Joshua Tomas- JT

Because he makes me happy. #mcm #mancrushmonday #mce #mancrusheveryday #trans #transgender #transman #transguy #gay #gayboy #gayman #gayboys #happygays #transandgay #bf #boyfriends #lovehim #kisses #happiness #beautifulgays #stillhomo #boysdatingboys #ftm #femaletomale #lgbt #lgbtq #homosexual #instagay #instatrans

#body #bodypositive #selfesteem #attractive #transandshirtless #shirtlesstrans #tattoos #inkedtrans #transandinked #instatrans #transgender #transman #transguy #ftm #femaletomale #selfview #music #compliment #hair #eyes #stripper #happy #smallthingsinlife #tdor #transgenderdayofremembrance #prideflag

Today, we remember all those who were taken out of this world too soon by transphobia, or those who have fought for equality before us. We remember those who also are now in a happier place because this world is too cruel. It's Transgender Day of Remembrance. Please, if you know someone who is under the trans* umbrella please tell them that you're lucky to know them and that they matter. Have a safe day everyone. #tdor #transgender #trans #lgbT #transgenderdayofremembrance #pinkbluewhite #ftm #mtf #maletofemale #femaletomale #nonbinary #agender #transphobia #weremember #hernamewas #hisnamewas #theirnamewas #transgender #translivesmatter #thisiswhattranslookslike

Even though I don't view myself in a positive matter when it comes to my physical self, I am beginning to accept that my genes may not make me considered attractive in society's eyes. It's difficult, but I try to love the smallest things about myself. Today, someone gave me a compliment. I didn't know how to take it. Suffering with a very low self-esteem, I didn't know how to respond or react. However, this one small comment made my day feel a lot better. #body #bodypositive #selfesteem #attractive #transandshirtless #shirtlesstrans #tattoos #inkedtrans #transandinked #instatrans #transgender #transman #transguy #ftm #femaletomale #selfview #music #compliment #hair #eyes #stripper #happy #smallthingsinlife

One month post-op versus 3.5 months post-op and 351 days on T. The swelling is gone. Everything is beginning to settle. I have lost weight. I am beginning to start getting a "straighter" body, instead of one with curves. I have also gotten much more body hair. I am happy with my reflection now. I can look a it without seeing the demons inside of me. #trans #transgender #transman #transformationtuesday #tt #t #testosterone #vitaminT #ftm #femaletomale #postop #chest #masectomy #transformation #happy #mirror #demons

This week we celebrate all who are under the umbrella term transgender. Whether you're out or if you're still questioning, you are important. We also remember all those who are no longer here with us. We remember those who were taken from the earth too soon by vicious people. We remember those that had to escape and be an "absurd hero" according to Albert Camus. One day, everyone will be seen as equal. It's one day at a time. It's a slow process, but we will get there. To everyone who doesn't identify as cis, I love you all and I'm here for all of you. #transgender #transgenderawarenessweek #trans #lgbt #transpride #transman #transguy #transboy #transwoman #transgal #transgirl #ftm #f2m #mtf #m2f #questioning #queer #awareness #love #safe #equality #remembrance #queer #queerquestioning #out #translivesmatter #nonbinary #transgenderumbrella

My heart goes out to everyone that has been affected. Stay safe and stay strong. #prayforparis

This is the face of someone who wrote a seven page paper about reality versus illusion in three hours. And to know that my professor said I am most likely getting an "A" on this paper just by seeing my outline makes me feel very accomplished. I was never one to believe that I was a successful writer when it came to something that is mandatory. I was complimented about how my writing is by my professor. It makes me feel good about myself. I thought I would only be able to do well enough just to pass, but I am one of the top students in the class. #English #college #paper #astreetcarnameddesire #success #accomplishment #improvement #happy #tired #trans #transgender #ftm #femaletomale #model #transmodels #transmodel #mcc #reality #illusion #realityvsillusion #deepthought

We can be cute at times. 🐠🐟 @cody112233445 @cody5779 #mcm #mancrushmonday #mce #mancrusheveryday #findingnemo #dory #swim #dubsmash #cute #fish #gay #gayboy #gayman #gayboys #homo #stillgay #cutegays #bf

Yesterday was 100 days post-op. It never occurred to me that over that amount of time, how much happier I have been with myself and how I view life. Being able to be closer to my authentic self each day has made me realize that I am capable of change. It has made me realize that I can be a better man. I never really knew that it would have to start with me changing how I felt about myself first. The changes I have seen in myself are not only physical, but mental and emotional. I never really believed that I could learn to love myself since I was 11, but this radical act of self-love has made me realize that I can love myself. If I could go back in time to talk to my younger self, I would tell myself that I need to go with my gut and do whatever I could to get myself closer to happiness. -------- The photos are in chronological order of: 2 days, 2 weeks, 1 month, 2 months, and then 101 days. I have seen the swelling go down, everything beginning to settle, things filling out, and I can see my scars becoming less rough. These may my be noticeable to everyone, but to me, these small changes are huge steps for me. #instatrans #inkedtrans #instagay #trans #transman #transandgay #transgender #transsinger #transgenderftm #ftm #femaletomale #100dayspostop #postop #changes #happiness #selflove #authentic #myself #love #healing #selfmademan #thisiswhattranslookslike #gay #gayboy #gayman #gayboys #dysphoria #futuremusicteacher #happy #handsome #lgbt #lgbtq #noshavenovember #onemonth #postop #scars #tattoo #twomonths #twoweeks #twodays #onehundreddays

Nothing is better than trying a new yea from David's Tea. Sometimes, you just have to think of the good in your life and let the bad go. #taken #transman #transgender #transandgay #trans #femaletomale #ftm #futuremusicteacher #tea #davidstea #snowday #yum #eyes #handsome #indulgence #thisiswhattranslookslike #gay #gayboy #gayman #instagay #inkedtrans #instagood #instatea #instatrans

One month with you, and I already feel like it's been a year. I feel like you've gotten to know my naked soul, making it so easy to trust you. You want me to be myself, and that's all I could have ever asked for. I never understood why I felt like I was missing a part of me, but then you came into my life. You complete me, and for once, I feel like I am able to conquer my dreams. You have a special place in my heart. You are my better half now. #boyfriend #onemonth #bf #gay #gayboys #gayboy #instagay #fall #completeme #betterhalf #happy #mine #heaven #trans #transandgay #transgender #transman #taken

So I became a zombie today. One of the best days today at school, and I loved doing the flash mob with the MCC Music Club. People in the Music Studies program have become my second family already. Once I find out if there is a video of the flash mob, I'll let everyone know. And I have to thank Chris for doing such an amazing job on the make-up. #zombie #makeup #Halloween #flashmob #thriller #michaeljackson #brains #mcc #mccmusicclub #musicstudies #futuremusicteacher #musicstudent #musicmajor #manchestercommunity #trans #transman #transguy #transandgay #transgender #transzombie #instatrans #instagay #gaytrans

I have a baby-face now!!! I decided to start No-Shave November a little bit early. Although not having facial hair makes me slightly dysphoric, I am challenging myself to try to let it grow. I haven't shaven since the morning if my top surgery, which was 90 days ago, but I never really saw a difference. With this shave though, I can tell so much. I'm proud to do this. And I'm proud to be a transman. I will keep everyone updated with my very slow progress of this #noshavenovember that I decided to do. #postop #vitaminT #f2m #ftm #trans #transguy #transman #transandgay #transgender #transandproud #thisiswhattranslookslike #shaved #babyface #beard #facialhair #dysphoria #dysphoric #gay #gayman #gayboy #gayguy #gaytrans #instagay #instatrans #instabeard #instashave

Shot 30! 90 days post-op! Feeling great after everything. Wish I wasn't sick, but I am feeling better with myself every day. #trans #transguy #transman #transandgay #transgender #ftm #femaletomale #f2m #shot #vitaminT #shotday #postop

So I am officially pissed at snapchat snapchat. With the new features, they have a filter that distorts your picture to make you seem skinnier. Not only is it forcing society's idea of what beauty is, but it can also really hurt someone's self-esteem or mental stability. I believe that everyone is beautiful the way they are; no matter their age, weight, race, physical traits, or anything else. This filter is trying to make people believe that society's twisted image of the perfect human is what is right and needed to be beautiful. It is completely wrong. I did the comparison to show. The picture on the right is with the filter. It makes me look like I'm ill and jaundice. The picture on the left is without any filter. As someone who has dealt with a very low self-esteem due to how I was bullied for my weight from third grade, it was upsetting. I personally think that snapchat should not have this filter. #snapchat #wrong #messedup #societyisnotbeautiful #everyoneisbeautiful #bullied #selfesteem #bodypositivity #filter #nofilter #rant #takeitdown #snapchatiswrong #societydoesnotneedtobeskinny #dontconform #angry #upset #dysphoria #mentalstability #youaremadetobeperfect #everyoneisperfect