ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ here is a bear to grab your attention bc listen up.
okay, now that i’m all recovered &. i am for once, not high, here’s the dealio.
i’m pretty much in a situation where i’m left to have to remake again.
some… interactions i had within the last couple of weeks have left me feeling unwelcome in the entire RPC pool, &. with how little my in character activity is, i feel much less stressed about trying to accomplish any writing when amidst friends &. my longer term writing partners.
i still have a really horrible obsession with the following i’m gathering &. the attention i receive, because, you know… BPD. i always feel as if i have to receive x amount of acknowledgement to feel y amount of validity, &. stability.
which is why this time around, i’m bringing my things to a private, exclusive blog. i’ll only be following people that i am close with or have full intention of interacting with, whom i don’t feel any kind of pressure to be speedy about replying to, or have to write a certain way, things of that sort.
that said, if you TRULY want to have a window of opportunity to continue being mutuals, you can LIKE THIS POST or reach out via IM, an ask, discord, whichever method you can reach me at, &. ask me for my new URL.
thank you for understanding!












