tell me the truth pt.6 [jungkook.7]
pt.1 // pt.2 // pt.3 // pt.4 // pt.5Β // pt.6
a/n: this is a little bit of filler, but it will make sense later. hope you enjoy :) pt.7 will most likely feature some jealous kookβ¦and the much requested sexy timeβ¦.
Jungkook stood before you as you studied the room.Β
It was mostly white and you were sensing a theme that ran throughout the entire facility.Β
He was silent as he watched you maneuver around the room in observation. This room was so much different than the one you shared at home. It seemed more personal than the dull grey of your familiar surroundings and you realized he didnβt have to hide himself here.Β
There was little furniture, the large bed being the main component, but the gun rack along the opposing wall was magnificent. Minus a few automatics, the wall was completely decorated with handguns of all sizes.Β
βI kind of collect them.β he commented as your hand brushed against the stock of a small and ancient looking revolver.Β
This was all so new to you.Β
β[y/n].β he called for you as a golden firearm caught your eyes.Β
Your head turned and saw him sit on the edge of the bed, hand resting beside him, beckoning you to join him.Β
βWe need to talk about a few things seriously.β his voice was quiet and you got anxious at his tone.
Nodding slowly, you walked and joined him on the edge of the downy bed. It suddenly felt awkward in the room as Jungkook seemed to be calculating what he would say next.Β
βActually, I have a question.β you mumbled and rubbed the back of your neck. The thought had been bothering you for some time now. Jungkook tilted his head in concentration, signalling you to ask away.Β
βBefore, when Yoongi said he wanted another fun night, what was he talking about?β When they had been joking about the possibility of you being a prostitute, he had mentioned it.Β βI know you spend a lot of time here, should I be concerned?β your voice was sad, but you were trying to act like you werenβt upset.Β
Jungkook was shaking his head furiously.Β βThat was a joke, a horrid one at that, but nothing like that has ever happened.β he assured you, placing a warm hand on your thigh.Β βThe boys arenβt like that.βΒ
βOkay, now that Iβm no longer torturing myself imagining you with another woman, you can tell me what you wanted.β you sighed, relieved.Β
βWell,β he was having a hard time getting the words out.Β βI basically want to tell you more about myself.β he smiled and you could tell he was nervous.Β
You wrapped your fingers around the hand on your thigh, pulling it to rest in your lap as you smoothed your thumb over it comfortingly.Β βSorry, itβs just, no one other than the guys know these things about me and even they donβt know everything.βΒ
βI love you.β you reminded him and he huffed through his smile.Β
βI love you too.β he replied.Β
βIβm just going to jump into it.β he said and you waited for him.Β
βI told you earlier, my parents died when I was a young boy.β his eyes were focused on the hardwood floor.Β βI was recruited because I had nowhere to go and nothing to lose.β you squeezed his hand in support, not even able to imagine how scared he must have been as a little kid.Β
βThe others, the men you met just now, they were like me. They didnβt have any ties to society and needed a bed to sleep in.β You watched his features and noticed a nostalgic glint in his eyes as he remembered the past.Β βThe man who started this business died shortly after we were all kind of grown. He was an amazing mentor and trained each one of us.β he smiled thinking about the man.Β βHe was the closest thing I had to a father figure.β
βIβm the youngest here and I think he saw something different in me.β he confessed. Your thumb continued to soothe his smooth skin.Β
βI was the most improved and would push myself so hard.β he shook his head in regret.Β βI fought the other boys as they became envious and as my pride grew. I was a fool.β his smile transformed into one of disgust.Β
βI ran away, thinking I was too good and tracked down the man that murdered my parents in front of me.β a single tear ran down his cheek and you were shocked. You had no clue what he had been through and you wished you had known sooner.Β βI thought I was invincible and ended up with three bullet wounds and innocent blood on my hands.β he sniffled, but ended up shedding more tears against his wishes.Β
βIt was an older woman.β he revealed.Β βShe came out of nowhere and I murdered her.β his hand was trembling in yours and you joined him in crying. You hated seeing him upset with himself.Β
βThatβs why I can never be good.β he declared.Β
βThatβs why I returned to the agency and trained harder. I never told the guys, afraid I would be kicked out or cut out for harming an innocent life.β he wiped his eyes, the worst of his story over with.Β βThatβs why,β he inhaled sharply, still affected by his tears.Β βI hunt down as many bad people as I can.β his eyes met your for the first time. They were raw and true.Β
βI-is there any possible way that my father can be spared?β your voice affected from your own emotion.Β
Jungkook simply shook his head.Β βI canβt let him live.βΒ
βWhat has he done?β you asked, afraid to know.Β
βThe more appropriate question would be, what hasnβt he done?β disgust on his thin lips.Β βHeβs a ring leader. Heβs the reason hundreds of innocent lives have been lost. He kills anyone who gets in his way and all he cares about is business ties and the money.β You sensed there was more he wasnβt telling you. Although, Jungkook had been keeping one hell of a secret from you for a while now and you were none the wiser.Β
He turned to face you before rising from the bed.Β
βDo you understand the severity of you knowing what it is that I do?β he questioned.Β βThe others are probably already planning on what to do with you if this,β he motioned between the both of you.Β βdoesnβt work out.βΒ
βI would never tell anyone about you.β you reassured him, slightly frightened by what he told you.Β
βNot willingly.β he cocked his head, eyebrows raised and eyes squinted in concentration.Β βYouβve never been tortured by someone like myself.β He stalked over to you and you found yourself inching back onto the bed. He bent down so he was inches from you.Β βI would be able to get you to spill information.β he breathed against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.Β βIn minutes.β he nipped at the skin of your neck, startling you. You couldnβt help how aroused you were at the thought of him, which made no logical sense considering what he suggested he could do to you.Β
Pacing over to his prized weapons, he tinkered with a few. You were becoming anxious as he remained silent, thinking.Β
Reaching for a monstrous silver revolver, you noticed his smirk.Β βI got this from Namjoon as a gift for my first kill. Well, what he everyone thinks is my first kill.β he corrected himself as his eyes faltered before aiming the gun.Β βItβs a Smith & Wesson 500 Magnum.β he informed you before spinning the cylinder, the metallic clicking sounding through the room.Β βThat soundβ¦β Jungkookβs grin was one of satisfaction.Β
Placing it back in its spot, he walked toward another section, grabbing the gun your attention had lingered on earlier.Β
It was gold with black grips.
βItβs absolutely beautiful isnβt it?β he asked as he admired the piece.Β βI saw you eyeing it earlier.β You smiled at him and nodded.Β
βItβs pretty.β you stated, not knowing exactly what was special about it, but it made Jungkook happy.Β
βI got it from my mentor.β he educated you.Β βItβs a Desert Eagle .357 Magnum.β It fit perfectly in his hand and he ran his empty hand over the golden frame. In the next second, he was aiming it around the room and you came to the conclusion you could watch him do that all day.Β
His muscular arms firm as he raised and lowered the gun into his sight. Β
βCome here.β he commanded and you obeyed, legs a little shaky.Β
Inching closer to him, you were nervous as he held out the gun to you. You didnβt know what to do and stood before him.Β
βTake it, it wonβt bite you.β he chuckled.Β
βMaybe not, but it could shoot something.β you were worried, but his smile only grew.Β
βNot unless you pull the trigger.β he waved the gun, waiting for you to take it.Β
The metal was still warm from his hand once you held it. Your hand was limp, not sure how to hold it. Jungkook snickered before turning you around and wrapping his arms around you in such a cliche way. If it wasnβt for the firearm in your grip, you would have been able to focus on the way his taut chest felt against your back and the way his rough palms felt juxtaposed to the smooth backs of your hands.Β
βLike this.β he breathed against your neck and you couldnβt help but think he was somehow getting off on this with the way he sounded. His voice was sultry.Β βYour arms have to be unyielding.β he whispered against the hair behind your ear.Β
βIβm going to let go.βΒ
Youβd think he was teaching you to ride a bike.Β
His hands tightened over yours before he released you, stepping back. You kept the gun pointed at the wall he had aimed you toward. He circled you and admired the view.Β βYou have no idea how hot this is.β he added and you blushed.Β
So Jungkook had a gun kink? Was that even a thing?
Gaining confidence, you lowered the gun to study it more. It was very clean and you figured Jungkook probably put a lot of time and care into them.Β
βAim it at me.β Jungkook requested from behind you.Β
βWhat the fuck? No!β you yelled at his ridiculous demand.Β
βDo it for me, baby.β his voice was lustful and you knew he was doing it to get to you.Β
What the fuck was this boy into?
βWhat if I shoot you?β you asked, trying to convince him you were scared.Β
βWeβve been over this, it wonβt fire unless you pull the trigger. So,β his hands were on your hips, turning you around.Β βjust donβt pull the trigger.βΒ
βYou can do it.β he persuaded you.Β βI want you to aim that gun at me.βΒ
βI-I donβt want to.β you gulped, but it felt like he was hypnotizing you.Β βIs it loaded?β
βPoint the barrel at me.β he ignored you. With shaky hands, your arms were rising.Β βThere you go.β His eyes were dark and glinting as he watched you. What the hell was he doing to you?
You stared at the man you loved down the golden chamber.Β
There was an immense amount of adrenaline rushing through you as your lover stared at you sensually.Β
He flashed those beautiful teeth before he was running for you. When he grabbed you roughly and spun you, your reflexes kicked in and you fired the gun. The blast of the gun rang in your ears and you were terrified.Β
βOh my god.β you were shaking as Jungkook held you.Β
βDonβt worry, youβre fine.β he reassured you, his hand confiscating the gun.Β βIβm okay.β
βWhy did you make me do that?β you were upset.Β
βBecause,β he walked toward the rack to put the gun away.Β βI needed to make sure you could do that.βΒ
You lowered to the floor, knees too weak to hold you up.Β βWhy would I ever need to do that, Jungkook?β you asked, jaw shaking with the amount of adrenaline overwhelming you.Β
He ignored you as he straightened his shirt.Β βWe should join the others, theyβre probably curious if you shot me.β he smirked, but you werenβt in the mood.Β
βIβm going to need a moment.β you sighed and he nodded and watched you as you breathed deeply, trying to slow your heartbeat.Β
He offered his hand and you took it.Β
βIβm sorry.β he hugged you into his inviting chest.Β
βJust donβt make me do that again.β you begged and you focused on his heartbeat. It was unbelievably steady for what had just unfolded.Β
βCome on, itβs been a long and eventful day, you need food.β he smiled and pulled you buy your hand for the door. You liked the sound of that.Β
βDoes this place have a cafeteria?β you inquired and he laughed.Β
βYou ask the best questions.β he was happy and it made your heart melt, even if you were still confused as to what had just happened in his room.Β βAnd, no, but there is a kitchen.βΒ
βThere you are.β Jimin was a few yards down the bright white concrete hallway. He followed behind you as Jungkook led you back into the large congregating room you were familiar with.Β
βHang out here and Iβll fix something for us.β he directed and you nodded, glancing around the room looking for something to preoccupy your time as you waited.Β
Taehyung was asleep on the couch Namjoon had been reading on earlier and Seokjin and Yoongi were chatting inside the conference room. The only other man in the room wad Jimin and you figured the other boys were in their own rooms or somewhere in the huge complex.Β
βYou were in there for a while.β Jimin was leaning against a pillar a few feet from you.Β βI didnβt hear any noises.β he smirked suggestively and blood rushed to your cheeks. Had he been eavesdropping?Β
His chestnut brown hair was fluffy and you could tell he had probably put product in it to style it, but his fingers running through it had messed it up in a good way.Β
βI was afraid heβd shot you and Iβd never get my turn.β he announced and you were dumbstruck.
βAre you always like this?β you asked, irritated. Β
His smile only grew at your tone and he pushed himself off the wall, striding over to you. He encircled you and it pissed you off deep down at how he must have been eyeing you. Jungkook had done the same thing moments before, but this felt different.Β
He winked.Β βOnly for you.βΒ