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And sometimes…sometimes, she swears that she still sees him.

Month 9 is the most exciting month, and also the scariest. It's Xavier constantly double checking to make sure you both have everything you need for the baby, and making sure everything is packed in the bag you would be taking to the hospital. It's nearly having a panic attack because you're worried you won't be a good enough Mother. But it's also Xavier holding you as you cry into his shirt, running his fingers through your hair and telling you how much he loves you and that you'll be an amazing mother. He reminds you of how good you are with your niece, and everything he loves about you. It's feeling your baby kick and Xavier saying, "See? She agrees with me." The ninth month is sitting on the couch watching TV while Xavier gets you a glass of water, when you suddenly feel a sharp pain and something wetting your pants. This is it. "Xavier," you calmly say as he comes back, "you need to take me to the Hospital" He looks confused for a moment before his eyes widen and he nearly drops the glass of water in his hand. "This is it?" "Well, my water just broke and I'm in pain right now-" "I'll grab the bag!" Xavier rushes off into your bedroom and you do your best to get off the couch, wincing in pain. When he comes back, he carefully helps you to his car, and practically starts speeding as he drives to the hospital. "Slow down!" You hiss "Do you want to kill us?!" "I didn't see anything in the Database, so we're okay" "Funny." The ninth month is feeling nothing but pain as you enter the hospital, Xavier yelling at a nurse to get you to a room as soon as possible. It's you shouting, "Someone get me drugs, now!" as a bad contraction hits you a while later. It's the Collector's coming to see you. "You look like hell, boss" Blake says to Xavier, who was sitting in the chair next to you, tired and anxious. "Wait until you have to go through this" Xavier snaps back. Blake shuts up. It's finally time to push. The collectors are kicked out of the room, each of them offering you words of encouragement and luck. "Okay, ____, when I count to three-" The Doctor begins to say. "I know the drill" you snap "just please get this baby out of me! I can't take this anymore!" The Doctor chuckles and when she says "three", you give a big push, which causes you to scream. "You're doing great, ___" Xavier whispers in your ear. His left arm is around your shoulders while his right hand is squeezing yours. He winces as you squeeze his hand as tightly as you possibly could. "Sorry", you manage to say. He smiles and shakes his head. "One more push!" The Doctor says. "Come on, sweetheart" Xavier encourages. "One more" "I can't, I can't!" "You have to if you want to see our daughter." He leans his forehead against the side of your head and whispers, "She's almost here. Just one more. You can do it. You can break my fingers if you have to, but you can't stop now" You nod, wiping away your tears, and with a deep breath you push as hard as you can. You immediately hear a cry, and you look to see the Doctor holding your baby, quickly taking her to get cleaned off and to cut off the umbilical cord. Xavier had declined, fearing he would accidentally hurt the baby. "See? She's here now" Xavier says in a shaky voice. "You did great, ____. I'm proud of you" You smile tiredly. "I love you" "I love you too, so much" You didn't hear Xavier say such sweet things often, but it always made your heart soar when he did. "Would you like to hold her, Mom?" You look at the Doctor as she holds a pink bundle in her arms. Nodding eagerly, you happily take your daughter into your arms, tears of joy welling up in your eyes as you see the beautiful child you and Xavier had made. "She's beautiful", Xavier murmurs, running a finger down her cheek. You can tell he has tears in his own eyes by his voice, but you don't say anything. Instead you smile at him and lean your forehead against his. "Thank you" "For what?" He asks, confused. "Our daughter, being there whenever I needed you...I know I've been horrible the last five months of my pregnancy, but-" He cuts you off with a kiss. "It doesn't matter. There's no where else I would rather be than by your side for the rest of our lives." "Love you" "I love you". The baby squirms slightly and she opens her eyes, peering at you and Xavier. She smiles when she sees you two, as if she knew exactly who you both were. "Hey, there" Xavier says softly, taking the baby from your arms and placing her in his own. "You've kept us waiting a while, you know." The baby lets out a little noise. "You're going to be as beautiful as your Mother. And I'm going to be there for you and love you until I die...And I'll be there to chase away all the boys, follow you on every date, and I'll be there to check out every party you go to-" "Xavier, she's only been in this word for a half hour. We can talk about all of that when she's fifteen," you say with a laugh. "Have you seen kids these days? We'll be having these conversations when she's eleven." And you have absolutely no doubt about that. Month 9 is the end. It's the month where you finally get to see your baby girl, Emma. It's when the three of you finally become a family. And when you see Xavier talking to your daughter, rocking her gently in his arms, you feel nothing but pride and happiness. And you know that you'll never forget this moment, because it's the most precious, and you can't wait for everything that's going to come next. "Hey, ____, we heard your screams from all the way down the hall" Blake said with a laugh, bursting into the room along with the rest of the Collectors. "I'm traumatized", Leo muttered. You rolled your eyes. "Why don't you both just be quiet and go look at the baby?" "We'd all love to see her", Raphael said with a smile. "She's beautiful". Kieran smiles wide, looking at his niece with an awe expression on his face. "Just no fighting over who gets to hold her", Xavier warns, "or you'll all get kicked out." "No problem, boss" Blake says. Ten minutes later... "BLAKE, OUT!" "Aw, man..."

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And despite your crazy hormones and all the arguing it has caused, you both loved each other more than anything, and you couldn't wait to welcome your child into the world and spend forever together.

Possible My Killer Romance Cast Paul Wesley-Kieran Michael Ealy-Leo Ian Somerhalder-Xavier Jensen Ackles-Raphael (with glasses) I don’t know who the last two guys are, but I think Blake could look like either one.

The seventh month of your pregnancy is a little boring...and painful. It's your back hurting like hell. It's looking like swallowed two watermelons whole. It's not being able to sleep at night until early in the morning because you can't get comfortable. It's Xavier grumbling at you, because all your tossing and turning is bothering him and keeping him up. It's the mood swings. In all honesty, you enjoy them a little bit, because Xavier and all of the Collectors fear you a tiny bit. No one wants to upset a pregnant lady and deal with the consequences. It's going stir crazy at home due to your maternity leave at work. You try to keep yourself busy by watching movies, but it usually ends in tears because everything makes you have the urge to cry now. It's going to the Death Realm to visit Kieran and the King. Xavier hadn't wanted to go in fear of what going through the portal may do to you, but once you started freaking out, he changed his mind quickly. It's the King throwing a dinner in celebration of his son's first child and his first Granddaughter. It's some rude cousin of Xavier and Kieran who brings up the topic about where the child will be raised, meaning the Death Realm or Human Realm. It's all of Xavier's family going into shock and disapproval when he tells them that the baby will be raised in the Human Realm. It's yelling at everyone to shut the hell up because it's none of their damn business where the baby will be born. It's the King and Xavier looking a little bit proud of this. Kieran has a look of surprise on his face, but it then changes to amusement and he tried to hide the smile on his face. It's the, "Xavier, how fat do I look?" a week later. Xavier looks up from some papers and gives you a confused look. "Aren't you supposed to be fat?" "...Pardon?" "You're pregnant. Doesn't that mean you're supposed to be fat?" The urge to throw a vase at Xavier's head is too tempting, but you can't exactly do that, so you burst into tears and yell "Screw you, Xavier! You were supposed to tell me that I'm NOT fat, you idiot!" You storm out of the living room and go into the bathroom, slamming the door shut. And then you cry harder because you should have gone into the bedroom where at least you could have read or watched TV while fuming. So yeah, the seventh month is one hell of a month.

Month 6 is when you and Xavier agree to move into a new apartment. Your apartment only had one room, and the baby would need it's own room. It's finding a nice apartment closer to work that had three bedrooms, a huge kitchen and a large living room. One of the rooms would stay as a guest room, and if you two had another child someday, it would become their room. It's Lea throwing you a Jack and Jill baby shower. It's feeling slightly self-conscious as you say in front of everyone with Xavier and opened your gifts. Lea bought you a pack of bottles and three cute outfits for your baby. Your parents bought you a changing table. Your sister and brother-in-law gave you the old crib they used for their daughter. They also bought you two baby monitors, as well as diapers. Kieran bought you some cute books to read to your daughter when she gets a little older, and a few stuffed animals. Blake bought you more bottles and bibs. He didn't know what the hell to get. Raphael bought pink pacifiers that he saw in a window of a store he was walking by. He also got you a rocking chair. Leo didn't know what to buy either, so he just got you a gift card to a baby store. The sixth month is feeling your daughter kick one night while you were watching tv and Xavier was cooking dinner, and an "Xavier, come here! The baby kicked!" It's Xavier in awe over this, and you could of swore you saw tears in his eyes. It's setting up the baby's room and painting the walls pink. It's laughing hysterically as you watch Xavier try to set up the crib. When he finally does, he sighs in a relief. However, once the crib collapses, he realizes he didn't set it up right. It's scolding him for the string of curses that left his mouth because you didn't want the baby to hear them. It's only three more months until your daughter, who you both decide to name "Emma", is born.