ABOUT ME | INTRODUCTION | ART TAG
AnasAbdin

#extradirty
πͺΌ
Game of Thrones Daily
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

tannertan36

romaβ
h

oozey mess
tumblr dot com

titsay

Kiana Khansmith
ojovivo
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
One Nice Bug Per Day
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
d e v o n
Misplaced Lens Cap

Love Begins

seen from Macao SAR China
seen from Germany

seen from Greece
seen from Jamaica
seen from Malaysia
seen from Malaysia

seen from United States
seen from Germany

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from France
@joviantwelve
ABOUT ME | INTRODUCTION | ART TAG

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
I had this idea for a looping animation in which a single dot has a pretty long loop, but the animation as a whole is much shorter. Because of the repetition this animation is only 1 second long!
THIS GIF IS ONE SECOND LONG
girl who finally is going back to reading by finishing one book: now i'm going to read all the books in the world.
thereβs this term i coined in my friendgroup i call βthe charizard effectβ and it can apply to anything and everything, but it was born from me explaining my feelings about the pokemon charizard. the term is basically about how overexposure to something be it by corporate shilling or fandom prominence drives me away from really enjoying something bc iβm exposed to it so much against my will i become tired of it. it came to me bc i was ranting about how tpci does not, and cannot stop reinventing charizard, and how it is popular and obtusely included in almost every region, merch, etc in every way possible and itβs highly commodified.
i dont dislike the pokemon charizard, in fact i really like its X form, but i am exposed to so much charizard in my pokemon consumption that i cant be bothered to care for it in any more than in passing. this applies to a bunch of other stuff iβd otherwise be ok with, but i always just call this aversion phenomena βthe charizard effectβ
making this term has done numbers for me being able to concisely express how i feel abt something. like. its not charizardβs fault i feel this way, im sure iβd feel normal abt it if it was stripped of all this over commodification, but i cannot. hence the name
idk anything about this but I love it
If any competition needed to be on Tumblr, it's this one.
Thanks @slightlylightly founded by Sunny Somrat,Β This is Β SSFood Challenge
The players in and around Bangladesh play and are rewarded with food even losers get food. The combination of colorful games and the feel-good factor of nobody going home empty-handed has given Somrat a genuine hit.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
I know it feels good as fuck to cast spells from up there
Hopes and Dreams: The Character Dynamic of Ralsei and Flowery, and Queer Writing in Deltarune Chapter 5
PROBABLY NEEDLESS TO SAY, BUT SPOILERS FOR DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 BELOW! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!
Deltarune Chapter 5 came out, and I love it! Itβs neck-and-neck with Chapter 2 as my favorite section of the game thus far. I think a lot of people are feeling that way, and I find it pretty unsurprising. Itβs difficult to deny the quality of the gameplay even if you werenβt as enamored with the story as I was.
However, Chapter 5βs release has had a weird sort of grumbling undercurrent on social media which I didnβt notice for previous chapters. There are two things I see standing out a lot here: the character of Flowery and his interactions with Ralsei, as well as the slowly-growing-more-popular trans Ralsei theory. These are two things that I think some fans are very uncharitably justβ¦ Refusing to interface with.
Flowery is often portrayed as smug, annoying, and pointless. A bully, essentially, which I think is the wrong way to view his interactions with Ralsei. Iβve even seen people call him a shallow retread of past bosses. And trans Ralsei theory I think often degenerates to people sending a bunch of screenshots without delving into the deeply queer themes of Chapter 5 that are putting so much wind into the theoryβs sails, and just as quickly gets discarded as baseless headcanon.
So Iβm going to blabber on a bit about both of these things, and how they play into each other. Keep in mind, this is not an aforementioned screenshot dump of moments that count as βtrans Ralsei evidence.β This is more an explanation for people that might be confused as to why this chapter is making that pick up steam, while also clarifying some of the themes I see folks failing to pick up from Flowery and his interactions with Ralsei.
When you first meet Ralsei in the dark world this time around, heβs been stuffed into a closet by Flowery in order to try to get him to hide his face with a hat. From a simple narrative point of view, the purpose of this is to hide him away from Asgore. Thematically, itβs a bit more complex! A closet is a very common piece of imagery for hiding oneβs queerness in general. Furthermore, the hat all by itself is an important symbol to Ralseiβs character. It represents his initial closed-off nature, his fear of being himself. He doesnβt want to put that hat back on, and says as much repeatedly. This man forces him to do so! That affects Ralsei in a way I do not think Flowery intended, and in a way I do not think that Ralsei was quite prepared to confront as thoroughly as he ends up doing in this chapter.
I am not going to focus on one-by-one layouts of symbolism like this, but I think this particular one is very important because after Flowery does this, it really changes Ralseiβs tone throughout the chapter. Heβs seething every time the guy even comes up into conversation! Every little thing he does drives him crazy! Itβs very funnyβ¦ But I think also very important, and a whole lot more complicated than Flowery just being a βbully.β
In fact, I would say Flowery isnβt much of a bully when you get down to it. That bit with the hat is genuinely the meanest thing he does to Ralsei all chapter. Most of the early game is spent with him doing nothing markedly different from the average Deltarune chapter antagonist, if not even less so; he frequently helps the Fun Gang despite it being in direct conflict with his goals. In a little-seen scene early in the game if you lose to the first crew of enemies, he actually saves your life and advises you leave the Dark World for your own safety.
And yet Ralsei cannot bear it. He hates seeing Floweryβs antics even when they donβt put he or his friends at risk at all. Even when he helps them! And whenever Susie or Kris get along with Flowery or even simply donβt condemn him enough for Ralseiβs tastes, he gets very frustrated. To understand why, you have to understand how different the pair are: Ralsei is all about hopes, and Flowery is all about dreams.
Hopes and Dreams are a recurring theme of Undertale and Deltarune, along with Determination. To explain how these two compare, I think itβs best to look at these three things. Both Ralsei and Flowery have their own brand of intense determination. They love their friends dearly, and are fighting for the chance to change fate and give the ones they care for a happy ending. The other two concepts, though, more complicated.
I need to stress, I am not talking in terms of hopes and dreams and determination as hard, defined devices in the narrative here so much as I am talking about them being used as thematic devices. I implore you to not read this and take it as me talking about how characters have some power or the other. To me, thatβs dramatically less important than how they are used as symbols in chapter 5.
Ralseiβs approach to life is a deep reliance on hope. He hopes and prays, against all odds that somewhere along the path they are taking, something will happen that will fundamentally change the inevitable disaster that he knows is coming. Despite knowing whatever grim conclusion the prophecy holds and despite knowing the problems Kris is bringing about, he trusts that thereβs some miracle will occur that will see things through to something better than whatβs supposed to come.
His innate flaw is his feelings of powerlessness. He feels crushed beneath fate, and conceives himself as only a tiny piece of it rather than someone with agency and the power to bring change. A few chapters ago he was insistent on thinking of himself as nothing but a thing, something to be used for greater purposes and then discarded. He considered his entire existence to be devoted to bringing about something; something he hated, and felt selfish for even wanting to turn out wrong.
By the time of Chapter 5, Ralsei has accepted himself as a person with thoughts and feelings, but is still deeply a work in progress. Accepting that you werenβt what you thought you were is one thing, but deciphering exactly what you actually are is something else entirely! And one of the things that he absolutely isnβt going to shirk immediately is the system under which he operates; despite coming to dislike it, he respects it. He pleads and prays with it, even when itβs never done anything but make him miserable and fearful and lonely. He keeps secrets in order to maintain its continued existence. Itβs all he knows and he cannot yet conceive of anything else.
What happens, then, when someone who is still a slave to a system they hate meets someone else who was faced with the same learned hopelessness? Except, their reaction to it was to give that system a kick right in the jaw and try to seize their dreams in both hands and never let go? Well, first he gets mad. Then he gets jealous.
Ralsei, by his own admission, doesnβt know precisely why Flowery makes him so mad at first. Heβs not particularly doing anything that the myriad of other goofy chapter baddies like Queen or Tenna didnβt! But paying attention to him will yield an answer pretty quickly for the player: Flowery is defying the logic of the game. He is flagrantly skipping puzzles Ralsei feels they ought to have to do. He is casually explaining information to Susie that Ralsei feels he needs to gate off from her. He even dares to spit in the face of the economy! The horror! The system that Ralsei devotes everything to is being subverted entirely.
Floweryβs precise motivations are something that I think kind of slip by people because outside of his admiration and love for Asgore, he never directly sits down and explains them to you. The closest thing that you get is the lyrics of his boss them, Flower Man. I donβt blame folks for not delving into them too deeply on average because they are written in silly broken English, but thereβs some powerful explanation of motivation to be found in there
The titular Flower Man of the song is not Flowery, but Asgore. The lyrics tell of someone in a βchamber of glassβ who watches the Flower Man struggling with his life, being miserable, but never letting go of the hope and empathy that drove him to take care of the flowers which were never meant to live longer than a day. Itβs not altogether different than Ralseiβs feelings of powerlessness; Flowery wishes he could help and reciprocate all the kindness done unto him, but feels tiny and helpless. Flowery, however, has an entirely different reaction to that feeling.
In the first verse, Flowery wishes he could make him laugh and smile again but feels hopeless. In the second, he comes to the conclusion that the Asgore never gives up and finds both power and drive in that. βEven broken, I am more than glassβ is the credo he settles on, and that is core to both Flowery and the chapter at large: he firmly believes that inside, he is more than what he is on the outside.
Whereas Ralsei is hopes, Flowery is purely dreams. When he has a hope, there is no praying or wishing, he simply does. When the Dark Fountain comes, he believes unwaveringly that this is the opportunity for both he and the other flowersβ dreams to be realized. He gives Asgore what he wants without hesitation or questioning his own understanding of their implications or meaning. Without hesitating, he validates and encourages the other flower children. He refuses to be restrained by rules and if confronted with them he simply breaks them flagrantly.
I think Floweryβs relation to dreams in particular is very clear, even moreso than Ralseiβs hopes. The most obvious is probably the quote βnothing is stronger than a flowerβs dreamβ during his final clash with the knight. But even beyond that, one of his flavor texts during his fight is βFlowery holds on to his dream.β
More obscurely, and most interesting to me though, is the aforementioned βeven broken I am more than glassβ line. When giving Seam the last shadowcrystal, he mentions that the crystals (which are commonly described as a shard of glass) are in reality shattered dreams. I believe the line in Floweryβs song is a direct reference to that: even broken, a dream is still a dream. It makes a line that already went hard as hell go even harder.
His innate flaw is that his approach to everything is simple belief. As Ralsei says multiple times, he is in a situation that appears to be far over his head and does not have a plan except for believing in himself. He operates on the idea that if you believe in something deeply and truly enough, it must be right. This works for some things, but in other ways, forcing your dream to come true out of sheer willpower is as foolhardy as it is inspiring.
Dreams are fleeting things; they do not always come true, no matter how beautiful they are. At the tail end of things, Flowery even admits to you he always knew he would lose even if he won. Flowers cannot survive in the dark, and that makes the dream is as impermanent as life itself. But all the same, he and the others strive to dream for as long as they can. Why? If you were given one miraculous chance to live your life how you wanted to be, would you let go of it, or would you try your best to hold onto it for as long as you can? He chooses the latter.
This is the ultimate point of contention between Ralsei and Flowery; jealousy. Itβs a recurring theme all throughout Chapter 5. Remember Catti getting mad at the festival? Remember Kris, who clearly likes Susie, having to faithfully follow she and Noelle around and wingman for her date based on your whims? Ralsei sees the freedom that Flowery operates with, unbound by rules he himself is growing resentful of, and it upsets him far more than any of Floweryβs antics.
Flowery is a mirror to a lot of characters. The Spade King is one; he was given a fountain by the Knight and takes the opportunity to achieve his dream of ruling once again. But whereas the king is cruel and vengeful, Flowery is genuine in his kindness to the other inhabitants of the Dark World and just wants a chance to exist and be happy.
Flowey is another fairly obvious one, even beyond the name and existence as a golden flower. Flowey is incapable of comprehending friendship and love without a soul and as such only wants to bend everyone and everything to his will. Flowery, meanwhile, pulls strength from everything Flowey lacks; his method of reaching his final form is through empathy and cooperation with the six other flowers. He is literally powered by love and friendship.
That love isnβt limited to just the other flowers, though. Heβs the only boss in the game who goes out of his way to spare you and your party, even if he wins. Although he views Kris as someone who caused so much pain to his beloved Asgore and his friends as someone trying to end his dream, he canβt bring himself to truly hurt them. As Omega Flowery, he chides himself for hesitating at the end, and during his fight with the Knight he displays speed and strength he never used on you in your boss fight against him.
The one character I think a lot of people donβt pick up Floweryβs similarities to, because of their differences being so important as well, is Ralsei. Their ideologies are very different, but they both have an ultimate goal of changing fate in order to bring about a happy ending which they feel the circumstances of their birth did not grant them. They also both carry a lot of devotion towards a person that very dubiously deserves it, in the form of Kris and Asgore.
These devotions are tragic in their own way; Kris is running around making fountains and aiding the Knight that is trying to bring about The Roaring, and we know from information Flowery doesnβt have that Asgoreβs unwillingness to give up on Toriel actually drives to behave in an extremely toxic way. But I would argue that in both cases, a very pure and strong person with a good heart grew from a bad place.
Ralseiβs determination to hope for the best never falters and drives him forward. Flowery is much the same; as Ralsei accuses him of, he doesnβt really have a plan. But his willpower to make dreams come true for himself, his friends and Asgore give him unending confidence. Itβs the same determination, just employed very differently. Action version inaction.
Partway through the castle, Ralsei finally begins to understand that. He still doesnβt believe in Floweryβs approach, but he comes to understand that heβs trying his best in his own way for the ones he loves, just the same as Ralsei himself is. Flowery doesnβt hate Ralsei! That anger is very one-sided. If anything, heβs concerned for him. He tries to connect with him, and the result is something powerful, and also I believe where a lot of people are picking up the vibes which have lead to an increase in the popularity of theorizing Ralsei to be trans.
Consider Ralsei, convinced he is what he is and that is all he will ever be. Firmly believing his purpose is all he will ever be as a Darkner and if he deviates into the unknown everything will fall apart. This is easy to tie with the idea of transitioning and presenting as yourself in public; what if you do it, and everyone hates you now? What if you do it, and you were wrong all along? What if you regret it? What if itβs too late?
All of those anxieties are anathema to Flowery. He was nothing but a little helpless flower in a glass bubble, unable to do a thing for the man who had cared so deeply for him over the years, and what did he do? Transcended it. Disregarded it. He is more than just a flower, he is a human, because he believes himself to be. Itβs his dream and he will make it true.
The way this manifests is, at first, teasing. Flowery does do a fair amount of that in this chapter, and it upsets Ralsei. I think people rightfully point out it's somewhat uncomfortable, and even Flowery apologizes for it eventually. I do, though, genuinely think that his purpose with a lot of this was trying to push Ralsei forward in thinking about the life he is living. He's challenging him to think harder about what he wants, even if the prospect of dwelling on it is terrifying.
A lot of people see parallels to how Flowery treats Ralsei with him basically trying to break Ralsei out of his egg. I certainly do! I just wonder how many people also follow the parallels with Flowery as someone who has done that himself, which puts him in a position to do this. He doesnβt have all the answers, heβs wrong about some stuff, but he knows someone suffering and hopeless as he was when he sees them, and he wants to help how he can.
At this point you can go, βOh, those are just general themes and youβre tying them to being trans.β And youβre right! Or you would be, if not for the myriad of little hints people have been picking up on with Ralsei being interested in femininity, but afraid of displeasing others by not being a βprince.β That is where all those screenshots people keep dumping on you come into play. Go look for βem, this thing is long enough already, but they are there!
At this point you can go, βOh, but Ralsei is interested in trying all sorts of things more independently.β And youβre right! But being feminine and cute is one particular thing that has remained consistent in how it is brought up since chapter 1. In fact, I would say it is probably the number one thing that he keeps returning to as something that fascinates him.
At this point you can go, βOh, but maybe that just means heβs being interested in being feminine. That doesnβt mean heβs trans.β And youβre right! Maybe it just does mean that. We donβt know concretely either way yet! Thatβs why itβs being called a βtheory.β And after an entire chapter about how you look not equating to what you are, and Ralsei struggling to understand and accept that, I feel like itβs one that you cannot discount offhand.
A friend of mine described this chapter as βthe queerest thing Toby has ever written.β I think thatβs most solidly expressed in the recurring theme that your inner self is just as important, or even more βreal,β than your exterior. You see it in many of the enemies; the Netskies proud of their big fluffy tails that are clearly shrubs. The Terra Cottas, who are hard and burly but blossom from within when watered. Mew Mew, of course, who comes to terms with what she wants for herself both inside and out. She probably deserves her own dedicated essay, honestly! It goes well beyond terms of βitβs okay for you to be nonconforming to your genderβ and lives firmly in the idea of βyour body is immaterial to the contents of your soul.β
The flower children are perhaps the most obvious example of this; they want to be human. More than that, they insist they are human. They are often thrown into situations where they seem to have comically low concept of what humans even are, but all the same put together the concept piecemeal as they go. They never waver from their dream to be their ideal selves. Itβs very easy to connect this to discovering yourself as not being the gender you were assigned at birth. Itβs a process of learning what βwoman,β βmanβ, and everything else in between really is.
So the flowers create their own definition of what being human is. And who are you to tell them that definition is wrong? Especially considering the fact that all of them can do their βOmega,β a special spell that Flowey used in Undertaleβ¦. By channeling the human souls. Thatβs just sort of built into them here, regardless of their origin as flowers. Food for thought.
Ralsei struggles with this, notably in the scenes with Orange. Orange is perhaps the most conventionally βnon humanβ of the seven flowers, and Ralsei endlessly points this out and demeans Orange for it. Orange shoots right back at him about needing a hat to hide his face, a sore spot for Ralsei that makes him feel like heβs regressing when he wears it. I see a lot of βhe/she started it!β It doesnβt matter. Thatβs not the point. They go back and forth the entire time Orange is on screen.
Essentially, they are microaggressing against each other. Both of them struggle with their appearance as related to their identity, and neither really understands how theyβre offending each other until the final interaction the pair can have, where he finally seems to have come to understand what he had been doing and moves to correct it. I believe itβs a genuine and solid little bit of character development for Ralsei; he is seeing beyond Orangeβs origin and purpose and considering the truths of the person inside of her. I also believe this to be directly tied to the concept of being trans. Yes, it ends in more jokes! Thatβs okay. Ralseiβs still learning, and so is Orange.
I donβt really see a lot of talk about it at all, but the trans symbolism applies to Flowery pretty solidly just the same as it does Ralsei and the rest of the flowers. He is living his ideal dream in the dark fountain as a human just the same as the others. His determination to be what he wishes to be is so strong, it carries all of his friends alongside him. Transmasc Flowery? Maybe, in his own way.
The only time Floweryβs confidence genuinely falters is his death. Faced with the fact that some things canβt simply be accomplished by following your dreams alone, he despairs that he was wrong. That flowers are nothing but weak things meant to look pretty, wither, and die. He is nothing but his form after all.
Ralseiβs answer to this is brief but it is fascinating in its own way and shows how much Ralsei has grown; he tries to heal him, even though both of them know it couldnβt work. In his own way, Ralsei is throwing logic out the window and trying to force a dream into existence, because he βhas to try.β Is there a better description of Floweryβs approach to life than trying simply because you feel like thatβs what you must do? And hereβs Ralsei, doing the same.
A couple chapters ago, he was convinced that Darkners only existed for their βpurposeβ. As Flowery dies, Ralsei assures him of the oppositeβ it was he who was giving Asgore purpose. Itβs a clear change in Ralseiβs own ideology, even if it isnβt a full break from the systems he operates within. And as frustrated with their differences as he can be, as much as he expected it to be the case, Floweryβs failure to make his dream come true hurts him deeply. I feel like the experience will change him permanently.
Thank you for reading all these words about a theory I never expected to be so supportive of, and about a funny flower man that I never expected to be so enamored with. I admit that this writeup was born just as much from people misunderstanding and mischaracterizing Flowery as it was people being shitty about Trans Ralsei. I think both play into each other pretty deeply! And if nothing else, I hope you walked away from this with a little bit better understanding of how their dynamic is more than just βFlowery is smug and bullies poor Ralseiβ. Itβs so much more complicated and interesting than that!
drawing kris and berdly the same way fanartists draw kris and noelle
posting this deltarune ch 5 bs i made for twitter here too Sound by @/St4rb1tz on Twitter and og vid by @/theanimemen on TikTok

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
Sparkle on! It's Wednesday! Don't forget to be yourself, Jerma!
Every now and again someone reblogs this and I am haunted by the fact that almost every big name streamer and jerma himself and notable voice actors and apparently the fucking spongebob squarepants art team have referenced this picture I made and I only have 4k notes on it
Gargantuan lore drop but I NEED a source on that SpongeBob one
You got it boss. From the episode "bubble bass reviews" in 2023
Using my power as a gimmick blog to spread the ORIGINAL post even more far and wide because how the hell does this only have 5kish notes. Please. What.
Mint chocolate chip is so funny. βThis poison tastes really good. But you know what it needs? More poisonβ
Mint chocolate chip coffe flavoured alcoholic drinks do exist and thats poison poison poison flavoured poison
carbon monoxide

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
down, down, down
You can tell a lot about a person by entering their mind palace and encountering their greatest fears and darkest hopes in a labyrinth reflective of their subconscious thoughts.