The One & Only Real Me Myself and I

I'm going to start this post. I most likely want finish it tonight. I got enough meth to keep me up another day so I might just get finished with it.

I finally got sleep with this girl I had huge crush on for years. I knew her well enough and long enough to say that I did love the girl. Ill even say was very oh so close to being in love with her. It wouldn't have taken much.

I knew her for years. She had gotten strung out on meth and had turned into a prostitute and dope hoe last 5 or so years. I had known her before she had gotten strung out. She came by one and tried to sell me pussy. I hugged her gave her the money and took her back to where she was staying.

I cared to much about her to put her in the position where sex was just a job to her. Something she had to do not something she wanted to to do. What I can say guys, I honestly loved the girl and couldn't treat her like a hoe.

I didn't expect her to pay me back or ever come back to see me again. But it was my birthday weekend. It just happened she called and needed a ride. She found out it was my birthday and called her ex boyfriend aka custumer to get some money for herself.

This particular custumer had moved her in with him and gave her $2000.00 a month to live with him and kept paying her until he was almost flat broke. When he left her they both were homeless. She was staying with her family and friends. He just completely disappeared.

She called me and I was off work so I went picked her up and was trying to help her out again.