EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS
It's unfortunately come to the point where these commissions are emergency commissions.
The abuse in my household has become unbearable. I have been enduring psychological and physical abuse for 20 (yes, 20.) years. I've never had the money to move out because my abuser keeps me and my mom under financial control.
I will draw anything and everything, even 5 dollars counts, fuck even 1 singular dollar. I will take anything.
Every job I try to get, they just fire me after 2 weeks because I do not have job experience and I am always underskilled for any position.
I'm also undiagnosed autistic, adhd and bpd. This doesn't help in the "maintaining the job" thing either. I don't have any family to run away to, even if i have, my abuser keeps me, my mom and my dog under control. I can't make a go fund me because they don't operate in poland.
I've always told myself I will do everything, anything but beg, but now it's the only thing I can do.
And I understand if you just skip over this because you don't wanna hear someone's sob story and life is hard enough for you already so you just don't wanna see someone suffering and add that to your shitty life. I get it. I understand.
