The Crazy Cat Lady

I can’t think of anything I’d rather have more than somebody loving me.

The broken heart. You think you will die, but you just keep living, day after day after terrible day.

I am both worse and better than you thought.

Then the world, the social world, was unbearably complicated, with two billion voices, and everyone’s thoughts striving in equal importance and everyone’s claim on life as intense, and everyone thinking they were unique, when no one was. One could drown in irrelevance.

I might have no one in the world, but at least I’m free.

I wish I knew what to do with my life, what to do with my heart…I do nothing all day, boredom settles in, I look at the sky so I get to feel even smaller than I already feel and my mind keeps poisoning itself uselessly.

Book of the day: Maybe Someday