PAIN AGONY SUFFERING

i dont know why you would WANT to know who i am... im just WORTHLESS TRASH... SCUM OF THE EARTH... you shouldnt WASTE YOUR TIME getting to know me because im AWFUL... but heres information about me anyways...

my name is kazue, but most people call me USELESS and STUPID... so its whatever... sigh...

i use she/her... not that im WORTH TALKING ABOUT IN THE SLIGHTEST... i dont deserve any attention...

im 16 years old... but sometimes i feel like ive lived a whole lifetime already... because of all the pain...

GASP! YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO HEAR THAT LAST PART! ugh... never mind... JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES!!! my blog is DUMB and POINTLESS anyways... dont even BOTHER with following it because all im going to do is COMPLAIN... im so USELESS... *holds back tears*

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when i was a child, my teacher would always read my name as iseki HONOE. which is NOT my name. its KAZUE. but she read it as HONOE, and i didnt say anything because i was TOO SCARED of upsetting her... due to the trauma my parents (EVIL) (DEAD) instilled in me... *starts to tear up but wipes it away* ugh... sorry about that... anyways, as it turned out, iseki honoe was the name of a SERIAL MURDERER the police were after, and one of the kids in my class CALLED THE COPS ON ME because of that!!! and then the cops CAME TO THE CLASSROOM, and everyone was SCREAMING AT ME and calling me a MONSTER for stuff i DIDNT DO (AND NEVER WILL DO) and i was SCARED and they all HATED ME and the cops SHOT AT ME WITH THEIR GUNS and it HURTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT so so so so BADDDDDDDDD.

my parents (EVIL AND DEAD) would call their ENDLESS VERBAL HARRASSMENT of me "CRITICISM" and now i cant disconnect the two. they would call me things like UGLY KAZUE, PORKY KAZUE, BABY BUTT BALDY, RUBBER DUCKY, "SWEETHEART" (in quotations because they said it IN A BAD WAY), JOHN F. KENNEDY, and a spoiled brat. and i was LITERALLY NICE... why do bad things happen to me?