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Hi, you can call me Kaz, or Ben =D

This is my art and writing blog, because I'm a fucking mess IRL but I like keeping these things organized. I reply with @kazhan  I don’t have much to say, the most important one being that I'm either into that problematic thing you hate or don't give a shit about it. So if you want to start any fandom drama, know that I’ll just ignore and block you.  I jump from one thing to the other, sometimes never to be touched again, but you can always expect me to be a Star Wars nerd. Ask box is open if you aren’t a dick.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Married Couple, Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov Like A Dog, Light Dom/sub, Orgasm Control, Orgasm Delay, Service Top Ilya Rozanov, Power Bottom Shane Hollander, Sexual Overstimulation, Coming Untouched, Fluff and Smut Summary:

Things were good this morning. Shane woke him up gently and they stayed in bed a bit, just sharing warmth and soft, unhurried kisses until it was time to get up; Anya excitedly barked and jumped around them until Ilya opened the bay window to let her outside where she did her business before returning to beg for breakfast like they never feed her; Ilya grumbled about the food Shane prepared but he ate it anyway. This morning was like most of the mornings they’ve had since they got married and Ilya had seemed as excited about practice as Shane had felt.

Ilya’s grip on the steering wheel tightens. “Not now,” he says, and it feels like a slap to the face.

September 2021, married Shane and Ilya are now playing on the same team, and the things it does to Ilya.

It's only been 84 years since I last posted something, happy season 5 to my two favorite dead boys 💕

FANDOM: Arcane RELATIONSHIP: Silco/Vander RATING: T TAGS: Past Relationship, Break Up, Canon Divergence - Silco Finds Vander's Letter, Moving On, Chronic Pain WORD COUNT: 1,498

SUMMARY:

Silco pushes the door open. The light coming from his lamp spills inside the room and dust fills his nose and throat, making him stifle back a cough. He tightens his grip on the handle of the can of oil he's been hauling all the way down here. Yes, this will do. Or: Silco finds Vander's letter.

I was tagged by @imsodishy (thank youuuu 💜) so here's the last line paragraph I wrote from bloodletting ch. 6:

Eddie shrugs. “If I’d just fed on human blood and tried it on another human… I could, yeah, for a few minutes. It’d take a lot out of me though, so it’s not something I would do unless I really had to.” 

How about a little age difference? 😌

Hey, it's been a while :) Anyway,

Yeah, I know, I can't believe it either! 💀

Maxine, Sinclair and the weird girl are nowhere to be seen. Billy frowns, looking around as he trails after Munson, a familiar anger stirring inside him. Where has she run off to now? Does she really have to make everything more difficult than it has to be, even now? “Good evening, Delilah,” Munson greets the old lady with a dorky little wave. He’s so fucking weird. He’s not what Billy expected when Heather told him about the owner of the hot black Corvette they saw speeding out of Hawkins one night as he was driving her home. He pictured someone older, radiating confidence and charm, like the vampires he saw hanging out outside of the vamp bar he almost walked into once before he chickened out, back home. Instead, Munson doesn’t look much older than Billy and he knows it doesn’t mean anything because he could still be hundreds of years old, but he definitely doesn’t act like he is. So far, he’s been kind of a fumbling, stammering mess, but that doesn’t mean Billy is going to let that fool him into lowering his guard down. “Good evening, Edward,” the old lady replies with an amused smile, like they’re both sharing a joke. “Are those little rascals bothering you, my lady?” Munson drawls, cocking a hip like he’s in a fucking John Wayne movie or something.

FANDOM: Stranger Things RELATIONSHIP: Billy Hargrove/Eddie Munson RATING: E CW: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Recreational Drug Use, First Time Blow Jobs, Virgin Eddie Munson, Manipulative Billy Hargrove, Oblivious Eddie Munson, Boys Will Be Boys, Bets & Wagers, No Homo (Super Homo), Misogyny, Insults WORD COUNT: 7,486

SUMMARY:

Wanna bet? is a familiar taunt between them; it’s fun, mostly harmless, and Eddie is always happy to take Billy up on it. But it doesn’t feel harmless right now, and Eddie is way too high to really put his finger on why.

Retrouvailles, page 5/?. Happy Pride Month, featuring Nancy "Of course I know about.... The Gays...." Wheeler. 💜

This started as an "imagine the Corroded Coffin boys posing for a brand of fancy suits like Metallica once did lmao" and ended as a fake cover for a fake magazine for a fake band. Full version with no text under the cut.

Hello!! 🩷 Absolutely delighted is how I feel about podfics, art and other things inspired by my fics; a complete translation is something I'd want to have a bit more control over I think but everything else?? I'd be honored really! 😭🙈🙏

FANDOM: All For the Game, book 4: The Sunshine Court RELATIONSHIP: Jeremy Knox/Jean Moreau RATING: T TAGS: Canon Compliant, Missing Scene, Unresolved Sexual Tension

SUMMARY: The stupid dog is staring at him again. Jean stares back and wonders what would happen if he set it on fire.