Stupid Arcana blog

i don’t like talking about the bad in life and focusing on the negativity, but holy shiz these past couple of weeks have been rOUGH, and i was in such a bad place,, but seeing all these kind words you guys have to say to me just makes my heart so happy i can’t even explain it,,

y’all are literally the best i can’t even haNDLE IT I LOVE YOU GUYS,, thank you so much for all the sweet and supportive asks you’re sending! i see them all and they make me want to wEEP EEEEEE

thank you for being so supportive and understanding and loving towards me,, i wish i could give each and everyone one of y’all the tightest hugs and show you truly thankful i am for each and every one of you

yo,, love doesn’t equal sex and there’s so many forms of non sexual intimacy that i often think people fail to realize!!

also this was v wholesome to write and now my heart is happy

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please hold his head gently in your lap and run your fingers through his lil blonde locks

if you’re okay with cuddling,, he literally won’t let go of you,, he’s a little touch starved™️

pillow talk before bed omg omg

sit in his lap while you tell him about how your day went. he loves being able to tell how you felt in that moment by watching your facial expressions change as you tell your story and

okay so i started writing this almost immediately after i got the ask, but then i literally could not think of a way to end it, so enjoy this wip i guess?? idkif i’ll ever finish it but we’ll see,, feel free to reblog and write your own ending if you’d like ! also thank you anon for being so patient with me, you are literally a deity n ily—————- >“oh.. dear god yes… ahhh,”

julian’s moans were like music to your ears. you had been teasing him for so long now, making him squirm and writhe under your lightest touch. it fueled you more than anything ever could.

julian was tied up on the comfortable bed in front of you. his face, was mushed up against the surface while his hands were attached to his ankles, leaving his thic ass up teasingly in the air, just waiting for you to play with him. the inside of his thighs were glistening with the smear of his own release and the the bedsheets in front of his cock were wet. next to his face, laid an array of exotic toys in a neat line. several of them had already been used, while the rest were simply begging to be.

julian shivered and groaned as you lightly trailed your nails down the line of his spine. you rubbed your hand gently over his rear, before you brought your hand down roughly, smacking it. his whole body clenched as you gently smoothed the area over again, and you smiled as an evident red was beginning to show through his pale skin.

you proceeded to lean over his shoulder, your hips bumping against him, and kissed a trail up his neck and jawline. you nibbled gently on his skin and blew on his ear, simply ecstatic over all the sounds that were coming from him.

“are you ready for more?” you whispered into julian’s ear, your hands snaking around to rub slow circles around his sensitive nipples. he squirmed in an unsucessful attempt to receive more friction.

“ahh, yes ,(y/n), yes, i’m ready-please” julian moaned desperately, pressing his face further into the bed as you pinched his pecks, rolling them around in your fingers. your hand left his chest and traveled to his lips and he instantly parted them, taking two in and sucking on them ferverently, slurping his toungue around each one.

“hmm, a little eager tonight, aren’t we?” you teased, withdrawing your fingers from his mouth to sit up and place them teasingly on his entrance. “are you sure you want this?” you said almost provocatively, tracing the outline,

jumian bucked his hips back in response, “yes, (y/n), please- i, i need you, please- oh god, ah”

you pressed your wet fingers into him, slowly, and julian let out a cry. you used your other hand to gently tease his rock hard cock by wrapping it in you hand and massaging it slowly.

“you’re so tight, julian,” you breathed, as you began your slow rhythm inside him, getting faster and faster with each pump.

julian whimpered audibly when you drew your fingers

out of him, and he subtly rocked his hips back towards you, asking for more. You giggled slightly as your hand made your way over to the line of toys near his face.

“hmmm,” you muttered, “these look fun,” your fingers stopped teasingly over a row three dildos, each thicker and longer than the last. julian’s eyes lulled and he bit his lip as his face became even more red than before, if that even was possible.

you smiled before firmly grasping the smallest of the three. it was just a tad bit thicker than your fingers, but julian absolutely marveled at the sight.

hey y’all i’m dropping this arcana blog and from now on, i’m gonna be everyone’s new sex therapist pffft😌

okay so by personal experimentation, i guess i mean things that i’ve been curious about and tried out the idea myself, or discussed doing it with a partner or something.

if you’re talking about figuring out what you enjoy, sexually, id say just try things out for yourself!! be opened minded and try things out that you don’t normally consider doing, whether it be with a s/o or even by yourself, and you might find that you really like something that you never thought you would. (if you’re talking about figuring yourself out like, gender or sexual orientation wise, that’s a totally different answer so lmk lolol)

i don’t know if it would be weird to give,,,,, a personal example??? (but whatever, i’m safe behind a hidden identity sksksk,,) but something that i discovered that i really enjoy, is edging. and i would’ve never thought that i would?? but i tried it out and turns out that i love it so, here we are sksksk

yes babe we can spend 5 hours on the phone crying about how much we want bfs while we gush about oscar and oso T^T

OH SIS ENVIOUS IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT,,

i love people watching whenever i go out to eat or somethn like that, and seeing two people in love and it’s just so,, beautiful,, makes me sad and jealous sometimes :((

like, damnit, can someone hold my hand plz??

hiya!! no worries, i’m an adult™️

babe, i’ve got a truly wicked imagination heehee😈

MY H E A R T EEEEEEEEEEE

ok so i guess my writing is inspired by what i would want a relationship to be like with the character i’m writing about, and me. if that makes sense??

i don’t have a boyfriend or girlfriend at the moment, so writing about what i’d be like if i did, is usually what inspires me!! C:

hi um YES I AGREE

y’all are v good at assigning songs to characters??

also i saw this comment while i was listening to the song and they basically summed up exactly how i feel about the song and connecting it with lucio so yeet??

i have finals coming up in a couple of days (hence the absence lol) and i’ve been studying nonstop ahhh,, so i’m taking a little break and answering some easy asks for a little while!!

ahhh i hope you’re having a great day as well!! once again, if this in any way pertains to you or if anyone reading this is feeling insecure about themselves,, i love you guys so much and y’all are so so so beautiful to me!if i could shower you in compliments and affirmation 24/7,, i one hundred percent would!! each and every one of you are beautiful and perfect in your own ways and don’t you dare let anyone tell you otherwise, or elsei’ll come over there and beat them up lolol thank you so much for supporting the blog, and i hope you enjoy!!!_________ julian and (y/n) had just arrived at her comfortable shop, both giggly and happy from a wonderful date around Vesuvia. that night, he had set up a perfect area in the middle of one of the secluded gardens near the castle, just far away enough to enjoy some peace and quiet together. so simple, yet so intimate.

the night had gone so beautifully. and even in the comfort of her own home, away from the intriguing sights of the stars and nature around them, julians presence still kept that spark of electricity hidden deep within her.

“ahh,” julian sighed happily, gently shrugging off his heavy coat and closing the door gently behind him. “i had such a wonderful time,

didn’t you?”

(y/n) smiled and nodded her head happily as julian walked towards her to gently embrace her in his warm arms. he sighed lovingly and nuzzled his face into hers, beginning to pepper kisses around her face and neck.

“mmmm, (y/n), you really are something else. you do things to me that i can’t even explain,” he murmured, the tone of his voice dropping very low.

the mood had switched, and both of them could feel it in the air. especially when julian subtly pushed himself closer against her body, and began kissing her with just a little more fiery passion, the sense of both excitement and nervousness was so thick, you could cut it

julians hands left (y/n)’s shoulders and began trailing down her body. one stopping to intertwine his fingers gently with hers, and one resting on her hip, nudging her closer against his. his lips softly moves down her jaw and stopped on the side of her neck, softly kissing and sucking on the area.

“julian..wait,” (y/n) said, gently taking julians shoulders and coaxing them away from her. “i’m, ah.. um, julian… i’m-i’m nervous,”

julian seemed slightly taken aback, and there was a small pause before he took both of her soft hands in his own. he tilted his head to wordlessly ask why

“julian, this is, um.. this is going to be my first time.” she muttered, lowering she eyes, not meeting his glance. “and , don’t get me wrong, i want to do this with you, more than anything in the world right now.. im just.. nervous.” 

(y/n)’s eyes lifted up as she felt julian squeeze her hand, “talk to me, darling, what is it that’s bothering you?” 

“its just that.. im nervous about you seeing me, i guess, fully revealed for the first time,” (y/n) wrapped one of her arms around herself, hunching over ever so slightly, as if to hide her body in her own grasp, “Im- im not beautiful, julian, im not perfect, you know? i don’t want you to be..disappointed.”

there was a small silence, almost like julian didn’t comprehend what she had just said, before he stepped forward and wrapped (y/n) in his arms almost desperately.