☆ Fool ☆

☆INTRODUCTION!☆

(WARNING! THIS BLOG CONTAINS LOTS OF REFERENCE TO POOR MENTAL HEALTH.)

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☆ My name is Fool / Blue!! If decided id rather be refered to my online name rather than my actual name.

♤ My pronouns are They/Them or It/Its

◇ I am mostly a Jirai Danshi blog, though sometimes i get quite uncomfortable being one. Please refrain from pitying me, this is just a space for me to vent and share stuff.

♧ I'm not vrry good at making friends or understand stuff in conversation, so please be kind.

○ I'm Trans, Transmasc/Agender. Any hate will be deleted and i will be blocking you.

{I am a Major Shadow milk fan and i kin him a lot. Please do not take any of my banners i made them myself.}

( 🦴🍷♣️ × ☠️🪽💗 is cannon Guys Trust)

Facts about me!

• I kin Shadow milk and Pure Vanilla, i love them a lot and they bring me happiness ^ ^

• I'm a young artist, writer and i hope to build confidence to be an actor!

• I live for monocrome clothes and the grunge/alt aesthetic

• I LOVE jesters, i could go on and on about them!

• Im in the Crk Fandom, Tadc Fandom, Kinda Zombie stage Fandom. Im really Intrigued about NSO so i may ask for the game! I also love what remains of Edith Flinch and The Kindergarten Games!

• I love Will wood, Jack Stauber, The stupendium, Bo Burnham, Tv Girl, FLAVOUR FOLEY and Sodikken!

Sorry if i dont respond well or if i dont understand what you are say, i get very anxious when talking and find myself annoying. I overthink also and panic, its normal, please be patient with me !!

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I use Tumblr to Express my struggles and to talk about my interests freely as normally im not able too with other people Irl. Please just Block me if you dont like my blog, Thank you !!

PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!:

I am uncomfortable with anything too Intimate, please try and make any interacting platonic unless you are my partner. It makes me extremely uncomfortable. I'm extremely attached to my chosen Character so please no hate towards them, i project onto them and i use them for my happiness.

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CUT CUT!!!

I feel so selfish. Im tired all the time and dont wanna do anything, why is that selfish? Because i cant just ignore my partner. But aint getting up is so hard. Im such a bad partner for even thinking of not giving them attention, they literally are a fellow Jirai blogger.

My self worth is plummeting.

CUT CUT!!

Im such a bad person, well at least i believe that im a waste of air. My brain loves to say that im the worst and my friends and everyone i love deaerves to leave me

Thr urge to act like im the best to cover for this and fake my confidence so less people think im a piece of shit thats too much work is so tempting

CUT CUT!!

Today has been so hard. I relaped and my thing hurts like hell, i wasnt able to see my friends, i got only 4 hours of sleep at best, i overworked myself and i have art block..

Can this day get any worse..

𓏵 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔰 𝔄𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡!

Hanging out with 2 best friends today, gotta hide the fact i relaped but apart from that im excited!

𓏵 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔰 𝔄𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡!

I dyed my hair blue but it didn't really do anything, its like tinted blue. Im gonna dye my hair light brown and blue again in a few weeks to make it brighter

𓏵 CUT CUT!!

Wanting to cut but then your friend starts convincing you not to so now i feel too guilty to cut because i dont wanna upset her and i promised i wouldn't.. (gotta start like... not telling my Channel because this keeps happening.)

Not being rude to her or anything, i love her like a sister. I just wish she wouldn't worry..

𓏵 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔰 𝔄𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡!

Supportive partner maxing, Call me Pure Vanilla but im trying to be the loveliest most supportive and kind and compassionate partner i can be

CUT CUT!!

Ugh i feel so tired and disgusting sorry i haven't posted.

HATE COMMENT HATE COMMENT HATE COMMENT AHHHHH

BOOOO BOOO ROTTEN TOMATOES AHHHH

This would be a lot funnier if tumblr let me upload images🫩

Woah, my very first hate comment! My my, i appreciate the effort my good sir!

(Fool here, im not very good at interpreting stuff so i cant tell if this is a joke bare with me)

𓏵 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔰 𝔄𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡!

I hate being a fucking loser. Im obsessed over crk to the point i wanna be shadow milk, and Shadowvanilla is my comfort ship, i struggle to take care of myself, i self depricate, i struggle spelling complicated words and fucking sound them out like a toddler, i apologise after every sentence, and i am a fucking attention whore.

No wonder i get bullied

𓏵 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔰 𝔄𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡!

Guys we love crk jirais! They are so fun to rp with like YES I LOVE ACTING LIKE SHADOW MILK!

All i need is a Black Sapphire/Candy apple/Pure Vanilla to complete the set Hehe (jokes)