lonely boy

i’m basically a clingy needy piece of shit that just wants to cuddle and to sleep and to watch stupid movies and to make out with you. oh and i also want you to play with my hair until i fall asleep

im cute like wtf pay attention to me

It takes all his control not to roll his eyes. He was dealing with a double life as an idol and a daddy. Gongchan couldn’t even spend a night alone. The term ‘cry me a river’ comes suddenly to him. “I just went to get something to eat, that’s all.”

jinyoung sighed. "you were gone from at least one am, until well after four and we had schedules the next morning. that's not the kind of behaviour you'd expect from someone who had to bust their ass to get to this point in their career - huh? show a little more responsibility. at the end of the day, dongwoo, your actions affect us all. think about that."

"chan came into my room, scared to be alone in his shared room again. don't lie to me dongwoo." he had hoped the elder would have taken into consideration their maknae's feelings. obviously he had been mistaken.

on a serious note I’m cute 

First person to put a ┼ in my inbox gets to be my boyfriend/girlfriend for a week.

im always either sleep deprived, sex deprived, food deprived or all of the above

♡

"Mmm, no." Chanshik was starting to get frustrated about this - he was the visual, but rarely did he ever get a solo call for schedules. He didn’t mind spending the time with his hyungs, however - but it still daunted him. "Just the usual, radio with Shinwoo hyung, group photoshoots… Hm." A frown began to appear, furrowing his eyebrows. "Oh, speaking of… Did you hear from our manager? We got another ad campaign… for fried chicken.” Chanshik’s face twisted in disgust. Of all things, they were always stuck with food CF’s. He knew Jinyoung would have the same opinion as him - At least he hoped. “Not just photos, but commercials.” 

his stomach knotted three times over and he felt like throwing up. with a scrunched face (a look of disgust) he replied, "do we have to eat it? ugh. how can people pretend to be happy with greasy food... it's disgusting..." jinyoung was good at pretending to eat a lot of things but something fried? it made his skin crawl. he'd have to touch it... smell it... "we can't do it, that's inhumane..." but of course it didn't matter because they couldn't let the others know about their eating disorders and... jinyoung sighed. the fight drained out of him. a hand covered his face. they'd have to think of something. he refused to swallow it.