I'm young. But I'm not gettin' any younger anymore. I really really really love the people I work with in my prev. company. Workmates I am close with knows how my heart wanted "more", how I really wanted to get out of that "box" early of 2025; even before I ended a work in Elyu. I've always been so vocal with this. — If you know, you know.

The life since I stopped working last yr has been so heavy and at the same time put me into a lot of realizations; I was sick; I was taking a lot of medicine lately as well as my anti depressants. I was rushed into hospital few days before Christmas of 2025. I was quiet, sad, heartbroken the whole time but my heart were hopeful. I remember telling my mama "baka di na ako makabalik sa work na want ko kasi sick ako tapos di pa ako mentally stable enough to function with things". Imagine, I was 27 pero I was crying with frustrations infront of my parents bc I just wanted to be better and have a good life despite some people think that I just wanted to rest and chill with life. Haha

Early this year I was so lost & confused. Minsan, in life it's okay to allow yourself na you were in that position; because it was okay, normal and it was really happening.

I was so close in crashing out lalo nung february; a lot of things happened also in our family na I have to stop searching for a job because we lose a love one.

Right now — I'm in my not-so-prime era? pero I love what i'm doing. It's a also healthy sa health q; physically and mentally. Nakakahinga na ulit yung brain ko. Same with my schedule na I have to do in this year's goals.

I love that I am slowly seeing myself get out and not to get stuck. I love that I wasn't afraid.