My thoughts and emotions since May (Damn I had a long ride, we all did)
Started writing on -
6th May 2021 at 2:15 pm EST
To my most favourite artists & my only ship,
How are you both doing? I hope you are both well, healthy, happy and united. It's the month of May and the May-ish still making me sad, it's crazy, right? It's been two years and I am still waiting for it, I don't think I will ever stop waiting.
I want your unit, your duo. I want to listen to many more Anthems along with your Solo works.
I miss you & yearn for you is an understatement. I am living my life as usual and very happy in it, but as a fan, I miss you both with all my heart.
Stopped and continued to write on -
24th May 2021 at 10:50 pm EST.
Wow... damn, where do I even start?
18 days since I last wrote, and a lot has happened since then.
The very next day, 131 label announced the release of Hanbin's Solo Single on the 14th of May and a Full Album releasing on the 1st of June, what are the odds?
On 13th May, I was listening to Full DaSh on repeat.
Bobby, Hwiyoung and Sunwoo are so good and the whole performance was dope!
I hate Bobby being on that show but I am glad he got to meet Hwiyoung and Sunwoo and got to work with them. I really wish the song can be released officially on music platforms.
The song is so good that I can't describe it in words. I love diss tracks especially when it's by Bobby or Hanbin (haha...). Their rap skills are top-notch.
I hope "Its One Rap Team" get to work more in the future. I would love to see them working on more projects together in the future.
The most awaited moment, 14th May came, do I even have to say how happy and proud I am of Hanbin?
The song and the video are so good, it's a BOP.
I am very happy to see many people along with the team who has worked with him for the project and Hanbin's crew supporting and promoting him. It's refreshing. He deserves the world.
Stopped and continued to write on -
7th August 2021 at 9:37 pm EST.
(WOW, I took an eternity to get back to this post, lol... Let's see if I finish this time on ๐
)
Then the biggest day of my ship life came. The day I have been waiting since Bobby's post on Hanbin's birthday in 2019 (I cried so much on that day), so that day came.
One of my best days as a DoubleB stan was on 16th May 2021 (KST)
Bobby commented, "lets goooooooooooooooooo" on Hanbin's 3days old post where he is promoting Got It Like That and 10 hours later, Hanbin replied to Bobby's comment with a " โค๏ธ" a red heart.
I cried so much; I was shaking like crazy when I saw Bobby comment (I thought I was going to d*e ๐
) and, I completely lost myself when Hanbin had replied.
This day goes into history for me, along with the birthday post.
My DoubleB heart is always yearning for them and waiting for them.
1st June 2021, the day we all have waited, prayed and cried for, had arrived. The album WATERFALL got released; every song in the album is a masterpiece. I wept and got very emotional over the songs; two months later, I still do.
In the whole album, you could hear and feel his pains, emotions and turmoils. Even though it was emotional, it was still the happiest moment in his fan's lives. Hanbin was back, and we couldn't ask for more. We got so much content before and after the release. The online fan-sign event, the interviews, him speaking English, driving, a whole month of June filled with content, some in July and, so much more.
I felt so happy and somewhat at peace after seeing him smile. I know there is still pain but he is stronger and, he is moving forward. He is back for good and, all I wish and pray is for him to be happy and achieve all that he dreams.
I wish Hanbin and Jiwon all the happiness, good health, freedom and unity, always and forever.
I love you both with all my heart.
I will wait forever and will keep rooting for you.
It's my promise to you both.
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P.S. Finally posting on 7th August 2021 at 11:50 pm EST.
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