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Shidō Ryūsei | Blue Lock

This was supposed to be for his birthday but I'm too late 😭

💭 I've been feeling terribly sad and hopeless about my art. I might take a hiatus to focus on healing my wounds about art.

These days, I got so stressed opening social media because everyone's is doing awesome meanwhile here my drawing is not improving at all and it's ugly and nobody likes it. I couldn't stop comparing myself with others and I always feel like sh*t, worthless, and a failure.

Tsaritsa

Anastasya Feodorovna Snezhnaya | Genshin Impact

💭 This piece was an up and down journey for me. Sometimes I feel devastated that I'm still bad at what I'm doing but at the same time, I'm glad I learned new things from it.

Peace and Chaos

Michael Kaiser | Blue Lock

Drew this for my balloon day 🎈

💭 I have been feeling really depressed about my art. I feel like I'm not improving at all and what makes things worse was that I'm regressing. Everything that I create is just a bad art. Art that nobody will ever like.

Today was supposed to be a happy day for me but I guess reality says no.

This Curse Called Life

Mortenax Blade | Honkai Star Rail

💭 I am less gifted. I should've known, I should have let it go, and I should have accepted.

Everything that I thought and felt about art was wrong. I was left behind and I know no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get there, only them, the gifted one that could or even deserve to be there. There's no such place where a failure like me belongs to.

Nicole | Genshin Impact

🌟 CF22 Art Trade 🌟

Hello! This Gojo sensei 💙 print will be available for art trade! I accept prints from any fandom or even original!

Breeze

Gojo Satoru | Jujutsu Kaisen

Will make this into foil ticket for Doujima & CF22! I'm planning to make other characters as well in the future but sadly not for the upcoming Doujima and CF22 😭 Even so, please look forward to them!

Zero

Lucilius | Granblue Fantasy

One of my favorite character 💫💙 Been into GBF again! I hope you like this fanart!

Void Stars

Skirk | Genshin Impact

💭 I love her design so much! Wish I had enough primos 😭

Anw, I'm learning to draw more fully rendered illustration as well as implementing more background in my art!

Also, I've been struggling with burnout and endless frustrations about my art. I felt so left behind and hopeless about making it as a full time job 🥲 So many chaotic thoughts swirling my mind and anxiety won't ever leave me alone 🥲

Slash - Hugo

NG11 🔥! This wraps up my Blue Lock Slash series! Who's your favorite? 👀

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Slash - Kaiser

It's Kaiser! 1 last character to go, will post it tomorrow! Also, batch 2 pre-order will be opened around early April, stay tuned! 💫

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Slash - Bunny

It's Bunny! 2 more characters to go!

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Slash - Sae

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for #CF22! Will open batch 2 on early April!

💭 Have not been that much active cause my mental health has not been well. Still trying my best to recover ☘️

3.16.2026

Happy Birthday Ness! 🎈

💭 Finally I've recovered a bit from my burnout! Though there are still lots of room for improvements, I really enjoyed drawing this piece! I'm glad I got my fiery passion back 🔥

White Day