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Twigayy

How to completely avoid being perceived and interacted with at school

I might be seen as less schizoid for not reacting too negatively to being known, interacted with, being seen but i only have such a "mild" reaction because i just cant care. i never care . its like a costume, playing a role. "nez" is an avatar. i think playing the role and going with whatever people assume of you helps so much more in distancing yourself from them. i think a great deal of derealization/ mental numbing helps a lot with my lack of care as well. i can imagine it actually affects and disgusts me a lot to be seen but theres so many layers over it (no, i know for a fact it does). i dont like to think about how much it really affects me. of course i can only take so much (very little)

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