crawled inside

It's not even unreasonable for her brain to go addict Langdon = asshole Langdon = what if he does it again and becomes asshole 2.0 Langdon to her - even if the causative chain isn't actually logical to an outsider.

I've been noticing on Tumblr a tendency to diminish the actions and harms addicts cause when they're addicted, and ... I'm sorry, but that doesn't make what happened less real to the people harmed.

It's highlighed also in the scene where we find out the patient who assaulted Emma was on a drug/alcohol combo that made him more aggressive at the time and he assumes this means he will be free of having to take responsibility for that because of this and then becomes more cruel and aggressive when he learns this isn't the case.

The show very deliberately laid out their plot. Santos fails to consult Langdon on two cases but was reprimanded and immediately fixed her behavior. Langdon shows zero anger or annoyance towards her. Until, Santos questions why she can't open a vial, to which Langdon instantly becomes hostile towards her.

He starts kicking her off of cases she's consulting him on, he's insulting her for answering questions, ignores her during teaching cases, and when he has his screaming fit he was just told that Santos listened to Mohan (her senior) on a case. Robby explicitly says Langdon is harassing Santos, and this is when Langdon starts trying to discredit Santos and present her as a danger who needs to be fired.

The writers went to great length to demonstrate that Langdon's anger and treatment towards Santos was *only* about her discovering his theft. Nothing else.

Also, Santos didn't investigate Langdon because "she wanted to get him in trouble". When she starts asking Dana about the tampered vial, she didn't have any tension with Langdon and had actually started apologizing to her seniors, and she first assumed it was defective medication. Then, she was so reluctant to report him that Robby had to directly ask her three times what was going on. And even then, she explicitly said she regreted turning Langdon in, thought she made a mistake, and felt guilty.

in season 2 they literally gave santos another patient that needed a nerve block injection and showed santos going through the proper steps of procedure by her looking for an attending and presenting the case to al hashimi, santos even shared that she almost made a mistake and ordered an incorrect test but instead she conferred with robby before she made the decision to do anything (all of this happening in front of langdon)

Mainly designed based off of my vision for her in my fic Promise Me Fire but can also be viewed as general survivor Jackie designs 🙂‍↕️

Scar chart below the cut

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

i have never done one of these things before but here goes

a lot of these are either documents with just a few lines of synopsis in there and many of them are also dead but not yet scrapped 'cos i can't bring myself to dispose of them ;.;

western au chapter 10

polytrix yeji and rumi's dad

polytrix rumi swap

gen's loss part 3 shaunagen

genlissa uniform swap

laura lee meets kara ghost of crisis past

the spectacular spider-shauna

4 almost meets a division guy

jackieshauna silent space

taivan star wars

lottielee at prom

doctor who yellowjackets 6 and jackie

star trek au

nat the vampire slayer

tbss 2021 edition

van burn notice

jackie doesn't want to leave seattle

genlissa linkin park

taivan fantasy

yellowjawkets

ducklings

lesbian wizards

and uh tagging i don't know how many of the people i know (like, actually know even a little bit, and have talked to at least once; i feel too uncertain about tagging people i only know through having reblogged them) write or have written fanfic but i'll tag a bunch i'm certain do or at least have in the past. no, it won't be anywhere near the amount of WIPs i have but oh well

apologies if you've already been tagged in this game

Other than my 'ongoing' fics I only have two substantial ones (it was so hard to write last year 😭)

I see that there is still an eighth survivor threat looming over my head.