Journey with C

- soul sister

it’s my prayer and my hope that one day you’ll look inside yourself and see the woman that I see. a woman that deserves love, happiness, and healing.

a warrior woman, you are stronger than you even know, and your resilience during hardship has resulted in growth.

you are courageous, even on the days you  feel like giving up, & everything you are, in this exact moment, makes you enough.

it’s your love for life and spirit so free, that make you a one of a kind beauty.

your energy so radiant, you’re able to light up a room, so infectious, uplifting everyone around you.

& if you’re ever in doubt, just know that  you got this. it resides within, all you need to continue to blossom.

- goddess

this body of mine so powerful, so divine the sacred space between my thighs a holy grail, your favorite slip-n-slide.

the giver of life. which one will find, that giving birth to such beauty is like God creating the sunrise

spirit aligned, mind & body intertwined, super blessed with women’s intuition as my guide

uncovering my inner light, I will continue to rise, forever undefeated because my limit is the sky.

- broken record

I know it’s been a while, but I hope you guys enjoy!

- is it worth it?

unfinished business. just tell me you too expensive, cause if I don’t have the means, then I won’t wanna spend it.

& I could gain if I gamble, but there’s so much to lose & trust me, the last thing I want it to be is you.

- raining champion

wet like Aquafina, April showers bring May flowers weather, cause she always puts you to sleep.

- adventure

Loving you feels like climbing the steepest mountain, and finally reaching the breath taking view at the top, the waterfall against the sunset.

Mesmerized, not paying attention, I slip and fall right in. The current so strong,  I try to grasp and hold on tight to every low hanging branch that I pass, but I’m unable to pull myself out.

Noticing the pinks and the purples in the sky, I cease to resist the natural flow, & let go, in awe of mother nature’s beauty.

I don’t know where I’m headed,  but I’m enjoying every second of the journey.

- divine

cover me,

your new canvas.

let the paint

drip from your brush,

each stroke

creating a deeper love

for the becoming

masterpiece.

- organic

you & me

had never crossed my mind before.

but you started to play my heart’s chords

and I fell in love

with the melody.

- pleasure

I fantasize

about the days

of tasting your legacy

after too many

shots of Hennessy,

caring less about

the consequence

of how things could unfold,

only focusing on

giving you

- bee mine

your love is honey,

sticky, but sweet.

not easy to swallow,

but tastes like the best treat.

- attraction

our souls,

they speak the same language

while we were becoming friends,

they were becoming lovers,

exploring, connecting,

intertwining with one another

almost inseparable,

never wanting to let go.

the reason why we’re now

magnets to each other.

- soul sister 

it’s my prayer and my hope

that one day you’ll look inside yourself

and see the woman that I see.

the woman that deserves love, happiness,

it’s that time of the month again. hope you all enjoy!

- tug of war

your words are the razor blade

that cuts across my wrist

and

your lips

are the ones that belong to

the kisses that heal my wounds

- as is

maybe we were only meant to be

the best thing

that never happens

- i’m sorry

I know that words aren’t enough

to express my regret

of how I’ve been nothing

but demanding and selfish

unintentional, of course, yet

still no excuse

for all the ups & downs

that we’ve been through

loving you so,

there’s not much that is worse

than sensing your pain,

feeling partially to blame

for your struggle and hurt

I hope you can forgive

any mess that I’ve made,

inner peace and godspeed,

Back at it! Hope you all enjoy these.

passion

cuddled in your bed,

we start to undress,

my heart begins to race,

now flesh, on flesh.

my breath warming your neck,

you slip in the head,

that gaze in your eyes,

my waist, you caress.

your mouth on my breast,

making me wet,

chills down my spine,

now we both drippin’ sweat.

never having to beg,

you always do it best,

your room, now my sanctuary,

I always leave blessed.

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I’ve dealt with a hand full of men.

and every time me and a guy get close, it seems like he becomes uncertain

like hearing the word commitment makes him itch,

so he just keeps me around for the benefits.

you know, that couple stuff, he’s not really into it.

because he’s still scarred from the last woman that hurt him,

and he’s not sure if fuckin’ with me is worth it.

or surprise!

turns out he already has a girlfriend.

and nothing hurts worse than being the second option,

knowing that at any moment he could cut me loose,

while I’m over here feeling like I can’t live without him.

and as always, after a while, he finally decides to let go,

and I’ve decided that I’m sick and tired of being left, feeling like I’m disposable.

I want the guy that know’s for sure,

exactly what he wants, what he needs,

and he knows what I’m worth.

But until then, 

I’m gonna take his place.

I’m gonna make sure to tell myself every single day

that I’m worth it.

That even though I’m not perfect,

I’m lucky to have me.

That I’m strong, and beautiful, and brave, and honestly,

right now,

me and my loved ones are all that I need.

decay

I’m scared to walk away,

Hello beautiful family & friends! 

I know it’s been a while, but I’m back with another 3 Piece Post.

Because today, July 3rd, falls during Cancer season, I came up with this idea to make this 3PP a water sign edition. The three gentlemen that I’ve adored the most out of all the guys that I’ve liked, are all water signs. 

One Pisces. One Cancer. One Scorpio.

I’ve tried to write each piece in the present tense, because, well, that’s more interesting in my opinion.

I hope you all enjoy!

Friends

Cutting off my story to lock lips,

leaving me breathless,

and now I’m confused because

I thought we were just best friends.

Now you goin’ out of your way to pick me up

and bring me back home,

& hang out during the only time of day

you get to spend on your own.

Time keeps passing

and I’m starting to like you more.

To stay friends or move forward,

I keep going back and forth.

But I’m scared to lose you, so I think a friendship

is best at the moment,

but I’ll still look back at you

& tell you, you own it.

It’s yours.

Fitting

perfect

is the word I would use

to describe how it feels to be around you.

your energy,

unlike anyone else,

has this way of bringing me out of myself.

your touch,

is heaven caressing my skin,

a cry from my body to let you in.

so I did.

the warming sensation

of you on me

feels more spiritual, like an exchange of energy.

gratitude, to you,

for the best day of my life,

witnessing the most beautiful evening sky.

admiring the warm colors,

and the cool.

& now whenever I catch the sunset, I think of you.

Feelings

I’ve finally figured out why I enjoy it,

so much.

Because sex,

with you,