Those kisses weren't just for practice.

what doesn’t kill you makes your nervous system more sensitive for the rest of your life

There’s a loneliness that words can’t reach, and that’s where I live most of the time

Did it hurt? When you had to fade your voice out in the middle of telling a story to a group of people because you realized nobody was listening to you.

im just tired that ppl expect from me to act like im healthy when im severely depressed, mentally unstable and exhausted

fuck I love morning sex

bought my dad a laundry basket and he’s happy about it

Actually, no, I don't think that friendships dropping like flies in your late 20s and early 30s because no one has time for that between overwork and family obligations and marriage and kids and partners and the ritual of the time slayer is normal and ok. No I don't think deep conversations and spontaneous adventures being replaced with a tired coffee every six months is a normal part of growing up. I don't think that emotional intimacy and soul bonds disintegrating in the face of practical inconvenience is a fact of life. I think that means something is deeply deeply wrong with our society and I will never forgive it for the friends I've lost

I love your agreeable and amenable and flexible nature and how none of your wants and needs ever get priority and how nobody even knows what they are to begin with and how you never start or engage in conflicts and never express even mildly unsavory opinions and get along with everyone from every conceivable group, that’s so trustworthy. hey quick question. do you happen to have an enormous pressurized reservoir of rage and resentment you feel like you can’t ever analyze or express because that would break the rules for the kind of person you are and if so, do you think a lifetime of squashing it down might ever backfire?

Wow it’s like the universe wants me to kill myself