My life with a little too much of daydreaming

When do you feel like your madd is the most strongest. Is it tied to your mental state, currently life situation, time of the day? Or is it always the same?

So, you have this perfect version of yourself that has been living in your head for awhile. You get used to it and it may even shape the way you see yourself. For good or bad. You might want to become that version of yourself that seems so much better. But then there's the big realization that you are still a normal flawed human and not the perfect and flawless version that you daydream about. It's just a gut punching thought to have.

It always makes me feel a bit isolated when I think about how little people outside of this community understand our true struggles. I can't explain them to anyone since I feel like no one really ever gets me.

Do you people ever just daydream until the absolute last minute when you have to go somewhere. I leave last minute to my bus stop every day if that means I could daydream just a bit longer. Sure, I maybe have to run to catch the bus but at least I could daydream 2 minutes more and now my day feels a bit less terrible.

Do you ever feel like your brain just overheats from the amount of daydreaming you do at once? Like your brain has a mini malfunction and it needs to take a break to cool down.

Have you ever had over an hour long fight/conversation with someone at 1 am over singular they/them pronounces

Does your Madd make you more creative as a person? Like does it help you coming up with stuff more easily? It would make sense if it did since you're constantly coming up with complex imaginary worlds.

Those rare times I actually go and hang out with a friend, I am rudely showed backed to reality from my perfect madd world. I'm not the overly confident and interesting person I picture myself as in my daydreams. I also have to remind myself how humans actually function in social situations.

Do you feel like your current mental health status has any effect on your daydreams. Mine tend to get a lot more depressing and cruel when I'm feeling more depressed.

Does your daydreaming habits change between when there's other people in the same house/place and when your alone. Especially if you live with other people. I tend to get much more extreme with my movements.

Is it easy for you to jump back into the same daydream after doing something else. I personally have to stand and think for a moment like 'okay, where was I? '. Or do I just have a terrible memory.