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bustling thoughts, eyes swelled, fear rising as my anxiety takes over me. feeling overwhelmed by my thoughts, by the unknown.

why am I so afraid?

unaware, unsure and unprepared, 1000 thoughts, its hard to keep focus. I close my eyes and take a deep breath… I hope they don’t notice me.

anxiety showers me, chaos buzzing around my head, I can’t let them see me slipping, what will they think of me?

bustling thoughts, eyes swelled, fear rising. feeling overwhelmed… by my thoughts, by the unknown.

This is fear.

darkness around.

wind blowing through the window.

calming silence.

I close my eyes and envision happiness.

I am dreaming of peace.

Love is like the wind, like the sun kissing my cheek, the ocean rushing onto my feet, sun rising, warm breeze…fresh grass brushing against me. Love is like dancing under the moonlit sky, laughing until my cheeks hurt. Love is like feeling the sand melt between my toes, watching the clouds float by. Love is like the trees blowing in the wind, the ocean soft & still, thunder rolling through the sky, soft raindrops hitting my skin. Love is like wind blowing in my hair, colors painting the sky, laughing children. Love is like the scent of lavender, tight hugs, deep kisses. Love is, infinite…