““And I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time””

“I just feel so alone right now and I don’t know if you care or not.”

““I lied. I’m not out of this relationship. I’m in. I’m so in, it’s humiliating because here I am, begging. Okay.. Here it is: Your choice? It’s simple. Her or me. And I’m sure she’s really great, but Derek.. I love you. In a really, really big pretend-to-like-your-taste-in-music, let-you-eat-the-last-piece-of-cheesecake, hold-a-radio-over-my-head-outside-your-window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me.””

“You know it’s funny how your words told me I deserved more than to be the other woman, but your actions showed me that I didn’t deserve to be anyone’s woman at all.”

“My lips are bleeding from biting down on them so hard just to stop myself blurting out how I feel and my palms are numb from clenching my fists and I swear it’s taking everything I have to stop myself from screaming in your face to please just fucking love me I can barely keep my eyes open I am so exhausted I’m so hurt I am so god damn broken I try so so hard to be what you need and I love you so much I can barely inhale but it doesn’t even matter anymore because you’re still going home to her”