter awe.
âwell?â he asks, suddenly very insecure and unsure, rubbing a hand at the back of his neck again. âis it⌠is it too much?â
you shake your head quickly. âare you kidding me?â
you step closer and trail your fingers over one of the fairy light wires, staring at the glow against the darkening sky.
âyou did all this?â
âyes, maâam,â he shrugs, but heâs watching your face so closely itâs almost comical how nervous he looks. âfigured valentineâs day deserved something better than a movie and greasy takeout... not that iâd ever dream of taking you out on something like that! i justâ i meanââ
âitâs beautiful,â you cut him off.
he stops and sighs so deeply. âthank god,â he says with a small grin. âtook me forever to figure out how to make the lights not look so stupid.â
âthey donât,â you promise. âtheyâre perfect.â
he steps closer without really thinking about it, stopping just in front of you. the fairy lights reflect in his red eyes, turning them golden at the edges.
âmay i?â he asks quietly, with his hands hovering near your hips.
you nod, and he smiles.
his hands settle at your waist and he lifts you up like you weigh nothing at all. you let out a cute, surprised laugh as he sets you gently onto the mattress. you flick your shoes off, then crawl back a little, getting comfortable against the pillows, smoothing your skirt down. he watches your every movement with a fond expression and climbs up after you, sitting on the opposite side at first, legs stretched out, bracing one arm behind him.
you tilt your head back and look up. the sky has gone fully dark now, stars scattered everywhere, more than youâve ever seen on your light-polluted campus.
âthe sky's so gorgeous,â you whisper.
âyeah,â he says. but again? heâs not looking at it. heâs looking at you.
the lights from the strings frame your face in gold and your pretty lashes cast tiny pinned shadows against your hot cheeks. your lips are still glossy, and he swallows down the thought of what it would be like to kiss such perfection.
you donât notice because youâre too busy tracing constellations with your finger in the air. âi canât believe you did this,â you say gently.
he exhales a short laugh. âi canât believe you even said yes to me.â that makes you glance over, surprised. âhm? and why wouldnât i?â
his eyes drop to his hands and he opens and closes them bashfully.
âi dunno. youâre just⌠you.â
you frown. âhuh? what does that mean?â
he combs his thick fingers through his pink spikes.
âmeans youâre smart as hell. and sweet. and you actually care about stuff. you sit in class taking notes while iâm trying to remember not to fall asleep.â
âyeah? but youâve started paying attention,â you remind him.
âbecause of you,â he says immediately. âthatâs my point.â
you blink up at him as he explains further. he huffs, frustrated with himself.
âi justâ i feel kinda outta place sometimes. being this⌠attracted to you.â
your heart stutters at that.
âattracted to me?â
he scoffs lightly. âdonât act surprised.â
you smile shyly. âiâm not acting.â
he leans back against the back of his truck further and nods.
âi guess youâre just⌠a little different to the chicks iâm used to.â
he thinks back to the amount of girls heâs hooked up with three minutes after meeting them. he canât remember any names or any real conversations.
âtheyâve all been kinda shallow. or maybe iâm shallow, i donât know. but this isâŚâ
you blink but you donât pull away.
âbut you?â he continues. âiâve been sitting behind you in chem for three months trying to figure out how to ask you to coffee without sounding like a fucking moron.â
you laugh softly.
âitâs not funny,â he mutters, though thereâs no bite in it. âiâve never had to rehearse a sentence in my entire life.â
âyou rehearsed?â
âmhm. in the mirror,â he admits. âtoday. for like ten minutes.â
your hand flies to your mouth to hide your giggle.
âthatâs actually really cute.â
âdonât call it that,â he grumbles.
âwhy not?â
âbecause iâm trying to look cool.â
âyouâre failing.â
he narrows his eyes at you, but thereâs amusement in there somewhere.
you scoot your butt a little closer across the mattress until you're almost touching him.
âiâm glad youâre into me,â you say quietly.
âyeah?â
âyeah. i always thought you were really cute.â
what?
âwhat?â
you feel a little self-conscious now. âi just⌠didnât think someone like you would go for someone like me.â
his head snaps toward you.
âwhat the hellâs that supposed to mean?â
you look down at your hands. âyouâre charismatic. confident. everyone knows you. and iâm justâŚâ
âjust what?â he presses.
âshy.â
âyou think that matters?â
you hesitate. âdoesnât it?â
âno,â he says far too loud. âno, it doesnât.â he corrects. âyouâre the one who shouldnât be into me.â
your eyes widen. âwhat?â
âyeah,â he says, getting worked up now. âyouâre organised, youâve got your life together. youâre probably gonna graduate with honors and get some insane job. i mean, i live in a frat house with idiots who think setting a couch on fire is peak entertainment.â
you giggle.
âiâm serious.â
âi know,â you say, smiling.
âiâm not used to girls like you,â he admits, voice dropping again. âgirls who⌠donât just want the version of me thatâs all loud and risky at functions.â
you reach out without thinking and rest your hand on his forearm.
âi like you how you are,â you say.
âoh yeah?â
âmhm. the guy who ties twine bows really badly and buys silly fairy lights to make things moody.â
he looks away, embarrassed.
âshoosh.â
âno,â you say softly. âi really mean it.â
you scoot even closer than before, then lean your head gently against his shoulder.
oh god.
he's had girls straddle his lap five minutes after introductions. he has had hands in his hair and acrylic nails down his back, mouths on his neck without a single 'hey, how are you?'
and yet, something as mediocre as putting your head on his shoulder has him cheesing.
you look up at the guy. âyou okay?â
âyeah,â he says.
âyouâre really stiff.â
âiâm fine.â
you smile against his arm. ârelax.â
easy for you to say.
he forces himself to loosen up, letting his shoulder drop slightly so youâre more comfortable. after a second, he lifts his arm and carefully drapes it around you. ok, getting bolder.
you tuck into his side closer happily.
he stares straight ahead at the horizon, trying to steady himself for what he's about to spill.
âyou make me nervous,â he admits quietly.
âme?â you sound genuinely shocked.
âyeah. you.â
your heart jumps and flutters with all different species of butterflies, âyeah, why?â
âbecause i donât wanna screw this up.â
your hand curls lightly into the fabric of his black beater.
âyou wonât.â
âyou donât know that.â
âi do,â you say simply.
he looks down at you, âhow?â
âbecause you care,â you answer. âand guys who care usually don't screw stuff up.â
okay, he guesses that was true. he hadn't tried this hard for anyone else, so it had to be why this was going so well and he hadn't totally fucked everything up.
the fairy lights glow around you, little reflections dancing over the blankets. somewhere far below, a car drives past on the main road, its headlights tiny in the distance.
âyouâre seriously the cutest girl iâve ever seen,â he says suddenly.
you blink up at him.
âi mean it,â he continues. âthe way you get all serious in class. the way you correct the professor under your breath. the way you justâexist.â
you hide your face against his shoulder.
âstop.â
âno.â
âyouâre embarrassing me.â
âgood,â he murmurs.
you laugh softly.
âiâm really glad i asked you out,â he says. âi almost pussied out.â
âwell, iâm super glad you didnât.â
âyeah?â
âyeah,â you nod. âi wouldâve never done it myself.â
âwhy not?â
âduh. i thought you were out of my league.â
he lets out a disbelieving sound.
âthatâs insane.â
âis it?â
âyes,â he says firmly. âif anything, iâm the one punching above my weight here.â
you lift your head. âyou really think that?â
âi know that.â
your smile turns softer this time.
âwell,â you say, settling back against him. âgood thing we both ignored our own bad opinions.â
he laughs for the millionth time that day, something very out of the ordinary for someone like ryomen. âi guess yr' right.â
âhey,â he says after a while of just being in each other's presence.
âhm?â
âthis is just our first one.â
you look at him. âfirst what?â
âfirst valentineâs day together.â
your heart grows ten times in size.
âfirst, huh? that's bold of you,â you tease softly.
he smirks. âwell, i donât plan on going anywhere.â
you smile and press a small kiss to his shoulder through the fabric.
oh god. oh god. we got a kiss boys.
his body's gone completely stiff. every. single. part..
"someone's all nervous again, y'know, ryo? you're reallyâhmphâ!"
he cuts you off with a proper kiss, one smack bang in the centre of your lips with one hand tilting your head to face his, deepening it all.
as you're kissing back, his hands grip up on your waist. you reply by snaking your hands up his shirt against his warm torso, feeling each and every one of his rippling abs.
ânot so shy now, huh?â
"what can i say... i'm getting comfortable." he laughs in reply, kissing you harder.
he moves his hips around, then grips your waist and lifts you straight into his lap like itâs nothing. you gasp softly against his mouth as you land there, legs settling on either side of his meaty thighs.
this kiss was nothing of the gentleness the first one had.
itâs much slower but somehow so much deeper.. he's got his hand placed at the back of your head, pushing your mouth against his rougher, the other holding you tight and snug against him. he tilts you just right so your lips press harder together.
you kiss him back just as eagerly, fingers pushing higher beneath his shirt, palms skimming over his pecs now.
he exhales through his nose, almost a laugh.
âbest valentineâs day iâve ever had,â he murmurs against your mouth.
you smile into the kiss.
âyeah?â
âyeah,â he says, nudging you gently until youâre both tipping sideways, down down down until the blankets catch your weight. he lowers you down, hovering over you for a second, eyes dark with want but still appreciative.
this date? complete win, go ryomen.
and as he leans back in to kiss you softly, the fairy lights glowing around you sparking long like a second set of glimmering stars, he knows heâs never going back to anything less than this. than you.
valentine's day with the cute girl from his chem was a complete success.
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Synopsis. Your duties as a nanny are simple: pick Itadori Yuji up from elementary school, bathe him, feed him his veggies, and take care of him until his hot blond dad gets home. It doesnât include something likeâŚspending Valentineâs Day with the overworked, overstressed, absolute DlLF Nanami Kento. Does it?
Does it?
Pairing. Nanami Kento x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!reader, older!Nanami, age gap, DlLF!Nanami, reader is in early 20âs, Nanami is in 30âs, heâs overworked and STRESSED, down bad!Nanami, desperation, Valentineâs Day, pĂšssydrĂšnk Nanami, oraI (fem rec.), p talking, p sIapping, punishments, dĂŠgrading but also soft Nanami, spĂtting, bĂting, fĂngering, yearning, teaching you, fĂrst times (yours), Iessons, talking you through it, heâs stern, heâs BIG, BRĂEDlNG BRĂEDlNG BRĂEDlNG, matĂng presses, manhandIing, cervĂx smoochin, overstĂm, vĂrginĂty loss (yours), corruption, heâs feraI, DĂMBIFlCATION, calling you âmommaâ, mentions of kids, implied marathon, HEADLĂCKS, creampĂes, cĂşmpIay, Yuji cameos, Papamin, HAPPY ENDING, pet names, swĂŠaring.
Word count. 15.7k
A/N. BOO! SURPRISE VALENTINEâS DAY POST?! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABYGIRLS <33
Nanami canât help but sighââOne more meeting and Iâm quitting.â
Even though he knows he wouldnât.
Those boxed-in, white-collar jobs felt just as lukewarm to quit as they were to work. One learns to numb oneself to the constant drone and sputter of the office, the ceaseless fury of a microwave that wouldnât heat, and the wail of a printer printing listlessly furlong - too far behind its service date. So was there even a point?
That stupid screech followed him even out of the office: one could ignore the cracks and jolts of joints, but that doesnât actually stop the noise.
He feels a headache coming on.
But Nanami canât lie- the pay wasnât all too bad. Besides, the extra hours helped him pay for the nanny heâd recently hired for Yujiâspeaking of, he could hear you shuffling about inside.
His keyâs just reaching for the door before it swings wide open.
âWelcome homeâ!â
And Nanami Kento canât understand that strange, sweet flutter in his heart.
One of his hands jerks upwards- right to the pounding space above his heart. He knows he must look a bit of a sight right now - a grown man pawing at his chest - and part of him wonders whether this was all the all-nighters taking a toll on him. About time.
But another part of him wonders whether he should consult a cardiologist.
Also about time.
Because itâs been like this ever since he hired you - the vetting process for finding a nanny had been a long and tedious one. And Nanami had rejected (heâs sure) at least fifty different candidates, had been blocked by five different agencies, before he finally landed on you. Either theyâd been too strict, or too lenient, or too new, or simply not cut out to handle the benevolent whirlwind that was his adopted son.
The poor man had been on the verge of giving up.
In fact, he was two paragraphs into an email to HR whilst stress-eating a homemade Danish pastry and wondering whether buying his boss flowers would be overkill- when it happened. God, could this day get any worse? First his manager gives him a ton of work just before he clocked off, certainly not in his list of responsibilities, then heâd burned those damn Danish pastries, then one of the nannies heâd interviewed had nearly passed out at the sheer energy Yuji had.
Heâd been working more and more these days. And Nanami needed just a few more months - a few more nights putting in overtime before he could-
It was then that the doorbell had rang.
Ba-dump!Â
He opened the door tentatively, hoping that it wasnât yet another ambush by a salesperson - each with their bright plastic garbage, and their even brighter smiles. But what heâd been met with instead wasnât one of those visitors he dreadedâŚnot in the very least. It was youâ
And your explanation that you were here because of Shoko.
âErm- she told me that you were looking for a nanny?â You flashed your conversation with Nanamiâs clinical friend as proof. He flickered his gaze over to the screen but his eyes remained unreadingâhe remembers turning them back over to you.
Blinking at the vision of you.
And youâd slightly jolted at the intensity in them.
Digging through your pin-covered bag, âI also have my CV in hereâŚsomewhere.â He watched as you only grew more and more frustrated as that CV evaded you- âIt really should be somewhere- give me one second-â
âThatâs alri-â
But instead of your CV, your bag had poured out notes and pens in return. So much of it that Nanami marvelled at just how much fit inside that humble satchel. They dropped to the floor and you dived to pick them up, wincing. âIâm so- sorry-â
âLet me.â Crouching down in front of you, Nanamiâs much-larger hands had had no trouble scooping all those papers up. In an instant he had them aligned neatly and handed to you. Prim. Proper.
By the tie still âround his neck, you guessed heâd just come home from work - and little did you know heâd also just finished four failed interviews for the position of nanny - yet he didnât have a single blond hair out of line. They were slicked-back and handsome in a way youâd seen only in old movie stars. You thought you saw a few strands of silver.
Lines at the edges of his eyes. That tired strength about him.
It was hard to not ogle him.
Your fingertips brushed his rougher ones as you took the papers from him. âThank you.â
âItâs my pleasure.â The older man peered down at youâso intense that you could almost feel yourself sinking into the mediocre polyester carpet lining the apartment hallway. Neither of you made a move to get up. âI want to ask you about your availability.â
Youâd jumped slightly. âYouâŚyou actually want to hire me after that- I mean!â
âShould I not?â And what was this? Nanami Kento had to stifle a chuckle at that? How curiousâŚit mustâve been the work day getting to him at that point- yes. He was feeling a little delirious.
âI mean- please doâŚâ
Heâd looked away with a slight smile once you reached into the depths of your bag once more. This time, you didnât make it erupt in scribbled notes- instead you were pulling out a printed table that looked to be a time table. âSorry I just- printing makes it easier for me to rememberâŚsometimes.â You explained, âI donât have any lectures on Wednesday and Friday- and the ones I have on the rest of the weekdays are rather flexible soââ
A college student!
Nanamiâs jaw had dropped then.
He knew you looked young but-
A college student?!
âWait a minuteâŚâ One of his hands twitched, almost as if to beckon that time table to himself and make sure.
But then you nodded, âI first met Shoko-san during a medical conference she gave at the university, and she told me you worked late on weekdays. I should be free in the evenings then, but will you be working late on the weekends as well? Because I do have this one professor that really-â
Nanami didnât know how on Earth the topic of him wouldâve even cropped up in your conversations- but he needed to end this.
Now.
Listen. It wasnât that you seemed like a bad kid- you seemed great, even! But Nanami himself was well into his thirties with absolutely zero idea on balancing Yuji and his work life. So he really didnât want to burden someone over a decade younger than him with-
âPapa?â
The sweetest, sleepiest voice echoed from inside.
He doesnât even have to turn his head to know that Itadori was swaying, all decked-out in his Spiderman pajamas, at the end of the hallway. Likely having gotten out for water or because of the ruckus caused outside. He blinked his sluggish eyes open and ogled the two of you.
Nanami doesnât know why- but he shoots up to a stand. Almost as if he was caught doing something he wasnât supposed to.
You followed.
Which one of you three was the responsible parent here, by the way?
His parched mouth opened toâwhat? There was nothing to explain.Â
It was true that Nanami hadnât had the time to even stop and think about dating or relationships in the time since heâd adopted Yuji. Not even if he wanted to. And, admittedly, he did have dreams of getting married one day - he watched all those sappy TV shows, alright? He knew how it felt.
He wanted to walk beside someone to that shrine. He wanted to have a few more kids, to give Yuji a bigger family than this. He wanted to quit his dead-end job and move out with his family to a bigger house in the countryside.Â
But none of that was as important as his son right now.
However, he knew that Yuji saw all those happy couples during pick-up at the elementary school- and his boy was sweet. The sweetest, actually. Nanami knew that Yuji wouldnât say a single thing about him being the only exhausted father to arrive all alone. Day after day.
The two of them in their lonesome.
His sweet boy would beam the biggest smile nevertheless.Â
But kids were smarter than adults gave them credit for. Doesnât he feel that loneliness, too?Â
Perhaps that was why Yuji ran up to you in an instant.
Right past his haggard father and only towards you - all previous sleepiness now gone - he reached up towards the pretty stranger with the pretty pin-covered bag.
Stubby finger pointing up at a particularly red oneââDo you like Spwiderman, too?â
âOf course.â Leaning down, you smiled warmly at the boy. His hair was a rose-colored mess that stuck up at all odd angles. âAnd my spidey senses are telling me that a certain someone does, too?â
He gasped, âThatâs me!â
Before Nanami knows it, you were held hostage and dragged inside by a particularly overactive pink-haired boy. Shown all around the apartment as part of your tour to be shown-off Yujiâs prized Spiderman-themed bedroom.Â
And unbeknownst to him - against that lock-and-key and jaded guard - youâd walked into Nanami Kentoâs cozy Tokyo apartment (and the strange cavity in his chest that softened whenever you were around).
He sighed.
A college student!
Still, Nanami canât deny that itâs been a delight having you around.
Despite your packed schedule and your note-filled bag, you were always there to greet him when he came home. Without fail. Either tapping away at some assignment due before midnight, or humming to yourself as you wiped down the kitchen countersâlast minute fluffy pancake emergency, he thinks of those nights.
Even though itâd been about eight months since your initial meeting, itâs almost fearsome how easily heâd gotten used to the routine of it all.
Something that should be so mundane - he flips each moment through his mind over and over again until it felt like they made up the grooves of his brain itself. The gyri and the sulci. Or so heâd heard you muttering to yourself as you studied one night.Â
Heâs studied, too. Heâs memorized how youâd open the door for him, with a smile across your face and a finger to your lips- telling the older man to be quiet as he shook off his shoes. Heâs memorized how youâd never fail to tell him about the leftovers in the fridge as you reached for your satchel. Heâs memorized how youâd hesitate to meet his gaze- but smile the brightest once you do, and how youâd linger at the doorstep telling him about Yujiâs day.
Nanami has memorized how it made some dust-covered part of his heart stir. Blinking away the exhaustion of the day.Â
Nanami Kento has never felt more invigorated than he is during those sparse few minutes that he caught up with you at the end of the night. Voices low, like neither of you wanted to interrupt a sleeping thingâYuji, yes. But something else, too.
He gets the feeling that itâd feel like this even if you werenât around as a job. If perhaps the two of you had met- the same age, at the same university.
Maybe in-between the sluggish hours of study sessions where you help him with some particularly hard question. Maybe in the library where he helps you reach some dusty olâ book from the topmost shelf.
Times like this, he allows himself to dream.
Youâd make the best wife.
You were the best nanny he couldâve ever chosen.
But one always has to wake up to oneâs alarm. He sets his alarms himself.
âCome in.â Nanami tells you as he shrugs off his coat at the entrance. He watches as you stop in your tracks at the doorway, fiddling with your familiar pin-draped bag. âIâm just about to fire up some brownies for tomorrow.â
You pause.
âI-if itâs not too late and you donât have any classes early tomorrow or-â
âIâd skip all my classes for some of your brownies.â
He lets out a breath of relief as you start walking back from the doorway. âPlease donât.â
It takes a little less than half an hour for the brownies to bake until they are crisp on the top and perfectly gooey in the middle. Layers of chocolate that are only sweetened by the conversation that you brought into Nanami Kentoâs humble kitchen.Â
He listens as you talk about your day, about that professor thatâd been out to get you, about that exam you were sure youâd fail (he knows you wonât in the end). Only adding brief hums of affirmation and nods as the older man sweeps through his counters, broad back turned to you, muscles flexing against his office shirt as he whipped up a hot fudge as well as a strawberry sauce for you to add to your brownies.
ââand youâd never guess what Yuji told me today.â Tonight you seem a little more breathless than usual. Stuttering out your thank-yous as he brings out the tray from the oven and cuts out the first piece for you.
âBlow on it. Itâs hot.â Nanami leans over the other side of the kitchen island. He watches as your pretty lips fall into a soft circle, âWhat were you saying, my dear?â
âWell-â You dart your gaze around the rest of the empty apartment. âYou know how itâs Valentineâs Day tomorrow, Nanami-san?â
Nanami runs a hand through his silver-streaked hair. Smoothing it down. He knows how his son can be, and he has to bite back the grin that threatens to spread across his face. âMhm?â
âYuji here seems to think that- wellâŚâ Bringing a hand up to your lips, fingertips slightly shaking. The brownie was just amazing. âHe seems to think that Valentineâs Day is a bit like Christmas, you see. And so the entire day he wouldnât stop making a list for Cupid.â
Now that piques his interest particularly- Nanami was never a man to skimp out whenever his loved one wanted something. âOh, is that so? And what does he ask from this ah- Cupid?â
âThat is- I donât even know if this is appropriate for me to say butâŚâ Looking around one last time. âBut it seems Yuji is under the impression that we are together.â
âOh.â
âTogether together.â
âOh.â He canât help but inch just a little closer- a strange weight in his stomach. Not entirely unpleasant. âI see.â
Youâre mustering up a little more courage, âAnd it seems that what Yuji wants the most this Valentineâs isâŚfor us to get married. Spiderman-themed wedding, he says.â Watching as Nanamiâs eyes slightly widen. âB-but of course, I told him that that might not exactly be in erm- Cupidâs range of power! He kept insisting however-â
He looks at you silently as you rub your temples.
âBecause then he said a little brother or sister would be fine, tooâŚâ Was it time for the conversation about the birds and the bees already? Instead of storks, Yuji relies on Cupid?!
Nanami follows suit, running a hand through the silver streaks in his hair. âIs that so?â He sighs. âI shall have a little talk with him about askingâŚimmoderate requests of Cupid.â
âHeâs a sweet boy. Just a little confused.â You smile sheepishly. âThough I canât really blame him- my friends think weâre together, too.â
Just an inch closer. âI see.â
And Nanami feels your breathing go heavy- enveloped in the hint of his cologne, the sweetness of the brownies, the musk of something that was entirely him. âI-itâs silly, isnât itâŚâ
He stares at you intently, reading your every reaction. âQuite.â Pupils flickering down your face. Just another inch closerâyou wonder how much more space was left, and what you wanted to do with it. âIâm far too old for you, my dear.â
Your lips part-
The clock strikes eleven.
Both of you startle as if shocked with electricity- âI-I really should-â
âYes, I understand-â
âThe brownies were amazing-â
âPlease, take this.â He pushes a bag topped with that delicacy and more of whatever topping you liked into your hands.
âThank you so much.â You rush out breathlessly, other hand snatching your bag from the counter. âNight, Nanami-sanâ!â
âGoodnight, my dear.â
âAnd thank you for the brownies!â
The door shutsâwith a lingering creak and ebb of your smile behind it. And soon enough Nanami finds himself lumbering in the direction of Yujiâs bedroom.
Itâs not long before he stands before the parade of red and blue and masked superheroes: personnel stationed all to take care of the boy with a tuft of pink hair. His precious treasure. Nestled in the middle of his car-shaped bed.Â
A small bedside light traces a glow across his chubby cheeks.
As he does every night, Nanami walks up to the little boy and crouches down beside the bed. Forearms rested upon the soft mattress, face rested upon his forearms- it was always around this time that Yuji would stir and look up at his father.
âPapaâŚâ He sleepily mumbles. Rubbing his sleep-swollen eyes, âGone?â
âMhm.â Nanami nods. âLeft just now, sunshine.â
âAwww, manââ Yuji seems to deflate- but that only pushes him deeper into the puffy pillows. Making him yawn so wide that it makes the older man chuckle. âI really like her, papa.â
His father pauses before he answers. âI like her, too, Yuji.â
âNo, but- I really like her. You know, sheâs my best friend along with Kugisaki and Fushiguro and you-â
Nanami starts tickling the boy on his sides until he bursts into peels of laughter. âReally, huh?â
Through giggles, he nods. Before stretching his arms above his head and falling back onto the comfy bed- perhaps he was still dreaming. âWhy canât we keep her, papa?â
âWe canât just keep people, Yuji.â Nanami has to hide his own smile. He knows he should mention the thing about Cupid right now, but he just canât bring himself to do it. Maybe tomorrowâŚ
âYes, butâŚâ
âI know, I know.â Nanami pushes his face deeper into his strong forearms. Sometimes, he still felt much like a kid himself. âI get it.â
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The next morning, Yuji still wasnât giving up.
âPapa, itâs Valentineâs Day!â
Papa was about to burst a blood vessel.
Heâd chattered on and on about Valentineâs Day as Nanami shuffled him out of bed, heâd announced what chocolates were the best according to his very distinguished five-year-old palate as Nanami helped him brush his teethâheâd even turned his nose up at the heart-shaped scones that Nanami had made for breakfast.
âPapa, youâre gonna hafta make better hearts than this if you want to marry-â
âYuji, sunshine, weâre going to be late.âÂ
Nanami Kento was barely a match for his son. And itâs with something akin to relief - like the exhausted sigh of a stranded man, finally coming across the silhouette of a rescue boat in the bleak horizon - that he manages to hurry the boy into finishing his breakfast. Tugginâ on his Spiderman backpack, Nanami held Yujiâs hand as they exited the apartment.
Today wasnât even a school day.
It wasnât even a school day! And yet the teacher wanted all students in for a short assembly and some chocolate party in class. Nanami would be damned if he didnât let his son enjoy these small pleasures.Â
The elementary school that Yuji attended was only a short distance away from the apartment- usually theyâd just make the trip by foot. During those ten minutes itâd become routine for the little boy to jabber away about whatever came to his mind.
How unfortunate for Nanami Kento today that, today, all Yuji could think about was youâ
Not because Nanami wasnât doing much the same- but because he didnât like thinking of himself as doing much the same. Even though he knew. Query: if both father and son couldnât get you off their minds, then which one of the two was going to use it?
The older man shakes his head just a little as Yuji suggests a Spiderman wedding cake againâhe disagrees with both the cake andâŚthe wedding. Right?
But the boy catches the movement and pouts-
âWhy donât you want to tell her, papa?â
Theyâre stopping at a red light. Nanami didnât want to think about how those miniscule bulbs had been programmed to flicker in the shape of a heart today, instead of the usual pedestrian walking. What an apt metaphor for his life, no? Nanami Kento wanted to find something wrong in the traffic light - in the visibility, the practicality, the color - but he couldnât.Â
In fact, it was rather pretty.Â
The crossing threatened to bubble over with salarymen and salarywomen and groups of families each hoping to be the first, the fastest, to jump the road. He tugs both himself and Yuji more towards the back where they were well out of the way of whizzing cars. Is it just him or were there more wedding cars than usual today?
âTell her what? To marry me?â He absent-mindedly answers, âWhat did I say about no forced marriages, Yuji?â
âNo.â He lightly stomps his feet. Making the blond man look down- âI mean why donât you tell her that you like her, papa?â
And Nanami canât help but look around like a caught teenager. âYou- you canât just say those things, sunshine! What if sheâs heading to class and nearbyâŚâ
âBut you told me you did last night?â Yuji answers.
Which, fair. And it leaves Nanami slightly at a loss for words. âIâŚâ
âBut why canât you tell her?â The child nods sagely to himself, âSâlike when I broke Fushiguroâs red crayon- and I told him. Donât you always tell me not to lie, papa?â
âThatâsâŚtrue.â His father hesitates. âBut thatâs different from-â
âBut anyway- thatâs why I asked Cupid.â Yuji hums. Content. âYouâre a scwaredy-cat, papa, but I asked Cupid for you. Like Santa. And Santa always gives me what I ask for.â
One day, Nanami will consider telling him that Santa had to work a month overtime to get him that car bedâhappily however. But that dayâs not today. âOh?â
âYeah.â He looks up at his father with wide, innocent eyes. âAnd I also asked Cupid for a bwother- maybe this year I should ask Santa, too.â
âOh.â
âDo you think Cupid will make my wishes come true, papa?â
âIâmâŚafraid I canât be sure, sunshine.â
The light turns green.
And Nanamiâs the first to step out onto the road.
From here, even the crosswalk seemed to twist and turn into the shapes of hearts.
Along the rest of the way to his elementary school, Yuji tugs on Nanamiâs coat and asks him for his phoneââAlright, but no games before school, Yuji.â
âNot playing games!â
And he didnât think much of it.
Not until Nanami was on the subway heading to work, about to shoot a phone call to one of the contractors heâd be working with today- and he finds Shokoâs name in his call log.
Outgoing call â Shoko [8:01AM]
Lasted three minutes.
How strange. Nanami doesnât remember calling his friend at any point today - it mustâve been Yuji during his walk to school.Â
A mistake?
How strange, indeedâŚ
But to be quite honest, Nanami doesnât get the time to ponder upon this happening too deeply. The very second heâd considered clicking on that name himself and asking Shoko- the train had slid to a halt at his station.
Then came the chaos of the office: it seems that one of the interns had forgotten to fax a file yesterday. And Nanami had five angry clients on the phone before 9:00AM, one presentation to lead before 10:00AM, a few more angry clients just after the meeting, and a few more contracts to type up and edit before 12:00AM. Those utterly gaudy pink decorations hung about the room didnât do anything to help with his oncoming headache.
Everyone in the office knew not to wish him today.
By the time that the overworked man was free for lunch, it was close to 2:00PM. His joints pop as he stretches his arms above his head, flickering a look at the clock above.
It was almost time for Yuji to be let out. Nanami knew youâd be humming to yourself as you walked to his school - and if his son was there, heâd join in, too.
At risk of sounding like a creep, he admits that heâs often listened to the low drift of your voice as you walked out of his apartment. It would start up once he shut that door. And he often stood there - on the other end - until it disappeared. Along with the sound of your footsteps.
His house always seemed smaller then.
Shaking his head free of such thoughts, Nanami stands and walks out of his department, wondering what heâll have for lunch today. This usually wasnât a problem with him, but this morning heâd been rather a bitâŚfrazzled. So to say.
All those questions and ârequestsâ that Yuji had left him with just barely enough rationality to scrounge up something for the boy. As for himself, he was meandering through the busy streets of Tokyo - tarmac carpets flying by at a pace faster than he ever seemed to be able to. How was it possible for something inanimate to soar, to race, to live more than he did? Was it always built this way or was he one of the unlucky few?
He wonders which category youâd fall into.
That cheap ramen shop down the street wasnât too bad - their broth was so good that Nanami was almost able to ignore the sappy love songs crooned from their battered radio. They had a special deal going: 80% off for all couples on Valentineâs Day! All ribbons and glitter. All special pink desserts and lovers holding hands. All loveâŚlove and a happy elderly couple behind the counter - the owners, it seems.
It was quaint- cute. The type of place he thinks you might like.
As he was walking back to the office, it seemed as though the city was fit to brim with similar sentiments.Â
Flower shops bursting with bouquets like carnivorous sunsets, bleeding hearts and ruby-red roses. Candy shops with something sweet for every color of the rainbowâand more covert advertisements for moreâŚadult indulgences. Sex shops that Nanami had to speed-walk past because of how full and flush they were. Ripe with Valentineâs Day.
Nanami Kento might try to ignore what today is, but the world sure as hell wouldnât let him forget.
Once he finally runs back to his cubicle- he ducks his head and focuses his eyes solely on the computer screen. He hopes no one comments on the numerous glitzy bags beside him.
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âWhat the hell are you doing in my apartment?â
âYâknow- most people would sayââWow, itâs so nice to see you. Now I should totally stop brushing off your invites for drinks. Thank you for being such a kind and respectful and understanding friend, Ieri Shoko.ââ The woman in question stretches languorously on top of the couch, her test tube-patterned socks dangling from the other side. âAnd youâre welcome, by the way!â
Nanami raises one hand in front of him- almost as if to pause the scene entirely. He closes his eyesâwhen he opens them, he hopes that this had all been a bad dream and heâll wake up to his glaring computer screen.
He opens them.
Nope- still real.
âLet me rephrase- what the hell have you done to my apartment?â
Shoko gets off the couch and gestures at the apartment like a magician showing off a trick. âTa-da!â At all the yellow candles that cast miniature sunrises where they wept, at the music that crept sensually from some mysterious corner of the room, at the humble dining table that now looked like it came out of a Timesâ 10 Best Spots To Take Your Lover for Valentineâs Day.Â
Nanamiâs stern lips part as he takes in the silver-covered dishes on top, on top of some white clothâwas that his goddamn blanket?!
âOh câmon-â Shoko rolls her eyes. âDonât act so surprised, I see the bouquet in your hands. You obviously planned something of the sort.â
He forgot about that damn thing. Nearly dropping those flowers in his haste to hide it behind his broad back, though there was really no use - he simply couldnât stand Shokoâs laughing eyes any longer. âTh-this was for Yuji.â
âI see the smaller bouquet in the bag.â She points out. Almost empathetically, Shoko sighs. âYou really arenât slick, Kento.â
âThis isnât- this is justââ But the longer she smirks at him, the less he seems to have an answer. Soon enough, heâs bringing out that massive bouquet from behind him and letting his friend fawn over the thing.
âWow, sheâs really going to love this-â
âItâs called being nice, by the way!â Nanami answers, belatedly.
The look Shoko gives him is enough to make him click his mouth shut.
âI hope you know that I bought one to give you tomorrowâŚIâm throwing it out now.â Because no matter how much Nanami denied it, today was about love. Parental. Platonic. Even the love that he could never have. As Shoko rummages through the bag with an excited squeak, he drawls on. âWhere even is she, by the way? What have you done to her?â
âHm? Oh, Yuji called me this morning. Thank you for these, by the way.â Shoko stands with a beautiful yellow rose and purple zinnia bouquet in her arms. She sniffs at the sweet fragrance- âYuji called me asking whether he should leave out cookies for Cupid just like he does with Santa. It seems he wanted Cupid to bring us a wedding, and guess what? I wanted Cupid to bring us a wedding.â Her face breaks out into a smug smile - the one heâs only seen when she used to cheat through biochemistry exams without anyone ever knowing. âSo we called up your darling nanny and let her know that her scheduleâs changed for today- then Yuji and I did a little sprucing up in here.â
âSprucing upâŚâ
She turns around to admire her work, âHonestly, Kento, if I knew that you didnât have a romantic bone in your body then Iâd have dissected you-â
âPapa!â
Spared from hearing whatever gory plans that Shoko had for him by the excited yelp of his sonâNanami hears his footsteps before he sees him. He feels the impact before he sees him.
Yujiâs running down the hallway and launching himself at his father at full speed- âPapa, youâre home!â
âThat I am, sunshine.â Nanami smiles down at the boy. âHow was your day? I have something for you.â
âFor me?â Tufts of pink curls bobbing as he cocks his head, following his fatherâs movements as Nanami crouches down and reaches into one of the bags. Before breaking out into the most brilliant smile at the sight of the flowers. âWoah- theyâre so prettyâ! Thank you.â
Crushing the bouquet of pink carnations and hydrangea to his chest, he wraps his arms around Nanamiâs shoulders and hugs him.
âHappy Valentineâs Day, papa. Iâve got a gift for you, too-â Breaking away, Yujiâs throwing an arm out towards the room at large. âAuntie Shoko said this was how you bring Cupid! And we also tried to make those heart-shaped cupcakes you make, but it tasted like tar soâŚâ
âThatâs perfectly alright, Yuji.â He swipes at a smear of icing still on the boyâs face. âWe can learn together on my next day off, right?â
âRight!â Yuji jumps in excitement. âAnd after your wedding today-â
âYujiâŚâ
âAnd right on time.â Shokoâs voice permeates the room- right alongside the sharp fwip! of the window shutters closing. She turns away from the glass and pushes off from her station. âCâmon Yuji, now the plan is a-go! Go! Go!â
âAye-aye!â With a chubby hand raised in saluteâYuji wastes no time giving his father a final hug. âBye bye, papa.â
âWha-â Nanami looks at the harried duo in confusion. âWhat are you two-â
âAnd donât mess this up, Kento.â Shoko gives him a stern wave.Â
Before she clasps Yujiâs hand and helps the boy match her longer stride- the two of them speed-walk in the direction of the door.
âYeah- donât mess this up, papa!â
âUh, where are you taking my son?â Nanami stalks after them. Not letting the front door close behind them, he watches the two figures - bouquets and all - race down the hallway. How strange that they didnât take the usual route - instead opting for the one that would let them leave through the back entrance. âHello? Shoko-â
âDonât mess this up!â
He has half the mind to chase after them - itâs not that he doesnât trust Shoko with his son, but really, what on Earth could they be getting up to?! Especially so late past Yujiâs bedtime. At the very least, maybe he could run up to them and let Shoko know of his sonâs Spiderman ritual before eating and the tendency he has to bite fingers when-
âNanami-san?â
Your voice.
Was he dreaming?
And yetâNanami snaps his head towards the source of the noise so fast that it almost causes whiplash. He breathes your name out in a whisper.
So this is what Shoko meant about-
âAm I hallucinating or is that Shoko-san and Yuji running down the fire escape?â You point at something beyond his line of vision, though Nanami doesnât need to look to know that it is, in fact, Shoko and Yuji running down the fire escape.
âI think Iâm hallucinating, to be quite honest.â He mutters. Because surely there was no conceivable world in which he would see you like this - standing outside his door on Valentineâs Day, looking all gorgeous as you always did - and dare to bring out the bouquet that he had bought for you. Also was thatâŚwas that a bit of make-up youâd dabbed on? More so than usual?
His eyes linger on the glitter beside your eyes.
The thought that it mightâve been because itâs today - that it mightâve been because youâd been as nervous about seeing him today as he was about seeing you - makes him jolt. Heâd been smoothing his hair down the entire subway ride home thinking of you.
Thirty-something years and heâs acting like a teenager in puppy love.
Certainly no conceivable worldâŚ
And yetâŚhe does. He reaches behind him to bring out that prideful bouquet: 520 flower-heads that blushed themselves silly over not being even half as beautiful as you.
âFor you.â He croaks out. Awkwardly pushing up his glasses.Â
âOh.â Your jaw drops, and the bouquet weighs heavy in your hands. In nothing but a whisper- âItâs beautiful, Nanami-san.â
Red, red roses.
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Nanami explained the situation before he invited you inâŚsomewhat.
Certainly nothing about how badly heâd been teased because of this little scheme or the ah- confession of feelings. Heavens, no! Nanami himself wasnât entirely sure whether heâd go along with their planâŚ
As far as you knew, Shoko and Yuji thought itâd be a funny little prank to âinvite Cupidâ into his apartment this Valentineâs Day. Leaving the two of you alone in an apartment draped in candles and roses like the most deviant of mistresses.Â
And Nanami knew you knew. You knew that Nanami knew.
The implications were there for all to see.
It was there in the way his face burned red, and Nanami couldnât meet your eyes- âIâm aware of how it looks. And it seems that my son still holds the idea that ermâŚeither way, ahem, I completely understand if you would much rather go home. Please do know that this will not affect your job in any way whatsoever- in fact, I will cover your fee double tonight-â
âNanami-san.â Youâd interrupted him. Cocking your head with a slight smile, âMay I come in?â
From there heâd been the perfect gentleman - not that he wasnât usually. Even in the months since youâd worked for him, youâd come to find that Nanami was the type of man that opened doors for you, that pushed your chair for you, that covered your taxi fare home, that escorted you as far as he could by foot either way.
But nowâŚoh, right now he was putting any Prince Charming to shame.
He had his hand hoverinâ right above your waist- leading you inside to the romantic dinner table. Here, heâd pushed your chair for youâand before you could even thank him, Nanami had his hands helping you out of your coat.Â
He insisted on plating for you.
You couldnât help but gawk at the way his biceps pushed against his work button-up, flexing slightly as Nanami stood beside the table and neatly cut your bread - one heâd baked just this morning, according to him. Shoko had clearly rummaged through his kitchen wellâŚ
Conversation was somewhat breathless at first- the both of you waiting for the other to go first. The both of you anticipating every single word.
Wondering what every single word meant.
But after the first two courses - Shoko certainly hadnât burned these - the both of you were talking freely. Moving on from the more polite topics, like your day, his day, that were really a front for something more - speaking with Nanami was always so easy, he was the best listener youâve had in a whileâto dessert: strawberry shortcake cupcakes and a confession that slips from your lips.Â
âYâknow- this is the first Valentineâs Day Iâm spending like this.â You giggle, wiping off the cream that sticks to your lips. Nanami watches with half-lidded eyes as you devour the delicacy heâd baked this morning.
He swirls his half-empty wine glass. Certainly not enough to get the man tipsy - Nanami was quite the heavy drinker when he wanted to be - but enough to make him ask. âOh? Tell me more, my dear.â
The candlelight catches on the rim of his glasses, encasing his eyes in an intense glow. You think he looks even more handsome like this- âSorry. Itâs probably going to sound stupid to someone more experiencedâŚâ
âThere is nothing youâd say that would be stupid.â He pushes his glasses further up his sharp nose. Fingers crossing before him, he leans in. âContinue, my dear.â
âItâs just- I havenât had many serious relationships, is what.â You admit. And he looks at you so intently- âWith life and university, itâs hard to find the timeâif I was looking anyways, that is.â You sputter, before he can ask anything about whether the nanny job was cutting into your time. âThe selection in my department isnât great at all.â
âSoâŚâ Nanami runs the tip of his finger âround that glass cup. The thin rim. The gaping mouth. â-no lilâ boyfriend, then?â
âNo boyfriend.â You echo. And perhaps being drunk on the proximity is what makes you blurt out- âBut if I did have one, I think Iâd like someone olderââ
He quirks a brow in interest, âOlder?â
You nod. Crossing your arms in slight embarrassment, âBoys my age will ask you out and then go halfsies just because you donât want to go home with them.â
âMhmm.â Nanamiâs lip curls in distaste.
âI just want someone to like me for me- yâknow? Just to sit across from me like this and really talk to me for once.â
âHas no boy ever wined and dined you like this?â He asks.
âNo.â You admit, somewhat sheepishly.
âHas no boy ever bought you flowers?â
âNo.â You cast a look at the 520 roses - now housed in a large vase that Nanami had pulled out from one of his cabinets.
âNoâŚâ You breathe.
He inches forwards, forwards, forwardsâand wipes at a remnant of sweet, sweet cream on your lips. That roughened edge of Nanamiâs thumb grazes the edge of your mouth. âHas no boy ever been sweet to you like this?â He catches the look in your eyes. And his own lower. âHas no boy ever treated you like a man would, my dear?â
The older man doesnât hesitate in reaching his thumb back up to his mouth- and lickinâ off the cream. âHas no boy ever eaten you out like this?â
âNo-â
Your lips upon his are even sweeter than the cupcakes heâs baked- and heâs lavishinâ his tongue over your mouth gently. Opening you up so wideâ
And even that isnât enough.
Nanamiâs thumb finds permanent purchase at the end of your chin, letting his own sinful tongue slip inside. In and out. In and out. In and out.
Almost as if he was fucking you with it-
Youâre not sure how long Nanamiâs kissing you like this.Â
Maybe minutes. Maybe hours.
Youâve lost track of time- and the only thing you know is that your head feels dizzy. Your knees were growing weak in your seat. A slick line of spittle glides down the side of your mouth- and Nanami reaches a thumb up to smeeear it.
âMy dearâŚâ He murmurs, his deep baritone taking on a husky tone. Hot breath fans across your face, heating you up from the inside out.
Youâre raising your face to meet his molten gaze- and it almost shocked you just how handsome Nanami Kento is. Noble features chiselled in the soft candlelight. His mouth slightly kiss-swollen. Blond hair unravelling from his usual neat style nâ cascading across his forehead.Â
He reaches closer to you and siiinks his teeth into your lower lip, âHave you ever been kissed like that- here before?â
You squirm. Shaking your head-
But he tugs on your pretty maw. âTell me in words, honey.â
Gulping as one of his rugged hands snakes down your middle. A carnal jolt echoes through your body once Nanami presses the edge of his palm between your skirt- your legs. âIâŚâ You think of all the disappointing dates youâve been on before, of all the disappointing hands in places almost forgettable. âNot like that, Nanami-san.â
âNow nowâwhen we fuck, call me Kento.â He mutters, finally making his way âround the table. Before you know it, heâs looming over you- and two of his strong hands rest underneath your legs. âUpsy daisy.âÂ
Heâs lifting you uuuuuup, up, up to splay out across the dinner table.
Lifting you like you weighed nothing.
Pushing aside first and foremost those plates and flowers- youâre being rolled with your back against the tabletop, and Nanamiâs honed hips pinning you down. A dimly-lit halo of light behind his golden hair. He wastes no time before throwing both legs of yours on top of his shoulders- âMâgonna teach you how a real man eats pussy.â
You nod-
âFirst lesson. Big girls use their words.âÂ
And your jaw dropsâ
âK-Kentoââ
Youâre not sure whether the primal noise escapes you because of his words, his tone, or because of the utterly desperate way that Nanami Kento falls to his knees. Thud!
Loud enough that it should hurt- but you donât think it even registers in Nanamiâs frenzied brain right now.Â
Not when he was pushing up that damn sinful skirt of yours- extra tight tonight. Nanami wasnât a fool - he knew what you were doing. Not when he was starinâ deeply at your pussy, all wet through your panties and throbbing so hard he could practically see it.
Count it.
One-two-three.Â
Not when he was worshipping you as close as a man possibly couldââNot quite the answer I was looking for.â Then the next thing youâre hearing is a sudden thwack! The next thing youâre feeling are the five pointed tips of Nanamiâs thick fingers, smacking down on top of your pussy. âBut Iâll let it slide since sâyour first time being eaten out all properly, mhm?â
âMhm.â You nod.
âWhat was that?â Those mean fingertips of his raise again.
âYes, Kento.â Youâre hurrying to answer. And just as a little reward, Nanami smears his digits atop your swollen folds.Â
âThatâs more like it.â The glaze of your sweetened slick lets out the loudest squelch, and you squirm as heâs tugginâ aside your panties with a single index. âAre you ready, my dear?â
âYes-â
âAre you excited, my dear?â
âYes-â
âGood girl.â
Let the feast begin, heâs thinking. And Nanami Kento doesnât wait. Nanami Kento doesnât tease nâ toy. Nanami Kento doesnât even swivel his fingertips around your wet hole more than a few times to check how soaked you are before heâs taking what he wantsâhe doesnât have the damn time for anything else.Â
Heâd been starving for far too long.
And the closer nâ closer he gets to your pussy, the more his mouth waters.Â
Nanamiâs left drooling at the mere sight of your wet fuckinâ holeâyou swear you could hear his stomach start to growl. Fuck.
He gulps.
He takes a single sniff.Â
With a sudden lurch - like he couldnât hold it back any longer - he leans up and shoves his face nose-deep between your legs.
His tongue swiping your hole, jaw hittinâ the end of your slit.
Heâs curving that wet, wet muscle against your walls. Just so soft that it feels as if youâre melting around him- âFuck.â It escapes him- harsh and cracking. A primal groan at the back of his throat - one he doesnât seem to even realize himself. âFuck.â
You tremble at the tone.
Because there was something dark in it. Something almostâŚpredatory.
This was nothing like the calm, composed Nanami Kento that you were used to - absolutely nothing. This wasâŚyou didnât even have words for it.
So fiercely needy that it shoots electricity up your spine- Nanamiâs tongue was ravenous. He was holding onto both sides of your legs and- and correctionâŚhe wasnât merely holding onto them. Nanami Kento was using all his strength to push them as faaaar apart as they would go before suffocating himself on your sopping wet cunt.
Such strong hands. Furious tongue.
No matter how much youâre bucking your hips- he just keeps fucking his muscle between your wet pussylips like the last thing on his mind was breathing.Â
Swooping his head even deeper and munching for more. More. More, more, more.Â
Nanami crushes his mouth against your pussylips - so deep that you start to wonder whether his oral area would start to bruiseâ
And itâs only because of that broken call of his name that Nanami flinches. He freezes. He puffs out a murky breath. As if only now registering where he was, what he was doing, and just what his name was at the moment-
Heâs breaking free from your pussy with an echoing slurp!
âK-KentoâŚâ Youâre looking on in pure worry at the dazed man - his eyes were still glazed, and there was something almostâŚferal about his demeanour still. Though he seemed to be much calmer than before, âKento, are you okay to contin-â
âI am.â His voice comes out strong. Firm. Like heâs never been more sure of anything in his entire life.Â
Nanami lets out a few stilted breaths- running a hand through his now-unruly hair. The glisten of a silver streak in it. âI am. I justâŚitâs been a long timeâŚforever, actually, since Iâve tasted anything so delicious.â Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, âI hope you can forgive this old man for getting a little carried away, my dear.â
Was he really that ruined from but a single taste of your cunt?
He stares down so long and deeeep at your quivering pussy. That cute hole peeking out from your pantiesââSheâs just soâŚsweet.â
And though he was speaking to you, Nanami looks down lovingly between your legs.Â
Now that he didnât have his lips all plastered to your folds- he was rubbinâ his right thumb vertically down your slit.
Pressing down on the cute button of your clit-
âAwww did I scare you, honey? I sure hope I didnât.â Honey, because you were just too sweet sizzlinâ on his tastebuds. Guiding one of your hands to grip his scalp, âForgive me. When it gets like that, donât be afraid to pull me- to use me, alright?â
âKento, you donât have to-â
âConsider it my second lesson.â
You squirm, âB-but donât they say toâŚrespect your elders, Kento?â
And youâre just too cuteâhe canât help but flatten his palm down and spank your pussylips once more. It makes so many beads of slippery slick spray out from your cunt nâ glue against that chin of his. âYou certainly can.â He hums, thoughtful. âBut just remember- I wonât be respecting this pussy, honey.â
âI see.â You gape.
And while speaking to you - while speaking to you - Nanami lavishes out lilâ kitten licks between your folds. Lick. Lick. âI bet this pretty pussyâs never been eaten out like that before, huh?â He continues. Merely peeking up at you through blond lashes to confirm- and you can only nodâ
Yet another spank sputtering down on your wet crevice.
âWords.â Nanami reminds.Â
Hiccuping, âYes, please. All those boys usually just like- graze my clit and thatâs all.â
He nods. He continues, voice nothing but deep murmurs that sets your entire body aflame - and itâs as though the more syllables heâs uttering, the harder nâ harder he rubs on your clit. âAwww poor girl. I just canât help but think of how long this pussy has been wasted on- haaah, boys who didnât know how to handle her.â
âToo- too long.â
Lovinglyâalmost drunkenly, heâs pressing a direct peck against your hole. The tip of his tongue just lightly slipping out and teasing your entrance- Nanamiâs free hand grips onto your thigh as if holding himself back. âMmmm, thatâs what I thought.â He murmurs. âAnd how long has she waited to be eaten out by a man who isnât afraid to get a littleâŚsloppy?âÂ
âToo long-â
At this, he chuckles. âAnd as for my last question-â Not even smooching anymore- heâs just smeeeeaering his puffy lips along your slit. More rapid. More hungry. âActually- take this as my third lesson.â
Youâre scrambling up onto your elbows. âYes?â
âCan you settle down like a good girl?â
Whatever that meansâŚyou arenât given the time to figure out. Because before you know it, Nanami purses his lips and plants a wad of spittle that hits your cunt with a wet splat!
Only making you even wetter for him to gape his jaw open- âFuck.â For him to swirl his ridged tip around and around your snug entrance until it left your mind all dizzy, it makes your cunt streeeeetch incredibly once he digs the tip of his tongue inside. Thoroughly.
Itâs almost as if he was splitting you apart on the thickness of his tongue.Â
Expanding and contracting. Expanding and contracting.Â
The stretch is so incredible that it leaves your mind searing
âSettle down. Settle doooown-â Heâs humming in a low tone. Whenever Nanami feels you squirminâ or clenching just a tad too hard, heâs making note of that particular spot and bashing it all in again. Thick muscle reaching in and out for your deepest depths until your tight hole canât take it anymore- until youâre screaming for mercy.Â
âOh fuh-fuuuuckââ Youâre arching straight off the table, the fabric clinging onto your skin briefly. Only for a few split-seconds before one of Nanamiâs hands fastens onto your hips, pushing you right back down where you came from.
âWhat did I say?â He wasnât even using much of his strength- you were just so easy for him to move âround. Especially when he has his mouth attached to you in a way that was so ravenousâ
Ruined.Â
âSettle. Fucking. Down, girl.âÂ
Pinning you to the flat surface and letting his gaped maw run wiiiiiiild. Itâs making you realize that he wasnât going feral in the beginning- he was merely holding back.
Both in strength and in pure carnal hunger.
No matter how badly you were craving to grind down restlessly on his face for hours- Nanami keeps you on a tight leash. He keeps you restrained on the table nâ getting only whatâs given. Pushing down. Maneuvering his greedy mouth. No matter how much you wanted to plant your feet down and take control - Nanami Kento really does know whatâs best.
âFailing the third lesson already, huh?â
Tears stream down your cheeks without you even realizing. âS-sorry, I didnât-â
âShhhhh shh shh. No need for an apology, honey.â He opens his swollen lips up wider nâ latches them around your clit for a few seconds. âMy poor girlâs just overstimulated because sheâs getting her pussy eaten out, huh? This pretty pussyâs just excited?â
âYes-â
âThatâs why your Kentoâs here.â Nanami hums, his cold glasses frames hit the front of your cunt and you flinch. Making the man push them up his nosebridge with a chuckleââAnd mâgonna take care of this pussy, baby.â
The way that Nanami looks dead-set into your widened peripherals as he says this makes your heart race.
Spitting a few more times down your dribbling slit. He was teeeeasing you before reaching his right hand down nâ smearing your pussylips open with two fingers- the rugged tips of his index nâ middle streeetching your damp hole apart. Just so goddamn thick. âFourth lesson: sometimesâŚfingers feel even better.â
âO-ohhhââ Your voice breaks out in carnal trills. Trying to bend your spine but then holding yourself back-
He was thrashing inside a few more sloppy strokes - swiping, slurping, scrapinâ every inch of your velvety walls. Anywhere you could think of, his thickened digits were pumping in.Â
At one point, he flicks his glistening tongue outside for you to take in his sheer size. âSize does matter when it comes to pleasing this needy pussy, alright? Donât let any fuckinâ boy convince you otherwise.â
You mewl, âI-I wouldnât need another boy if I just had you, KentoâŚâ
And thereâs something in his tone that sounds ecstatic- âMmm, good girl.â Showing you a demonstration of his previous statement by mazinâ away straight towards your g-spot. And you could feel yourself shaking- all those times you had to worry about whether a guy could manage to make you cum?
Nanami was eatinâ you out like his one and only purpose in life was to make you cum.
âAlways teasing me.â He scoffs out in a scalding breath. Raggedly running his mouth- his tongue. âAlways riling me up with those pretty looks and that- damn-â Pushing and pushing onto your g-spot so hard that it makes you sob out of pleasure. â-mouth.â
Your jaw drops. âI l-love itâfuck.âÂ
Practically on instinct, youâre gliding a hand down your tummy- where you could feel butterflies. They only seemed to grow even harder nâ rougher with his textured tongueâŚâI think I can feel you right- ngh, here.â
âSâthat so? You love it, huh? I can feel this pussy growinâ so wetâSheâs so fucking tight, bet sheâs never been fingered properly before.â As if anticipating your next moves, heâs digging his fingers deeper against your flesh. Leaving little crescent marks.
Whatever rational part of you is left begins to wonder just why he might have to pin you down even harder.
âAnd for my fifth lesson, honey.â
Youâre waiting with baited breath as he presses a few more heated-open-mouthed kisses. Nanamiâs luscious tongue reaching spots inside you that you werenât even sure you had - ones undiscoveredâ
And itâs the only warning you get before the puckered, pretty flaps of his mouth opens up your pussylips. Just past where your folds were all swollen nâ tight- it was quite a squeeze even when it was just his tongue. Just his fingers.
So to have both Nanamiâs fingers and his tongue inside?
It was sheer madness.
It was driving you stupid with his touch in but a single stroke- the jostling feeling of his wet muscle and his digits pressing against your walls and each other. Your walls. Each other. Your walls. Each other. Your channel was so snug that even the slightest movements made it feel as though you were bulging from the inside.
Pressing in. Fucking in.
In and in, and inâ
âA real man is- haaah, always hungry.â Alternating between slipping his tastebuds into your hole, and then fishing himself back outânot to breathe. No, not even close. He was merely roverinâ his mouth over to spank down on your clit. âA real man would never get tired of his lover, my dear.â
âKentoângh.â Youâre echoing out.Â
Your moans bang against the four corners of the room and straight into his ears- the prettiest song heâs ever heard. âSee how good you feel? Sâonly my duty to you, my dear.âÂ
âBut Kento-â
Mouth makinâ out with your cunt as if heâd gone mad, too.
âKento, donât you need to breathe-â
âFifth lesson. Who cares about breathing?â
He gasps out in interruption. Tongue swiping at a constant rhythm - it was difficult to get a single syllable out when all Nanami wanted to do was stick himself to your cunt and lick and lick and lickâ
Both of you are realizing at the same time that heâd miscounted.
âFor my fifthâŚâ And he sounded maddened, too. Octaves higher. Tone breathy. There was a feral sort of hunger in his eyes that shook you to your core- âSixthâŚ?â As if he was just so pussydrunk that it was causing his brain to melt, acting on pure carnal instinct. âFor my sixth lesson, honey. This old manâs mind is a little foggy, you seeâŚâ
You donât get the chance to answer.
Because with that, Nanami only accelerates. First those fingertips of his were shoved all the way in and making your walls twitch with every hard prodâthud-thud-thudding way. Then he was smoochinâ over that same bruised spot with his slithering tongue, just swipinâ up where you were most sensitive.Â
Before draaaaagging all the way out and about to suck on your clit. Throbbing so hard that he managed to time his lilâ bites to each pulse.
It was a dual sensation that left you driven mad. Absolutely mad.
Rubbinâ his fingers absolutely raw on those knotted bundles of nerves-Â
You buck.
You get hit with a sudden spank.
âMmmmâdo you think you deserved that, my dear?â He asks. Too cute- the more he eats you out, the more heâs twitching in his pants.Â
You sob, but youâre nodding. âY-yesâŚâ
Another spank.
âWhat was that?â
âYes, Kento.â
âGood girl.â And honestly you could feeeel that sultry stretch of his grinâgently dabbing his tongue over your clit. Nanami Kento mightâve been a stern man, but he certainly wasnât merciless. âBut forget one more time and Iâll make you call me âsirâ.â
You couldnât deny the way that made your cunt twitchâŚ
âSeventh and final lesson.â Nanami pronounces, his mouth slicked with so many layers of your sap that it gleamedâhe wore those dangles of goopy syrup like a medallion. âWhen I make you cum- hah, you better reward me by cumming aaaaaall inside my mouth, honey. Or my cock.â
Your throat was utterly parched by now. And the only thing you could do was rasp out- âU-understood, KentoâŚâ
Soon enough, he was babbling out hot breaths of something you could barely even understand- though each promise only sounded more ravenous than the last.Â
Mouth glued to your cunt. Nails digging into your skin. Rougher than you ever thought was possible before, heâs sucklinâ at your clit and pounding his fingers into you so hard that it looked like nothing but a blurâ
Nanami counts one, two, three rapid clenches of your pussy walls-
Before youâre throwing your head back and absolutely shattering into your high because of him.
Your toes curling. Your throat ragged raw.
His textured tastebuds are swipinâ across every bead of slick you were dripping out. Dripping. Every bead of slick. All over your puffy pussylips. All between them till he meets your hole- even all the way up your inner thighs.
He wasnât letting a single bit go to waste.
Not even as that translucent sap dribbles down the sides of his mouth and ends up splashinâ right up to his handsome cheekbones-
The pleasure washes over you twofold - both with your orgasm and the way that Nanami was eloooongating your orgasm. Both his fingers and his mouth were working overtime to press into each peak of your high. âO-ohââ Thighs trembling on top of his shoulders- you donât know when, but they end up locked so tight around his head. âIt feels s-so good.â
Each tiny curve of his fingers made your body twitch in the aftershocks. âExtra lesson- fuck back into me.â
âWh-what?â
It takes you a significant amount of effort to even open your eyes - let alone start to swerve your body uuup nâ down. And yet youâre doing it anywayâmoaning as you ride all of Nanamiâs handsome features in looooong, sloppy drags. âFuh-fuck, like this?â
And he was just loving it.
âMhmmm.â He gurgles out. Cracking one eye open, âExactly. I know this is the best fuckinâ orgasm youâve ever experienced, my dear.â
He wasnât even being cocky - and you usually wouldâve called him out on it - this was just plain true. âI-it is-â
âI know this pretty pussy wants it again, my dear.â
You can only nod.
âI know I surely want to eat her again, my dear.â
And nod and and nod as heâs fucking you through even the tiniest peaks and spasmsâthe surplus of bliss making your veins bubble. Burst. Bulldoze your senses as youâre practically vibrating with the sheer amount of pleasure that runs through them.
There seems to be a hazy aura covering your vision as you finally ride through your entire high.
Struggling up onto your elbows once more-
âStay downââ
âYesâŚ?â Your eyes widen at Nanamiâs strict order. He leaves a final slurping kiss at your clit before he stands onto his feet. Slightly swayingâ
There was a glaze over his eyes. There was your slick coating all the way from his lower face, and puddling dooown to form a dark patch on his button-up. There were the short, panted breaths he was emanating - like a predator honed in on his prey - the longer he looked at you splayed out on the messy table.
Nanami Kento almost looked drunk - and not on the dinner, not even on the sparse wine.Â
He was completely nâ utterly ruined on nothing other than your pussy.
He lunges towards you-
âFuck, Kentoââ Youâre squealing at the rugged hands that tear through your clothes as easily as if they were butter. Shirt and bra easily landing on the carpeted floor- and your skirt was to follow before you even realized.
Youâre just about to help Nanami shuffle you out of your panties - hips raising to facilitate it - before he takes another look at you. One long, hard look. And his hands leave your body as though that was enough-
He wanted your panties on.
Nothing but a sopping wet mess twisted âround your hips. Evidence of his depravity.Â
âI want these off then.â Youâre reaching up to tug on one of Nanamiâs sleeves. He was still partly in his office clothes: button-up, formal pants, tie. And those sleeves of his had been pushed up to his elbows during your dinner, leaving you struggling not to gawk at the older manâs forearms. Strong. Slightly veined. Slightly tanned.Â
He was just so attractive that it made you squirm.Â
Nanami looks down at himself and lets out a hoarseââOhâŚright.â Like heâd been so caught up in you that he hadnât even realized he was still clothed.
Pop!
Pop!
Pop!
Pop!
Those neat white buttons end up flinging to the ground- useless against his sheer desperation. Nanami wastes no time before tearing through his layers, ripping them off. Fabric pools onto the carpet below. His belt buckle clangs as it hits the ground.
Gentlemen couldnât deny such a thing when their loverâs asking so nicely, could they? At least Nanami couldnât-
And fuckâŚ
Now, you always assumed that Nanami Kento was the kind of guy to be well-built. It was naturally in the way he moved, the way he stood, in the broadness of his shoulders.
But youâd never in your wildest dreams could have imagined that heâd be this chiselled. This toned.
You have to stop yourself from ogling himâyou have to. But you canât help it.
Not when Nanamiâs body was ridged and curved in muscle- almost Herculean in nature. He had pecs that looked lush enough for you to bite - and you could already feel your mouth start to water - with a faint coating of golden and silver hair scattered across his skin. Wide shoulders. Trim waist.
His biceps flexinâ as he moves onto the buttons of his pants.
Lined through the middle with similar golden hair that drove down, down, downâŚ
But you think your favorite part of him wasnât the muscles or the hardness- no. Though they were certainly a nice addition, what made your pussy throb the most was just howâŚthick Nanami Kento was.
It was evident that Nanami was the type of person who liked hitting the gym often- but then again, it was evident that Nanami was the type of person who didnât have the time to be hitting the gym often.
As often as he used to, at least.
And you? You were loving it.
Because all those muscles of his were naturally-formed. But with all the years of responsibilities as a father which meant his body was comforted by a layer of slight chub, big. Strong. Suddenly, you understood why âdad-bodsâ were all the craze on social mediaâbecause you - for one - couldnât help but linger your eyes at the sight of the softness to his shape. The slight roundness to his belly, abs barely peaking through.
âMy dearâŚâ
âKento.â
He presses a thumb against the hemline of his trousers-
And then heâs letting you see himâall of him.Â
From his V-shaped waist to his meaty thighs.
So thick. So strong.
You just wanted to be crushed between them.
And right down to the furious cock that stood upright and erect between them. Such a bulbous red tip, streaming with never-ending ribbons of pre. Such a thickened shaft that made you swallowâhe had so many veins zipping down either side of him. You think he was about nine or so inches- perhaps on the lower end.
Before youâd realized it, youâd been reaching your hand between his legs- only for Nanami to stop you in your tracks.
âK-KentoâŚâ
His thick fingers intertwine with yours and press your hand down on the tabletop. âHoney, you donât have to reciprocate.â The older man stares deeply into your eyes- âYou donât owe me anything. I ate your pretty pussy out because Iâve been starving for her.â
âBut I still want to.â You insist.
âMmmm, how about after then?â He reaches his free hand up nâ thumbs across your bottom lip. âAs much as I want to paint these beautiful lips with my cum, thereâs another pair whoâve been waiting patiently for their turnâŚâ
You shiver, âErm- Kento, you should know thatâŚthis is my first time.â
He pauses. âExcuse me, my dear?â
âIâve never done it before.â Looking up at him through your tear-draped lashes. âYouâll be my first.â
The thought takes a second to register in the older manâs sex-hazed mind. That animalistic part of him being overpowered by the rational.
Your first time.
Your first time.
Your first time.
He was about to take the virginity of that cute lilâ nanny heâs had his eye on for so long. âHoney, are you su-â
âYes.â
Nanami almost moans at the sheer eagerness in your voice - your eyes were shining, and your legs locked tighter around him. âWellâŚâ The man starts, dipping two thumbs down to your glistening pussy and spreading your folds wide open. He takes a good look at your entrance in comparison to the thickness of his cock, âBrace yourself then, my dear. Sâgonna be a tight fuckinâ fit.â
In a split-second, heâs jerking his hips closer and smoochinâ your naked cunt with his cock. His rounded tip spreading your pussylips. His shaft sliding between your slit and massaging you with his veins.
Nanami was so goddamn hard that it looked painful.
And what better way to alleviate the pain than by pushing his pretty lil nannyâs legs apart and shoving his cock between them? Aching and needy for you.
Nanami was big enough to fuck you stupid with just his tip.
And he knows it, too. Having such a hard time completely fittinâ in his crowned girth, he just barely fucks the top of his shaft inside before groaning. Taking a peek at the way you were squirming below him, sobbing below him. Absolutely ruined- âShit, honey.â Cupping his hilt with his left hand- Shit, honey, can you recite the lessons for me?â
Youâre wobbling up onto your elbows, âRecite them?â
He can only nod. âJustâoh.â Cut off with the slightest sliiiiide between your sweet, swollen pussylips- heâs only managing to nudge the rounded edge of his length. âJust recite them. You have them memorized fâme like a good girl, yeah?â
âYes-â Nodding frantically. âYes, Kento-â
And that cute obedience of yours is enough to make him smile- tap-tap-tappinâ away the curve of his tip down there. For absolutely no other reason than wanting to. âGood.â He reels his hips back. âThen say it fâme, my dear.â And then forwards- âSay it while I fuck you.â
And the only thing you can fucking do is to babble out those words- the very same ones thatâd been drilled into you. âThe first lesson is thatâfuck.â All the while Nanamiâs probinâ tip enters your hole in a sudden thrust. â-th-that big girls use their words.â
Nanami grunts, voice shot. âGoooood good good- keep breathing now.â Hand clawing down your frontâfeeling for himself as he pumps inside. Tiiiight fucking fit, like he said. He almost wonders whether it would go in- âAnd then?â
âThe secondâŚâÂ
But itâs almost impossible to remember- to even think with those rapidfire haaaard hammers of his cock.Â
That curved tip of his shaft kept pushing iiiin with the most lecherous squelches, drawing more nâ more sweetened slick out of you with every single thrust. That stretch was just incredible- it was making you see white. Just the first few inches of his pretty pink cock squeezing inside and pushing in and in and inâ
Thwack!
Those rugged fingertips of his come spanking back down on your cunt - this time, however, they fit between your pussylips and latch onto your clit. And they stay there. Heâs tugginâ on that poor nub a few times just to bring you back to your senses- âAwww, you didnât think youâd go unpunished for thatâ-did you, my dear?â
âI-Iâno.â Because tears stream down your cheeks, and Nanami still isnât letting go. Heâs flopping out his tongue and lapping at that salty flavor-
âThen continue.â Humming at the taste of you. Fitting and fitting andâtrying to stretch your elastic hole out to take him. Itâs the first time youâve ever felt something like this. âYouâre doing so good. Keep going for Kento.â
Thwack!
âKeep talking, honey.â
âSecond lesson-â Unable to do anything but arch your back, youâre being met with Nanamiâs soft chest. Those pecs. The thundering of his heartbeat. Itâs enough to make your mouth already waterâât-toâŚuse you.â
He leans in, âWhat was that, my dear? Old man, you knowâŚâ
âTo use you-â
âTo not be afraid to use me.â He corrects.Â
And itâs the last thing you hear before both Nanamiâs hands snake down to grab your ankles- restraining them. Tightening them.
Heâs bending you easily in half.
Legs on top of his shoulders. Thighs against thighs.
Pushing you all the way back into a mating press.
A fucking mating press.
Of course the hot DILF that youâre nannying for puts you in a mating press. Of fucking course!
And itâs only causing you to become wetter than youâve ever been in your entire life- your head falls back against the table surface. Thud! An action that makes the older man on top of you reach behind nâ cushion the back of your scalp. âEasy there, my dear. Eeeeeasy.â His left palm lightly massages your sweaty head.Â
âK-Kento-â Through your tears.
âEasy there- third lesson, remember?âÂ
âTo s-settle downâŚâ
âThatâs my girl.â Nanami hums, head threatening to tip backwards at the sensations of your quivering cunt. Itâs impossible to keep his mind when you were gushing out so much slick that it coats his shaft and leaves his ballsack all drenched.
And if he was this gone, then where did that leave you?Â
Well, you were just babbling away the pretty syllables of his lessons. âThe f-fourth lesson is that fingers feel better.â Hips bucking upwards. âThe fifth is that real men are hungryââ Eyes scrunching with tears. That large circumference of his were pushing into tender spots nâ crevices that you didnât even know you had - it felt as though your poor pussy was being split by him. Push after push.
After probe after probe.
Just animalistically trying to fit insideâ
âThe sixth- the sixth-â
âBreathe, honey.â Those smoky words of his scorch your face, as if Nanami himself was burning from the inside out. And there truly was a feverish tint to his wordsâto his actions, fuckinâ away sloppily between your pussylips. Slurp after slurp. âBreeeeeeathe- câmon do it with me.âÂ
Conducting you through these relaxation exercises for a few strokes.
Listening to his own advice - that fourth lesson - his right hand lifts off of your thighs to roll over your throbbing clit. Just so neglected by now, it makes you see white to have him massaging that sweet spot all slow and sensual.
âThe sixth lesson isâŚwho cares about breathing?â
âMhmmm.â
A guttural tone that sent vibrations straight from your drippinâ core and up to your brain. Only growing more muddled by the inch- âAnd oh! The extra.â As all good students do, youâre deciding to show a demonstration. How sinful that this sort of demonstration is you balancing your hips on the table nâ choosing to bounce right up to meet Nanamiâs rutting hits. His pounces. âTo- ngh, fuck back into you.â
âOh, good girl- this old man almost forgot that one.â Sleazily, heâs pushing his glasses up his nosebridge.
Staring at the lewd sight below of you griiiiinding your hips up into his. It was just so messy because your lips were jittery with pleasure.
His happy trail rubs carnally on top of your clit- and it sends you into a frenzyâ
âF-fuck that was-â
âShhhh shh shh, easy.â
You waddle your ankles from their perch atop his shoulders. âYes, I know-â Hissing outââIâm breathing, Kento. Iâm listening to what youâre saying, promiseâŚâ
âGood girl. Now inhale.â Of course, you canât help but take a looooong gasp of the heady air thick in the dining room - the candles were scented like roses. âAnd-â
âAndâŚ?â
And Nanami doesnât finish his sentence. He doesnât bother telling you to exhale before his fat, throbbing cock is fucking every volume of air from your lungs. In this mating press, he could hit each angle even deeper than before - and that meant youâre feeling his thick circumference bruise all the way against your womb.
Your cervix.
Bottomed all the way out and Nanami was pummeling his length away as if there was even more, more, more of him left. A hint of something metallic hits his nostrilsâand he canât hold back the victorious chuckle that leaves him. Heâs done it. âContinue.â
âIâwhat-â Struggling to catch your breath. âOh my fucking-â
âContinue.â
âWho cares about breathing-â
A sixth lesson that he was fully demonstrating.
He really was mean.
He really was merciless.
Because he was fucking you into the dinner table like a damn animalâand the thing is Nanami wasnât even going at a particularly fast pace in order to leave you speechless. He wasnât merely half-thrusting away and hoping that you liked it. He wasnât just tracinâ his cockhead down the sweet spots at the back of your pussy.
Nanami Kento was holding you down tight in his mating press. He has one hand gripping onto the back of your scalp - such a gentle gesture turned so sinful - and another crushinâ the fatness of his palm to your pussy.
Purposefully, the older man pushes the edge of his palm down on your clit. Harder. Harder. Harder.
And he was drilling into you harder by the second, too. Harder didnât mean faster.
Just draaaagging every inch of his vein-covered shaft down your slick channel - heâs making sure that you can feel every single curve nâ ridge down his cock. Heâs making sure that he massages your insides so thoroughly that it feels as though youâre being molded to his cock. Nothing more. Nothing less.
You swear youâre seeing the pearly gates spread wide open before your very eyes. âO-oh my god-â Reaching your hands up, Nanami lowers his strong body further into yours. Pushing you down against the dinner table, the pressure from all sides is too much that you have to claaaw down his perfect back. âKento, whatâfuck. I didnât know that it could feel like this-â
And deep inside, you can feel his thickened tip flinching. Directly at your g-spot. âMhm?â
âYeah-â Voice shattering in your throat as his circumference swells just a few millimeters thicker inside of you. He was growing even bigger, harder, just by the sensations of your slurping cunt. âI-it just feels so good- Iâve never been fucked like this.â
âHoneyâŚâ Nanamiâs mean yet pointed tone makes you stare up at him. âYouâve never been fucked before me.â
âOh.â
âYour virginity is mine.â
âOh.â
Just that gone on his cock that youâd almost forgotten - even the realization itself seems to take up too much storage inside your already-muddled brain. Now filled with only the thought of him nâ his achingly hot cockâpouring out bucketloads of precum until it sloshed around inside.
Inside and inside.
Stirring âround and âround with his probinâ cockhead. He pushes deep into spots that you hadnât even known existed, let alone could be smooched away by his pulsating shaft. He constantly whacks your g-spot until it feels numb.
Enough to render you speechless-Â
ââgraduated.â
And that makes your eyes blink open. âWh-what?âÂ
âOh, honeyâŚâ Nanami plants a loving peck on your lips- until that peck turns into a rugged bite. âWhat world are you on, hm? Sâmy cock that good? Awww, my poor girlâhere.â Nanamiâs perspired forehead sticks against yours. This time, heâs staring deeply into your eyes as he pronounces the words, âYouâve graduated.â
You cock your head in confusion, âFrom university?â
He chuckles, fine lines popping out from the edges of his eyes. Youâre noticing that his glasses have slightly fogged up by now- âNo, silly girl. From my lessons.â
âOhâŚâ Pouting, âBut I liked your lessons, Kento.â
âMmmm, youâll like this one even more.â Dipping down- Nanami presses his stern lips right to the shell of your left ear. Whispering as if a secret shared by no one but the two of you in this world, âRemember how Yuji mentioned he wanted a little brotherâŚâ
A jolt goes through your body- as does the realization.
âIf youâd like then-â
âYes.â You know it might be rash. But looking at him like this - looking at Nanami Kento so deep in the pangs and plunges of his carnal pleasure - how could you deny what you want? âYesââ
The blond manâs breaths start to grow heavier, eyes slightly widened. For the first time in the longest time, he actually looks like his usually-sensible self. Those molten eyes of his search yours for an answer- âHoney, really think this throu-â
âI did.â Youâre insisting. And if that wasnât enough, he could feel your wobbly ankles surge with the strength to lock âround his neck. âInside, Kento.â
Nanamiâs mouth moves noiselessly with an answer, but his cock does all the swelling. So painfully hard that you were sure it was tougher than rocks-
And thereâs only one thing left for you to do. âInsideâŚsir.â
If he was any less of a gentleman - of a man, really - then Nanami wouldâve cum inside you then and there. At least in his mindâwhich was focused solely on digging his heels into the carpet, solely on gritting his teeth and holding his damn cock back from pouring out those wads of cum like he knew he wanted to.
Was on the verge of doing.
He was instead collapsing the entirety of his weight upon your body- feeling your limbs strain, hearing your joints pop. But not even that noise crackling in his eardrums is enough to get the man to slow down.
Now he was just fucking you sloppyâgrunts filtering between his grit canines by the minute. By the thrust. âThe first to fuck you.â And what a rare occasion: to hear the ever-eloquent Nanami Kento stutter. âIâll be the first to breed you too, my dear.â
âOhâfuck, yes.â Your entire body shivers in excitement. You could feel the pit of pleasure starting to grow in your stomach.Â
âIâll be the first to give this pretty cunt a taste of cum.â And you could hardly believe that such a sinful sentence was leaving the confines of his mouthââSheâs probably so thirsty by now, no? Iâll be the first to quench that thirst, my dear, just you wait-â Pinching your clit between the fingers on his right hand once more. â-mama.â
Really, if you were calling him âsirâ then it was only fair for him to call you by that pretty nickname. Something primal awakens inside of you-
âIâll be the first one to stuff this pretty pussy-â Nanami gurgles out, eyes locking in on your stomach. That was where his rounded tip occasionally made an appearance by bulging through your flesh nâ skin as he fucked inside you. â-with so much of my cum that youâll be bloated.â
You gasp hysterically, âYes-â So turned on that it almost hurt - you wanted him. Now. âYes, yes, yesââ
âIâll be the first to make you feel me in here- for weeks. Months.â Thrust after thrust. Pinch after pinch. It was incredible how much he was stimulating you to tears- âIâll be the first whereâwhen you walk down the street, everyone will know that I fucked you. Everyone will know that- that this pretty pussy is mine, that Iâm the one fuckinâ her and stuffing her andâand giving her my cum every night.â
Rolling a sweet, sweet heart on top of your clit.
âTheyâll know that Iâm the one fuckinâ the cute, sweet lilâ nannyâall of them. The professors. Those parents at pick-up. Your friends. My friends.â He chuckles darkly. And he doesnât care whoâd be scandalized. âWanna know why, my honey?â
âWh-whyââ You sob out.
And he leans in to whisper in your ear- âBecause Iâll be the one making you a momma.â
Until youâre all round and glowing with his seed.
Until youâre so full of him that you canât take anymore.
Until youâre so stuffed that you wouldnât be able to hide it- he hopes youâre walking âround with his cum between your legs for weeks.
Itâs taking only that and a single puuuush against your g-spot for you to topple off the edge of your high. Bliss pumping through your veins in waves, you couldnât escape from the constant throb and ebb of it. Dimming the edges of your vision. Making the lights seem brighter.
Again and again and againâ
Heâs probinâ inside that swollen cockhead to push you through the bouts of your pleasure. In the time heâs had you like this, Nanamiâs already mapped out where every single one of your sweetest spots where- and first heâll thwack! his hand upon your clit. Then heâll move onto your tender bruised spots at the rim, then his cock delves deeper until heâs hitting your g-spotâthen again and again heâs knockinâ on your womb.
Filling it with so much of his cum.
âBreathe.â Your orgasm hits you so hard that you have to manually control your breathing- and Nanamiâs right beside you. Walking you through every step, every exhale and inhale. âBreathe iiiiiin.â
Youâre sucking in a breath. âFuck-â
And itâs just then that heâs emptying out a particularly powerful wave of his own euphoria. Balls clenching as his ribbony white cum leaks near your cervix- with your breath sucked in, youâre only feeling the sensations even stronger. âAnd out.â
Panting out with a whine. âFuuuuck- f-feels so good.â
Too good, almost.
You never knew it could feel like this to have someone pourinâ out all their lecherous sap inside of you- the thick layers clinging onto either side of your walls. Thereâs so much of it - so much volume that you wondered just how he managed to keep it all stuffed inside - frothing out and forming a circle of white âround Nanamiâs hilt. Gleaming with every thrust. Puddling out and sticking your thighs togetherâÂ
Head throwing slightly back, though still peeking at you through his lashes. âHoneyâŚâ
Nanamiâs gruff tone makes you jump. âYes?â Still slightly twitching from the aftershocks of your incredible high.
He stares into your eyes with a slight smile. Something unreadable. âYou forgot the seventh lesson earlier.â
The seventh�
Oh.
Oh.
Fuck.
Itâs with a sudden cold thrill that youâre registering what he said- and remembering the mistake youâd made during your recitations earlier. âI-it was to cum all over-â
âThatâs quite alright, my dear. No need to tell me now.â Nanami smiles the sweetest smile that makes your cunt start to throb - his eyes shuttered closed, his lips pecking yours. His cock shovels a long, hard thrust inside youââBut I will have to rescind your graduation.â
You gape, âWhat, why-â
âUntil youâre completely and fully stuffed by me.â He grumbles out the rest of his statement. His condition.Â
Hands rovering all over your body, Nanami makes sure that every slight tingle of your high has passed before heâs pulling out of you with a loud sluuuuurp! Immediately scooping you up into a princess carry nâ walking in the direction of his bedroom.
It isnât long before you find yourself draped over Nanami Kentoâs large mattress - on all fours so that he can slip inside you with ease. Pumping away immediately- âUntil youâre fuckinâ pregnant, consider that youâre still taking lessons.â
Youâre sobbing into your newly-caught pillow. âOhâoh fuck.â
To which Nanami leans over and snatches your neck into a fucking headlock- his strong biceps pushing against the sides of your throat. âHappy Valentineâs Day, my dear. When this is all done- fuck, mâgonna show you how much I love you.â
âI l-love youââ Feeling his rounded tip immediately pierce across your g-spot and towards your womb. Full. â-too.â
âMmm, I love you more.â Watching as you shake and quiver. âWeâll get you something sweet after this, honey, donât you worry.â He hums- before sneaking a look at the both of you through the mirror in his bedroom and chuckling.Â
Ruined. Completely and utterly ruined.
âIf we make it out of Valentineâs Day alive, that is.âÂ
Maybe Shoko could babysit Yuji a little longer?
âPapaâs gonna do his best to try for a second child, alright?â
.
.
.
Morning shed its sunlight like the clothes upon Nanamiâs apartment floor.
A stream of white-gold Sun, the richness of the day, enters through his windows and splays out perfectly on the bed. It dapples light across his naked chest and leaves him stirringâ
Valentineâs Day.
The dinner.
The table.
You. Being taken on the table.
Afterwards on this very bed, afterwards on the damn bedroom floor after he heard a snap coming from somewhere on the bed frame. Heâd shovelled himself nâ his gooey white sap inside you until the Sun had risenâ
And itâs enough to make him jerk upright in his bed.
Blankets falling around his waist, sleepy eyes scanning the room for any sign of you.
From here, he couldnât see whatâd been made of your clothes in the dining room- or your panties in his bedroom. But it was obvious that you werenât here. If from your physical presence, then from the warmth you brought into his drafty Tokyo home.
Just to make sure, he casts several wide-eyed looks around the room - breath-still in case there was a single noise from the kitchen - and stillâŚnothing. Absolutely nothing.
Thereâs a sinking feeling in his chest that he doesnât want to make sense of.
Of course, what was he thinking? Heâd saidâŚthose words to you last night- but just because youâd said them back didnât mean it was real. It was probably in the heat of the moment, youâd probably snuck out before dawn broke so you didnât have to face him. Youâd probably woken up disgusted.
He didnât blame you - there were no promises between the two of you. And even if there had been, he knows he canât find it in himself to get angry at you.
If anything - if you chose to quit after this - he supposes heâll have to start looking for a nanny again. Something in Nanamiâs chest twists, and he reaches up to rub the spot where his heart was.
He wouldnât mind the long and tedious process if it still led him back to you. He wouldnât mind the long and tedious process if it meant you were there with him - not as a nanny, just yourself being you.
It was a cold morning.
And Nanami Kento was clenching his sheets, just about to throw his legs over the side of the bed and get outâhe needed to put away his clothes anyways before Shoko came with Yuji. What was the time anyway? It was his off-day today, and maybe he could take Yuji out to the park to take his mind off of-
And itâs then that several things happen at once.
Nanamiâs eyes catch the face of the clock on his bedside cabinet: 12:48PM.
Nanamiâs jaw drops at just how late it is.
Nanami snatches his phone off of the cabinet and makes to race outside while calling Shoko-
And he makes it about two frantic steps, too, before getting stopped by a sudden squeal of laughter. Loud and bubbling. Euphoric.
Of course, it was none other than his son.Â
Echoing a short burst of laughter throughout the apartment- before abruptly cutting himself off with a pronounced âshhhhhh!â It rings even louder than his laugh, and reaches Nanamiâs ears alongside some words. âSowwy! Yuji promises not to wake papa!â
And Nanamiâs brows furrow, wondering whether Shoko had somehow managed to forge a key to his apartment and get in. Before out of nowhereâyour voice is the one that answers him.
âSâalright, sunshine.â Youâre using that nickname he always did. Sleepiness was still laced into your tone, and he could tell it hadnât been long since you mustâve waddled away.Â
Since you mustâve put away the clothes in the dining room, since you mustâve opened the door for Yuji - Nanami would hate to imagine the smug look on Shokoâs face then, but the surplus of texts from her were already doing the job. âPapa needs to be awake for breakfast-in-bed, doesnât he?â
The smell of pancakes drifts through the bedroom door - along with Yujiâs answering call. âTrueâŚbut what if papa wonât wake up?â
âThen we eat the pancakes.â
âYesââ Yuji echoes, âThank you, Cupid.â
âHm?â
âBecause Cupid made you nâ papa married, right?â But of course. It leaves you stunned for a few seconds, and Yuji obliviously chattering. âIâve always wanted to keep you- papa, too. Even though I know he wonât sayâcan we keep you now, Ms. Nanny?â
Your voice sounds slightly thicker than before. âYou can keep me as long as you want, Yuji.â
âThank you, Cupid!â
Two evil cackles, and the sound of footsteps.
Youâre opening the door with a flood of sunlight and a tray of pancakes in your hand. Yuji rushes in after you with a call of âgood morningâ - and by the smile on your faceâŚyeah.
Yeah, it really is a good morning.
He still doesnât know how to explain to Yuji that the two of you arenât married yet, however.
Itâs in an hour that you finally break the news- but rush to assure the little boy before he bursts into tears, that he could âkeep youâ as long as he wanted. And that the two of you were togetherâyes, together together. Nanami puts off answering Shoko (she ambushes him for gossip the very next day).Â
Itâs in a month that you start officially calling yourselves lovers - boyfriend and girlfriend, whatever it is. It seems like so much more than that, however. And so Nanami just settles for introducing you as his partner at those tedious work dinners.
Itâs in a few more months that those work dinners become the last heâs attending. Because Nanami Kento quits that damn job, using everything heâs saved up to buy a little bakery and a house just a small ways off from the heart of the city - not quite the countryside as he once imagined, but this was good, too. It was still a manageable distance from your university and Yujiâs school, and yet so much bigger than the apartment.
Itâs in a year that Nanamiâs bakery is at the height of business - a figure that will only keep growing as the years pass by. Word spreads far and wide about those treats- and soon enough, heâs forced to fire extra hands and more part-timers than he ever thought would be needed. The little bakery grows into a big bakery, with time.
You couldnât have been more happy to see those dark circles underneath his eyes cease for once, to see him pursue his dreams. Yuji couldnât have been more happy to get all the sweet treats he couldâve ever wished for.
And now, Nanami could buy him all the car beds he couldâve ever wished for.
He also starts looking into wedding rings.
He still isnât sure about a Spiderman-themed wedding, but he knows heâll be baking the cake.
A/N. Hehehe that Nanami and the flowers scene was inspired by my father having a tradition to always buy me a bouquet as well today.
choso has wide eyes in the mirror's reflection as they meet yours. glossy and blown out with lust, but wideânervous, like a deer stuck in headlights. you're bent over, back arched down as your boyfriends hands rest gently on your hips. there's a sting that lingers over your ass, and choso is holding his hand out like he's committed a crime with it.
it's not like he's vanillaâyou're being fucked ass-up in front of a mirror so that you can watch him take what's hisâbut he's frozen still like he's appalled at his own actions.
"oh," he's flushing a gentle pink. "i'm sorry, i don't know why i did that. it was just so much and you were soâi mean... i wasn't thinking andâ"
"do it again."
he's still balls deep inside of youâhips pressed tight against the flesh of your ass: his cock pulses inside of you, each veiny ridge filling you out like you're made for him. "why would i do that?"
âbecause it feels good,â you shrug, pushing back onto his cock a little. "cho, baby, i'm asking you to spank me, not commit a war crime."
"might as well be," he mumbles under his breath, looking down at the curve of your ass at his face scrunches up into an expression you've never seen on him before. is that... restraint?
your poor choso has never been all that good at controlling his wants and whims. he's a man whose body often betrays him: he couldn't hold an orgasm back to save his life, nor can he ever stifle those pretty moans of his. much like how he couldn't stop his hand from smacking against the flesh of your ass.
so, of course, you goad him on. clenching tight around his achy cock as you meet his gaze in the mirror. "i want you to spank me again, choso. be mean. make it hurt when i sit down tomorrow."
"i don't want to hurt you."
"don't you? you spanked me first, cho. i think you want it even more than i do."
his eyebrows furrow. its devastatingly cute for a man balls-deep inside of you. "shut up," he says with no real bite. "i didn't mean to."
"your hand just slipped and landed on my ass?"
"...yes."
you roll your eyes, and offer choso a smile in the mirrors reflection. âyou look all embarrassed. just like that time you came just from kissing mâ fuck !â
a sharp sting radiates over your ass cheek, and once you blink the shock out of your eyes, youâre met with a very sudden snapping of chosos hips into yours. he somehow manages to fuck you even deeper than before. with every thrust he sends you forward on the bed, until youâre no longer holding yourself up with your arms and your face is pressed right into the mattress.
âyou always-â smack! â-make me feel-â smack! â-so nervous around you.â
your face screws up. âwhat?â
he stills, leans forward to take the sheet away from your face so you can look back at him properly. âiâm punishing you.â
âfor what, giving you butterflies?â
âyes.â the sweetest of smiles pulls at his lipsâyouâd think it endearing if not for the way his hand slaps down onto your ass again, and he resumes his mean pace.
live and let cum, you suppose. choso drills into you in such a way that youâre cumming both quicker and harder than you ever have with him. your orgasm, the sweet way your pussy grips him in pleasured need, sends choso over the edge right after you. âmmm iloveyouiloveyouimsorryforspankingyouiloveyouâ
of course with another mean spank to your ass, choso pulls out and exhales the prettiest moan youâve heard from him as he releases all over your tender ass. youâre spent, and fucked so dumb you donât chide him for then using his fingers to rub his cum around in soothing circles over your ass. you wonât admit it, but it feels kinda nice.
âsorry,â choso whispers as he reaches for something to wash you down with. âyou should slap me as payback.â
âyouâd probably like it.â
ââŚyeah.â
continuation here
this is a repost! from my old account (also @fricks) i have no threats to make this time. accuse me of stealing if you want, iâve turned a new leaf. peace and love.
âshhh, my sweet girl⌠eyes on me, yeah? just like that.â
suguruâs voice is velvet soft, honeyed, even as his hips snap forward in a brutal, deep thrust that makes your whole body jolt against the mattress.
his big hands cradle your face like youâre made of glass, thumbs brushing over your flushed cheeks while he sinks impossibly deeper, his fat cock stretching you open, kissing right up against your cervix, making your tummy bulge everytime he bottoms out.
âs-sugu⌠too deep⌠youâre so bigâŚâ you whimper.
âi know, baby, i know,â he coos, pressing the softest kiss to the tip of your nose. âyouâre takinâ me so well though. my perfect little thing, hm? feel how full you are? thatâs all for you.â
he gave your another hard thrust. your legs shaking everytime he snap his hips. the wet slap of skin on skin fills the room but his touches stay gentle, reverent. he dips down, tongue flicking out to catch the fat tear rolling down your cheek, licking it away slow and tender like itâs something precious.
âyou look so pretty when you cry fâme. makes me want to fuck you harder, baby.â
your legs tremble around his waist, nails digging into the thick muscles of his back while he fucks you hard enough to make the headboard knock against the wall. but his mouth never leaves your face. kissing your eyelids, your temples, the corner of your trembling lips. everywhere his lips could reach.
âsâtoo much⌠suguâ!â
âyou can take it, sweet girl. you always do.â he murmurs against your forehead, pressing a lingering kiss there while grinding in deep circles, stirring your insides until youâre sobbing. âlook how good this pussyâs grippinâ me⌠like she doesnât wanna let go. she loves beinâ stuffed full, doesnât she?â
you nod frantically, tears slipping free, your words dissolving into pathetic little whines.
he smiles softly, even as he starts pounding faster, harder, his thick cock rearranging your guts with every snap of his hips.
âthatâs my good girl⌠my pretty, pretty baby.â another kiss to your sweaty brow. âgonna fill you up so nice, okay? gonna give you everything you need.â
his thumbs swipe under your eyes again, collecting more tears, kissing them away one by one.
youâre shaking so much. your poor pussy fluttering around him, youâre so close. so close it hurts.
âcum for me, angel,â he whispers, lips brushing yours in the gentlest kiss. âlet me feel you. let me feel that pussy squeeze me in.â
you shattered in his arms. cumming so hard that your back arched, legs shaking violently but he just holds your face tighter, kissing every inch he can reach while he fucks you through it, slow and deep and devastatingly passionate.
âthere you go⌠thatâs it, my sweet girl. so perfect... always so perfect for me.â and then he follows right after, giving you two more hard thrusts after stilling and holding you down, his cock unloading thick spurts of cum deep inside you. he cums so much it leaked around his shaft. making a puddle of cum on the sheets.
he stays buried to the hilt even after, still thrusting lazily into you, kissing your tear-streaked cheeks until youâre boneless and smiling underneath him.
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ŕ¨ŕ§ frat!sukuna waiting outside the library for his shy girl just to get a taste
heâs banned from the library.
youâre still not sure what the final straw wasâvaping in the silent zone, hotboxing the stairwell, calling someoneâs econ group âbroke losers with no pussyââbut the front desk staff knows his face now. they donât even give him a warning anymore. just glare at him through the glass if he so much as stands outside for too long. doesnât stop him, though. never does.
because every night you study late, heâs there.
just loitering. half-slouched against the bike rack, hood up, headphones in, tapping the toe of his sneaker against the concrete like heâs counting down the seconds till you come outside. you pretend not to notice him. pretend your stomach doesnât flip when you see him through the exit doors, arms crossed over his chest, mouth already twitching into that stupid little grin.
âtook your sweet fucking time,â he says when you finally step out.
you donât respond. just let him take your backpack without asking, like always, like itâs nothing. he slings it over one shoulder like it weighs nothing. itâs not chivalry. itâs just him. rude, smug, and territorial as fuck. walking you back to your dorm like he owns the sidewalk, like no one else on this campus is allowed to look at you for too long.
âwhy do you always act like youâre mad at me?â he asks, like heâs not texting you constantly. like he didnât blow your phone up an hour ago with: u still in the library? and come outside iâm bored and iâm serious iâm gonna bark.
you glance at him from the corner of your eye. âiâm not mad.â
âyou look mad.â
âyouâre annoying.â
he laughs. loud enough that people turn to look. and then he nudges your shoulder with his arm and says, âyeah, but you like it.â and you donât say anything, because heâs right. because even when heâs irritating, even when he gets you in trouble for sneaking past the front desk, you still wait for him to show up. still check your phone. still keep the sweater he left in your bed that smells like weed and cheap detergent and the skin behind his ear.
youâre quiet most of the way back.
he doesnât fill the silence. just walks next to you, close enough that your knuckles brush sometimes.
you pretend not to notice when he glances over at you every other block. or when he presses the button for the crosswalk even though youâre closer. or when he shifts your bag higher on his shoulder like heâs going to carry it forever if you donât ask for it back.
by the time you reach your building, your cheeks hurt from trying not to smile.
âroom?â he asks, like he doesnât already know it.
you hesitate.
then: ââŚitâs messy.â
he grins. âso am i.â
you roll your eyes, but your fingers still curl into the hem of his hoodie once youâre inside. he pulls you in by your waist, lets the door click shut behind him, and starts kissing you like heâs been starving for it. like he didnât just walk you home twenty minutes ago. like he needs to feel your mouth again to remember what peace tastes like.
he picks you up halfway through the kiss. doesnât ask. just grabs under your thighs and carries you toward your bed like itâs instinct, like this is what he does. your legs wrap around his waist. youâre already breathless by the time he drops you into the mattress and crawls on top of you with that same greedy, cocky, sleepy-eyed look.
you whisper his name. quiet. a little breathless.
his mouth is on yours again instantly. âmissed you today,â he mumbles, even though he saw you at lunch. even though he texted you through lecture. even though you havenât gone a full day without seeing him in weeks.
he grinds down into you slow. you can feel how hard he is through his sweats. thick and heavy, dragging against the thin cotton between your legs as he breathes you in like he wants to ruin your sleep schedule again.
you gasp when he ruts against your clit just right.
âthere she is,â he murmurs, smirking against your mouth. âmy pretty girl. thought about this all day.â
he palms at your thighs, presses a kiss right under your jaw, then mumbles it against your skin like itâs an afterthought.
âyour roommate gonna be back soon?â
you shake your head quickly. âsheâs sleeping over at her boyfriendâs.â
âgood.â
it comes out low. thick with that same heavy-lidded want he always wears around you. his fingers curl around the back of your knee and drag it higher around his waist. your skirt bunches up between you, and you can feel how hot his skin is even through your tights.
you try not to make eye contact. he always teases you when you get like thisâshy, squirmy, looking anywhere but his eyes like thatâll make you less obvious. like he canât feel how much you want him.
he leans down closer, nose brushing yours.
âwhyâre you looking at the ceiling?â
you swallow. âno reason.â
âwhat,â he grins, voice low and teasing, ânervous?â
your face heats instantly.
he laughs, kisses the corner of your mouth. âyouâre cute when you get all quiet.â
âiâm notââ
âshhh,â he hums, kissing you again. âlet me take care of you.â
and you let him.
you always do.
he moves slow, almost annoyingly so, like he wants to make you squirm. like he wants to see how much youâll feel your face warming before he even gets your tights off. his hands are so big they make you feel small, and the way he touches you, and makes you dizzy in the way only he can.
he palms your cunt through the fabric, feels how soaked you already are. hums deep in his throat like thatâs exactly what he expected.
âfuck, baby. all that just from me grinding on you?â he smirks, dragging his fingers up and down the damp seam of your tights. âyouâre so sensitive.â
you try to close your legs.
he doesnât let you.
ânuh-uh,â he says, nudging your thighs apart again with a rougher grip. âdonât get all shy now. you were making those pretty little noises earlier, werenât you?â
your hands fly up to your face. he laughs.
âthatâs what i thought.â
and when he finally slides your tights down, slow and careful, peppering kisses along your legs as he goesâhe keeps murmuring, like youâre his favorite secret.
âmy girlâs so fuckinâ cute. you know that?â
you donât answer.
you canât. not when his mouth is already between your thighs, and youâre trembling again just from the way he moans like youâre the one ruining him.
he noses along the inside of your thigh, breath hot against your skin. doesnât kiss your pussy yetâjust stays there, mouth so close it makes you ache. your hips twitch, but he doesnât move. just palms them gently, keeping you still, smirking like heâs trying to see how long it takes you to beg.
âthis where you get all quiet again?â he murmurs, voice dark and low. ââcause you werenât so shy a second ago, grinding on me and shit.â
you make an embarrassed, needy sound, and he chuckles and licks a long, slow stripe from your hole to your clit. it makes your whole body jerk.
you nod before you can stop yourself.
he hums against your clit, lips wrapping around it gently just to suck enough to make your thighs shake. he doesnât go fastânot at first. not until youâre clutching the sheets, breath catching in your throat, trying so hard to stay quiet even though your roommateâs gone and no oneâs gonna hear you except him.
âfuck, baby,â he groans, holding your hips down when you start to squirm. âyou always get this sensitive?â
âj-just with you,â you breathe.
and thatâs the thingâsukuna acts like an asshole most of the time. cocky. sharp. loud in a way that should make you feel small.
but the second you say shit like that, heâs silent. like he feels it somewhere deeper. like you handed him something and he doesnât know exactly where to put it.
he presses a kiss to your thigh, almost too soft. then one to your hipbone. your tummy. the underside of your breast. until heâs climbing back up your body, cock hard against your inner thigh, face flushed and mouth glistening with your slick.
he kisses you slow, and so wet, like heâs drunk on the sweet taste of youâand you kiss him back, dazed, dizzy, already fucked-out from just his tongue.
you murmur against his lips, voice small. âsukunaâŚâ
âmm?â
you glance down. heâs hard, thick and heavy where it rests between your bodies, hot against your skin. you shift a little beneath him, just enough for your thighs to squeeze around his hips. âarenât you gonnaâŚâ you trail off, swallowing. âyou know. f-fuck me?â
he just smirks, and leans back down again. ânot tonight,â he murmurs, kissing the inside of your thigh. âdonât need to.â
you blink. confused. still panting.
his hands settle under your knees, spreading you open again. heâs still wet from before, his chin sticky with your slick. âjust wanna taste you, baby. thatâs all i want.â
you whimper as he sinks lower. âkunaââ
he groans, mouth already on your cunt again, tongue parting your folds and licking deep like heâs starving. like youâre dessert and heâs not done yet. he sucks softly on your clit, presses slow, lazy kisses all over like heâs making up his own pattern. and he doesnât rush it. doesnât get greedy. he savors you.
âgod,â he groans, voice low against your cunt. âyouâre so fucking sweet. like this little pussyâs made for my mouth.â
your face burns. your legs twitch. âbutâbut youâre hardââ
he pulls back just long enough to glance up at you, eyes half-lidded. âi know,â he says. âso what?â
you make another helpless noise, thighs closing around his head before he pries them open again.
âthis ainât about me tonight, princess.â he grins, filthy. âgonna make you cum âtil you cry. now be a good girl and keep your legs open for me.â
ŕ¨ŕ§ attempting to ride frat!sukuna for the first time (spoiler alert: you went out sad.)
youâve been hyping yourself up for this all week.
utahime and shoko were the ones who started itâhalf-joking, half-serious over overpriced matcha lattes, telling stories about how they took charge in bed for once and had their boyfriends wrapped around their fingers by the end of the night.
shoko said she pinned her boyfriend down and told him not to move. utahime claimed she sat on her boyfriendâs face and refused to get off. and they were so smug. so smug about it. and when you hesitantly admitted youâd never been on top before, they gasped like youâd confessed to a felony.
âyou have to try it,â utahime said, eyes wide. âheâll lose his mind.â
âride him into the mattress,â shoko added, sipping her drink. âtrust me. life changing.â
you blushed, mumbled something like âmaybeâ and laughed it off. but the idea stuck. it echoed around in your head for daysâinitiate it. be in charge. ride him. you werenât shy with sukuna, not reallyânot anymoreâbut youâd never tried to take control like that. he always led. always pushed. always gave that smug little smirk right before flipping you onto your back and dragging you apart.
but maybe it was your turn.
maybe you could do this.
so you waited until your roommates were out. shaved. lotioned. picked out the soft little matching set tucked in the back of your drawerâthe one you bought on impulse and never had the courage to wear. and when he showed up at your door, hoodie loose and joggers slung low on his hips, hair still damp from the shower, you nearly lost your nerve.
but you let him in.
you closed the door behind him, heart pounding.
you turned, stood in front of him, and tried to sound confident when you said, âi want to ride you tonight.â
he paused. blinked once. then tilted his head. âyeah?â
you nodded, palms sweating. âiâi want to try.â
he didnât laugh. didnât tease. didnât say no. but the look on his face shifted slowly into something darker, something sharperâlike heâd just been handed his favorite game and told he couldnât touch it yet.
âalright,â he said slowly, dropping onto the bed with his legs spread wide, leaning back on his hands. his hoodie fell open a little, exposing the ink just under his collarbone. his eyes raked over your body, and his smirk curled. âgo ahead then. do your worst.â
you hesitated.
that was your first mistake.
you climbed into his lap, straddling his thighs. hands trembling as you pushed his hoodie off his shoulders. he let youâpatient, curious, still smug as ever. you kissed his neck, pressed your hips down tentatively, feeling him already hard beneath you. your fingers slipped under the waistband of his sweats, and he hissed softly, hands gripping your hips.
but he didnât help. he didnât guide you.
he just watched.
âcâmon, baby,â he murmured, voice low. âyou said you wanted to ride.â
you tried. you really did.
but the moment he slid inside youâslow, thick, stretching you open with that impossible fullnessâyour rhythm faltered. your mouth dropped open in a gasp, hands bracing against his chest. and he just grinned.
that smile. sharp, slow, wide. like heâd been waiting for you to break.
âwhat happened to being in charge, baby?â he murmured, voice low, dripping with mock-sweetness. âyou were so confident a second ago.â
you shook your head quickly, breath catching, thighs already trembling where they straddled his lap. you could feel everythingâevery vein, every inch, every pulse of him buried inside you. it was overwhelming. too much. and he wasnât even moving yet.
his hands settled on your hips, gentle at first, thumbs brushing your skin in soothing circles. âcâmon,â he said, leaning back just enough to look at you properly. âride me like you said you would. take what you want.â
but you couldnât. not really. you shifted your hips onceâand the drag of him against your walls made your whole body twitch, a breathy little whimper slipping past your lips before you could catch it. and sukuna felt it. heard it. saw the way your eyes fluttered, how you bit your lip and tried to stay composed, tried to pretend like you were still the one in control.
his grin widened.
âfuckinâ knew it,â he muttered, voice dipping darker. âknew you werenât built for this.â
you squeaked in protest, moving again just to prove him wrongâbut the way your hips stuttered, the way your hands trembled on his chest, told him everything he needed to know. and that was all it took. he snapped.
one hand tangled in the back of your hair. the other gripped your ass, hard.
and suddenly you were flat on the bed, your legs bent up, arms pinned, his cock slamming into you so deep it knocked the air from your lungs.
âthis what you wanted?â he growled, thrusts brutal and fast and mean now, the sound of your bodies slapping together echoing through the room. âyou wanted to play in charge, baby? wanted to see how that felt?â
you whimpered something helpless, face flushed, tears gathering in the corners of your eyes from how good it felt, how full you were, how every stroke hit just right and made your brain dissolve. and he just laughed.
âyou lasted whatâtwo minutes on top?â he leaned down, lips brushing your jaw. âcute idea, though.â
you were already so close. your nails dug into the sheets. your body bowed under him, shaking. and when you cameâloud, soaked, legs locking around his waistâhe didnât even slow down. fucked you right through it. chased his own high with his mouth at your ear, moaning about how tight you were, how sweet you sounded when you begged, how he knew you couldnât actually handle topping him.
you went quiet after that. still clinging to him, twitching, wrecked.
he stayed inside you. stayed close. kissed the corner of your mouth and whispered, âdonât worry. youâre still my little shy girl.â
you wouldâve shoved him if you could move.
but you couldnât. not even a little.
you were twenty minutes late to lecture. not because you oversleptâbut because it took a full ten minutes to ease yourself into a pair of jeans, another five to sit down, and the rest to just breathe. your thighs ached. your back twinged. and the thought of bending over to grab anything off the floor made your eyes water. you felt split in two. ruined. rearranged.
utahime clocked it immediately. she barely looked up from her notes before her eyes flicked over to you and narrowed. âwhy are you walking like that?â
âlike what?â you mumbled, trying not to wince as you slowly lowered yourself into the seat beside her.
shoko was already smirking, iced coffee in hand, gaze sharp. âoh my god. you did it, didnât you?â
âi donât know what youâre talking about.â
âdonât play dumb,â utahime said, leaning closer, her voice low. âdid you ride him?â
you stayed quiet. that was answer enough.
shoko leaned in, practically vibrating. âand???â
you buried your face in your sleeve. paused. whispered, âhe told me to do my worst.â
utahime blinked. âand?â
âi lasted like⌠thirty seconds.â
there was a beat of silence. and then they lost it.
utahime choked on her drink. shoko folded over the desk, full-on wheezing. you slapped her arm weakly, but she just wiped her eyes and said, âi knew he was gonna flip you. i knew it.â
you sank lower in your seat, pulling your hoodie over your mouth. your legs still werenât closed all the way. your thighs felt bruised in places that shouldnât be bruised. and you knewâyou knewâthat the moment sukuna saw you trying to walk across campus today, he was gonna say some shit like âtold you youâre built for being ruined, not in charge.â
and somewhere in your my eyes only snap camera roll was a blurry picture heâd taken after. your body boneless, legs sprawled across his lap, his hand wrapped around your thigh with his rings biting gently into your skin. the caption written across it being: âstick to being pretty, baby.â
18+ sukuna always keeps his hand on your head and you wonder why.
you started to notice that whenever sukuna would have you pinned underneath him, he'd always have one hand resting on top of your head. at first, you didn't care about it. but then it seemed to become this habitual thing and while it didn't bother you in the least, you were very curious as to why he was doing it.
so one fine night, you decide to ask him.
as sukuna's fat cock is buried deep in your syrupy pussy, every thrust making the bed creak and your swollen lips whimpering his name, his hand is right at the crown of your head â right where you expected it to be.
"suki," you gasp, nails dragging along his wide back. "can i... can i ask you something?"
"huh?" is all he manages to get out, pace faltering slightly from the sudden question but still able to pound into you mean and rough.
"why do youâ," your words dissolve into a pitchy moan as he digs his nails into your sides. it takes you a moment to catch your breath back. "why is your hand always on my head?"
that makes him stop completely.
he looks at you with this near petulant look on his face, as if he had been caught doing something he shouldn't be. it almost makes you giggle, especially after you see the way the tips of his ears are now dusted with a soft pink â his tell that he is embarrassed about something.
"if i tell you, don't you dare laugh or anything," he mumbles, his eyes averting yours. you simply nod, letting him take his time to admit whatever it is he is about to.
with a quiet sigh, he mutters, "first time we did this, you hit your head on the headboard. made you cry and shit. so... yeah. i don't want that happening again."
you can't help yourself but breathe out a tiny laugh. his ears have turned darker, brows knitted together into a little frown. "aww suki," you coo, planting a gentle kiss atop his nose. "that's so cute! you'reâ"
sukuna suddenly thrusts into you, your back arching off the bed as you mewl pathetically below him. he's pounding into you like he has some personal vendetta against you â which he sort of does now, what with you finding out this horrifyingly embarrassing secret of his! ďźit really isn't, but to him it isďź
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18+ â¸â¸â¸ đđđđđđ is not okay after making out with nerd!reader. itâs worse when you show up at his doorâŚ
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you donât dare speak about itâabout the way his body betrayed him, about the heat that flooded the room before either of you knew what to do with it.
until a week passes.
sukuna seems⌠alarmingly different.
heâs tense and distant, like heâs keeping himself out of your reach on purpose.
he used to show up at your dorm unannounced, leaning in your doorway like he belonged there, asking what you were studying before plopping onto your plushie filled bed like it was his.
now thereâs barely anything.
no late night knocks at your door when you were supposed to be studying. no lazy texts. not even his familiar presence lurking outside your lectures to scare people away.
you find yourself replaying everything, searching for where you mightâve gone wrong. had youâd embarrassed him? made him angry? crossed some line you hadnât even known was there?
so now you standing outside his dorm.
youâd been here for a full three minutes.
you donât even know why youâre here. panic, probably. impulse. the gnawing fear that if you donât do something, the distance would harden into something permanent.
you smooth your sweater down for the third time, push your glasses up your nose, then knock before you can talk yourself out of it.
once. then twice.
footsteps approach on the other side of the door.
it opensâand sukuna freezes.
he looks like heâs been caught doing something illegal. eyes widening just a fraction, posture stiffening like he doesnât quite know where to put himself. his hairâs messy, like heâs been running his hands through it too much.
and heâs shirtless.
your brain short circuits.
youâve seen him in tank tops, loose shirts, jackets half zippedâbut this is different. bare skin, sharp lines of muscle you absolutely were not prepared for. your gaze drops before you can stop it, then snaps back up, mortified.
âohââ you blurt. âiâm sorry, i didnâtâ i can goââ
his brain tries to catch up to the fact youâre literally standing in front of him, but all he can seem to focus on are your eyes glued to his bare chest, lips parted like youâre tryingâand failingâto keep from staring.
âno.â too quick. he clears his throat, jaw tightening. âitâs fine.â
it very much does not feel fine to either of you.
the silence stretches. uncomfortable. heavy. youâre suddenly acutely aware of how close you are, of how warm the hallway feels, of how you canât quite stop yourself from staring even when you try.
you swallow.
âi justâŚâ your fingers curl into the hem of your sweater. you take a deep breath and manage to spit it out. âyouâve been avoiding me.â
his expression flickersâsomething sharp passing through it before he schools it back into neutrality.
âhavenât been avoiding you.â
right.
that hurts more than you expect.
âoh.â you nod, too fast. âokay. i justâ you used to come by all the time and then you stopped and i thought maybe iâŚâ your voice falters. âdid i do something wrong?â
the question hangs there.
for a split second, he looks genuinely appalled.
âwhat?â he snaps, then catches himself. âno. noâ you didnât.â immediately, firmly. like the idea offends him. âyou didnât do anything wrong.â
your shoulders loosen just a little, though your heart is still pounding.
âthen whyââ
he looks away, hand lifting to rub the back of his neck. you notice how tense he is now, how carefully heâs standing, like heâs trying not to move too much.
âi just needed space,â he says finally. not meeting your eyes. âthatâs all.â
itâs not an answer, not really. it feels purposefully incomplete.
you hesitate, then nod. âokay.â
another pause. thicker this time.
you shift your weight, eyes betraying you again, flicking brieflyâaccidentallyâover his chest before you can stop yourself. heat floods your face instantly.
he notices.
his jaw tightens, breath hitching just enough to give him away. he takes a subtle step back, like heâs putting distance between you on purpose.
and suddenly, the explanation doesnât sit right.
âspace from⌠me?â you ask quietly.
he stiffens.
âno,â he says too fast. then corrects himself, slower. ânot from you.â
you frown, fingers curling into your sleeves. âthen what?â
he doesnât answer right away. his gaze drifts past you, down the hall, anywhere but your face. the silence stretches long enough to make your chest ache.
âyou donât just disappear for a week for no reason,â you say, sterner now. âif i did something, iâd rather know.â
his eyes snap back to you. you almost wish they hadnât. thereâs something raw there, something tightly leashed.
âyou really think that?â he asks, low.
you shrug, small, looking down and mumbling. âi donât know. i overthink. you know that.â
that seems to hit him harder than anything else youâve said.
he does know that. and the thought of you agonizing over this, wondering what you did wrong is enough to make him flinch. heâs been trying to keep his distance, avoid temptation, but here you are, standing in your goddamn oversized sweater like this is just an everyday conversation.
he almost laughs. thereâs nothing everyday about badly he wants you right now, how much he aches to pull you in.
he exhales sharply, dragging a hand through his hair. âyou didnât do anything,â he says again, firmer. âiâm not mad at you. i just⌠needed to get my head straight.â
âabout what?â you press, heart thudding.
another pause.
he takes a step back, then another, stopping just inside the doorway. like heâs choosing distance on purpose.
ââŚabout you,â he admits, barely above a mutter.
âme?â
he swallows, jaw flexing. âdonât make me spell it out.â
that only makes your confusion worse.
âi donât understand,â you say honestly. âyouâre acting like i did something wrong, but you keep saying i didnât.â
his mouth twitches, almost a smile, but thereâs no humor in it.
âyeah,â he says. âthatâs kind of the problem.â
he finally looks at you again, really looksâeyes dark, expression strained, like heâs holding something back by sheer force of will.
ââŚi didnât want to scare you off,â he says.
the words are soft but they hit harder than anything else he couldâve said.
you blink. âscare me off how?â
his jaw tightens immediately, regret flashing across his face like heâs said too much. he exhales through his nose, slow and controlled, like heâs trying not to unravel.
âby being too much.â
you stare at him, genuinely baffled. sukuna? scared of being too much? the guy who never hesitates, never second guesses, himself, never backs down?
you scoff. youâve gotten used to him. what was his problem now? âyou couldnât scare me even if you tried.â
he laughs, dry and low, a sound thatâs part exasperation, part disbelief. itâs not a full laughâmore like the sound of someone trying to keep himself from unraveling. then he pulls himself back into his room and plops back onto his bed, hands covering his face, letting out a long, slow breath.
you follow him inside, closing the door behind you, heart hammering. you try not to lookâreally tryâbut itâs hard not to notice the way his torso stretches across the bed, the faint trail of hair disappearing under the waistband of his sweatpants, and the way his muscles flex even as heâs slumped down.
your stomach twists, and you force yourself to stare at his hands instead, at the way they lace together over his face in frustration.
he mutters, voice muffled through his hands, âfuck. itâs just⌠iâve been holding back from doing things i shouldnât.â
your stomach flips, and for a moment your brain freezes. heat rushes to your cheeks in realization, heart hammering. you know exactly what heâs talking about.
it takes a second for your words to catch up.
âbutâ what if i⌠what if thatâs something i want?â
he freezes. his jaw tightens, eyes widening in disbelief. âwhat?â he manages, voice rough. âyou⌠you want it?â
you nod, blinking rapidly, suddenly very aware of how close youâve gotten to him. âuh huh,â you admit quietly. âi want you.â
he blinks again, then leans back slightly, running a hand through his messy hair, like he canât believe what heâs hearing. âseriously? why? fuckâ i still donât even know why you like me. why youâre with me.â
you bite your lip, fiddling with your sleeves. âbecause⌠youâre⌠nice,â you say softly, like itâs almost too simple to say aloud.
he freezes mid motion, hand hovering over his head. âme?â he repeats, incredulous. ânice? iâm nice? donât call me nice, nerd.â
you nod vehemently again, cheeks heating further at the name he always lets slip. ââŚyeah. you are.â
he lets out a short, harsh laugh, shaking his head like heâs trying to clear it. ânah,â he says, voice almost bitter, âthat canât be true.â
âit is,â you insist. âyou noticed me. spent time with me when i was lonely. you were the first guy who called me cute. you didnât use me for help like other people do because iâm a nerd. youââ
âstop.â the word cuts through sharp. âonly i can call you that.â
before you can even process it, heâs movingâhands on your waist and pulling you forward. you barely have time to gasp before youâre settled onto his lap, knees bracketing his thighs, your hands instinctively flying out to brace against his shoulders.
you freeze.
so does he.
for half a second, neither of you breathe.
his grip is tight, like heâs afraid if he loosens it even a little, heâll lose youâor himself. his chest rises beneath you, warm and solid, and the closeness hits you all at once. too close. way too close.
âdonât,â he mutters, low and strained. âdonât say shit like that like iâm some good guy. like i deserve you.â
your heart is pounding so hard youâre sure he can feel it.
âwhy?â you whisper, eyes wide behind your glasses. âiâm just telling the truth.â
his jaw clenches. he looks everywhere but your faceâyour shoulder, the door, the wall behind youâlike meeting your eyes might be the last straw.
âbecause i canâtââ he cuts himself off, swearing under his breath. âbecause youâre making this really fucking difficult.â
âit doesnât have to be difficult! iâm telling you i want you sukuna,â you reply, just as exasperated.
âyou donât know what youâre asking for.â
thereâs a beat.
you swallow, nerves buzzing, and shake your headâsmall, but sure. âbut i do,â you say quietly. âi know what iâm asking for.â
that finally gets him to look at you.
really look at you.
your words hang in the air soft, but unshakable. and for the first time since you walked in, he doesnât look away. his fingers twitch against your hips like heâs fighting the urge to pull you closer or push you off entirely.
âyou donât know what i want,â he mutters, voice rougher now. âwhat i need.â
âthen tell me.â
his eyes drop to your lips, then back upâand something in him cracks.
âi want to kiss every part of you until you canât say my name without shaking,â he says low, âi want to make sure everyone knows whose girl you are just by looking at how i touch you. i want⌠all of it.â
he swallows hardâlike admitting that terrifies him more than anything else ever has.
âso no. you only think you know what youâre asking for.â
your pulse skyrocketsâbut instead of pulling back, your hands slide up his shoulders and settle behind his neck.
âiâm still not going anywhere.â
he stares at you like youâre a miracle wrapped in glasses and an oversized sweater that drives him wild.
âiâve thought about that tooâŚâ you admit.
that seems to knock the air out of him.
he stares at you for a long second, like heâs trying to decide if youâre seriousâor if he misheard you entirely.
ââŚreally?â
you nod, nails curling into his skin without realizing it. âreally.â
his throat bobs as he swallows. his hands stay at your waist, firm but still restrained, like heâs holding onto the last thread of his self control.
âyou really shouldnât say stuff like that,â he says again, quieter now. not a warning. more like a confession. âi just⌠i donât want to be that guy who takes advantage of you.â
âbut youâre not taking advantage of me! i- i may not have any experience but iâm not clueless.â
he exhales sharply through his nose, eyes flicking over your face like heâs measuring something fragile.
âare you sure?â he asks, slower now. âyou get flustered just kissing. i donât want you regretting anything.â
your face goes hot instantly. âiâ thatâs notââ
he watches the way you stumble over your words, like it proves his point. âsee?â he mutters. âthatâs what i mean.â
something in you sparks, embarrassment tipping into indignation.
âyouâre one to talk,â you blurt. âyouâre acting like iâmââ you stop yourself for half a second, then barrel on, flustered and bold all at once. âyouâre the one who got hard when we were making out!â
his eyes go wideâdark, sharp, and utterly unguardedâand for a moment he just stares at you, jaw tight, like he canât believe you actually said those crude little words.
ââŚwhat?â he mutters, voice low, rough, almost strangled.
you blush harder, looking anywhere but him. âyou heard me.â
he swallows audibly, like heâs trying to force down the heat rising in him. for half a second, he doesnât move. then, one hand shoots up to grip your waist, pulling you flush against him.
ââŚyou have no idea what youâre asking for,â he growls, voice husky. âi shouldnâtâ i canâtââ
âi said i know!â you snap back, trembling. âi know what iâm asking for! how many times do i need to say it?â
that seems to finally break something in him.
his free hand cups your face, thumb brushing your cheek, and before you can even think his lips are on yours.
itâs fierce, unrestrained, and utterly consuming.
you freeze for a fraction of a secondâthen melt into him, hands gripping his shoulders as his body presses against yours. the world narrows to the heat of him, the brush of his lips, the way his chest rises beneath you.
he breaks the kiss only to drag it along your jaw, teeth grazing your bottom lip, thumb stroking your cheekbone, eyes dark and desperate. âyou have no idea what you just said,â he growls, voice rough against your ear.
you shiver at the noise and the way his lips press against your jaw. your fingers tangle in the messy strands of his hair as heat blooms through you.
âi think i do.â
he chucklesâalmost feralâand his hands tighten at your waist, sliding lower, thumbs brushing just over the curve of your hips. âyouâre insane,â he groans, nipping lightly at your earlobe, âiâm losing my mind.â
he pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and heated, pupils dilated. âyou really want this?â he asks, voice rough, each word deliberate, testing you.
you nod, cheeks flushed, pulse pounding. âi do. i want you.â
that seems to push him over the edge. he presses you flush against him as his other hand frames your face again. his lips slam back onto yours with renewed force, teeth grazing, tongue teasing, each movement demanding and consuming.
your back arches instinctively, breath hitching, and he grunts deep in his throat. his hands roam, memorizing, claiming. the subtle heat of himâthe firmness of his chest, the tautness of his musclesâmakes it impossible to think.
âyouâre gonna regret saying that,â he murmurs between kisses, but thereâs no warning left in his toneâjust raw, unrestrained need.
âi wonât,â you gasp, fingers clutching his hair tighter, body pressed impossibly close.
he hums against your lips, a sound of dark satisfaction, and for the first time, he lets himself stop holding back entirely, each kiss, each brush of his hands, pushing you both further into something you canâtâand donât want toâescape.
he pulls back slightly, just enough to look at you, breath heavy, eyes dark and dangerous. a smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth.
âso you came here just for this, huh?â
your face heats, and you shake your head, fumbling over your words. âno! i⌠i didnât! i justâ wanted toâŚtalk.â
he raises an eyebrow, leaning back slightly on his elbows, still holding you close, grin widening. âtalk,â he repeats, voice dripping with amusement. âright.â
you canât help the small, nervous laugh that escapes. âi did! butââ
âbut what?â he prompts.
âi just⌠didnât expect⌠this to happen.â
his smirk softens just a fraction, though the dark amusement never fully leaves his eyes. âhm.â
he hums, mock contemplative, brushing a stray lock of hair from your face with the back of his hand. âand here i thought you came just to drive me insane.â
you let out a small, exasperated sigh, shaking your head again. âiâi didnât!â
his grin widens, wicked. âsure. keep telling yourself that.â
then, without warning, his thumb slides up and presses firmly against your kiss bitten bottom lip, pressing, dragging lightly, teasing.
you gasp, breath catching, eyes widening as heat floods through you. your fingers clench at his shoulders instinctively, heart hammering in your chest.
ââŚsukuna,â you whisper, voice trembling, âst-stopâŚâ
he doesnât stop. he just tilts his head, smirking down at you, eyes dark and calculating. âoh? thought you said you wanted this. thought you could handle it.â
you swallow hard and force your words out even as your chest hammers. âi- i can.â
his smirk twists wider, âoh? really?â
you nod, fingers digging into his shoulders. âyeah.â
he leans in closer. âthen be specific,â he murmurs, thumb still teasing your bottom lip. âtell me what you can really handle.â
you swallow, cheeks burning hotter than ever, and finally whisper, âi- i can handle you touching me.â
his eyes widen ever so slightly, then narrow. âis that so?â
âuh huh.â
without warning, two of his calloused fingers slip between your lips, testing, pressing, and you instinctively part your mouth to welcome them.
he hums, low and approving, eyes locked on yours. âyou really mean that,â he murmurs, dragging his fingers lightly over your tongue.
you nod, mouth full, unable to look away.
he chuckles, a dark, dangerous sound, and doesnât pull away. instead, he tilts his head, pushing just a little further, pressing his fingers deeper into your mouth, making you gasp around them.
âgood,â he grunts. âbecause once i start i wont stop.â
you shiver, heat pooling low in your tummy.
âsuck them,â he orders, voice low and rough, almost a growl. your breath catches and you let out a startled sound around his digits. âdonât test me. i said suck.â
your body betrays you, hot and quivering on his lap, and you obey, lips hesitantly sucking his thick fingers. you squirm on top of him, suddenly imagining how they would feel inside you, the heat between you spreading, every nerve alight.
he hums approvingly once more, eyes locked on yours. âgod⌠youâre so eager. you have no idea what youâre doing to me.â
you whimper softly, cheeks burning, and before you can react, he pulls his fingers from your mouth with a wet pop.
before you can process it, heâs flipping you over onto his bed. your back hits the mattress, breath catching as he settles over you.
âwe can go slow,â he murmurs, lips brushing your ear. âtell me what you wanna do first.â
you gulp. you already know what you want. what youâve wanted. your gaze drops to his fingers, still coated in your own saliva. âc-could you⌠um⌠finger me?â
he grunts roughly like the words kill him. âknew youâd say that.â
he shifts, one hand braced beside your head, the other hovering just above your waistâfingers still glistening from your mouth. his breath is uneven against your neck.
âsay it again,â he growls. âsay it like you mean it.â
you swallow hard, pulse roaring in your ears. âfinger me?â
his eyes darken.
âagain.â
your face burns, but you whisper itâbolder this time, âplease sukuna...â you beg, âi want you to finger me.â
he makes a sound low in his throatâlike heâs losing himselfâand finally moves. one hand tugs gently at the hem of your sweater. âoff,â he murmurs. âi wanna see you.â
trembling, you obeyâlifting the fabric over your head and tossing it aside.
he sighs a curse under his breath. âlook at this pretty little bra. wore this for me?â
you whimper. donât answer because really, you donât know. maybe you did.
he grins.
and then his hands are back on youâhot, slowâas one drifts to the waistband of your jeans that suddenly feel too tight.
ârelax,â he murmurs against your lips.
your hands clutch his shoulders. âiâm trying,â you breathe, arching against him. he nips at your jaw, fingers dancing over the buttons of your jeans.
he chuckles, voice low and strained. âyouâre so damn impatient.â
you whine and protest, âmânot.â
âmmm right.â
you shiver and he only smiles against your skin. and then, oh so slowly, heâs unbuttoning your jeans and pulling down its zipper.
he tugs them. âcâmon. lift your lips for me, baby.â
you do and then he tugs your jeans all the way down, slow and steadyâleaving behind goosebumps in his path. your own breathing seems far too loud in the silence of his dorm.
the jeans hit the floor and you shift on his mattress, suddenly feeling too bare. too exposed.
he pulls back for a moment to look at you, at your flustered look and at the way your chest rises and falls. he looks just as wrecked, lips swollen, eyes intense, chest heaving.
he swallows.
âgod. look at you.â
you cover your eyes over the frames of your glasses. you whine his name in embarrassment.
he catches your wrist, pulling your hand gently away from your face. âdonât,â he murmurs, voice rough but soft. âdonât hide.â
your breath hitches as he leans down, brushing his lips over the bridge of your nose, then the corner of your glasses.
âyouâre so damn cute like this,â he admits, almost grudgingly. âall shy and flustered⌠wearing these thick glasses like you didnât come here to ruin me.â
he kisses youâsoft at first, then deeper.
âleave âem on,â he growls. âi wanna see you come apart with them all crooked on that pretty face.â
the unsolicited visual and his vulgar words make your cheeks heat even further.
you were gonna leave them on anyway.
you couldnât see shit without them and he knew that.
a smirk quirks his lips, as if heâs reading that thought.
he kisses your jaw. your nose. then he makes his way down your neck, kissing your collarbone.
your breath hitches again, head tilting back to give him accessâletting out a soft whimper as his mouth brushes your neck.
âso sensitiveâŚâ he murmurs between kisses.
his mouth keeps moving lower and lowerâonto the valleys of your breasts. and then down to your stomach. his nose drags gently across it, electrifying every inch.
you can hardly breathe.
he trails kisses down your belly, fingers brushing your ribs, the skin there quivering under his touch. he pulls back to look at you. just looks. and you try not to squirm under the scrutiny.
you manage a breathless, âstop staring.â
he grins, dark and hungry. âmake me.â
you try not to roll your eyes. you really do.
but heâll be making them roll for a different reason soon anyways. heâs too close to where your aching cunt is leaking for him.
âsukunaâŚâ
he hums. his hands flit to your panties. âwant these off?â
you nod shyly.
and then youâre gasping, fingers curling into the sheets, head tilting back as his lips brush lightly over your hipbone. he peels off your panties little by little. your breathing is labored. youâre flushed. and heâs taking his sweet time with you.
itâs driving you nuts.
when theyâre finally all the way off, you clench your thighs together feeling too exposed to him.
he clicks his tongue. ânone of that,â he murmurs, pressing a hand to each thigh and gently forcing them apart. âyou gotta let me see you if you wanna feel good.â
you gulp nervously. but still, you let him pry your legs apart without anymore resistance. his eyes darken once they fall onto your slick cunt. he can see the way you tremble and clenche around nothing.
you look at him. he looks back, a moment of quiet that makes the air seem heavier. he doesnât say anything.
oh no. does he think it looks weird? ugly? youâ
his words shut up your internal panic, âfuck. sheâs so fucking pretty. canât believe sheâs this wet just for meâŚâ his words come out almost strained.
the sound that leaves your lips wouldâve been humiliating if you cared enough.
he finally reaches out, fingers finding your aching clit, making you jolt. he circles it onceâslow, driving you madâand you whimper, hips bucking without permission.
âah-ah,â he murmurs, pressing down just a little harder. âstay still.â
your breath hitches. you try to obey.
he teases you like that for what feels like foreverâlight flicks, lazy circlesâuntil youâre trembling and leaking onto his sheets.
only then does he slide his middle finger deep inside.
you cry out, back arching off the bed.
he groans at the soundâat how tight you areâand mutters against your thigh, âfuck⌠knew youâd feel this good.â
there was nothingânothing at allâto prepare you for this moment. for how thick and long just one of his fingers were. you clench around him, eyes watering, breath coming in short gasps.
âtoo much?â he murmurs, watching your face like itâs the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
you shake your headâfast, desperate. ân-no⌠itâs just neverâ ahâŚâ
your hands clutch helplessly at the sheets underneath you.
he crooks his finger inside you and you clench with a whimper.
âhmmm? your tiny fingers never reached this far, huh? is that what youâre tryna say?â he tuts and pouts mockingly, âi dunno if it can even fit another.â
you gasp at the words, jaw dropping.
âno! âkuna, please!â
âplease what?â he drawls, slow and cruel, curling that finger just rightâhitting a spot deep inside you that nobody has ever been, making your back arch off the bed. he thrusts it in and out slowly, hitting that sweet spot every time he gets deep enough. âyou gotta be specific, baby. iâm not reading minds here.â
tears prick the corners of your eyesâhalf from sensation, half from frustration. his smirk widens.
âsay it,â he murmurs, dragging his thumb over your swollen clit in maddening little circles. âtell me you want two fingers. tell me you want me to stretch you open.â
your breath hitchesâyouâre trembling all over now.
and oh⌠the way his nickname falls from your lips so sweetly because you can barely get the words out? how could he ever deny you?
he leans down to press a kiss to your trembling stomach.
âthere we go⌠that wasnât so hard, was it?â
he slips in a second finger and you cry out.
it burnsâjust a bitâand you can feel yourself clenching painfully around them.
he shushes you, his touch soft and soothing. he kisses anywhere he can reach. your stomach. your hip. the inside of your thigh.
âdoes it hurt, baby? should i slow down?â
you shake your head with teary eyes, legs threatening to close around his hand.
it like too much and too little all at once.
âno! nghâ i- i just need to get used to themâ oh!â
your words die when he curls both his fingers inside you, hitting your sweet spot when he moves just barely.
he grins, pleased.
you feel so damn tight around his fingers. he has to be careful not to let his eyes roll back at the sight of you.
âyou want me to start moving them or do you need a minute, sweetheart?â he breathes out. you swear his voice is even raspier.
you try to ignore what the pet name does to you, your fingers reach for him desperately, needing something to cling toâhe obliges by taking your hand.
âyeah? you need somethinâ to hold, baby?â
âmghâ y-yeahââ you whimper pitifully.
âyeah what? want me to move or keep holding ya?â
your bottom lip trembles. âboth.â
âoh⌠mhm. thatâs my smart girl.â
he starts to moveâslow, deep curls inside youâand your whole body seizes at the sensation.
tears slip from the corners of your eyes again, and you squeeze his hand where itâs laced with yours like itâs keeping you grounded.
âyou feel that?â he murmurs, watching your face with dark fascination. âme stretching you open? filling you up?â
he scissors his fingers inside you to puncture his words and a broken noise escapes your lipsâhalf sob, half moanâas his fingers work deeper.
âthatâs right,â he coaxes, thumb brushing over your clit again in slow circles. âjust let go for me. take it. feel good?â
ây-yes! really goodâŚâ you moan.
and that little noise does him in.
he grits his teeth, hips jerking forward against the mattress on instinct. almost like he wants to replace his fingers with something much bigger.
âfuck,â he mutters under his breath, watching your puffy cunt clench around his fingers. âyou say that like you wanna make me lose control.â
your only answer is a whimper as he picks up the paceâdeeper, faster.
his thumb presses harder on your clit and your back arches violently off the bed.
âyou gonna cum for me soon?â he grunts against you, the squelches in the room sickeningly pornographic. âi wanna feel it.â
you feel something inside you threatening to snap and you nod.
âgood girl. you gonna cum and make a pretty face for me, hm?â
you can hardly speak. so you nod again.
he smiles at it. his pressure on your clit moves. you clench around him.
ây-yes! iâmâiâm gonnaââ
your hips stutter, thighs trembling violently as his fingers work inside you, relentlessly.
âthatâs it,â he grunts, voice rough with need. âcum on my fingers. let me feel how much you want it.â
you cry out his name as it hitsâa sharp, bright wave unlike anything youâve ever felt that crashes through your every nerve. your cunt clenches around him in hot pulses.
he doesnât stop. keeps moving those fingers through it all, drawing the pleasure out until youâre gasping for air and thrashing under him, glasses fogging, still gripping his hand.
only when your whimpers turn shaky does he finally pull freeâand even then, he drags them slowly across your clit one last time.
you shudder hard.
âlook at this mess,â he murmurs darkly, lifting his glistening fingers to show youâthen without breaking eye contact⌠he sucks them into his mouth.
your breath catches all over again.
he licks slow and deep like a fucking animal then smirks at the taste of you.
âsweet.â
âsukunaâŚâ you pant, scandalized as if he hadnât just been fingering you, moving your hands to push your glasses up.
he catches your hand before it reaches your face, guiding it back down.
âleave âem crooked,â he smiles against your neck. âi like you all messy like this. my pretty little nerd isnât so proper now, is she?â
you whimper as his weight settles over youâhot, heavy, unmistakably hard where his cock grinds against your thigh.
he drags a rough kiss along your jaw. âstill with me, baby?â
your fingers clutch his shoulders and you nod. ây-yeah...â
his grin is pure sin. or maybe thatâs how you see it with what heâs just done.
âgood.â
the way he looks at youâwith pupils blown and lips still wet from tasting youâmakes your cheeks flush all over again. your cunt still wet and sensitive and throbbingâand you canât believe youâre about to say what comes next.
âwait⌠iâ i wanna taste you too.â
he freezes.
his eyes widen and looks like heâs stopped breathing.
â...what?â he rasps, voice barely there.
you push up on your elbows, shaky but determined. âi want to taste you,â you repeatâsofter this time, but still sure. âpleaseâŚâ
he stares at you like youâve just ripped the world out from under him.
âfuck.â he laughs, runs a hand through his hair. âletâs save that for another day, yeah? let me get you cleaned up first.â
you pout.
but heâs already heading to his bathroom.
so much for post nut clarity.
maybe you should stick to not saying the first thing that comes to mind.
sukuna returns a beat later with a warm washcloth and a glass of water. he kneels beside the bed, helping you sit against the pillows. his touch on your skin is gentle. tender. you can barely meet his eyes as he works between your legs. heâs silent through the whole process, gently wiping, so tender it makes your chest hurt, handing you water to drink.
he tosses the cloth aside once heâs done and crawls into his bed with you.
your eyelids suddenly feel heavy. you hadnât realized how late it had gotten.
âcâmon. get some rest. donât you have an early lecture tomorrow?â
âuh huhâŚâ you mumble. he knew your schedule better than he knew his own. âbut youâre still hardâŚâ you yawn, eyes already fluttering shut as your rest your head against his warm chest.
âshut up, brat.â
he gently takes off your glasses and sets them aside. pulls you closer so your head is tucked under his chin.
he feels you nuzzle into his body and he canât fight the soft smile that tugs at his lips. he lets his arms curl around you protectively.
you let out a little sigh of contentment as you relax against him, feeling safer than ever.
he pulls you even closer, breathing you in, and eventually you fall asleep just like thatâtucked in his arms.
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Synopsis. Geto Suguru cannot love. Geto Suguru cannot long. Geto Suguru cannot desire to touchâand especially not a non-sorcerer such as you. Not in his past, his present, nor his future. Thatâs until a visit from the three ghosts of Christmas might just force him into admitting the one wish heâs been denying himself all these years: you. In his bed.
Pairing. Geto Suguru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!reader, cuIt leader!Geto, based on A Christmas Carol (2009), canon fix-it, takes place during JJK 0, three ghosts, slight angst, hurt + comfort, TIME TRAVEL, pIot, YEARNING Geto, forbidden Iove (youâre a non-sorcerer), feraI Geto, pĂşssydrĂşnk Geto, oraI (fem rec.), fĂngering, p sIapping, spĂtting, he's DESPERATE, overstĂm, DĂMBIFlCATION, manhandIing, matĂng presses, BRĂEDlNG, mentions of kids, overspiIIing, possessive Geto, mentions of the future, creampĂes, cĂşmpIay, confessions, second chances, getting together, HAPPY ENDING, pet names, swĂŠaring.
Word count. 14.5k
A/N. Happy holidays from Santa Tony!!
24th of December, Christmas Eve.
Geto Suguru couldnât love you.
But that wouldnât explain a single thing he did.Â
His templeâs red torii gates had a curse stationed upon either side to alert him whenever someone walked through it - those seeking his healing, yes - but one non-sorcerer above all. He couldnât explain that. Heâd ordered some of his association members to sweep that empty room just a hallway down his own on a daily basis, in anticipation of someoneâs visit - an anticipation of you, unspoken. He couldnât explain that.
He was currently seated at a long table with the closest of his association âfamilyâ discussing plans for tonight. It was the very day these last ten years had been leading up to: the day he was going to put an end to non-sorcerers.
Today, the most important day of his life. Humans, the most hated kind in his heart.
And yetâthere was one human in his mind.
You.
He couldnât explain that.
Geto runs a hand through his long silken hair, letting the edges curl around his fingers like tendrils of night. Swallow him up.Â
He remembers how, in middle school, he used to be a source of envy for boys and girls alike because of this very hair. Theyâd braid it. Theyâd pin flowers in it. He wonders where those little human classmates of his were now. Doing well? As much as a human could. Dead? Well, after tonightâŚNow he canât remember the last time he combed his own hair without Nanako and Mimiko gently sitting him down and doing it themselves, after a long while spent seeing their pseudo-father accumulate knots. Unsolvable knots.
Geto wouldâve cut it all off if it didnât mean looking in the mirror and seeing his father look back at him.
Then again, you did tell him you found his hair beautiful one time.
He lets out a subconscious sigh, and that seems to catch the attention of those around him.
âPaâI mean! Geto-sama, you seem tired.â Nanakoâs bleached hair quivers as she leans in concern, her painted lips pouting together. Her and her sister were the ones seated closest to him - on either side just like two arms. âYouâre starting to get, like, eye-bags and crease lines! You should just get some rest already-â
Just as Geto was raising his hand to wave off Nanakoâs worries with a smile- âItâs true, Geto-sama.â Her sisterâs speaking up. The darker-haired of the twins looks at him seriously, âDonât think we havenât noticed that you havenât been sleeping much these days. Are youâŚâ She hesitates, âAre you having second thoughts-â
âNever.â Geto says, firmly. âNever.â
She breathes out and he isnât quite sure whether itâs in acceptance or relief, âThen please remember that rest is important in any well-executed plan.â
âI donât believe I have given you any reason to think that I should fail in my plan?â Geto asks, his simpering smile spreading across his face.
And the reactions are instantâ
âNo! No please do not misunderstand me, Geto-sama.â Mimiko protests.
âYou would never fail us, Geto-sama-â
âI love you, Geto-sama~â
âWhat the twins say is true.â Miguelâs the only one to cross his strong arms across his chest, gaze piercing even though his perpetual shades. He levels a look down at Geto, âJust as we trust your leadership, Geto-sama, you have to trust that your family will be just as competent.â
Geto almost chuckles, âI know my family is competent.â
âThen let us handle the rest of it, Geto-sama!â Nanako pips up in determination, to which her twin nods fervently. âRight now all thatâs left is to revise your masterful plan- so you just get some sleep and weâll wake you up before itâs time for action!â
Their dark-haired leader makes a noise of weak dismissal, âBut-â
âWe promise we have it all covered!â
That particular sentence was followed by some passionate tones of agreement echoed around the room, drowning out Getoâs slight protest with ease.Â
He heaves out a meaningful sigh, he did admit that his eyelids were feeling heavier day by day. There was a fatigue he couldnât explain that had taken up permanent residence in his bones - it had become one with him. He admits that part of it likely had something to do with the sleepless nights spent poring over their battle strategies, but part of it seemed to stem from something else, tooâŚ
He just wished he knew what.
Geto shakes his head free of the thought, and hopes it looks like heâs just shaking his head fondly at his family. âYou allâŚâ And with only the briefest hesitation, heâs bracing his hands upon either arm of his chair and standing up. âOn Christmas eve, we will commence our widescale attack on Shinjuku including Tokyo Jujutsu High. You are to wake me one hour before the plan is to be executed, and not a single minute later.â
They breathe out sighs of relief, and Larue announces- âAnything for you, Geto-sama~!â
Geto Suguru takes one last glance behind him as he leaves the meeting room: the handful of sorcerers that he considered his true family. They pored over scraps of paper with his own neat handwriting displayed on them, reading through the perfect attack positions and hiding corners in Tokyo Jujutsu High. He would know.
They beam at him, and he canât help but crack an easy smile backâyes, maybe this truly was the way itâs supposed to be. They would wake him up.
In the next few minutes, Getoâs walking through the sprawling corridors of his temple. Quite the large building. Quite the ancient building. Quite the secretive building - even before a maddened cult leader had come to take residence in this place.Â
The well-polished wooden floors seemed to creak with invisible footsteps, and towering beams held up a gilded roof. It dappled soft patterns on a garden that was now desolate and dusted with the first frost of Christmas. Those specks of nothingness lifted with a winter draft, seeping in through the cracks of the floor-to-ceiling sliding panels. Seeping inside.
From the slices of the outside that Geto could see through the panel, he spots a singular paper red paper strip tied to a nearby pine. It was one of those long vertical papers that people wrote wishes on - your work, surely. Not many people came to this temple to wish.
All he has to do is reach his arm through the half-open divider to catch the flapping wishing paperâI wish for a peaceful new year for us all (especially the ever-stressed Geto-sama!!)
Geto chuckles, before his eyes dip further.
And may my love come true.
And then his gaze narrows.
Heâs not quite sure what that sudden stab of pain in his chest means - nor does he have the time and patience to ponder upon it, really. Pondering is what turns such things dangerous. Itâs best to leave some thoughts untouched, if you donât think about it then it hasnât happened.
Somewhat.
Getoâs tearing the wishing paper off the tree and tucking it into his sleeve, striding his way into his bedroom. The only time that he actually slows down is when he passes by the bedroom that had been allocated to you.
You were Shokoâs friend before his. And to this day, he still isnât quite sure what made you follow him to his doom that day of his defection rather than staying behind with the friends you always knew and trusted - and Geto Suguru hadnât asked, either. Heâs sure it was a long story anyways.
The only right heâd done by you was refusing to kill you.Â
At least until tonight, heâs not sure what will happen once his plans are thrown into motion - the eradication of all non-sorcerers, how sweet it had sounded when he first said it.Â
And it wasnât as if you were entirely oblivious to his schemes, either. You were an honorary member of his association, he supposes, and he knows that most members donât understand why you were here either. You had your own life. You had an office job. You had a family. You had connections with the outside worldâand yet, when the clock hit 5PM at the end of your shift and your friends all made their excuses to go home, the only home you went to was Geto Suguru.
He still didnât understand why. He would never.
Nor does he know why he peaks his head inside your bedroom with a knock at your door, a subtle smile spreading across his face at the vision of you on your bed and reading. âAm I interrupting?â He always said that non-sorcerers had a certain stench to them - that stench of weakness.
Heâs always found that he basks in your flowery scent.
âOh? Look who came back down to Earth.â Youâre looking up from your book and smiling - far wider and far brighter than he ever could nor would deserve. âI thought youâd be locked up inside that meeting room until New Yearâs.â
âIf we were then we wouldnât be able to carry out the plan.â Geto reminds youâour plan. As if you would ever concoct such a thing when it was entirely him.
âAh, of course.â You close your book and swing your legs to place your feet on the floor with utmost casualness. Staring at him for what feels like a lingering few seconds, before you finally sigh. He never wanted that sound of tiredness to leave your mouth ever again. âThen I suppose this might be a good time to tell you that Iâm leaving the temple. For good.â
He shouldnât feel as shocked as he does, âWhat-â
âOh câmon, Suguru.â Youâre still maintaining your smile, with a glint of exasperated fondness. But how could you just smile at him like that? How could you smile? Tone almost as if you were soothing a crying child and nothing more than that, âDonât look so shocked, we both knew this day was going to come.â
Was it him? Was it he who made you sound so exhausted? âI donât understand. The plan-â
âConstitutes that all non-sorcerers are to be eradicated for the betterment of jujutsu society.â You finish off for him, and heâs slightly taken aback by how youâve memorized his very words. Geto never realized how many mealtimes shared with you that he must have spent talking about this plan. He never realized. The smile on your face grows slightly sad now, âAnd I know what you see me as.â
What? He wants to demand, but the word never comes out.
âI shouldâve hoped that after ten years I- nevermind.â Youâre cutting yourself off and looking away from himâand he wants to tell you to continue. He wants to. But what right does he have when he canât even speak his mind freely himself? âI have never hoped to change you. Not then, and I certainly will not right now. But I canât stand to have my blood stain this temple.â
Youâre standing up then, and his hands reach out to you before his mind can fully compute why.
You donât seem to notice his abrupt movement, only rounding the bed and crouching down where your bags were in the middle of being packed. âWhen you succeed-âÂ
âIf I succeed?â
With your back turned to him like this, he couldnât make out the expression on your face as you continue speaking. He almost wants to walk up to you and turn you around to face him himself. âI only ask that it doesnât have to be you personally- send someone else to kill me off. Maybe Miguel or Negi. Iâll be in Sendai.â
He clenches his jaw, that very same outreached hand now clenching at his side. âYou wish to be killed by Miguel or Negi?â
âAny one of your family.â Your tone doesnât reveal a thing, and you speak as if a silent part of Geto hadnât been counting you amongst his family for a long, long time now. âJust not you. Not even one of your curses.â
âJust not me.â Geto repeats, hollow.
And, before, in high school he always did end up knowing the right thing to do. He always did end up knowing the right thing to say. He always did end up knowing the right thing to feel. Or, at least, what felt like it to him at the time.
But this Geto Suguru doesnât.
This Geto Suguru is more lost than he was at seventeen.
He turns his back to you as you were doing to him, he wonders if you can hear his silent movements. Gaze lowered to the polished wood underneath his sandals, âI understand.â He takes his first step out of the humanâs bedroom, it rings out emptily. Geto Suguru was never too good at goodbyes. âI will see to it that your final wish is followed.â
He hears your soft sobs follow him to his own bedroom.
.
.
.
Getoâs sleep is fitful and more painful than if heâd have stayed awake.
He doesnât remember the walk back from your room and changing into his softest robes, but he does remember hoping that by changing his clothes, perhaps, he could shed the weight that seemed to have settled in his chest. It doesnât quite work and he sleeps facing upright.
It hurts. It hurts.
At one point he wakes up wondering whether he should ask for Negi or someone to call for the associationâs healer. At another he wakes up with his tears plastering his cheek to the pillow and heâs not quite sure why, brain sleep-muddled enough that he thinks they may have been your tears. But you werenât here, and you will never be now.
At another point he wakes up and itâs all darkness.
Getoâs blinking his slightly swollen eyes at the void that doesnât need to blinkâwhat was the time? When heâd fallen asleep, the soft blush of dusk was still filtering in from his window - but right now it was darker than it would be at the pitch dead of night. Like a thick veil covering the outlines of his curtains, his furniture, his own self.
Did they forget to wake him up? Fuck- he hastens to reach out and slam a hand down on the cuboid alarm placed on his bedside table. Squinting at the darkness for a sign of those green digital numbers andâ
Nothing.
Geto sits up and claws at the darkness to grab that damned clock in his hands- stupid human junk. Heâs pressing every button on it that he can feel for and physically shaking it to get it to work. And yet, its dead clock face only seems to laugh and laugh and laugh at him-
âThat wonât work, Geto-san!â Comes a soft, boyish voice - almost a whisper, almost the soft breath of wind that he couldâve explained away as the sounds exhaled from outside his window had it not been for the way that every single hair on his body raises. Cold fear gripping him for the first time in ten years. And Geto stills. âTime is irrelevant here.â
Because he knew that voice from anywhere.
In a movement so sharp and so primal that it nearly gives him whiplash- Geto Suguru drops the alarm and faces the foot of the bed.
Before him stands a man- a boy, more like. And the moment he sets his sights on him, Geto doesnât know how he ever missed him.Â
This sudden ray of light in the night.
Grinning. Beaming.Â
Not only in his expression, but in every particle he was made up of. It was obviously not a person of this realm: body composed of what looked like a golden mist faintly shaping into the figure of a human, rays of light casting wherever he hovered, the flares of his existence flickering as if the darkness within Getoâs room was threatening to swallow him whole. In the hazy outline of his round face, Geto could see the warmest smile heâd seen in some time now. Other than yours. In his hand, he sees that thisâŚthing held an oversized candle snuffer made of brass.
Past that, he could only see the semi-translucent upper half of the boy, but he already knew that his feet didnât touch the floor. Didnât have to. And had it been anyone but who Geto knew him to be, then he wouldâve thought himself gone mad to think that this was some apparition and not a Special Grade curse.
Still, he uses his cursed technique to mentally summon every cursed being he knows - and finds that none appear before the ghost of Haibara Yu.
His entire body feels as though someone had poured ice-cold water over him.
Getoâs feet push him further and further up the mattress until he hits the wooden headboard, words coming out as if heâd just run a marathon. âYouâre-â Cutting himself off with a burst of his own cursed energy, as if to exorcise this being. âYou canât be-â
The boy only grins wider.
And Getoâs voice almost breaks, âYou arenât-â
âHave you forgotten me already, Geto-san?â Brief sadness flickers in Haibaraâs eyes - before heâs hovering closer to the other man, and Getoâs scrambling away from him like a madman. âI didnât think itâs been that long.â
âItâs been ten yearsââ And Geto Suguru has seen dead bodies. Heâs even seen dead bodies become reanimated with the help of jujutsu. But this was Haibaraâyoung, grinning, happy Haibara with his soft eyes and his softer heart.
The Haibara that heâd welcomed with an over-the-top party on his first day at school. The Haibara that heâd share his rice with when it was too much. The Haibara that he remembered that last conversation about sweets with before his final mission. Haibara that lay cold and dead on Tokyo Jujutsu Highâs examination table.
Geto was twenty-seven and Haibara was still sixteen.
That bowl-cut of his just the way he remembered - but when has he ever looked this much like a child? Or maybe itâs just Geto whoâs grown up. âItâs been ten years and youâre not supposed to be here. Youâre not supposed to be here. Youâre not supposed to be alive-â
âAnd I am not, Geto-san.â Haibara smiles sadly, and the other man wonders just why he made others make that expression. In every route of his life, in every realm.
The golden figure floats away slightly, and Geto lunges after it- âWho summoned you-â
âNo one.â
âWhich human practiced the occult-â
âNo one.â
âWhat cursed technique then-â
âNo oneâs, Geto-san.â Haibara finally utters, just as patient as he remembered him. He floats around the corners of the room as if inspecting, âI am no oneâs son.â Placing a hand on the wall that Getoâs room shared with yours, âSomeone is crying here, Geto-san.â
Something wounded within Geto twitches, and he finally bows his head. He finds that he was kneeling on the mattress - when did that happen? When did his voice grow to be such a tired, dreary thing? âWhat do you want from me, Yu?â
âSo you do remember me!â The boy gleefully laughs, hovering a full lap around the grand room before coming to a stop before the grim-faced man. And Geto almost wants to askâhow could he forget? It was hard not to look back at Haibara when he peered up at Geto in such a way, âI am the ghost of your past, Geto-san.â
âThe past?â He asks, growing more and more confused by the second.
âYour past.â And before Geto knows it, the younger boy has one warm hand clasped around his. Feeling like the soft fan of early morning sunlight on his skin, he tugs Geto to his feet and leads him in the direction of the doorway. âRiseâand walk with me.â
Where Geto was sure theyâd be walking out into the hallway of the temple, he blinks as they step through the door frame and finds himselfâŚin another room entirely.
It was one that wouldnât have looked out of place in any school, really.
Your average seats and desks. Your average windows. Your average mediocre artwork lining the walls. Your average human students that buzzed and flittered about in a way they only could when the teacher was out.
He gasps, swivelling behind him to find that the door to his bedroom had disappeared.
And in its place was an open classroom door, kids whizzing by in the corridor.Â
The only reason that Geto even knew that this was his middle school was because of the tiny version of him, with his feet propped on the desk like a king. Chair balanced on two legs. Handsome face raised into the air. Shoulder-length hair in the hands of one of his classmates. His father hadnât been too far off when he claimed that his son would be popular, and it was quite the regular occurrence for him to be called out for confessions by both boys and girls - not that he paid too much attention to these fleeting emotions.
Not that heâŚ.
âI knowâŚâ Geto breathes out, barely even a whisper. Thereâs a knot in his throat that no amount of swallowing can deter, âI know this placeâŚthis was my old middle school.â
âYour lips are trembling.â Haibara observes, not unkindly. And as Geto turns away from him with his mouth tightened, the boy-ghost swiftly hovers to the other side of him. âAnd what is that? On your cheek, Geto-san?â
âNothing.â He grits out, the back of his hand coming to swipe at his wet face. He hasnât cried like this in ten years. Not this much. âThereâs just something in my eye- itâs always so damn stuffy in this place.â
âDo you remember your days here?â The spirit asks softly.
âRemember?â Geto almost chuckles, âI live a thousand deaths reliving them.â
âThen lookâŚâ Haibara looks back and forth between the past version of Geto Suguru and the current. âI donât remember you ever being so red, Geto-san. At least, not unless you were in the presence of her-â
They both peer at the old version of him.Â
âShush, Yu.â Geto bites out, moving even closer to his flush-faced self. âIâŚI donât remember myself being so red either. Who wasâoh.â
His heart drops.
In a sea of faces, there are only a few that one can recognize at first glance.
To Geto, yours was right there at the top.
You were the one - undeniably the one - seated behind him. You were the one with your smaller fingers weaving through his silky hair and dividing it into sections. You were the one with an armful of flowers that you were carefully placing.
You hadnât even been in his class-
âIsnât young love sweet?â Haibara floats closer, pointing at the younger versions of yourselves: you, chattering on nervously as you fill the silence while braiding Getoâs hair, Geto pretending through a blush that he was registering a single word you said.
Humming absent-mindedly along, voice higher than Geto ever remembers it being.
Geto looks at him in question.
And Haibara always answers, âThose sweet middle-school memories you had? You can thank her for those- as you can thank her for many things. She wasnât in your class, noââ And Geto wonders whether he can read his mind, â-but she did come to you at every lunchtime without fail. A friend of a friend. You two were friends by chance. You remember now, donât you?â
His mouth parts, âIâŚI do-â How could he ever have forgotten?
âAnd you remember the day she left?â Before Geto can stop it, the background dissolves once more- except, itâs the same classroom. The same set of students. The same him.
It might as well have been the same day had it not been for one glaring absence - you.Â
And it was clearly affecting the Geto in the memory, as well. He seemedâŚdimmed. He had his head resting in his arms on the table, looking up alertly any time the classroom door openedâand then pushing right back down any time it wasnât you. No one talked to him.
Geto looks away.
âItâs the first time youâve been so upset, right, Geto-san?â Haibara questions, his eyes lowered with emotion. âLoss is something youâve had to face from a young age, and I apologize-â
âYou donât need to apologize.â He almost snaps, looking back at the scene. âHer- what happened to her?â
âFamily moved. Guardianâs promotion to Tokyo.â The spirit replies simply, âIt was a sudden endeavor, she didnât know it herself until it was time to leave.â And then Haibara cracks a sheepish smile, âIf you thought you were upset, you shouldâve seen her.â
He pleads, âBut why didnât she tell me-â
âWhy didnât you ask?â Those large eyes stare at him - once they were a beautiful brown, probing. Now they were golden. Now they were asking why he didnât take the time to probe you, to know you, to even know what middle school youâd gone to-
âI didnâtâŚI didnât remember-â Getoâs breath hitches, he felt the tears coming on once more.Â
Haibara wraps an arm around his dark-haired friendâs shoulder, âItâs understandable. It was just that summer that you discovered your cursed technique, Geto-san, I wouldnât blame you. And you shouldnât blame yourself.â He then attempts to put his arm around the other manâs shoulders, but ends up floating right through.
âI want to leave.â He whispers, and Haibara looks at him curiously. âShow me something else. Please.â
Haibara nods, but he looks at the past memory once again. âPoor, poor boy.âÂ
Geto doesnât know which version of him heâs talking about.
The golden spirit then reaches down to clasp Getoâs hand once more, now trembling and pale. âCome onâŚletâs see another past.â And Geto feels his surroundings melt away into nothingness and something entirely new once more
This time when he met you for the first time.
Well, when he met you again for the first time.
ââand this is Geto Suguru.â Shoko gestures towards the black-haired boy, slightly loose in his uniform. Ah yes, Geto remembers that sheâd been the one to conduct the introductions between him and you, her best friend from her Tokyo middle school.
And he could see it only now, that slight sparkle of recognition in your eyes.
Mixed with the vagueness of something else the second heâd stuck his hand out in a fresh new introduction.
Something sad.
âPleasure to meet you.â The past version of himself purrs, hair not pulled back in a bun as it had come to be in his second year. This was just a few months since heâd started at Tokyo Jujutsu High, he remembers, and the greenery of the campus grounds had never looked more lush. Everything had been alive those two springs. âIeri here has talked a lot about you.â
âAll good things, I hope.â Youâd managed out a smile, and now he wonders how.
âOnly.â
Shoko wrinkles her nose, âDonât get caught up with this one, when he breaks your heart Iâll have to break his nose and Yaga would give me detention for that. Donât wanna break my streak just yet.â His past self protests, though his current can only bitterly chuckle at the truth.Â
The short-haired girl then catches a flash of blue and white in the corner of her vision and groans, âAnd here comes the other one. Heâs almost worse and will definitely hit on y-â
Theyâre flicking through more memories, remnants of such.
Youâd hung out with the three of them sporadically after that. Geto sees the party theyâd thrown for the first-years, Nanami and Haibara. Geto sees parts of missions he canât rememberâand then parts of a mission he can. The Star Plasma Vessel. Geto sees his last moments with Haibara, and when it looked like the spirit of his dead friend was about to stop on one particular moment where heâd first seen Haibaraâs dead body- Geto reaches out and shakes his head.Â
To which Haibara had smiled sadly and kept going.
Ultimately, they stop on a busy road in Tokyo.Â
It was here that a younger him, donned in all black and keeping his head lowered, was weaving against the crush of the crowd. Step by step. Heartbeat by heartbeat. Unsure which one was the harder feat to accomplish.Â
Geto knew this moment. But he doesnât remember it being so dim in this memory.
There was a trembling in his lip that heâd never noticed as Geto walked away from jujutsu society that day, walked away from his one and only best friend.
âAre you The Strongest because youâre Gojo Satoru? Or are you Gojo Satoru because youâre The Strongest?â
It was a long walk alone.
At least, until heâd bumped intoâŚyou.
âWatch where youâre-â The current Geto hovers nearby, seeing the exact moment that you look up and let your eyes widen in recognition. And as Geto turns to step aside and keep on walking- youâd reached out and clasped him by the fabric of his sweater. âWait- wait, Suguru?â Itâd been some time since heâd started spiralling, since youâd all hung out together - but you wouldnât mistake that face for the world. âWhere are you going looking like that? Why do you look soââ
Sad.
Geto now realizes itâs what youâd been trying to ask.
Instead, youâre questioning. âAre you alright?â
But heâd turned back to you with only a dead smile. âWhy wouldnât I be alright?â
âI donât know- Shoko told me youâve just been a littleâŚâ You trail off, and heâs sure youâd been briefed well enough by your friend. Holding up the snacks in your hands. âIâm actually going to meet her right now, would you like to come with me?â
âIâm afraid not today.â He tilts his head, turning to leave once more.
But you hadnât let up- gripping his soft fabric again. âWhere are you going?â Perhaps feeling that youâd simply been asking too many questions, you blurt on. âActually- it doesnât matter, just take me with you!â
To this day, he doesnât know why youâd asked to come with him. Itâs what led to this in the first place.
He turns to Haibara with his mouth open in a question-
âWhy?âÂ
Geto snaps his head to his past version, he doesnât remember this part.
âWh-what?â You ask nervously.
âWhy?â The younger him repeats.
âBecauseâŚâ And his ghostly self was on edge awaiting your answer, knowing the him in this memory was far too much of a mess to remember. The metallic packets in your hand rustle as you squeeze them tighter, âBecause it looks like you could use something to eat.â
He wants to reach out and touch youâhe does. But his hand passes right through you, and Haibara clasps it instead.
âIt is now-â He starts, his soft sibilance. â-it is here, that I leave you.â
âWait-â Geto clamors forwards as the other man reaches for the candle snuffer that had been in his other hand this entire time, fingers gliding right through the mist of his body as he tries to stop his friendâs spirit. Perhaps to bind him to him. âWait a minute, Yu-â
He only smiles sadly, âWe will meet again, Geto-san.â
âNo-â Geto feels his throat run ragged, âBut there are so many more things I need to tell you- so many more things I need to ask youâdid you suffer then? Are you suffering now? Please know that Iâm sorry-â
âWe will meet again.â
âYu, donât leave meââ He cries, âI miss youââ
âAnd just as I miss you, every candle must go out some time, Geto-san.â The top of Haibaraâs bowl cut disappears beneath the brass, the only thing that one could see of him was his smile. He attempts to embrace him, but his arms go right through him. âEverything good and painful must come to an end.â
Darkness.
.
.
.
Light.
Blue.
Aquariums.
Itâs the only thing that Geto sees at first, and though he canât see it - he can feel the scorching summer sun basking down on him. It covered him entirely and birthed a glow behind his squinted eyelids. Gentle, at first, though slowly growing more painful the longer it lingered on his skin. Like a kiss grown too fierce.
Push and pull, the sighs of the waves.
When was the last time heâd been to the beach?
âNot in about ten years, stupid.â Oh.
Now that voice was harder to pinpoint than Haibaraâs had been, though nevertheless striking a wound in him that he thought heâd bandaged up quite well all those years ago. It seems he wasnât quite well at licking his wounds after all.
Geto hastily blinks his vision back and takes in the sight of none other than Riko Amanai before him. It was like a vision.
He remembers it all: the Okinawa beaches, the aquariums, the sound of a gunshot. The same black hair in pigtails. The same school uniform. The same wide dark eyes of hers that danced with mirth. The only start difference now was in the way she held a flaming torch in one hand, casting fiery shadows on the whirling aquariums around them. She wasnât quite the candlelit vigil that Haibara had been, though something about her seemed muchâŚgrander than he remembers her being. As if heâd shrunk before her.Â
Getoâs eyes shift from her glowing figure to the taller woman next to himâah, he does remember that she had a caretaker with her. Though her name he cannot remember.
âMisato Kuroi.â The older woman speaks, and even now she seems so much wiser than him. Was he getting close to her age? She shoots him a wry smile, âThough I do not blame you for forgetting, I bet you not to speculate my age.â
âM-my apologies.â He utters out.
âHaaaaah?â Riko drags out in a disbelieving tone, her eyes going wide with surprise. âWhaddaya mean youâre just gonna apologize like that? You were so much more fun back then- hmpf, now youâre like an old man-â
âRiko-san, please.â Misato begs.
And Riko quietens down, though she does not completely stop her grumbling. And though Geto might have been somewhat stunned into silence at first, he canât help but plant a palm down on the girlâs head and ruffle her hair. Was she always this tiny? âNo no- sheâs right. I have become an old man as of late, havenât I?â
Riko turns away from him with a harrumph and a string of muttered words.
âWhatâs that? Could almost hear ya.â Geto teases.
And she responds slightly louder, in a slightly choked-up tone. âAnd youâve gotten all those dark circles and worry lines! You just look so tired- hmpf, old man.â
âIs that so?â Geto playfully asks, but he looks up at Misato whoâd been examining.
âIâm afraid to say sheâs right, Geto-san.â Misato sadly replies with a slightly bitter smile. âThese ten years have been hard for you, havenât they?â
He feels something clog up in his throat, and instantly looks away.
Itâs Misato who first breaks the silence - still seemingly the only adult in the room, even after all this time. How ironic was that? âBut thatâs exactly what weâre here to help with, arenât we, Riko-san?âÂ
She places both hands on the shoulders of the girl with the torch, and lightly nudges her forward. âI guessâŚâ The little girl sighs, looking at him meaningfully. âWeâre the ghosts of your present. We represent peace, love, and the presentâyours.â
Peace and love? Geto has the sudden thought that his present likely had none of that, though he keeps it to himself. Heâs sure they can read his mind either way. âTake me wherever you want then, spirits.â
Riko and Misato look at each other.
Sheâs then raising the curdling torch as high as her arm could reach, casting an oasis of yellow on the glass of the aquariums around them. AquariumsâGeto has memories of those during his time on Okinawa. His first and his last.
âTouch the glass.â Riko announces.
And Geto doesnât waste a second of his present.
The moment the edge of his fingertips rests on the cold glass, it feels as if heâs drowning. He canât see. He canât breathe. He canât feel anything but the wash of water down his entire being as though a shower that had burst, as though heâs standing underneath a waterfall, as though heâs being dragged through a pool of cold water and ending up on the other side.Â
He gasps as soon as the water trickles away and he can finally take his breath.
âWh-what the hell was that?â He sputters out, still feeling the faux water in his lungs. Looking down at himself to realize that not a single inch of him was actually wet- âThat was the most unpleasant feeling-â
âOh shut it, old man.â Riko interrupts, âAnd look.â
âLook whe- oh.â All he has to do is look up to know where he is. If his middle school classroom wouldnât have looked out of place in any other school, then this particular one wouldnât have looked in place anywhere but in Tokyo Jujutsu High.
It was the second yearsâ classroom.
Open space. Blackboard. Scuffed floor. Where the last remnants of the sun melted over the horizon and bled through the open windows, casting a glow on every wooden chair and desk. Ones that he was sure had his name doodled on some of them, along with a few more salacious drawings from his youth.
But Geto isnât searching for them right now, he lets his eyes stay only to the man seated on the chair closest to the window. Legs propped up in a way that heâs surely gotten told off for before, balancing the chair on two feet as he looked at the sunset outside.
Gojo Satoruâs sadness was palpable even with his blindfold on.Â
âSatoruâŚâ Geto takes a step forward, but there almost felt as though there was an invisible screen between the two of them. And he could not go any further.
Misato held him back with a kind hand on his shoulder, âKeep watching.â
Gojo rests in his contemplative silence, and he doesnât know whether heâs seen his best friend brooding such as this ever before. WellâŚother than on the day he left. There was such sadness about being The Strongest.Â
Thereâs a soft knock on the door and the three beings from the other realm turn to see Shoko there. Her dark circles heavier than ever. âI see youâre taking your teaching duties with utmost seriousness.â She deadpans.
âWhy, you know~â Gojo starts off. Before the smile falls from his face and he turns to the window once more, âHeâll be here tonight.â
âHe will.â
âAnd the students-â
âYour students will be fine.â Shoko reassures, walking up to her longtime friend. She keeps a desk between them and takes a seat, gliding the tips of her fingers down the shaky engraving of her name on the wood. The empty desk stood loudly between them.
âI know.â Gojo sighs, âItâs not them.â
âThen?â
âItâs justâŚâ And Geto has never seen the Gojo Satoru trail off a sentence, Geto has never seen Gojo Satoru struggle to put something into words. âItâs just the students that we were-âÂ
Shoko waits patiently for his answer, and so does Geto.
But the only thing that Gojoâs doing is to bark out a laugh, so bitter. âHow did it come to this, Shoko? What a way to spend Christmas eve.â
âSatoru.â Shoko looks away from her best friend, reaching deep in her pockets for a cigarette. Each occupant in that room right now startles at the sound of her phone starting to ring, and she looks at the screen before walking away. âYour students need you.â
A second knock rings out, and Geto only needs to hear his soft, stuttering voice to know that itâs that Yuta Okkotsu kid. Him and his curse.
His fists clench.
âTouch the glass, Geto.â
He does, and the scenery melts.
Whizzing past glimpses and gazes into the lives of the newest set of first years at the school, and then the association members right now who were planning pillage.Â
Until finally they stop. Itâs the same sunset that reaches out through windows that are much narrower and of a darker wood than beforeâŚand yet a completely different room. He recognizes it to be the ones at the rooms of his temple, and never realized just how much more dreary they were in comparison to the sprawling windows at Tokyo Jujutsu High.
More specifically, he realizes heâs in your room.
Bags packed. Closet empty. Youâre staring out the window.
Like a little lark aching to break free. You have your phone held against one ear, wearing nothing but an oversized t-shirt that might have once-upon-a-time been his and a pair of underwear that makes his face heat. âYeahâŚyeah, mhmâŚI know. I donât think that itâs something I regret, Shoko.â AhâGeto doesnât think that heâs surprised itâs Shoko on the other end of the line. He knew that the two of you still met up occasionally, though you were always good at keeping the place of his hideout secret. âYes, I would choose to go with him all over again.â
As you walk through your room youâre running your hands through the flat surfaces and crevices. Slight shadows of the items that had been here, you thumb over them sadly.
âNo, you donât need to pick me up- I can take a taxi, I promise.â You slightly chuckle, he doesnât think heâs heard you laugh like that in a long time. âOf course Iâm coming to see you first, who do you think I am?â
You stop before a stash of snacks you always had to share with some of the association, to share with Geto.
âI canât wait.â
âWhat are we doing here?â Geto quietly asks, though he knows why.
âKeep listening.â Misato insists.
Youâre turning your profile slightly to the side and ohâŚyou have never looked more beautiful in his eyes. Even with the slight swelling around your eyes. âWhy I did it?âÂ
Geto feels his heart race.
âBecause I love him, of course.â
Geto feels his heart drop.
He wanted to reach out to you.
He wanted to hold you.
And youâre sighing as if the weight of a thousand lifetimes had just been lifted off of your shoulders, as if you hadnât just uttered a sentence that had slid the world out from underneath his feet. You turn back to your feet and say, âI honestly think Iâve got everything covered but I need to buy your Christmas gift still andââ
And it just sounds like everything is underwater now.
Geto turns to Riko in a panic- âBut I didnât even touch the-â
âDonât be greedy, old man.â She knits her brows and pretends to be cross, before breaking out into such a sad smile. âItâs time, Geto.â
And before Geto knows it, sheâs lunging forwards and wrapping her arms around him in an embrace. He doesnât feel it, and he doubts she does either, considering the way her otherworldly arms seem to glide right through him.
But to him, itâs enough.
âThank you, Geto Suguru.â Riko whispers, audible even above the pressure of bubbles and water and something mystical roaring in his ears. It increases and increases. It swings his body around. âFor everything.â
Misato pats him the same way on the shoulder, âYou will do great, Geto-san.â
He looks up at the two with tears in his eyes, movements slow as if he was engulfed in a bathtub right now. âThankââ
Before the glass seems to shatter, and suddenly he can do nothing.
Darkness.
.
.
.
Light.Â
But the sort of light grey where it was the sun peeking out tentatively through the clouds as though a harried mother with a lantern: knocking on doors, calling out in garbled vain, seeking help from anyone that could help her find her missing son.
But heâd been long buried.
Geto Suguru stands before a grave.
He doesnât know which cemetery this is - certainly nothing in Tokyo, nothing near where heâd buried his parentsâ bodies himself. Just as he had killed them. It seems rather to be some sort of unmarked patch of land, where even the memories of souls went to die. Deader than dead. Darker than night. Done deal.
He looks around in alarm and finds that he wasnât alone, beside him but unknowing that they were: Gojo Satoru, Shoko Ieri, Masamichi Yaga, and you. All of you with the surroundings to your eyes swollen and the whites within all red.Â
He could tell you all had been crying.
Yet another tear slips from behind Gojoâs mask.
Youâre sobbing into your hands.
Gojo rests an arm around your shoulder and brings you soothingly to him, to which Geto canât believe that he feels that stab of selfish jealousy. He wants to touch you. He wants to touch you. He wanted to touch you.
Heâs wrenching his eyes away from the tragic sight and surveying his surroundings - it really was a dead place. Dreadful. It wouldnât have been made more joyous a setting had it been a birthday celebration thrown there instead. Behind the solitary tree in the distance that stuck out like a spindly hand from the ground was Nanako and Mimiko, watching the procession hidden.
He wonders why they wereâbehind him, a hooded figure.
Nothing but a shadow grown from his own. He could see no face, he could feel no emotion, he could feel no warmth. So this must be the ghost of his future.
Even in the distance, he could smell the metal tang of mortals without cursed energy milling about with their lives. Humans.Â
âSpiritâŚâ Geto rasps out, somewhat shocked that his voice was working in the first place. âWho is the man lying in this grave?â
Thereâs a sudden crash! of thunder as if the sky was collapsing in on itself. Thereâs a sudden gale of wind as if the world itself was howling in laughter at his question- and Getoâs thrown against the sheer force of it, just as the hooded figureâs skeletal hand stretches out and points directly at the emotionless gravestone. Blank.Â
Words write themselves into the stony slab, in a script that only Geto seemed to be able to see - for no one in the funeral procession moved an inch.
It writesâ
Geto Suguru.
âNoâŚâ Getoâs voice leaves him. He whirls around to face the masked figure, âItâs me- itâs meâand yet, why show me the memories of my past and present if I am to die? Why give me false hope that I may change?â
And with another clap of thunder, the rest of the writing reveals itself.
Born: 3rd of February, 1990.
âI am not the man I was-â Geto seethes, feeling as though his sanity was starting to slip him. The spectre doesnât show any sign of hearing his pleas, he fights against the icy winds. âI am not the man I once was and I demand you answer my one question- are these the shadows of things that may be? Or the shadows of things that will be?â
Until the storm trundles its last line.
Died: 24th of Decemberâ
Geto feels his blood run cold.
Tonight. He was to die tonight.
He blinks again and none of you all are here, the only thing that greets him is the sight of the ground splitting up where his grave was meant to beâopening up for him. A gaping abyss. A maw of death. Its splintering reaches the tips of his very feet, and the dark-haired man stumbles precariously- struggling not to fall inside-
A bony hand on his shoulder steadies him. Death-cold.Â
Geto looks back slowly as the ghost of his future tugs back on his hood.Â
To reveal the spitting image ofâŚGeto Suguru. His mirror reflection, if a little more menacing, with a strange line of stitches decorating the top of his forehead. It was himself.Â
And it was he who pushes himself into the grave.
He who sees the shreds and snippets of more grief, and new students, and a pink-haired boy with immense power much like his, and a shutdown in Shibuya, the deaths of his daughters, something a far greater danger than he was, you running into Gojoâs arms once heâs unsealed, more grief, grief, grief, grief, death, death, death, death, death.
Darkness.
.
.
.
Light.
He wakes up in a cold sweat to the light of the hallway, Nanako and Mimiko who had arrived to wake him up in time for his attack.
The first thing that Geto Suguru does after waking up from death is hug his daughters long and tight and promise them that everything will be okay. The second thing he does is cancel his plans to wage war on all non-sorcerers.
The third thing he does is run to your room.
.
.
.
Youâd walked all the way up to your door with your packed bags when Geto Suguru had flung it open.
Your eyes snap down to the creaking door hingesâyou were sure youâd locked it shut earlier in the night. Unsure you could handle more of this very man you loved walking inside.
But here he was.
Towering at your door frame.
Heaving hard enough that this breath tickles your face.
Looking as if heâd just seen a ghost-
âS-Suguru?â You ask with bated breath, and heâs snapping his eyes up to meet yours in an instant. The pure animal thrill that runs down your spine barely even has the time to register before Getoâs predatory body lunges towards you-
Your bags are on the floor.
Your knees are hitting your bed.
Falling backwards with Getoâs feverish body on top of yours.
Pouncing on you like an animal thatâd just cornered his prey, gasping straight into the crook of your neck. He noses down the column of your throat and driiiiiiinks you in, mouth watering at the mere scent of you. âPlease-â Itâs a garbled, choked up groan that sends zaps of electricity straight to where your pussy was growing wet. âPlease let me-â
âYesââ Youâre breathing out, heart hammering at your chest. You weave your fingers into Getoâs sweaty black locks like all those years ago, âYes yes yes-â
âFuck.â And he flinches as if your very confirmation sets his entire body on fire.
Rapid, ravenous fire. In absolutely no time, Getoâs shoving you further up the bed with his pawing hands and spreading your shaky legs wide open.
You never realized he was just so strong until you had both of Geto Suguruâs roughened hands pinning your thighs to the mattress. Unmoving even a single inch with him. Merciless.Â
You were in this cute lilâ skirt that youâd thrown on right before leaving, and heâs rip-rip-riiiiiipping it straight off of you with absolutely no care or concern as to whether the noise would echo out until the other association members would hear.Â
Throwing it somewhere over his shoulder, heâs pinning your shifting hips down and shoving his pretty face nose-deep into your clothed cunt. âM-mmmpf! Suguru-â
âWanted to do this for so long.â He rasps out, voice just a slightly higher pitch as if he himself couldnât believe it. Geto isnât using his tongue on you immediately, heâs sticking the prominent line of his nosebridge between the crevice of your cunt and simply spending his time sniffing at your wet pussy.
Just so filthy.
You gasp as you feel the cold breeze of him taking in your dewy scent and groaning at the perfume of it. âWh-what are you-â
âWanted to do this for so long.â Merely repeating, youâre then shut up by the vertical sensation of his nose rubbinâ up and down that sopping slit. Aaaaaall the way from the bottom to the top where your throbbing clit was. Letting the sheeny wetness of your juices seep right through your panties and drench him already, âFor so long for so long f-forââ
And then a speck of your slick falls into his mouth, and the very first time Getoâs tasting your pussy heâs stuttering. Voice breaking.Â
The Geto Suguru who could hold speeches before the tens of thousands in his association without a hitch - he was tasting your pussy through your drenched underwear and going absolutely speechless. Thoughtless.Â
Simply moving on pure animal instinct as he bites down on the thin fabric with a snarl- tearing right through your panties to get to your naked pussy. Exposing it all for him to see and admire and spit down on.Â
Exposing it all for him to lean down and press a hot, open-mouthed kiss on topâmwah!
Once.
Twice.
Thrice.
And the fourth is what it takes for Geto to reach his limit and shove the tip of his pinkish wet tongue between your swollen pussylips. Like two more puckered lips kissinâ him back, Getoâs moaning primally at the back of his throat the moment he feels your tight hole start to squeeze himâso tight that he might not even fit-
âWanted to f-fit inside so badly.â He gasps out thickly, drool glimmering down either side of his lips. You almost have half the mind to ask whether Geto Suguru was pussydrunk already, âAlways dreamt about fitting inside your pussy like this-â
âF-fuuuuck, Suguru.â Youâre whining, back throwing in the air into the perfect curvature.
And Geto only holds down one side of your hips and keeps you pinned down to his face, using your bouncy flinches to fuck your pussy back down on his face. âAlways wondered how tight youâd squeeze me. Always wondered what itâd f-feel like to have you ngh- wet on my face like this-â
âYou seriously have the filthiest mouthââ You gasp, blinking down at him through your tears. âWhat do you even mean âalwaysâ-â
âAlways.â He emphasizes, leveraging your hips down to drag against his attractive features. It leaves a snail-trail of glittery slick that drips down the point of his nose- and Geto feels your velvety walls clench down on his tongue in resistance one last time before heâs fishing his tongue back out.
Making you shiver with the sudden emptiness, youâre just starting to miss his hot girth inside of you before his fingertips come back downâsmack! Soothing over the sting that makes you yelp, he hisses out as if the strike had hurt a part of him as well. âAlways beingâŚâ You wait for his answer with your heart thundering at your throat (and your pussy). â-since I ever even knew what eatinâ out a pussy was.â
âOhââ Youâre blubbering out stupidly when Geto ruthlessly pulls your pussylips aside with his two fingers.
Stretchinâ your hole out to take his fat tongue with absolutely no practice- merely letting his slimy crown slip inside before bashing and bashing every inch of your walls he could reach. âAlways wanted it to be- hah, you- your pussy.â Getoâs blabbering out between every rapidfire thrust of his tongue, grunting between every breath as if moving away to even breathe was painful. âRidinâ my face just like this, mmmmm.â
The most lecherous slurps! and sounds kept on pouring out of you - ones that you didnât even know were possible for you to make.Â
It rings out in the cozy bedroom like a backtrack that he wanted to record as his favorite song - his girlâs pussy. âYeahhh, always wanted to get that pussy oâ yours to speak up tâme- heh.â Pistoning your tight channel with his rugged tongue, âAlways wanted to let my tongue speak fer itself. Always wanted to memorize all your pussyâs sweetest spots just right.â
Just then youâre hiccuping as he swabs a spot besides a particular bundle of nerves, making sobs clog up in your throat. âO-oh, Suguru!â
âYeah- always wanted to have you moan my name like that, ngh.â Grumbling out, the tips of his long canines end up snagging on your tender folds and making you sob. âAlways wantedâfuck.â
A pin-pricking sensation that made you gush out in even more arousal against his face, drenching him all the way down to the bedsheets. âSuguru, I think youâre getting exactly what you wanted-â
âNot quite.â He growls out, and your mind gets thrown into a frenzy by the sheer amount of vibrations travelling up from your treacly cunt. Geto stares you deeply in the eyes with his dark, dilated pupils as he finishes offââIf I could have it exactly how I wanted it, then every man before me would be here and watching just how much I ruin you, gorgeous.â
The very tip of his flexible tongue just grazes your g-spot and makes you cry out, âYouâre almost there- a-almost there, just a bit to the left-â
âI know.â Geto grins - and you can feel it against your sopping wet lips. âYou think I didnât read up on this years before?â
And in absolutely no time, Geto has his tongue plunging back out of your snug channel- though, not without a few more pushes nâ pulls that leave you reeling. Almost as if he couldnât bear to part with his greedy maw with your pussy just yet.
Before completely spittinâ on your cunt and shoving two of his slender fingers inside your hole.Â
Itâs a direct hit. Gliding all down your walls before youâre finally ending up with the cult leaderâs knobbly fingertips pushinâ down on your g-spot as if it was nothing but a cute button for him to toy with. âIâve always wanted to eat this fuck- pussy of yours out, and you think I didnât do a little bit of reading up?â Heâs gurgling out, lips plastering onto your clit. âOf course I did- of course I did.â
âYou did you didâ!â Youâre whining out, your jaw dropping straight down to hit your chest with the way he had you fucked stupid with his fingers.
And he seriously did.
His honed digits were drag-drag-draaaagging viciously back and forth, letting the curves of his joints massage your velvety walls whilst he hit your nerves constantly like a target. âAlways wanted to be the best this cuntâs ever- ngh, kissed. Always wanted t-to mark my spot out so you can feel me messinâ up your pretty insides even when mânot eating you out. Always wanted to eat you out until Iâve lapped every other man away from inside you-âÂ
âY-you donât have to worry about them, Suguru.â You gasp out, face twitching with pleasure when that only makes him plunge and pull his lengthy fingers even harder in response.
And Geto knows youâre simply talking about anyone else simply in response to his own words - but that doesnât stop the irrational stab of jealousy. He attempts to fuck you dumb, but youâre stubbornly digging the feels of your feet into the sheets and bucking. âYou donât have to worry about a single one because-â
âBecauseâ?â
âTheyâve never made me cum.â
Oh.
Oh.
And youâve never quite felt anything like the way that the utterly ruined look in Getoâs eyes made you feel. A zap of something carnal shuddering down your spine.
Before Getoâs tugginâ his hand back to pry aside your soaked pussylips- before heâs pursuing his now-swollen lips and spitting- before heâs filling up every single orifice inside of you by thrusting back in not just two, not even three, but four of his incredible fingers.
Youâre shrilling out at the stretch that makes you see stars behind your lids, pupils swirling within the whites of your eyes.
And Getoâs dark brows knit together, a thin line of sweat trailing between them as he gluttonously stares down at the way your hole was just stretched so wiiiiiide-wide-wide for him. âFit.â He spits through a growl, âFucking fit-â
âSâgoing inââ Youâre mewling out, your head throwing back into pillows that were now drenched with your sweat. âOh- oh my god, itâs going in-â
âWant it to.â Geto echoes out broken fragments of his usual mantra, âNeed it to- Iâve been talking sâmuch about what I want, but this is what I need.â He just sounded so desperateâa man begging with his shattered throat.
Heâs lavishing his tongue down along the slit of your pussy and rollinâ sweetly over your clit- making the sharp bolts of pleasure shock you into taking him inch by solid inch. Only faintly aware in his mind that you were struggling to take his sheer size, âAlways wanted you to take f-four of my fingers. My lucky number. Always wanted you to fit all of my- ngh- dickââ
âWhaâs that gotta do with fitting four fingers, Suguru?â Stupidly questioning, your head lolling from side to side as he ruts from within.
And for that your naughty pussy gets a gooood spank.
âHow else would you fit my cock inside if you canât even fit my fist?â
And was he fitting hisâno, youâre finding out that that was all just a tactic to disarm you into looking down. Into locking sights with your glistening wet pussy in the exact moment that Geto Suguru shovels all four of his fingers inside with just the loudest, most lecherous sound.
Heâs on your cunt immediately- lapping up every stray bead of slick that sprays out of you, sliding his puffy lips down your slit and at your gooey orifice where you were taking his mean fingers, gluing âround your clit and sucking.
Getoâs handsome cheeks hollow around that sensitive nub and you sob, pushing his sweaty bangs out of his face. âSh-shit- Suguru, I donât think mâgonna last too longâŚâ
To that he doesnât even answer.
Only increasing his sloppy ministrations until you can barely even keep a grip on his hair-
His free hand reaches out to hold you down onto his scalp- almost as if he was telling you to go wild using him. âYou want me toâŚâ He merely nods at your wobbly question, nose crinkling in carnal amusement at the surprised look on your face. Grabbing two handfuls of Getoâs long, beautiful hair youâre using it as leverage to properly fuck your honeyed cunt back, back, back into him. âPlease- p-please let me cum-â
As if heâd do anything but.
Anything but eat your pussy out like a madman. Drilling every inch of his fingers inside you and swervinâ those calloused buds around and around. Smoothing out each tiny crevice. Bruising them. Letting them memorize the pattern of his unique fingerprintâ
With a few more vulgar strokes, youâre finally toppling over the edge of your high. âCumming-â You sing out, your bed creaking in synchronization with the way you were rutting back needily onto his face. âCumming cumming cumming-â Chasing your high.
âMmmmââ Getoâs purposefully moaning around your clit and making your body shake with your orgasm. âAlways wanted-â
âYes yes yes-â Hiccuping through your tears, your heartbeat thumps away in your ears. It felt like every droplet of blood in your body had amplified and suddenly you were about to burst with pressure.
âAlways wanted to-â
Tears roll uncontrollably down your cheeks at the way he somehow managed to strike your g-spot precisely during the peaks of your orgasm- making the waves of bliss last longer and overtake you. âYes- keep going keep going-â
âAlways wanted to make you cum a second time in my mouth.â
You gasp, âWhat?â
But the only answer youâre getting is Getoâs strong arms manhandling you deeper against his face and lashing his slick-glazed fingers into your deepest depths. Zig-zagging inside. Scissoring two by two apart so your cuntâs stretched out like never before.
These prolonged digits were just so stretched in your dewy juices by now that it made it easy for Geto to move them back and forth at a blurring pace. âAlways wanted it-â He gasps, that sinful mantra again that you knew didnât bode well for your sanity. âAlways wanted to have you o-overstimulated enough that you- mmm, cry.â
âBut I already am-â
âOverstimulated enough that you canât even remember your own nameââ
âOh, fuckâŚâ You whimper.
Though you were slowly getting there with each ravenous rut of Getoâs digits. As heâs pinning you down and fishing your most delicate spots with his fingers, you feel those spit-slicked lips of his wrap around your clit. âAnd you only hafta- mmm-â He groans out against that sensitive nub, the mushy tip of his tongue drawing out what seemed like an obvious âG.S.â on your clit. â-remember my name- because sâwhat youâll be taking, anyway.â
And you donât even realize that youâre crashing right into your second high of the night until Getoâs eyes seem to light up. A soft chuckle leaving him-
âAlways knew you could do it.â He fingers you ruthlessly through that one, too. Puckered fingerpads ending up at your g-spot between each wave of bliss, almost glued there. âAlways knew- fuck. And whatâs your name, gorgeous?â
âM-my name?â Youâre babbling out eyes dazed and merely taking the oncoming pleasure.
âMhmmâyour name, gorgeous.â He spanks your clit with his free hand, âNow.â
âI canâtâŚâ Pouting out in a way that he just found too cute, âI canât seem to remember-â Your mind was truly hazed, sparking uselessly and registering nothing but the feeling of his fingers and mouth. Just too good.
âOh, youâre dumbified alright-â He titters, finally letting go of your treacly cunt once he feels your high bate. Geto removes his mouth with a soppy mwahhhh- âMy poor girl canât even remember her own name- sâalright, Iâll teach you.â
You squirm, âY-you will?â
âYeah.â Geto pins your restless hips down and raises himself - face all flushed and lacquered with a clingy few layers of your sap. It dribbles down the edge of his chin as he kisses you firmly on the mouth, âSay it wâme now-â
âMhmââ
âMrs. Geto Suguru.â At least you would be in the future heâs creating.
Oh, he was just mean. And youâre whining helplessly into the kiss when he bites down on your lower lip with his sharp canines, blubbering some jumbled repetition ofââM-mrs. Geto- ngh, Suguru.â
âMy good girl.â
Geto pulls away and finally starts shedding the rest of his clothing- to which you motion to try and do the same for yourself, but heâs merely stopping your hands then and there. Then and there teeeearing down that t-shirt of yours that was really his, and unhooking your bra with a single motion behind your back-
âS-seriously, whatâs gotten into you tonight, Suguru?â Youâre gasping out as the cold night air hits your exposed body and makes your nipples harden.
Heâs placing two singular kisses on both your tits before answering, âLetâs just say, mmm, I saw the future.â
âSaw the future?â You gape - could someone really get this pussydrunk? Maybe heâd actually gone madâŚâSuguru, are you oka-â
âNo.â Taking care of the robes that heâd worn to bed, youâre realizing that Geto wasnât wearing underwear once he discards of that singular soft layer. And it wasnât exactly a secret that Geto Suguru was positively chiselled - you knew that sort of vigorous strength and agility training that he did. Had to do.
So it was not much of a surprise to you once you see his firmly toned pecs, flinching slightly at the cold. His washboard abs. His meaty thighs. His Herculean body that was covered in a thin film of sweat that made him look almost otherworldly.
Youâre not even done gawking at the muscular rest of him before a sudden glimmer of creamy precum makes your gaze drop down toâŚhis cock.
Standing upright.
Rock-hard and veiny.
The most furious red shade on his tip.
The excess of his precum coating him nâ all his veins in a glistening sheen.
The slightest tufts of messy black at his base, from which Getoâs greedy balls throbbed. He was so hard that it looked like it physically hurt. That globular tip of his smacked the front of his abs and left a splotchy wet smear that you almost wanted to lick away, and youâre mindlessly reaching forwards to do so when-
âAnd did you know what I saw in the future, gorgeous?â Getoâs gruff voice startles you out of your little reverie, making you shake your head ânoâ. He then places two hands on your hips to drag you down the bed and meet his toned hips, âWell- heh, I canât really tell you that yet, my girl. But Iâll tell you what I didnât seeâŚâ
Your mind was absolute mush and youâre trilling. âWh-what was that, Suguru?â
âYou. Pregnant.â
He puckers his red, thickened cockhead against your hole. Slightly rutting against it like an animal.
âSo how about we fix that?â
And then heâs pumping in just the first inch of his thiiiick reddened cock, making your plush hole stretch out into the same wide âoâ that he was fucking your cunt into. His bulging tip. The meanest kiss.Â
Geto feels the hotness of your pussy clench âround him and grooooans, letting his head fall in front of him to cover the two of you with his inky black hair like a curtain. âO-oh.â His entire heaving body wracks with shivers, as if merely the first feeling of your cunt broke him. Goosebumps prickle across every inch of his skin. Cock pulsating inside you a mile a minute. âFuck, your pussyâs so good. Your pussyâs so good I almost forgot how badly I wanted to do this-â
âDo whatâoh.â The words are barely out of your mouth before Getoâs hands are on you.
Like never before, heâs gripping your thighs so hard that itâs almost painful. Feeling his neat crescent nail marks embed against your skin, âPut youâŚâ Geto trails off in his gruff tone, breath hitching any time he was half-rutting inside. Just probinâ with his swollen erection, âIn a liiiiittle something called aâŚâ
âIn aâŚâ But you already know what heâs trying to say.
Because Getoâs strong arms are on you in an instant. Flexing and bulging any time heâs moving you âround as if you were nothing but a ragdoll.
He rests both your tired thighs on top of his broad shoulders, tapping one of them on the sides. âLock those ankles fâmeâŚmmm, good.â Bending you all the way dooooown in half until your joints pop with pressure and the caps of your knees are hitting your tits. âBend all the way like thaaaat- in half now, in half.â
âI am I am-â You hiccup. And though he hadnât even bottomed out, this made Getoâs blushinâ tip stab deep enough that you nearly feel him in your throat.
Just fucking and fucking and fucking you.
Quickly, sloppy ruts just to fit himself inside.
With a low chuckle, heâs lacing both hands atop your sweaty crown. âMhm- and fuck- yâknow what this is called? Always wanted to put you in one of these, gorgeous- yâknow it? Itâs called aââ
âM-mating press.â You mewl out.
And Getoâs roughly stroking out a thrust that makes you see stars, âAnd who taught you that, hm?â Heâs hissing out between clenched canines, something in his tone that sends shivers down your spine. âSome other man put you in one of- hah, these?â
Your eyes nearly bulge out of your damn skull, âN-no, never! Thatâs not how I-â
âFuckinâ good.â He rumbles out, leaning down to catch your lips in a sultry, sultry kiss. But Geto was just feeling so mean at this very moment that heâs snagging your lower lip with his teeth and dragging. âAnd it better stay that way because Iâm the one thaâs been wanting to breed this pretty pussy for so long-â
âI know, Suguru, I know.â You sob outâtears freefalling down your cheeks faster than you could even register them due to the sheer size of him - and the fact that your sultry pussylips couldnât stop simply suckinâ him in. âFuck youâre going in so deep- c-can almost feel you at my-â
âCute lilâ womb, right?â
And youâre hearing Geto Suguru bottom out inside you before youâre actually registering it using your muddled brain. Itâs with the sloppiest squeeeelch! that all his veiny nine inches are sucked up to the bottom of your pussy.
All of him throbbing inside you.
The very lining of your cervix is being banged by his rounded red tip, drivelling out slick deep at your core. âH-hehâŚâ Getoâs letting out a drunken giggle, somehow angling his hips so that his pointed cockhead moves in circular motions. Making you feel him eeeeeverywhere in your awaiting womb, âI hope you know that Iâm a jealous man, my girl.â Heâd be damned if he let any other man fuck you full of his cum first. âAnd Iâve claimed this pretty womb first.â
Your jaw drops, âLike youâve always wanted to?â
âLike Iâve always wanted to.â He grins, something so sleazy that you never thought youâd see on his pretty, pretty face.
And without hesitation, Getoâs dragging and dragging all the way back out toâŚpull out?
Youâre opening your eyes in confusion, your disappointed noise barely out of your lips before Getoâs fully thrusting back in. Red tip to thick base.
Again. And again. And again and again-
Heâs fucking into you like a madman, simply pointed swipes of his cock trying to find your sweetest spots. Itâs with no issue that heâs stretchinâ out every line and crevice along those soft walls of yours, letting the sheer thickness of his shaft rub up against your nerves.
The patterns of his veins sending white-hot stars sparking up your spine, tears beading at the corners of your eyelids. âYes- fuck, it feels so good.â
âMmm, you like that?â Getoâs gasping out, the edges of his kiss-swollen lips twitching up into a smirk. Heâs almost immediately getting his answer, however, by the way your sopping wet pussy only seems to glisten out in even more wads of slick.
Slipping in miry ribbons down the slit of your cunt and getting smeared on his thick base. He drawls out, âYeahhh, f-feels good, doesnât it? Ngh- Iâve always wanted to hit this pussyâs cervix. Iâve always wanted to let this womb of yours know that Iâm gonna be the one to breed her all fullâme.â
Because god fucking dammit he mightâve seen the worst possible outcome of his entire life in his future, one that he himself had barely even entertained prior. But fuck- if he isnât going to do everything in his power to make sure that he makes of his future what he wants it to be.Â
If he isnât going to make sure that he has you in it.
And if a little bundle of chaos with his hair and your smile was in the picture as well, then, that only made his daydreams all the more sweeter.
Fuck, he never realized how badly he wanted it.
A babyâto fuck you so full of his baby. Heâs pinpointing every single spot inside you with his massive tip, more and more of the black-haired manâs precum escaping from your hole by the second.
Almost unthinkingly, Geto lifts a hand off of your scalp and grunts- âDonât think of running now, gorgeous.â Before bringing his slightly roughened palm down the front of your core, resting right over where his thick tip bulged your pussyâs walls. Your cervix. Your womb. âFuck- Iâve always wanted- here-â
âWhat was that, Suguru?â Slightly taken aback at how the ever-eloquent Geto Suguru was having a hard time keeping his sentences coherent.
He presses down firmer above your stomach, feeling himself as he sinks iiiiiiiin and out of your cunt. Almost slowing down until you could feel every sensual texture of his cock, âRight here.â The pressure was almost incredible with the addition of his hand, âRight here- sâthe spot. Iâve always wanted to fill you up until every woman, man, person, animal in-between could take one look at you and know what Iâve done to you.â
âO-ohhhh my godââ Whatever little response was on the tip of your tongue is instantly being swallowed up by your uncontrollable moans.
Escaping out of you whenever Geto funnels his achinâ cock harder, deeper, more sinfully in. Escaping out of you when Geto simply reached over and pinched your poor neglected clit.
He doesnât feel a single inkling of regret as he tug on that cute lilâ knob between your pussylips whilst he fucks you, âIâve always wanted to see what youâd look like with my- ngh, cum spilling out of you because your poor pussy canât take it. And have others try to imagine what it looks like.âÂ
âThereâs already so much-â Youâre wailing out at the feeling of such heaps of syrup splosh out between your legs as if a waterpark.
And Getoâs taking just one look between them and snickering to himself, âEven more, gorgeous.â The way he said it made you realize that it wasnât just a promise - to him it was a challenge. And he was ploughing right on, âSo much more- so much more. Enough to end up with you all round and glowing and theyâll know that I did it. I filled you up like that. I did it I did it I did it-â
âSuguru, p-pleeeeaseââ
âThey need to know that youâre mine.â He rasps out, his pinkish divot ending up shot straight against your g-spot. Hitting that particular area of sensitivity perfectly, âYou were mine then. Youâre mine now. And youâll be mine in the future.â Your cunt suffering from the brutal slashes of his mushroomy tip after each word, the breaths between spaces being filled up with his accurate thrusts. âAnd if I fuck you pregnant thatâs all theyâre gonna be thinking about, isnt it?â
Fuck, it almost felt like he was going insane.
With every word out of his mouth, with every gluey wad of pre he was emptying out into your womb. Not only did that glimpse into the future make him want to avoid itânow he simply couldnât have a future for himself if it didnât include you, his daughters, and this all-new addition to the Geto lineage. He wonders who his third daughter would take after more.
âH-hope sâgonna be your pretty eyes and your smile- always wanted a daughter with that beautiful smile.â Geto muses out, holding you even tighter in this mating press. It felt like all the blood was rushing to your head, and you could feel your stomach starting to spark with an all-new high.Â
âOh please-â You start to sputter out, âSuguru, mâgonna c-cum again soon-â
âSo do it then.â He certainly wasnât gonna stop you - especially not after that old wivesâ tale he heard that the wife had to cum, too, in order for a baby to be conceived.
And Geto wasnât taking any chances here.
He was twisting his fingers even more fervently on your clit, and bashinâ your g-spot so many times that youâre sure itâs starting to bruise. âI know it- I just know it.â He babbles on, more pussydrunken than ever. âI just know it, gorgeous, if mâever seeing my future again then itâs gonna be with youââ
âSuguruâŚâ You mewl tearily, feeling a lump at your throat where his rounded tip seemed to be plummeting straight through to your lungs.
âYou and my three daughters. On Christmas eve. Around the Christmas tree. Opening up presents we wrapped the night before-â Just as he imagines it, his strawberry-red tip spurts out a few warm ribbons of slick that splosh! around your channel. Keeping his hand pressed to your womb and humming, âWith another one on the way, hm?â
You gawk, âY-youâre insatiable.â
âThat I am.â
And Geto doesnât even realize the way his body instinctively pours out reverse cursed energy into yours to keep you from fucking breaking underneath his strength.
From fucking passing out as heâs rutting ferally harder and harder.
The bed groans heavily at the movements of his hulking body.
Leaning in so close now that you could feel the skin of your face start to perspire because of his breaths. Getoâs forehead pressed against yours, Getoâs cocktip pressed against the end of your cervix âHope sheâs gonna love her pretty momma just as- haaaah, I do.â
And then youâre crash-landing into your high without warning, without any signal from your own body that you were going to do so. It zips through your veins at lightning speed, completely taking over your brain until it felt all fuzzy and fried.
Toes curling.
Back arching.
He fucks you through this nth high of the night just as sinfully as he did with all the others - just as perfectly. Somehow swabbinâ your gooey crevices right on time with the peaks of your euphoria, he manages to pump his plump tip towards your g-spot and your womb at a dizzying pace.
At a pace that leaves you cockdrunk.
Your body twitches with the twinges of pleasure, sobbing. âPlease-â Youâre wrapping your arms around Getoâs neck, pushing his inky locks slightly to the side. âI love you too, Suguru.â
And thatâs all it takes for Geto to also grit his teeth and let his throat rip with a guttural groan as he finally cums. Exploding out in white-hot pleasure and in the gooey white wads that occupy the space within your tight cunt. There was simply so much of it that you didnât know what to do with yourself, his loooooooong miry ribbons splashinâ against the roof of your cunt and dribblinâ down every orifice possibly inside you. âFuck, donât even say that.â His voice was octaves higher by this point, completely maddened. âDonât evenâoh, donât even know what you do to me.â
âIâve always wanted to tell you.â Youâre taking his own chant from him.
And that only makes his heavy balls throb even harder, as if he was emptying out all his ivory syrup and still wished there was more.
Despite the constant overflow from your hole, a sheeny circle escaping down your thighs and gluing the skin together- at least, it would have had it not been for Getoâs fingertips scooping up that slick glaze and pushing it back inside your cunt.Â
The doughy tips of his fingers curl against your elastic hole and make you shiver- still so sensitive from your ongoing high. Not that Geto even hesitates before putting his all into fucking you through his ownâpounding every wad of his seed inside you. His cock glazes with even more slick, making slipping inside you even easier. âGonna be the fuckinâ death of me.â And he titters to himself as if there was a joke there that you didnât entirely understand, âAnd I would ask for n-no sweeter death, my girlâŚâ Was that a tear running down his cheek?
Youâre pressing your forehead to his, eyes fluttering shut. You still shook with the tremors of your orgasm, but still managed to keep your tone even. âIâd never ask for that, Suguru.â
âI know.â
Outside, it was a dark night greeting the 25th of December.
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24th of December, Christmas Eve (one year later).
âHurry hurry, all according to planâ!â Your voice calls out across the cozy Tokyo apartment, slightly muffled by the pile of gifts you carried that was as tall as you.Â
Getoâs taking one look at your teetering self and chuckling, âHere- let me take that from you, gorgeous.â As handsome as ever. A Santa hat on his head.
And though you admit that it was an incredible relief to your arms to have your husband take the burden of the gifts, you canât help but sweep a glance over the apartment. Pondering out loud about all the other tasks that were supposed to be done before 7PM- âBut, Suguru, let me! You worry about getting all the stockings ready-â
âAlready stuffed to the brim, my girl.â He winks at you, and you suddenly feel too hot underneath your appallingly ugly Christmas sweater (it had been a gift from Yaga, how could you not have worn it tonight?)
You raise a suspicious brow, âEveryoneâs? Ours, Nanakoâs, Mimikoâs, and the babyâs?â
What a spoiled little girl! Only three months old and already having a Christmas stocking larger than her own self, Geto wants to say - but doesnât. He knows heâs just as guilty as you in spoiling your three daughters, âOurs, Nanakoâs Mimikoâs, and the babyâs, and Satoruâs- you know how he gets when he sees candy thatâs not for him.â
âYouâre right.â You agree, âAnd what about setting the table-â
âDone.â
âGetting the twins to clean their rooms-â
âDone.â
âFinishing decorating the Christmas tree-â
âDone.â
âOh! How about finally setting that letter of confirmation for your post as new teacher at Tokyo Jujustu-â
âDone. Done. Aaaaand done.â Geto smiles, setting the gifts down underneath the table in a way that seemed so effortless. It must be the training, how unfair! When heâs standing back up again itâs with an arm thrown around your shoulder, the both of you admiring the twinkling lights of the Christmas tree youâd set up as a family.
Its lights sparkled like miniature suns, like candles from a night unforgettable. Customized baubles of marine animals and ocean-blue. The portraits of friends and family lost. âWeâve done everything, gorgeous. Now we only wait for them to get here.â
âItâs beautiful, Suguru.â You respond, and he only pulls you closer.
Resting his cheek against the top of your head, âI know.â
Nanako and Mimiko were still getting ready for the Christmas party and you knew you had to fetch them soon before the guests got here, you knew you also had to wake the baby up from her nap to get her into the Christmas festivities with everyone else, you also knew you had to check on some of the fruit tarts right now, you knew you had to congratulate Geto properly on finally earning his position as a third-year teacher at Tokyo Jujutsu High after many examinations and meetings with the elders. After many days spent proving his change.
It had been tough, you admit. In many ways.
But you were here.
But, for now, you two simply bask in each other.
Youâre not sure how long it is before the doorbell rings and youâre forced apart.Â
âWe shouldâŚget the door.â You say.
âMhm, we should.â And he kisses you.
âSantaâs kissing mommy, totally gross!â Nanako calls out as she passes the two of you, finally finished getting ready and heading to the kitchen to snag some desserts before it was actually time.
Mimiko follows with your cooing third daughter in hand, âDonât look unless you want your spirit of Christmas to be scarred for life.â She tells the near-infant seriously.
âCome now, you two.â Geto sighs, shaking his head like the father he was.
Youâre giggling softly up at him until the bell rings once again- before immediately starting to get rung at an annoying staccato. Gojo. Then immediately stopped as if someone had just smacked his hand away from the bell. Shoko.
And you already knew by the two hefty sighs that Yaga and Nanami were there, too.
Stifling your giggle, you and Geto walk up to open the decorated front door. Both of you opening it in unisonâ
âMerry Christmas!â
A/N. Awww I just rewatched this movie the other day and it was too sweeeeet. Hope all of you are having a joyous season regardless of whether you celebrate or not <33