I Wanted Forever, Forever Had Other Plans

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To our good memories and bad,

To our inside jokes and the ones we never quite got,

To all the what-ifs we had and all the plans we made,

I hope you forgive me one day”

I hope this time its true.

I know I have hurt you.

I know you felt like you had to do what you did.

I honestly thought I could do it cuz I really wanted to do it. I felt like it was the right thing to do.

But I realized that I couldn’t do that to you.

I was a little too late.

I am really really sorry.

Sometimes I wonder was I really just late or were you just way too quick.

Anyway, I said some stuff out of anger. I didn’t mean any of it. I will always care for you. If at some point, you’ll be needing blood or you need someone to talk to - you can still count on me.

I hope that someday, I hope the anger you feel towards me will disappear.