ૐ Namasté ૐ

I was so blind when it came to you.

you’re leaving now, but that’s okay –  well, no it isn’t, but it will be. i’ve learned the hard way that letting go is sometimes the endgame of falling in love and that although i love you, i’ve learned to accept your absence. i’ve learned to accept that once you’re gone, a part of me will be missing and my heart won’t ever feel the same again, but it’ll be okay. if i had the choice,  i swear i’d rather drown than to go on without you; not a day will go by where i don’t miss you, but it’ll be okay.  and i had never met anyone like you before; you brought out the best parts of me just to bring out the worst in me, but it’s okay, i’ll be okay. don’t you worry about me, just don’t forget to remember me every once in a while; please don’t erase me from that mind of yours. just look up at the sky and remember who you are and be the person you always strived to be; happy. and then i will be okay.  and it’s been a beautiful ride, sweetheart, with a heartbreaking ending, but it’s okay, and so long goodbye.

I will never forget the way you looked at me.