McJono

If anyone ever needs to talk then I'm ALWAYS here. Not going to lie, my biggest love is helping people

After moving out of home 2 years ago to have her break up with me I'm moving back home. Going to stop chasing girls as it brings me down. If someone comes along I'll happily see how things go but chasing girls just causes me pain and I'm cutting free of those curses!

When all else fails - I will be there When all else fails - I'll hold on to you

I just don't understand how when people are angry or arguing with you, you are meant to continue looking at them. I have a hard enough time looking at them in the first place without arguments going on!!

Became a workaholic to make something recognised for something I'm good at just to be shown how unappreciated you are at work. Nothing like when you try your hardest and work harder then almost everyone and then no one even notices. I'm sick of failing at everything I try for :/

I wish I could say everything's alright. But it's not alright anymore. I realize now I crave the abuse of people for two major reasons. The first is because I feel it helps them sometimes with the other reason being that I feel like I'm not invisible for that moment. I'm a true mess and if I feel like I'm there and possibly helping someone while it happens I get addicted. All the abuse all through school, through work and I never say a word because of it. Not to mention the worst abuse, my relationships.