I've come back to do some more complaining Siiiggghhhhhhh So I'm with my family for Thanksgiving and my mother and I haven't spoken in a few months, we still aren't speaking, but we're together and it's awkward and other things, ugh My uncle said I should try to say something to her because our family is all going to be there trying to have a good time and blah and I should think about it (and other bullshit like I only have one mom and I gotta respect my parents and other bs. Which I'm just gonna say that I don't see why I have to be the one to make amends, like why can't she take responsibility for her actions? I don't want to talk to her, she doesn't want to talk to me, so it's all stupid) But I thought yeah I guess I should try to break the tension, so I texted her that I was going to be with the family and at the functions the day before I got here and she didn't respond. She's trying to make it uncomfortable for me and it's working, but I'm not going to feel bad. I did my part (and at someone else's request) so the ball is in her court. And if it doesn't go anywhere, then it doesn't, and honestly I'd prefer that. And either way, I hope people are talking to her about making amends just as much as they're talking to me because I do not believe in this 'your family (parents) can treat you like shit and you have to forgive them/accept it because they're family (your parents) bullshit'. Anyway.. When I got here, she and I didn't acknowledge each other and still haven't said a word. Our only interactions have been when she included me in something when it would have been weird if she didn't, like handing out things for everyone and taking pictures of the family. So.. Yeah Also I've heard her say shit about me without actually mentioning me, her "woe is me" shit, still not taking responsibility or even ackknowleging her roll/fault in all of this. Whatever, I don't care how she acts. I can't stand her. This is just another one of her tantrums. Just one biiiig tantrum, hopefully the last one I ever have to deal with.
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