KSPM

Back on Meds. They are working, I forgot to take them one day on my trip and had an episode, it's amazing that science has invented the chemical solution to hysteria.

This got me thinking... Managing 'BPD' takes two.. I take as much accountability as I can for my episodes considering I cannot prevent them 100% (BPD episodes are scary and hurtful so there is alot of accountability to be taken), but no matter what I do, if the other person can't trust me then it's impossible to come to a happy conclusion. But you know, it's possible. I would say that, 'it's hard to come by since not many people can understand it', but I think that instead it's something you need to learn to teach people to understand, and get lucky enough to find someone who is mature enough to really absorb it.

Could you draw something inspired by decay? (If not that’s all-right OuO)

Thank you for shareing your art<3

Fetish is a big part of it yes though i'm not particularly making my works for fetishistic gratification as much as I am trying to potray a feeling/emotion/sensation. And I guess anything I find really cute that gives me that 'kyun' feeling too.. (amputees are very cute the same way a manx cats tail is very cute, seeing characters uncomfortable/confused is cute, etc.)

I think the value in anything lies in the observer, of course. And even in something ‘dogshit’ theres always going to be a quality within that which always brings you back… That is nuanced, and outshines the surface level flaws of the piece, because You observed it. I think the art itself is only 1 half of the experience, and the observer completes it with their own projection. That observation is an important catalyst which can transform something shit into a masterpiece… I think complete garbage and Shit and Filth is sacred & to be held dearly, shit and filth is potent fertilizer for beautiful flowers after all.

Euphoria is a tricky one because it’s not necessarily ‘dogshit’ (makes you think of that one scene.. lol) it’s just a game written with sexual gratification as it’s first priority. It’s a nukige about rape, but for that reason it’s able to explore a lot of emotions and reactions in it’s characters that not alot of stories can, and it does make a point to depict it.