1/3 of another day lost to my phone

I want to be chosen

I do not understand how to let go of anyone

I wish I was really talented at something

Slept in and had a relaxing morning instead of going on the Friday am bike ride I usually go on, cannot let this hobby grow compulsive/moral, if I lose a good relationship with bikes I lowkey lose EVERYTHING

I’m in such a reading rut and sewing rut all I do is work and ride my bike and text. I need to be journaling instead of texting paragraphs

showing midriff in the professional workplace but no one can be mad at me bc im epic at my job

My ex is dating someone so similar to me but 4 years younger :)

cried virtually all day today and didn’t even feel relief

the loneliness is temporary and I can take the time and space to work and learn. I will find my people if I continue to live honestly.