I always have the mindset 'Let's enjoy today too'. If I don't enjoy, then there's no reason to even go up on the stage. Even if my mood was bad, when I go on stage, I will become happy. There was once, there was a performance we did for the kids of a school that was closing down. Even then, when we went up and danced, the atmosphere became nicer. It was pretty weird feeling. Other than feeling like this, it could be frightening too. For me, when I'm on stage I feel happy. In my everyday life, I do games, read books, meet friends, watch movies, go on holidays, do varied activities and I will be able to feel happiness. To attain such happiness, even when the games become less fun, when holidays become boring, just find happiness in in other things because I think the risks are small. However, the place I feel the happiest is on stage and there is no other way I can feel happier. If it becomes so that I don't feel happy when I'm on stage, I think it's going to be huge risk. So even though it seems like there is a lot I obtain from being on stage, I think there will be a lot to lose in the future too. There is a saying that happiness comes with sadness too. I am happy on stage but when I geoff stage, it feels like something sad. life." β Kai EXOLOGY #1
