さくら [ MOVED ]

The blog is in the making. I would have liked if it was complete, but my desire to write seemed to have taken over. I fear to miss people during my ongoing following spree so please, please, please be so kind to follow @kkotseo! ( & if you happen to know amazing muses and rpers that I could interact with, feel free to suggest some! ) 

( On a new blog, that is. When it will be completed, that will be when I’ll make a comeback to the rp world. 

With that announced, I also feel like posting an update. What I feared would happen happened. And it was one unwanted roller coaster ride-- well, one that I have always been in. This time, it just went higher to suddenly drop. Enough to make me feel sick mentally and physically. Enough to remind me hell in a place that should be called home. 

Weeks passed since then. I am... okay? Potentially fine. Will always be ( there is no one else that should take care of myself than myself, so might as well stay positive and bright for my own sake ). Keeping myself busy with school, internship, work and having my earphones/headphones on most of the time. Hopefully, rping will have its place on that list soon.

( Happy holidays with an update to those who might want to know it. 

Less is going on right now in my life. Less but still major changes. 

My mental health is better–  my physical health is as well. I had to take radical modifications in order to compensate what’s going on, which to say the least, is as disagreeable as it was when I announced the hiatus. 

Something big has yet to happen. Complications delayed its arrival. But I still doubt I’ll be mentally and physically prepared for it. 

I’m fine and I’ll be fine– I still don’t know how long this hiatus will be. Things are going for the better at the very least. It is tiny progress, but I accept that progress. 

And for the umpteenth time, I’m so sorry to my followers I have barely or never interacted with. You are all amazing writers with wonderful muses. I just hope someday I get to write with you all when I’ll be back.

INDEFINITE HIATUS. 

( Too much going on in my life right now. My mental health is fine– but my physical health is taking the mental blows and crumbling faster than it should. Something big is going to happen and I doubt I’ll be mentally and physically prepared for it. But it has to be done. 

I’ll be fine– well, that’s a sentence I just say automatically nowadays, eh. But I’ll be. 

I don’t know how long this hiatus will be. I should have announced it months ago actually– But I was stubborn and thought hopefully, hopefully, things would go well for me to enjoy writing again. That didn’t happen. So I’ll just be away.

( Too much going on in my life right now. My mental health is fine-- but my physical health is taking the mental blows and crumbling faster than it should. Something big is going to happen and I doubt I’ll be mentally and physically prepared for it. But it has to be done. 

I’ll be fine-- well, that’s a sentence I just say automatically nowadays, eh. But I’ll be. 

I don’t know how long this hiatus will be. I should have announced it months ago actually-- But I was stubborn and thought hopefully, hopefully, things would go well for me to enjoy writing again. That didn’t happen. So I’ll just be away.

JUNIEL (주니엘) @junielism · 8h

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JUNIEL (주니엘) @junielism · Oct 8

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