Just a place for me to do rdm stuffs and such

i hope you choke on a fishball and die

I wish i was dead and gone. I wish you fucking aborted me back then. You dont even want me anyways. Why am even here for.

Depression is fake you say Which is why i never dared to tell u i have depression I put in so much effort Just to be insulted by you again and again I dont even know whats the point of trying

Sometimes you tried to justify your actions of ignoring me because you "care" for me. Yeah like refusing to take me to the doctors and expect me to recover on my own because im "relying too much on you" and you are "training me to be independant"

Youve always insult me, saying its for my own good. Have you never realized all your insults really hurt me, and in no way changing me for the better? Im dumb. Im dirty. Im ugly. Im stupid. Im mentally ill. I suck at drawing. I will bever find someone who loves me. After 19 years of hearing this, ive given up trying to fight them. Instead, im becoming them.