I tell myself i'll change tomorrow, but tomorrow comes and I do the same thing
again. the same crutches, the same habits,
the same distractions, the same ways to
numb the ache inside me. I watch myself
sink over and over, fully aware of it, stuck in it,
knowing it's happening but not knowing how to stop. It's exhausting to see the pattern so clearly and still feel powerless against it.
















