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So this impossible man was doing pushups in his room when Anna came to give herself to him. My friends, I started screaming T_T He covered her with his jacket, but mf girl ayo tell me whyyyyyyyyyyy T_T

A: Why did you do that? Do you want to see me go so badly?

N: I want everything to be as you wish.

A: You know what I wish for.

N: Yes. I do.

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That was the most erotic unhinged thing Anna has ever done T_T And he saw her shoulders, omg And she was pressed to his naked chest T_T

Nikolai is teaching Anna how to play cards. I ADORE them. They're already married, acting like cozy fools in love XDD

Anna: Nikolai will teach me how to play cards, we never did anything together before *dreamily*

Simka: Maybe go and rob someone with him, it's also something you can do together XDDDD

Also I adore Anna. She is so sure of her feelings. Not this time, maybe next. I ADORE her.

Are you crazy? The spoon is hot, you'll hurt yourself!

It hurt more when you left.

I'm on the floor XDDDD So dramatic XDDD

Does he love her? Of course.

Is he cautious, wounded, heartbroken and traumatized by war? Yes. He is prone to violence and anger issues and I fear what we've seen from him so far is merely a scratch on the surface. He can marry any suitable girl. But Anna? No. Because he loves her.

He just needs time to understand that she is fucking strong and capable and smart. She was so fucking brave while confessing her love. I just know that PTSD has no chance when it's her.

Anna confessed, was rejected and will have to continue working for the Count.

Nikolai thinks she's gone forever and is drinking and yearning (while looking amazing *coughs*)

I'm fine. Everything is fine T_T

Tell me why

She almost confessed and he stopped her AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anna had a vision that Nikolai will beg her to stay, will say he wants her as his wife and not a maid and will kiss her passionately.

Real life Nikolai asked her if she's going to the market with Simka XDD And told her to buy kvas XDDD

As he sees no money and she still is his maid XDDD

I am cackling so hard, that girl never learns XDDD