Starting 2025 has been confusing for me. I have a lot of goals I’m trying to move toward, and I’m doing my best to leave the past behind. But it feels like some of that confusion is still following me into this year. As much as I try to move forward, it’s been difficult.
There’s a lot I’m trying to navigate, and with that navigation come new problems not problems I’m creating, but problems arising within my relationship. Things like the lack of communication, especially about job security, and the feeling that what I do and who I am isn’t fully valued. Lately, I’ve felt taken for granted… even taken advantage of.
And honestly, I’m reaching a point of giving up.
It’s been 12+ years, and I haven’t seen the growth I need in this relationship. It’s not that the person isn’t caring or loving. It’s that the level of growth, partnership, and improvement I’ve been hoping for just isn’t there. We’ve gone through so many challenges together, but they never seem to truly resolve or get better and I’m finally at my breaking point.
