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I think Arakawa Kaisei needs a hug

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Story 212: I Have Something to Say
I've been saying this, that Kaisei is going to use this performance to find himself. People have brought up the irony of Kaisei telling Akane the stage isn't a place for soul-searching (I dont remember the chapter someone help meee!!!) when he's doing that himself right here. Maybe he's not actually finding himself on stage, instead he's using this performance to show the results of his exploration.
I think Kaisei wasn't ready to do that quite yet when he told Akane that. However, this breakthrough that he's only been living up to the expectations of others and not for himself really flipped a switch in him.
"That's why you pushed me away," Kaisei says to Issho in his mind. I think Issho saw too much of himself in Kaisei during his Shinuchi promotion test and that's why he ruined it for Kaisei. In the past, I imagine Kisoba's thoughts for his master and Kaisei's thoughts for Issho were similar if not the same. They both want to live up to their masters' expectations, but the way they're achieving it doesn't align with the way master wants. Maybe it wasn't until the old Shiguma's death that Kisoba snapped out of it and truly found his art.
I guess Issho wants to push Kaisei towards his goal earlier, by what, being an unlikeable old man? I completely agree with Kaisei when he said Issho could've used more words. How ironic, that their entire profession is telling story with words (the "go" in "rakugo" literally means word), yet Issho just can't get a grasp on how to use them properly in his own life.
Kaisei is going to fully embody the shinigami in the tail end of the story and kill his past self. Will his past self fight back? Or has he completely given up on his previous goals? Make this a surprise shinuchi test and promote both Akane and Kaisei lol just do it!!!
And some bonus Kaiseis because the art this chapter was beautiful. I'm so glad his mom is still alive, idk if i could have handled it if she's passed away. Looks like she has a nice apartment to live in, does Kaisei live with her??? Does he have his own place or maybe he lives with Issho? I'm also glad she was able to straighten her life up and apologized for what happened when Haru was a child. I really needed that. I'm sure that was part of Kaisei's breakthrough too.
I'm deeply amused at Kaisei's male lead plotline lmao he's just so male lead coded lmao š
sometimes Iām reminded that there are still people who donāt know ao3 was literally created by incest shippers ā and the siteās sole purpose is to 1. be completely against censorship and 2. host all kinds of dark, taboo fics that are banned on other platforms ā and the first ever fic that was posted on ao3 was a fic about an incest ship from supernatural.
you are in the house that was created by freaks. for freaks (affectionate). every disgusting thing you can think of is rightfully allowed and welcomed on ao3, because they are exactly the reasons why ao3 was created in the first place.
ao3 was created because its creators got tired of censorship, they got tired of dark and taboo fics getting banned on pro-censorship platforms, and they wanted a place that was safe for ALL FICS THAT WERE DARK AND TABOO.
ao3ās main principle is being against censorship and being proship / profic.
there are some things in fiction that make me uncomfortable, but instead of shaming people who are just minding their own business and not harming anyone in real life, I choose to curate my own internet experience by blocking/muting what I donāt want to see. ao3 has excellent tagging system, so instead of being a bitch, use their tagging system properly and you wonāt see the things you donāt want to see.
itās your job to curate what you see. itās not other peopleās jobs or responsibilities to censor themselves for your personal comfort. the world does not revolve around you.
also you cannot censor āonly the things you personally hateā without expecting everything else, that isnāt of conservative beliefs, to be censored too. because censorship is a slippery slope and a fascist tool. I promise you there are people who think āwhy do tags for queer love even exist on ao3? theyāre grooming childrenā.
if you allow the things that you hate to be censored ā because someone with enough power gets to control what other people can and cannot create/consume, it will not stop at the things that you hate.
*illustration by sillyalexnorris
Spring Has Come
Relationship: Arakawa Kaisei/Ousaki Akane
Rating: T
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mentions of death/suicidal ideation, Established Relationship, Past Trauma, Relationship Study
"My goodness, Akane-chan. This is the third time you've gotten my name wrong today. When'll you get my name right the first time?" Haru chuckled, playfully pinching Akane's cheek. "Stop doing that, Haru. Don't you know there is such a thing as personal space, even though we're living together now, you know?" Akane stuck her tongue out at Haru, which she knows will backfire, but she does so anyway. Because she knows he loves it.
Haru Oume can finally cry.
My first KaiAka fic!! This ended up being relatively short whoops. But I really needed to kick this out of my system b4 this week's update bcs I didn't want to scrap it!!

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Pain just pain all of it.
The Infinite Library of AO3: Why You Should Read Borges Like a Fanfic Writer.
If youāre writing fanfic, youāve gotta study Jorge Luis Borges. Seriously. The guy basically invented the fanfic mindset decades ago. He was obsessed with the idea that no story is truly "original"āeverything is just a remix of what came before. Instead of stressing about coming up with something 100% brand new, lean into the fact that youāre playing in a giant, shared sandbox. Your fic is just another volume in the infinite library of human stories, so have fun twisting tropes and mashing up ideas.
Borges is also the king of doing a lot with a little. His stories are often super short but hit you with these massive, brain-melting concepts. You donāt need to write a 300k-word epic to make an impact. Take one tiny, weird detail from your favorite show or book; like that one throwaway line or a random background character, and blow it up into a "what-if" scenario. Itās way more rewarding to explore a niche, specific idea than it is to just rehash the main plot.
Also, donāt be afraid to get weird with the format. Borges loved writing "reviews" of books that didn't exist or fake biographies of people who never lived. As a fanfic writer, you can totally do this! Write your fic as a series of intercepted owl-posts, a collection of cursed textbook footnotes, or even a fake historical archive. Breaking out of the standard "chapter 1, chapter 2" structure makes your writing feel more like an artifact from the world youāre writing about, which is honestly the coolest vibe ever.
For a Harry Potter example: imagine a fic written entirely as a set of inventory logs from a bored, stressed-out clerk in the Department of Mysteries. Instead of a standard "Harry goes to Hogwarts" plot, youāre just reading through descriptions of weird, cataloged items, like "Object 402: A tea set that only pours liquid memories" or "Object 99: A prototype spell that makes time run backward for butterflies." By treating the magic like a mysterious, dusty science, you turn a simple fanfic into a cool, eerie meditation on the secrets of the Wizarding World.
How do you usually handle world-building in your own fics: Do you stick to what's canon, or do you love breaking the rules?
There are only 2 rules when it comes to writing fanfics:
Write whatever you want.
Have fun doing it.
Thatās literally it. There is no āshow and donāt tellā. There is no āmake it realisticā. There is no āfit in with the trendsā. And of course, there is no āwrite as fast as possible to keep up engagement and please othersā.
No.
Most fanfiction writers are not professional writers. This isnāt a job, weāre literally writing for shits and giggles. We donāt have a team of editors behind us to make our story perfect. Fanfiction isnāt about creating the most perfect plot with the most perfect prose and the most perfect pacing.
Fanfiction writing is for you first. To make your heart happy. Other people just get the benefit to also enjoy it if they wish.
Thatās it.
Write whatever makes you happy, with whatever writing style you want, whenever you want.
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Tagged by @kaiakasukidesu. Thank you so much <3
Last song: "Minerva" by Deftones (I really love the ambiance the song creates)
Favourite colours: Purple though I don't really hate any of them
Currently watching: The Vampire Lestat (AMC), RPDR All Stars, America's Test Kitchen, Chef and My Fridge, and I think my only continuing anime atm are MAO and One Piece
Currently reading: I want to get around to reading A Room with a View by EM Forester and Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton but every time I sit down to read them stuff comes up >___>; I am also reading a lot of manga broken up into Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday chunks except for Empyreal Cabinet, which I read on the Thursday it comes out each month immediately because I have to know. I also want to read Romance of the Three Kingdoms sometime
Current obsession: People keep complimenting my Kagurabachi fics so I keep writing them lol I have like four on the way. I'm also super into cooking and baking
Currently working on: I have a Kagurabachi big bang fic that I have to keep quiet about and it is EATING ME ALIVE but it'll be so fun to reveal it to my artist eventually. I also have a couple of smaller Kagurabachi event fics in the works that are both due out next month. I am also writing a FushiRuha one shot based on something that moth said on Discord. Outside of that, I have two Akane-bananshi fics in my head that I kind of want to make the same fic but I'm not sure when to set the story exactly. I was thinking during the current arc but given spoilers I'm waffling on that idea, but I might go for it. I am also working on a novel and it is kicking my ass. One idea was Akane and Kaisei are drinking together + what to do if Isshou just like died before Akane gets a revenge that she feels is satisfying enough. It's cooking very slowly
Coffee or tea: I can't drink either so I make honey milk when I need something like thatĀ
Last google duck duck go search: I double checked how to spell Crichton because Criton didn't look right (because it was wrong)
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Tagged by @kaiakasukidesu. Thank you so much <3
Last song: "Minerva" by Deftones (I really love the ambiance the song creates)
Favourite colours: Purple though I don't really hate any of them
Currently watching: The Vampire Lestat (AMC), RPDR All Stars, America's Test Kitchen, Chef and My Fridge, and I think my only continuing anime atm are MAO and One Piece
Currently reading: I want to get around to reading A Room with a View by EM Forester and Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton but every time I sit down to read them stuff comes up >___>; I am also reading a lot of manga broken up into Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday chunks except for Empyreal Cabinet, which I read on the Thursday it comes out each month immediately because I have to know. I also want to read Romance of the Three Kingdoms sometime
Current obsession: People keep complimenting my Kagurabachi fics so I keep writing them lol I have like four on the way. I'm also super into cooking and baking
Currently working on: I have a Kagurabachi big bang fic that I have to keep quiet about and it is EATING ME ALIVE but it'll be so fun to reveal it to my artist eventually. I also have a couple of smaller Kagurabachi event fics in the works that are both due out next month. I am also writing a FushiRuha one shot based on something that moth said on Discord. Outside of that, I have two Akane-bananshi fics in my head that I kind of want to make the same fic but I'm not sure when to set the story exactly. I was thinking during the current arc but given spoilers I'm waffling on that idea, but I might go for it. I am also working on a novel and it is kicking my ass. One idea was Akane and Kaisei are drinking together + what to do if Isshou just like died before Akane gets a revenge that she feels is satisfying enough. It's cooking very slowly
Coffee or tea: I can't drink either so I make honey milk when I need something like thatĀ
Last google duck duck go search: I double checked how to spell Crichton because Criton didn't look right (because it was wrong)
I tag whoever wants to do this. Please let me know if you fill it out

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Tagged by @seekers-who-are-lovers YAYYY!!!! Thank you so so so so much for the tag. Big loveee!!! I enjoy your YodaTsuka posts thank you for keeping the tag alive!!!
Last song: "Sudden Spark" by Yasuyuki Okamura, Kento Nakajima the Go for it Nakamura-kun opening. Itās so catchy I love it. (I enjoyed listening to your Yodatsuka Playlist, tho.)
Favourite colours: Red then Sky Blue, and Yellow/Gold Tsukasa lmao.
Currently watching: Iām watching Akane Banashi and Medalist adaptations, I read the Manga so much that I forget to watch the Animes. lolololololol
Currently reading:
Books - Parable of the Sower Ā - Octavia E. Butler - A Thousand Splendid Suns - Ā Khaled Hosseini - The God of Small Things - Arundhati Roy Manwhas - Got Dropped in to Ghost Stories Still Gotta Work Manhwa release the Novel is also 10000/10.Ā Mangas - Once again Akane Banashi & Medalist - Rereading Boku no Giovanni for the free drama and suffering lmao - Fool Night I love the eco-horro themes
Current obsession: KaiAka & YodaTsuka.
Currently working on: I have various KaiAkas various Yodatsukas some more Yodatsuka... and some ikumi x tetsuo (Boku no Giovanni), I hope I manage to write them all and post them.
Coffee or tea: Coffee with Milk. Ā
Last google search: Typing Lessons
Tagging @s30620 @yuzuponzu614 @yurapiiiĀ @de-lyc-ful @makxmaaĀ @glamorousgamineĀ @uozlulu @watanuki-chihiroĀ & everyone who has seen this post. No pressure.
u prob already know but i just ran into this kaiaka artist on twitter and they're art is so cute TT__TT
Thank you for sending more kaiaka nom nom nom nom nom!!! yayyyy!!!!!! I haven't been in Twitter in a while so I'm just seeing new posts from this artist and I'm so happy yessssssssssssssssssssss!!!!! I love all Kaiakas!!!