Never Say I Love You

I'll go to hell for her. I am willing to throw my life away If I know she will be happy for the rest of her life. I will say goodbye as long as she won't cry over me and miss me anymore. I don't know why she has me like this.

She is amazing. Her laugh is perfect. The way she looks at me when I look at her. I wish I could redo that over and over and over again. I love this girl with my whole heart.

Laying there last night with you wrapped up in my arms, made me realize that I am afraid. I don't want to lose that feeling of being loved. I don't want to lose the chance to hold you, to kiss you, to know you and to talk to you.

I ditched my friends for her. I didn't even want to do anything. I just needed someone to talk to. She said she'll be there, but she wasn't.

Even today she has me messed up. I would still take her back in a heart beat. I miss her but I know I shouldn't

I always act like theres nothing wrong. No matter what is happening, I will not do anything. I will hold everything in. I will not yell at you, I will not blame you. Even it it hurts me, it's better than having you cry or get sad and depressed over it

Will I ever get over her? She plays with my mind so much, she's amazing, why cant everything work out? I've been good, why can't I get a break? Nothing has gone right.

I get chills every time I see her. Why does she still have a hold of my heart?