Life brought you full circle to where you were...but made sure to run me over otw...

I told you about the trauma of my last relationship...and you did the same thing to me.

This time I think its goodbye.

IG off the BS again...hyper feeding me post that are just putting me in my feelings 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Some night I feel really lost. Like idk where my life is going. I cheer and i am happy so many people around me are hitting milestones. Marriages, babies, homes. I just dont know what is ahead of me. I say im okay with going through life without a partner, but I feel I have so much love to give. Maybe thats thr problem. I want to give love to those that dont need or want it. Maybe they arent in a place or tike that its something they find important. Im doing better than last month...that was a shit show...but everything still feels like its on autopilot..

Functional depression. Shit still need to get done...but in autopilot

Autopilot...im just so tired of everything...

3 hour beatdown is nasty work😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Tired...just tired... bs...after bs...after bs...

Silence speaks louder then words sometimes

Stepping stone...