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"When the work lingers" [fluff]
"Egg-ceptionally yours" [fluff]
"A home in you" [fluff]
"642 Days" [fluff]
"So Vivid it hurts a little" [fluff]
"Let's pretend (we're not falling)" [fluff]
"No Safe Distance" [angst]
"Maybe Hangovers aren't so bad after all" [fluff]
"Knit for keeps" [fluff]
"Culinary Experiment" [fluff]
"Quiet Hours" [fluff]
"Checkmate" [fluff]
"Borrowed Warmth" [fluff]
"Wrapped in you" [fluff]
"Too early for Halloween?" [fluff]
fanfictions -
"A perfect match" [fluff]
"Statistically Speaking" [complete]
Part I
Part II
Aaron Hotchner
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"One more round'" [fluff]
"Beneath the weight" [angst]
"Triage" [angst]
"Stick with me" [fluff]
"The Morning After" [angst/fluff]
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"Low sun, Loud hearts" [complete]
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Part II
Part III
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"A Perfect Match"
A Criminal Minds one-shot / Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary
Penelope Garciaâs legendary Halloween party is the highlight of the BAUâs social calendarâbut this year, youâre looking forward to it for one very specific reason: Spencer Reid agreed to a matching costume. What starts as a simple Sherlock-and-Watson pairing quickly turns into something much sweeter as the night unfolds. Between crooked cravats, awkward dancing, and a few surprisingly romantic admissions under the October sky, you realize that sometimes the best mysteries arenât solvedâtheyâre felt.
cw: Fluff and mild romantic tension, Brief hand holding, Social anxiety / awkwardness, Light alcohol mention, Mild language
wc: 1,781
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Penelopeâs annual Halloween party was infamous around the BAU. Glittering lights, themed cocktails, candy bowls overflowing on every surfaceâand costumes so elaborate they could have been Hollywood-set worthy. You had been looking forward to it for weeks, but for one very specific reason: Spencer Reid had agreed to wear a matching costume with you.
The problem was, Spencer was, well⊠Spencer. Which meant that agreeing to a couplesâ costume involved several hours of him rattling off trivia about the history of Halloween costumes, cross-referencing popularity polls, and a deep dive into how âCouples who dress in coordinated costumes are perceived as more socially cohesive.â
Youâd laughed through all of it, because honestly? His rambling was endearing. Eventually, after much persuasion, youâd settled on Sherlock Holmes and Watson. It was the perfect balance: nerdy, literary, and not too over-the-top. Spencer had immediately brightened at the ideaâprobably because it meant he could carry around an actual magnifying glass all night.
You smoothed your costume jacket in the mirror, adjusting the old-fashioned lapels until they sat just right. The faint sound of rustling fabric and muttered words floated out of Spencerâs bedroom, where he had been getting ready for the last twenty minutes.
âEverything okay in there, Sherlock?â you called, smirking.
There was a pause. âStatistically, it should not be this difficult to tie a Victorian-style cravat,â he replied, his voice muffled through the door. âNeckwear has existed for over four hundred years, butââ
You laughed and pushed the door open to find him standing in front of his dresser mirror, the costume pieces scattered everywhereâhat on the lamp, coat tossed across the bed, magnifying glass perched on a pile of books. Spencer himself was scowling down at a crooked tie, his long fingers fumbling with the fabric.
âHere,â you said softly, stepping forward. âLet me.â
He froze, glancing up at you in the mirror. His cheeks flushed pink, but he didnât protest as you gently fixed the knot, straightening it against his collar.
âThere,â you said after a moment, smoothing the fabric with your hands. âPerfectly Sherlock.â
Spencer cleared his throat, his voice quiet. âYou know, technically, Sherlock Holmes wasnât known for wearing a tie like this in the original stories. It was the illustrations by Sidney Paget that cemented the image we have today.â
You raised a brow, teasing, âAre you saying you want historical accuracy, or do you want to look good at Garciaâs party?â
He fidgeted, adjusting his glasses. âBoth, ideally.â
You grinned, grabbing the deerstalker hat from the lamp and plopping it on his head. âWell, lucky for you, youâve got me as your Watson. Iâll make sure you look the part.â
Spencer smiled shyly, holding up his prized magnifying glass like it was a trophy. âHonestly, Iâm just excited to have an excuse to carry this around all night. You never know when it might come in handy.â
You laughed, shaking your head. âYou are such a nerd.â
âThank you,â he said earnestly, missing the sarcasm entirelyâlike he always did.
And just like that, with your arm linked in his, the two of you were ready to head off to Garciaâs partyâSherlock and Watson, a perfect pair.
When you arrived at Penelopeâs apartment, decorated head-to-toe in cobwebs and neon pumpkins, Spencer fidgeted beside you in his brown tweed coat. âYou know,â he said, pushing his glasses up nervously, âSherlock Holmes first appeared in print in 1887, but his deerstalker hat like the cravat wasnât actually written into the stories. It was popularized by illustrationsââ
âSpence,â you interrupted, laughing softly, âI promise you, no one here is going to fact-check your costume.â
He opened his mouth like he might argue, but then he noticed the way your hand slipped into his, and his words faltered.
Inside, Penelope shrieked with glee, her glittery witch hat wobbling as she pointed dramatically at the two of you. âCouples costume alert!â
Spencer froze like a deer caught in headlights, his magnifying glass halfway raised. âWeâre notâweâre not a couple,â he stammered, his voice cracking slightly. âWeâre just, uh, colleagues who happen to be dressed in complementary outfits.â
You tried not to laugh, biting the inside of your cheek. âRelax, Sherlock,â you teased under your breath.
Penelope gasped as if youâd confessed to a crime. âDonât you dare tell me you two didnât plan this together. You are literally serving Victorian icon realness. I could cry.â
âGarciaââ Spencer began, but she was already ushering you both toward her photo backdrop, which was framed with neon skull lights.
âStand closer! Closer! Youâre partners, you solve mysteries, you share a brainâget in character!â
Spencer shifted uncomfortably, his shoulder bumping yours as you both tried to fit into the frame. His face turned pink as Penelope held up her phone. âUh, maybe we shouldââ
Without thinking, you slipped your arm through his, tugging him in with a grin. âSay cheese, Doctor.â
The flash went off, and you felt Spencer stiffen beside you. Then, slowly, he leaned just slightly closer, like he was allowing himself to relax.
When Penelope finally squealed her satisfaction and let you go, Spencer cleared his throat, staring intently at the magnifying glass in his hand. âYou, uh⊠you didnât have to do that,â he murmured.
âI know,â you said softly, nudging him with your shoulder. âBut it was cute.â
That earned you a rare, shy smile from himâthe kind where he ducked his head a little, but you could see the warmth in his eyes.
And that was how the night began.
The night wore on with music, dancing, and endless bowls of candy corn. Spencer trailed after you, muttering facts about the chemical composition of artificial pumpkin flavoring, or why Frankensteinâs monster was technically nameless. And though you teased him about it, you couldnât help but think it was the most adorable thing in the world.
At one point, Penelope insisted on snapping a dozen more photos of you two in front of the giant spider web decoration. Spencer looked awkward in all of themâblinking mid-shot, holding his magnifying glass at a weird angle, his tie slightly crooked. But when you looked at the pictures later, you didnât mind. Because in every one, his shy smile was turned just slightly toward you.
The bass of âMonster Mashâ vibrated through the floor as Garcia cranked the volume, waving her hands dramatically in the middle of her living room. Agents, analysts, and techies alike crowded the makeshift dance floor, a sea of costumes moving in chaotic unison.
You were about to grab another drink when a hand brushed your arm. Spencer. His hair was mussed from Penelopeâs enthusiastic picture session, and he looked like heâd rather be solving quantum mechanics than standing in the middle of a dance party.
âUh,â he started, glancing nervously toward the crowd, "Dancing is considered one of the most universal forms of human expression. Even cultures that have never interacted developedâumâsimilar rhythmic movements. Itâs fascinating when you think about it.â
You grinned, tilting your head. âThat sounded an awful lot like you trying to talk yourself into dancing.â
His cheeks flushed. âNo. I meanâyes. Maybe.â
Before he could retreat, you caught his hand and tugged him toward the others. He stumbled after you, muttering something about not having the proper motor coordination, but you just laughed. âCome on, Sherlock. Even detectives need a break.â
The two of you landed in the middle of the dance floor, surrounded by witches, vampires, and a zombie Hot Dog. Spencer stood stiffly, hands half-raised like he was preparing for a mugshot. You rolled your eyes and placed his hands lightly at your waist, guiding him.
âRelax,â you said gently. âNo oneâs judging.â
âThatâs not true,â he blurted. âDancing is usually accompanied by an evaluative social element. People watch, and theyââ
âSpence.â You leaned in closer, your voice teasing but warm. âThe only person watching you right now is me. And I think youâre doing great.â
That shut him up. His eyes darted to yours, wide and earnest, and slowlyâhesitantlyâhe began to move with the beat. Not perfectly, not smoothly, but enough.
A laugh bubbled out of you as you spun under his arm. He looked startled, then grinned, a little breathless, like maybe this wasnât so bad after all.
When the song switched to âThrillerâ and the whole room broke into awkward zombie moves, Spencer even joined inâlong limbs flailing in time, glasses sliding down his nose. You laughed so hard you had to wipe tears from your eyes, and he looked at you like your laughter was worth every ounce of embarrassment.
For the first time all night, Spencer Reid wasnât overthinking. He was just dancingâwith you.
Eventually the party started to wind down as people trickled out, leaving behind the faint scent of pumpkin spice candles and the echo of pop songs thumping through her speakers. You found yourself sitting with Spencer on Garciaâs balcony, the city lights flickering below like a constellation.
He had his long legs crossed awkwardly, his Sherlock hat set on the table beside a half-empty cup of cider. For once, he looked⊠calm.
âYou know,â he started, fidgeting with the magnifying glass in his hands, âWatson is traditionally portrayed as the more grounded half of the partnership. Sherlockâwell, heâs brilliant but eccentric, often detached. Statistically, most people would prefer to be Watson.â
You tilted your head, smiling at him. âBut you wanted to be Sherlock.â
His lips curved, just slightly. âBecause if youâre Watson, then Iâd like to be Sherlock. Weâre supposed to balance each other out, right?â
Your heart did a little flip. âThatâs⊠surprisingly romantic for a guy quoting Victorian detective fiction.â
Spencerâs ears turned pink. âI wasnât trying to be romantic. I just meantâwell, I mean, I wasnât not trying to be romantic, I justââ He stumbled over his words, his hands flailing for emphasis before he caught himself and pressed them firmly against his knees.
You reached out and gently covered one of his hands with your own, stilling him. âRelax, Spence. I got what you meant.â
His gaze dropped to your joined hands, then flicked back to your face. There was a moment of silence, soft and easy, broken only by the muffled sound of laughter drifting through the sliding glass door.
âYou know,â he said at last, his voice quiet but sure, âI think you might be my favorite mystery.â
Your breath caught, and you couldnât help but smile at his nerdy attempt at charm. âThat was⊠incredibly corny.â
Spencerâs cheeks flushed darker, but he smiled back at you, a rare, genuine grin. âYeah. But it was true.â
And sitting there, in matching costumes under the October sky, you couldnât deny itâReid was a perfect match.
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Reader
"Too Early for Halloween?â
Summary
Spencer decides to decorate his desk for Halloween mid August.
cw: halloween, halloween decor, cuteness
w/c 549 (super short n sweet)
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The first thing you noticed when you walked into the BAU that morning wasnât the sound of Garcia humming in her office or the smell of fresh coffee from the break room.
No â it was the plastic pumpkin grinning from the corner of Spencer Reidâs desk.
Beside it sat a neat stack of case files, a jar of candy corn (though you suspected half of it had already disappeared), and a line of little paper bats strung across the top of his desk lamp.
The piÚce de résistance was a tiny ceramic ghost that Spencer had perched right on his computer tower, its painted smile cheerful and absurdly out of place in the middle of August.
âReid,â Morgan said, stopping in his tracks, eyebrows raised. âMan, what month do you think it is?â
âItâs August,â Spencer replied matter-of-factly, looking up from where he was adjusting the angle of a cardboard gravestone cutout.
âBut Halloween is statistically one of the most beloved holidays in America. Did you knowââ
âOh no,â Emily groaned, holding up a hand. âHere comes the Halloween dissertation.â
Spencer blinked at her, then forged on anyway, clearly undeterred. ââthat Halloween originated from the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain, where people would light bonfires and wear costumes to ward off ghosts? And that in the U.S. alone, people spend over nine billion dollars on Halloween-related items annually? Itâs a cultural phenomenon. Thereâs no such thing as âtoo early.ââ
Hotch had passed by mid-speech, glanced at the candy corn, and muttered a quiet but amused, âAs long as it doesnât interfere with casework.â
The team chuckled and teased him throughout the morning, but there was something so endearing about the way Spencerâs eyes lit up each time someone stopped to comment on his decorations. Still, by the end of the day, you noticed him fidgeting more than usual â tugging at his sleeve, straightening the little pumpkin again and again, as though he was wondering if maybe heâd gone too far.
Which is why, the next morning, you came in early.
By the time he arrived, your desk was practically a mirror of his: a string of paper bats swooping across your monitor, a grinning jack-oâ-lantern mug filled with pens, and even a plastic black cat sitting guard beside your keyboard.
You were just putting the finishing touch â a sparkly orange spider web draped across your file holder â when Spencer walked in.
He froze, eyes wide, and then the slowest, most radiant smile spread across his face.
âYouââ he started, voice caught somewhere between awe and laughter. âYou decorated too.â
You leaned back in your chair, feigning nonchalance. âWell, if Halloweenâs starting in August, I didnât want you to be the only one prepared.â
He blinked at you, a little pink creeping up his cheeks, and then sat down at his desk with renewed enthusiasm.
For the rest of the day, you caught him sneaking glances at your desk, smiling softly every time.
The teasing from the team doubled, of course â but you didnât care. Neither did Spencer.
Because now, when you looked over, his little ceramic ghost had a friend: a tiny glittery pumpkin youâd placed beside it.
And judging by the way his knee bounced under his desk, he couldnât have been happier.
Hello lovely! Ive just read "Borrowed Warmth" and im crying right now. It's so tender.
I was wondering if you'd do one (either a sequel or on its own) thats Spencer stealing Reader's cardigan? Cardigans as a love language are a weakness of mine
"Wrapped in You"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Reader
Spencer Reid borrows the readerâs cardigan for comfort, but it quietly becomes a symbol of something more.
cw: just fluff
w/c 1,430
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The BAU office was unusually quiet for a Thursday afternoon.
The team had just returned from a particularly draining case in Minnesotaâa double homicide involving twin brothers and a trail of small-town secrets.
Garcia had practically shoved them out of the jet and demanded mandatory rest.
The bullpen was half-empty.
Morgan had ducked out to "reclaim his sanity," as he called it, and Emily was napping in the conference room with a travel pillow.
Hotch had retreated into his office, blinds drawn, the corners of his eyes more tired than usual.
You sat at your desk, nursing a cup of Earl Grey that had long since gone cold.
Across the room, Spencer Reid sat at his own desk, jacketless, sleeves rolled up, surrounded by a fortress of open case files he clearly wasnât supposed to be reading.
âReid,â you said softly, not wanting to startle him, âyou do know Hotch told us to rest, right?â
He didnât look up. âIâm justâlooking over a few inconsistencies in the report from three months ago. The Pittsburgh case. Remember the librarian?â
âYou mean the one who wasnât the UnSub but turned out to be the UnSubâs sister?â
He nodded, still flipping pages.
You stood up, walking toward him with your mug, and leaned against the side of his desk. âSpencer, you're going to give yourself another headache.â
That earned a pause.
Finally, he looked up at you, blinking as if he were seeing you for the first time all day. âI just wanted to understand how we missed it. If I map the behavioral triggers againââ
You reached out and gently pushed the file closed.
He stared at your hand, then let out a slow, resigned breath.
âOkay. Fine. Five minutes.â
You smirked. âLet me guess. Thatâs âSpencer time,â which means twenty minutes?â
âFifteen,â he said, a slight smile curving his lips.
It was only then that you noticed him shiverâjust barely, but enough. You followed his gaze toward the office thermostat, which blinked â67°F.â
âYou cold?â
âIâm fine.â
âLiar.â
You glanced down at yourself, considering.
The oversized cardigan you were wearingâdark green, thick knit, with tortoiseshell buttonsâwas easily your coziest piece of clothing. It had deep pockets and sleeves that swallowed your hands when you let them.
It was your comfort armor.
And Spencer looked like he could really use some comfort.
Without overthinking it, you slid it off and held it out toward him. âHere. Take it.â
His eyes widened. âOh, no, I couldnâtââ
âSpencer. You're shivering.â
He hesitated like youâd just offered him your journal or a lock of your hair or something equally intimate.
"Are you sure?â
You nodded. âJust give it back eventually. Preferably without any coffee stains or quantum equations scribbled on the cuffs.â
He looked at it like it was precious. Like maybe it was more than just a cardigan.
Slowly, almost reverently, he took it from your hands. His fingers brushed yours, light and electric, and then he pulled it on in one smooth motion.
It drowned him a little, hanging loose over his lanky frame, sleeves a bit too long. But it suited him in a strange, soft way.
âThere,â you said. âNow youâre warm and look effortlessly academic. Win-win.â
He gave you a small, sheepish smile, running his hands down the fabric like he was trying to commit the texture to memory.
âIt smells like you.â
You blinked. âUm.â
He didnât seem to notice your fluster.
"Vanilla. Andâpeppermint.. Itâs⊠nice.â
You laughed, trying to hide how warm your cheeks felt. âThatâs either creepy or sweet, depending on tone.â
âI meant it as sweet,â he said quickly.
âI know,â you replied, still smiling. âIt is.â
He looked down at the sleeves, then back up at you. âThank you.â
And something in the way he said itâquiet, sincere, with just a whisper of vulnerabilityâmade your stomach flutter.
â
It became a thing, after that.
You didnât ask for the cardigan back. Not because you didnât want it, but because Spencer kept wearing it.
Every time you saw him, there it wasâdraped over his frame as he lectured Garcia on obscure password algorithms, as he paced the room during briefings, as he leaned against the jetâs window reading Sherlock Holmes for the hundredth time.
He wore it like it was his.
And maybeâmaybeâyou liked that.
One afternoon, as the team debriefed after a successful case in Seattle, you found yourself beside him on the jet.
You were pretending to read, but your eyes kept drifting to the curve of his shoulder beneath the knit.
Your cardigan had stretched slightly to fit his frame.
The sleeves were still too long, and he kept pushing them up in that absent-minded way that made your heart ache a little.
âYou okay?â he asked softly, not looking up from his book.
âYeah. Just tired.â
He shifted, resting his arm along the back of the seat, subtly closer than usual.
You looked at him sideways. âYou ever going to give that back?â
âI could,â he said, eyes flicking toward yours with a mischievous glint. âBut then I wouldnât be able to pretend itâs a security blanket.â
You snorted. âYouâre impossible.â
âIâm serious. Itâs⊠comforting. I know itâs silly.â
âItâs not silly,â you said quickly. âIâm glad it helps.â
He hesitated. âDo you want it back?â
âOnly if you donât want it anymore.â
Silence.
Then: âI kind of do.â
âThen keep it.â
He looked at you like youâd just handed him a piece of yourself.
âReally?â
You nodded. âReally.â
Something soft settled between you after that.
Something unspoken but understood.
â
Weeks passed.
The cardigan became part of Spencerâs regular wardrobe.
The rest of the team noticed, of courseâMorgan teased him for âstealing your cozy,â and JJ once asked with a knowing smile if you planned to âget it back via laundry basket or bedroom drawer.â
You just shrugged. âHe wears it better than I do.â
But in truth, it felt like a piece of you was with him, even when you were apart.
Sometimes, in quiet moments, youâd catch him tugging the sleeves down over his hands, his fingers curling around the edge like he was grounding himself.
Other times, when the cases were hardâwhen victims were young or grief hung heavyâhe wore it like a shield.
Like protection.
And you never said anything, because you didnât need to.
â
One night, you found yourself in the BAU library, curled up in a chair with a book, the office empty save for the distant hum of the janitorâs vacuum down the hall.
You heard footsteps approach and didnât need to look up to know it was him.
âHey,â he said softly.
You glanced up. âHey.â
He stood there for a moment, looking unsure.
Then: âI brought this.â
He held out the cardigan. Your cardigan.
Folded neatly in his hands.
âOh,â you said, surprised. âYou didnât have toââ
âI want you to have it back.â
You frowned. âWhy?â
âBecause Iââ He faltered. âBecause I bought my own.â
You blinked. âYou⊠what?â
He reached into his bag and pulled out a cardigan that looked nearly identicalâsame color, same chunky knit, same buttons.
âSpencerâŠâ
He gave a small, sheepish smile. âI realized I was using it as a way to keep you close. Which is sweet, I guess, but also a little unfair. Itâs yours. You should have it.â
You stood, taking it from his hands. âYou didnât have to do that. I told you you could keep it.â
âI know. But now we match.â
You laughed, warmth blooming in your chest. âWe do.â
He looked at you thenâreally looked at youâand something shifted in the air.
âSpencer,â you said softly, âwas it just the cardigan?â
He shook his head. âNo.â
You took a step closer. âThen what was it?â
His voice was barely above a whisper. âIt was you.â
And before you could overthink it, you leaned in and pressed your lips to his.
It was gentle and slow and full of everything that had built up over the past few monthsâcomfort and tension and shared silence and the warmth of borrowed clothing.
When you pulled back, he smiled, dazed. âI was really hoping youâd do that.â
You grinned. âTook me long enough.â
He laughed, then held up the matching cardigans.
âSo⊠couple's knitwear?â he asked, eyebrow raised.
You snorted. âWeâre so embarrassing.â
He wrapped the newly bought cardigan around your shoulders. âOnly a little.â
You pulled him into a hug, and he held you like something precious.
Wrapped in yarn.
Wrapped in each other.
Wrapped in something that finally felt like home.
"Borrowed Warmth"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Summary
You borrow Spencerâs cardigan, and heâs all blushes and stolen glances. The team teases, but heâs too smitten to care. Later, in the quiet of the office, he shyly tells you to keep itâheart quietly hoping youâll keep a piece of him too.
cw: fluff AHH
wc: 1,463
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The bullpen was unusually chilly that afternoon.
You rubbed your arms and considered lowering the AC from its current arctic blast settingâbut knowing Hotchâs climate preferences and the fact that touching the thermostat was basically a federal offense in itself, you sighed in surrender.
As you glanced around, your eyes landed on a familiar object draped over the back of Spencer Reidâs chair.
His cardigan.
Worn soft from use and hanging loosely, it looked like it held at least a little bit of warmthâmaybe even the lingering scent of old books and Spencer himself.
You glanced around.
No sign of him.
Heâd probably gone to the breakroom or got caught up in conversation with JJ.
You hesitated for only a second before you slipped it on.
It was⊠warm. Oversized, sleeves long enough to swallow your hands. And despite the frigid air, a smile tugged at your lips.
It was so Spencerâsoft, oddly comforting, and slightly out of place in this sterile government office.
You settled back into your chair, cardigan and all, as the team started getting ready for a case meeting upstairs.
The team filtered into the conference room a few minutes later, Garcia already perched near the screen, Morgan and Emily trading quiet banter, and Hotch flipping through the file.
6ou took a seat next to JJ and opened your folder, not noticing Spencer until you felt a flicker of heat somewhere to your left.
You looked up.
Spencer was already seated across from you, frozen mid-motion with a pen in his hand, staringâat you.
No, not at you.
At his cardigan.
On you.
A brilliant flush spread from his neck to the tips of his ears as he quickly looked away, mumbling something to himself and hiding behind his case file like it was a medieval shield.
You fought the smile creeping to your lips, pretending not to notice.
But you felt it.
The weight of his gazeâsoft and stunned and bordering on starstruckâlingered even as he tried to force himself to focus.
Every now and then, you caught him sneaking another glance.
Spencerâs knee bounced under the table, and he fiddled with his pen like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to Earth.
No one said anything⊠but the knowing glances from Emily and the amused twitch at Morganâs mouth made it clear: they noticed, too.
After the briefing, everyone returned to their desks.
You wandered to the kitchenette, leaving Spencer behind looking like his brain had just short-circuited from exposure to someone wearing his clothes.
You werenât gone five minutes before Morgan leaned back in his chair, lacing his hands behind his head and grinning.
âOkay, pretty boy,â he said. âYouâve been making goo-goo eyes all afternoon. Whatâs the deal?â
Spencer blinked at him. âWhat? I havenâtâI wasnâtâgoo-goo eyes arenât a scientifically validââ
âUh huh,â Morgan cut in, clearly enjoying himself. âSo what, she puts on your cardigan and suddenly youâre in a cologne commercial?â
Spencerâs mouth opened and closed. His fingers tapped a jittery rhythm on the desk.
âI-It was unexpected,â he stammered, âandâstatistically speaking, someone borrowing your personal garment could trigger oxytocin release associated with comfort and social bonding, and she lookedâuhâveryââ
âAdorable?â Morgan teased.
âI was going to say âvisually pleasing in an understated way,ââ Spencer muttered, face now fully crimson. âBut yes. Also that.â
Just then, you wandered back toward the bullpen with a coffee in hand. You caught the tail end of the conversation and raised a brow.
âWhatâs going on?â you asked, eyes flicking between a smug Morgan and a thoroughly frazzled Spencer.
Morgan was grinning like heâd just hit the jackpot. Spencer looked like he wanted to melt into the floor.
âNothinâ,â Morgan said, drawing out the word innocently. âJust talking fashion. Cardigan couture.â
Spencer audibly choked.
You turned toward Spencer, a sheepish smile on your lips. âHey⊠sorry about borrowing your cardigan. It was freezing, and you werenât around, and I figured it was better than messing with the AC and starting a civil war in here.â
Spencer blinked at you like youâd just offered him a marriage proposal.
âYou donât have to apologize,â he rushed out. âI mean, itâs fine. Itâs just a piece of clothing. Well, not just, I meanâit's mine, but you can wear it. Not can, butâyou already did, soâyeah.â
You blinked.
Morgan snorted.
Garcia, who had appeared out of nowhere like a chaos sprite, clapped her hands together. âOh my god, this is delicious,â she whispered loudly. âI want to bottle this awkward tension and wear it as perfume.â
You ignored her with a practiced smile and looked back at Spencer. âStill, Iâll wash it before I return it.â
âYou donât have toââ Spencer started, then faltered. âI mean⊠if you want to, thatâs⊠thatâs nice.â
You smiled again, warmth spreading in your chest that had nothing to do with the cardigan. âItâs comfy,â you added. âVery you.â
He blinked. âIt's suggested that-â he murmured, âproximity and shared clothing can increase attraction between individuals. Oxytocin levels rise, heart rates sync, andââ
âAre you quoting a study about falling in love through sweaters right now?â Morgan asked, cracking up.
Spencer groaned into his hands.
You laughed softly and touched his arm.
"Iâll take good care of it, Spencer.â
You turned to leave, but not before catching Garcia whispering âHeâs a gonerâ to Morgan behind her hand.
And when you glanced back over your shoulder, Spencer was still staring at youâsoft, stunned, and so impossibly sweet in his flustered affection that your heart flipped in your chest.
You definitely werenât giving the cardigan back anytime soon.
The office had slowly emptied as the day wore on.
Phones stopped ringing, chairs creaked with the occasional stretch, and laughter from Morgan and Garcia had faded into silence as they said their goodbyes.
One by one, everyone had packed up and headed out.
Except for you and Spencer.
You were still at your desk, finishing up some notes.
The low hum of the AC and the rhythmic tap of a keyboard were the only sounds that filled the bullpen.
Spencer sat a few desks over, completely engrossed in a fileâhis brow furrowed in concentration, lip caught between his teeth as he skimmed the page.
You shifted in your chair and tugged his cardigan tighter around you.
It had molded to your shape throughout the day, soft and warm, sleeves slightly stretched from your constant fidgeting.
It smelled like old books and cedarwood and just the faintest hint of something sweetâtea, maybe, or Spencerâs shampoo.
You couldnât be sure. All you knew was that you didnât really want to take it off.
âYou know,â Spencer said suddenly, voice cutting gently through the stillness, âstatistically, people are more productive during daylight hours. But I always find I think more clearly at night.â
You looked over at him, smiling.
âSomething about the quiet, right?â
He glanced up at you and nodded, a slow smile creeping onto his face. âExactly.â
For a beat, the silence stretched againâcomfortable this time.
âMost people donât stay this late,â you added, eyes flicking to the wall clock. âYou waiting on something?â
Spencer looked down, almost shyly. âNo, just⊠wasnât in a rush.â
You smiled softly and glanced at your screen, the final report now saved and closed.
âI should head home,â you murmured, standing and stretching. âBut your cardiganâs really making a strong argument for staying another hour.â
Spencerâs eyes met yours again, warm and amused beneath his lashes. âYou can keep it,â he said, then immediately flushed. âI meanâfor tonight. If you want. No pressure. Itâs just⊠you look comfortable. And cute. Not that cute was theâwell, actually, that was the word I meant, but I realize Iâve said too muchââ
You grinned. âSpencer?â
He stopped mid-ramble, blinking.
âThank you.â
He nodded, lips twitching into a crooked smile as he watched you pull your bag onto your shoulder, cardigan still wrapped snug around you.
As you passed his desk, you paused.
Spencerâs eyes lifted to meet yours again, curious.
âI think,â you said softly, âyouâre the nicest person I know.â
The air between you seemed to thrum for a second, charged with something tender and unspoken.
Spencerâs hand twitched slightly, like he wanted to reach for you, but didnât quite know how.
Instead, he gave you a small, helpless smileâthe kind that looked like it came from someplace deeper than even he fully understood yet.
âGoodnight, Spencer,â you said.
âGoodnight,â he echoed, watching you walk away with a cardigan that no longer felt like just a cardigan anymore.
And as the elevator doors closed behind you, Spencer sat in the quiet hum of the office, heart fluttering somewhere up near his throat, already wondering how soon heâd get to see you in it again.

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"Checkmate"
A criminal minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary
You mention youâve never played chess, so Spencer sets up a cozy night to teach you. Between snacks, shy glances, and spilled pieces, the game turns into something sweeter.
cw: no content warnings unless you hate chess idk.
wc: 2,197
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The comment had been casual, something you barely even thought about as you said it â a passing remark over lukewarm coffee and half-eaten muffins at the BAU break room table.
"I've actually never learned how to play chess."
Spencer had paused mid-sip of his tea, blinking at you like you'd just told him gravity was a myth.
His brow furrowed, mouth open slightly as if ready to object. But instead, he'd only nodded slowly, eyes lit with something curious and quietly delighted.
That was three days ago.
Now, you were sitting cross-legged on a blanket in the middle of Spencer Reidâs living room, surrounded by mismatched pillows, a tray of crackers and grapes between you, and a worn chessboard neatly set up in front of you.
"Okay, so..." Spencer cleared his throat, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose as he sat across from you, mirroring your posture. "Chess dates back to around the 6th century in India, originally known as chaturanga. It spread through Persia, then to the Islamic world, and finally to Europe. The modern rules began to solidify in Spain during the 15th centuryâ"
You grinned softly, chin resting on your hand as you watched him gesture with quick, birdlike hands, clearly trying not to talk too fast and failing adorably.
"You can stop me if Iâm rambling," he added suddenly, voice going up half a pitch. "I justâ I mean, itâs a really interesting game, and the psychology of it is, uh⊠fascinating."
âI like hearing you talk about it,â you said before you could think better of it.
He stilled. His fingers hovered mid-air above a pawn, and the tips of his ears flushed pink. âOh. Well. Thanks. I guess.â
You smiled and looked down at the board before he caught you staring at how sweetly he ducked his head.
"I figured it'd be nice to teach you here," he added, gesturing at the spread heâd created â complete with a thermos of hot chocolate and a candle flickering quietly on the windowsill. "Less intimidating than a real board in public, you know? Less, uh, competitive."
"Yeah, I think Iâd cry if someone crushed me in three moves."
Spencer gave a soft laugh, eyes crinkling. âThen youâll be safe with me. Iâll go easy.â
You raised a brow. âAre you capable of going easy?â
His lips quirked in a shy, sheepish little smile. âNot really.â
And so the lesson began â slowly, carefully, with him explaining the movement of each piece with reverence, as if the knight was a sacred artifact and not a tiny plastic horse.
You listened, genuinely intrigued, though most of your focus was on how he lit up when he talked about strategy.
You couldnât help noticing the way he occasionally tugged his sweater sleeves over his hands, or how he bit his lower lip whenever he had to explain something twice.
You werenât used to this version of him â off-duty, not reciting facts to a serial killer, not under fluorescent lights in a government building.
He was gentler here, softer, a little more vulnerable, though he still threw out facts like:
"The Shannon number is the lower bound of the game-tree complexity of chess. Itâs approximately 10ÂčÂČâ° possible game variations."
You pretended to gasp. âHow will I ever win?â
âYou probably wonât,â he replied cheerfully, then blanched. âI didnât mean that in aâ itâs not that I think youâre not smart, itâs justâ the oddsâ statisticallyâ Iââ
âIâm kidding, Spencer,â you giggled, bumping your knee against his. He relaxed, biting down a laugh, and your heart warmed at the sound.
Half an hour in, you were playing your first real game, Spencer coaching you with patience that only a genius could manage.
You were actually doing better than expected. Still, you were losing â every piece you moved, Spencer countered with ease, the game inching toward an inevitable end.
Thatâs when you had an idea.
With exaggerated clumsiness, you reached for a bishop and âaccidentallyâ elbowed half the board. Pieces clattered to the floor â pawns rolling under the coffee table, a rook spinning toward Spencerâs socked foot.
âOh no,â you said, not even bothering to sound convincing.
Spencer blinked in horror, then confusion⊠then let out the smallest, most delighted giggle youâd ever heard.
You froze.
His face went red. He slapped a hand over his mouth, eyes wide, like the sound had escaped against his will.
âDid you just giggle?â
âNo,â he mumbled behind his palm.
You laughed â really laughed â as you began collecting the pieces. He joined in, still shy, still clearly embarrassed, but there was something else there now. Something warm and open.
âYou did that on purpose,â he accused softly, nudging your foot.
âMaybe.â
âWhy?â
You shrugged. âBecause I thought it might make you laugh... and I'm a sore loser"
He looked at you for a moment â really looked â then gave you a shy, crooked smile.
âYouâre really sweet,â he said, voice quiet.
You suddenly felt warm all over. âSo are you.â
There was a pause. A long, gentle, heartbeat-pounding pause.
âI like this,â he said. âBeing here. With you.â
âMe too.â
He ducked his head again, then looked back at the scattered board. âDo you want to reset the pieces?â
âOnly if you promise not to beat me in five moves.â
âIâll do my best to let you win.â
âLiar.â
Spencer laughed again, this time a little longer, a little freer, his head tilting slightly as his eyes met yours through the flicker of candlelight.
The grin on his face lingered even after the sound faded, like heâd forgotten to pull it back in.
âIâm not lying,â he said. âI just⊠I might have a hard time letting you win because I get really into it, even when I donât mean to. Itâsâumâkind of a reflex.â He tapped his temple. âMy brain gets ahead of me.â
You smiled at that â at the idea of his brilliant, racing thoughts struggling to be gentle, struggling to slow down for your sake.
âI like that about you,â you said, your voice quieter now.
His brows lifted, and his mouth opened like he wanted to respond right away but couldnât quite decide how.
âWhich part?â he asked.
âAll of it,â you said, and it was suddenly harder to look at him directly. âThe way you care. How you think about everything. How you want to teach instead of just show off."
You peeked up at him, and he was looking down at your hand again â still resting close to his on the edge of the board.
âIâm really glad you said yes to this,â he said softly. âI wasnât sure if it would be⊠too much. Too nerdy. Too⊠me.â
You shifted a little closer, your knee brushing against his. âIâm here because itâs you.â
His breath caught, just barely. You could see the faintest color rise in his cheeks again.
It was quiet for a moment.
Peaceful. That kind of silence that only happens when something important is hanging in the air between two people, waiting for one of them to reach out and touch it.
Then, in the smallest movement, Spencer turned his hand over and let his fingers brush against yours.
You felt the invitation before you even saw it, and you curled your fingers into his gently.
His palm was warm. A little nervous. So was yours.
âI donât reallyâdo this a lot,â he murmured, not looking up. âIâm not good at⊠flirting. Orâwhatever this is. But I really like being with you. Even if weâre just knocking over pawns and⊠sharing grapes.â
You laughed quietly, ducking your head. âIâm not good at it either.â
âThen maybe we can just be bad at it together?â
You looked up and found him already watching you â eyes soft, unsure, but so full of hope it made your chest ache.
You nodded, smiling through the warmth in your cheeks. âYeah. Iâd like that.â
And he smiled â really smiled â the kind of smile that crinkled his eyes and made him look younger, lighter. He squeezed your hand a little, like he was grounding himself in the moment.
âOkay,â he whispered. âThen⊠letâs finish this game. And maybe afterward we can, umâŠâ His eyes flicked down to your joined hands again, a little more daring now.
"Watch a movie? Or just⊠talk more?â
âIâd love that,â you said. âBut only if you promise not to use the chessboard as a metaphor for emotional strategy.â
âI make no promises,â he said, teasing, and for a second â just a second â the shy awkwardness between you shimmered into something a little bolder.
Like maybe this was going to be something worth learning together â slow, patient, deliberate.
Like chess. But warmer.
Spencer reached over and began resetting the pieces with careful precision, murmuring to himself as he arranged the pawns in perfect formation.
You helped, scooting closer until your knees were nearly touching his.
âThis time,â you said, âIâm taking you down.â
âStatistically improbable,â he replied, flashing you a teasing glance, âbut I admire the confidence.â
You stuck your tongue out at him â immature, maybe, but worth it for the startled, boyish laugh that escaped his lips.
He looked at you like he was trying to memorize the moment. It made your stomach flip.
The game began again â slower this time. Spencer didnât rush you, didnât take advantage when you made a questionable move.
He made a few errors himself, and you caught him once or twice smirking like he wanted you to win.
âDid you just let me take your queen?â you asked, squinting at the board.
Spencer glanced down, expression innocent. âDid I?â
âSpencer.â
He held his hands up, biting back a smile. âMaybe. Just a little. But you looked really proud of that move, and I didnât want to ruin it.â
You rolled your eyes, but your heart felt too big for your chest.
Eventually, your pieces dwindled again, and the game tilted back in his favor â but neither of you seemed to care anymore.
Your postures had relaxed, legs stretched out, backs propped up against a wall of pillows. The hot chocolate was nearly gone, the candle still flickering low, casting golden light over the game you both quietly abandoned.
The board sat between you, forgotten.
You leaned back with a soft sigh, pulling your knees up to your chest and tucking your chin against them. Spencer mirrored you a moment later, his long legs folding at awkward angles as he settled closer on the blanket, shoulder just inches from yours.
âI used to play by myself when I was a kid,â he said suddenly, voice low and thoughtful. âIt was the only way to practice. Iâd play both sides and try to out-think myself. I didnât realize how lonely that was until I had someone to play with.â
You turned your head to look at him. âIâm really glad it was me.â
He smiled. âMe too.â
A beat passed. The quiet settled between you again, not heavy â just full. Full of words neither of you had said yet.
Eventually, you lay back on the cushions, sighing contentedly. âI think Iâm better at laying around after chess than actually playing chess.â
Spencer laughed gently, lying back beside you.
âThatâs a valid skill. Highly underrated.â
You turned your head toward him on instinct, only to find him already watching you.
His gaze was soft, full of that same wonder from earlier â like he still couldnât quite believe you were here.
You didnât speak. Neither did he. You just⊠looked.
And then, slowly, as if testing gravity, his hand inched closer to yours again on the blanket.
You met him halfway, fingertips brushing, then tangling gently.
His thumb skimmed the back of your hand, shy but steady.
Your heart fluttered wildly.
âCan Iâ?â he started, then hesitated, licking his lips. âIs it okay if IâŠ?â
You nodded before he could finish. âYes.â
He shifted slightly, propping himself up on one elbow so he could lean over you. His curls fell into his face, and he ducked his head in that shy, sweet way he always did â like he was still afraid of taking up space. But his eyes stayed on yours, wide and vulnerable.
Then, with an almost trembling kind of care, he kissed you.
It was soft. Barely there at first â just a brush of lips, more like a question than a statement. But when you leaned up into it, kissed him back, Spencer exhaled like it was the first full breath heâd taken all night.
You kissed again, deeper now but still gentle, still hesitant in that way that only first kisses can be.
His hand cupped your jaw, thumb skimming your cheek like he was afraid youâd disappear if he didnât anchor you there.
When you finally parted, his forehead rested against yours, and he let out the smallest, happiest laugh.
âIâve never kissed anyone after losing a chess game,â you murmured.
He smiled, eyes closed. âThen I think we both win.â
"Quiet Hours"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Reader
Spencer wakes up with you in his armsâand quietly falls harder.
cw: none major fluff
wc: 819 ( short n sweet)
this is for those who voted this to number 1 in my poll :))
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Youâre lying side by side after a movieâsome slow-moving foreign film Spencer had insisted was âessential viewingââand at some point between the opening credits and the third impassioned monologue, your eyes had fluttered shut.
The warmth of his comforter, the soft rhythm of his voice as he translated in a whisper, the faint smell of clean laundry and old paperâall of it lulls you into sleep before you even realize whatâs happening.
Itâs not until 3:17 a.m. that Spencer stirs awake.
He blinks at the dim light filtering through his curtains and instinctively reaches for the book on his nightstand, only to freeze mid-movement when he feels it: your weight curled into his side, arm draped across his middle, your nose buried in the rumpled fabric of his shirt.
For a momentâmaybe twoâhe just lies there, motionless and stiff, like his neurons are short-circuiting.
You're in his bed.
Youâre asleep in his bed.
Your body is warm and soft against his, and thereâs the faintest puff of your breath against his neck with every exhale.
Spencerâs heart starts beating faster.
Not in a panic, not like when heâs faced with danger or stress.
Noâthis is something gentler, but no less intense.
Heâs just never had someone do this before. Fall asleep in his bed like they belonged there. Like he was the comforting one.
He wants to commit every detail to memory.
Not just the way you lookâthough he catalogues that, tooâbut the weight of you, the trust in your unconscious touch, the way your legs have tangled with his like it was instinctual.
But of course, this is Spencer Reid. So naturally, his brain kicks into full nerd mode.
âStudies show that physical touch, particularly during sleep, can improve emotional bonding and release oxytocin,â he murmurs softly to himself, eyes flicking to the ceiling as if it holds the peer-reviewed evidence.
You shift slightly, making a sleepy soundâsomething soft and contentâand Spencerâs voice dies in his throat.
He glances down at you. The movement makes his arm brush your waist. You donât wake. Instead, you snuggle closer.
Spencerâs breath catches.
Oh. Oh no.
Heâs definitely not going back to sleep now.
Instead, he lies awake, completely overwhelmed by the chaos in his own head. He wants to touch youâgently, maybe wrap his arm around you, maybe tangle his fingers in your hairâbut he doesnât want to wake you or make things weird or overstep boundaries.
So he settles for stillness.
Still and quiet, except for the occasional twitch of his fingers, like theyâre aching to move.
At some point, he starts tracing the ceiling tiles in his head and mentally reciting the Dewey Decimal System, trying to calm his racing thoughts.
You wake up around 8:00 a.m. to the smell of coffee and the gentle sound of pages turning.
Spencer is sitting at the foot of the bed, his back leaning against one of the bedâs many pillowsâhe has at least eight, in various sizes, none of them matchingâand heâs got a hardcover in his lap. He looks up as you stir.
âOhâum, good morning,â he says, instantly tucking a strand of hair behind his ear.
His voice cracks a little, and he clears his throat. âDid you, uh, did you sleep well?â
You smile sleepily, stretching under the covers. âI did. I hope itâs okay I passed out like that. Your bed is absurdly comfortable.â
He nods quickly.
âYes. I mean, yes, itâs okay. I meanâof course itâs okay. You can sleep here anytime. If you want. Not like any time, I mean, I donât want to assume youâd want to again but if you did, that would be statistically⊠I meanââ He cuts himself off with a tight-lipped smile and a visible cringe. âSorry. Talking too much.â
You giggle, sitting up, the covers still pooled around your waist. âI liked it. You talking, I mean.â
He glances at you, then away, ears a soft shade of pink.
âThanks,â he mumbles. âAlso, uh⊠you were very cuddly in your sleep.â
You blink, surprisedâand then you laugh.
"Was I?â
He nods, looking flustered but determined to be honest. âYeah. You, um, wrapped around me. Like a koala.â
You snort. âWell, youâre warm. And safe. You make a good tree.â
Spencerâs laugh is quiet, but genuine.
âI didnât mind,â he adds after a second, voice soft. âActually, I⊠liked it. A lot.â
You reach for his hand over the duvet. He lets you take it.
âNext time,â you say, thumb brushing over his knuckles, âyouâre allowed to cuddle back.â
His eyes widen slightly. âNext time?â
âUnless you donât want a next time.â
Heâs quiet for a moment. Then he looks at youâreally looksâand thereâs something marveling in his expression, like youâve handed him the moon and told him he could keep it.
âI want,â he says simply.
You lean forward, kiss his cheek.
He doesnât stop smiling all day.
"Culinary Experiment"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x reader
When Spencer Reid tries to cook dinner for you using a spreadsheet, flow chart, and a whole lot of science, the evening turns into a hilariously chaotic and heart-meltingly sweet experiment.
cw: just fluff
w/c 1,120
You werenât sure what was more unbelievableâthat Spencer Reid had insisted on cooking dinner for you, or that heâd done so with a spreadsheet.
Yes.
A spreadsheet.
You watched from your spot on the barstool at your kitchen island, elbow propped up, chin resting in your palm, as Spencer stood in your kitchen, completely focused. His brow furrowed like he was deconstructing a complex crime scene, not boiling water.
âAre you sure you donât want help?â you offered gently, your lips twitching with a smile as he flipped through a very detailed, very color-coded printout.
âI statistically perform better in unfamiliar activities when I can approach them independently,â he said, without looking up. âAlso, I took into account your favorite flavors, preferred spice levels, known allergies, and a few commonly paired palate enhancers based on culinary studies from the Journal of Food Science.â
You blinked. âDid you just say âpalate enhancersâ like it was a crime scene clue?â
Spencer finally looked over at you, a crooked grin forming on his face. âI mean, taste is subjective, but it is largely guided by science. Flavor is a multisensory experience, affected by smell, texture, and even expectation. This pasta should be a success.â
You looked past him to the stovetop, where a suspicious amount of steam was rising from a pot he hadnât checked in at least five minutes.
âSpence⊠do you even like cooking?â
He hesitated. âI like learning. And I like you. Therefore, cooking for you is⊠an intersection of meaningful variables.â
You melted just a little. Because of course Spencer couldnât just say something simple. He had to say it like it was a thesis. But it still made your heart squeeze.
âWell, youâre cute when youâre concentrating,â you said.
He smiled againâthis time shylyâand reached for a whisk.
Unfortunately, thatâs when things started to go downhill.
âI believe this is the part where you fold in the cheese,â he said aloud to himself, eyes scanning the page like it might solve all of lifeâs mysteries. âBut it doesnât say how to fold it⊠thereâs no actual folding.â
âItâs just a saying, Spence. Like, stir gently.â
He squinted. âThatâs extremely vague.â
You got up to help, mostly because he was trying to pour a mountain of shredded cheese into the boiling pasta water, which was most certainly not correct.
âWait, noâcheese doesnât go in the boiling water. Thatâll turn into a clump. Look, here.â You gently took the spoon and showed him the right pot. âIt goes in the sauce. With the cream.â
âOh,â he murmured, his cheeks going a little pink. âI guess I conflated two steps. I was trying to streamline the process using a flow chart.â
You giggled. âYou made a flow chart for pasta?â
âWell, it is carbonara-adjacent, and I wanted to make sure the egg didnât scramble. Itâs all about heat application. Did you know that the Maillard reactionâ"
âSpencer,â you interrupted softly, âI love you, but if you start talking about amino acids right now, I might laugh so hard I snort wine through my nose.â
He looked sheepish, and adorable, and you kissed his cheek.
Somehow, despite the chaos, you managed to help him get everything sorted.
The sauce thickenedâthough it was a little lumpyâand the pasta boiled just enough. Heâd made salad (drenched in dressing, but lovingly assembled), garlic bread (a little burnt), and even tried to chill the wine (but forgot and put it in the freezer for an hour, so it was practically a wine slushie).
When everything was ready, he lit a candle in the middle of your tiny table like it was a Michelin-starred restaurant, and pulled out your chair.
âThis isâŠâ you paused, looking at the slightly clumsy but genuinely sweet meal in front of you, âperfect.â
He sat across from you, tucking one hand under his thigh like he always did when he was nervous. âYou donât have to pretend it tastes good. I know the sauce is uneven. And the garlic bread might be carcinogenic.â
âSpence,â you said seriously, setting down your fork. âYou cooked for me. You made a literal spreadsheet of my favorite foods. You practically did math to make me dinner. Thatâs⊠the most âyouâ thing ever, and itâs also the sweetest.â
He gave you a soft, earnest smile. âI just wanted to do something for you. Youâve been so supportive lately, and workâs been difficult, andâstatistically speaking, couples who engage in acts of service for each other report higher relationship satisfaction and oxytocin levels. I wanted to raise your oxytocin.â
You burst out laughing, nearly choking on a bite of pasta. âYouâre trying to hack my brain chemistry with pasta?â
He blinked. âYes.â
You reached across the table and took his hand in yours. âYou donât have to hack anything. Just sitting here with you, sharing a half-burnt dinner and wine slushies, is better than anything five-star.â
His ears turned red.
You both ate slowly, sharing glances and laughter. The food really wasnât badâlumpy in parts, sure, but the flavor was there. And Spencer kept up a running commentary of âfun factsâ about pasta origins and sauce viscosity and the psychology of comfort food.
âDid you know that food memories are some of the most emotionally potent memories we form?â he said between bites. âThereâs a direct neural pathway between the olfactory bulb and the amygdala. So the smell of garlic, for example, can immediately evoke childhood memories or emotional states.â
âSo what youâre saying is⊠twenty years from now, if I smell burned garlic bread, Iâll think of you?â
He tilted his head, thoughtful. âIt is likely.â
You leaned forward, resting your chin in your hand again. âI really do love you, you know.â
His expression shifted, soft and full. âI love you too.â
Then, like he couldnât help himself, he added, âAnd Iâve loved you since 57 days after we met. I know the exact day because you brought me coffee and remembered I donât take sugar, and you smiled at me like I was the most interesting person in the room.â
Your heart completely melted.
âYou remember the exact day?â you whispered.
He nodded. âI remember everything about you.â
You stood and moved to him, crawling into his lap without hesitation, curling your arms around his neck. He was warm and familiar, and you could feel his heartbeat picking up.
âYou are such a nerd,â you whispered against his ear.
âGuilty,â he murmured, his hands sliding gently to your waist. âBut Iâm your nerd.â
You stayed like that for a long moment, the dishes forgotten, the candles flickering.
Eventually, he whispered, âSo⊠does this count as a successful experiment?â
You smiled against his cheek. âBest. Date. Ever.â
"Knit for keeps"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Reader
When you knit a scarf for a quiet stranger who passes by each morning, he finds it and starts wearing it, a gentle connection begins to grow between you.
cw: none, wholesome af (unless you're scared of yarn? you never know.)
w/c 1,152
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You saw him every morning at 8:07 a.m.
Not 8:00. Not 8:15. Always 8:07 â give or take a minute if traffic was bad.
He passed by your yarn and coffee shop with long strides, a cup of black coffee tucked in his hand, a messenger bag slung over one shoulder, and a coat that looked too thin for the brutal D.C. winter.
Sometimes he was reading as he walked â a paperback tucked open with one hand, pages fluttering in the wind, as if he didnât notice the cold nipping at his cheeks.
And he never wore a scarf.
You watched him through the foggy front window of your little shop, a mug of peppermint tea in hand, fingers warming around the ceramic as you sat behind the register.
You werenât trying to be weird.
Just observant.
That was the word you preferred.
He looked⊠tired. Kind. A little shy in the way he glanced up from his book and nodded to passing strangers. A quietly thoughtful kind of person, you guessed.
But always cold.
You could see it in the way he hunched his shoulders, ducked his chin into the lapel of his coat, rubbed gloved hands together absentmindedly while waiting for the crosswalk light to change.
After the first week, you started expecting him.
After the second, you started knitting.
Not for him.
Not at first.
Thatâs what you told yourself.
You just needed a project to keep your hands busy. The shop was quiet this time of year. Business slowed after the holidays, and knitting had always helped ease the silence.
It wasnât strange at all, you reasoned, to knit a scarf and just happen to think about a stranger with soft brown eyes and messy curls while you did.
You picked a grey yarn first â soft, understated. Something gentle and quiet.
But halfway through, you ran out of the skein, and instead of replacing it, you added a deep burgundy stripe that warmed the scarf in a way you didnât expect.
It didnât match. But neither did he. He wore scuffed shoes and cardigans under his coat and carried his books like they were made of glass. You didnât think heâd mind a little mis-matching.
And if your fingers lingered a little longer on the final stitches than necessary, if your heart beat a little faster as you tied it off and held it up to the light â well, no one had to know.
You left it on the bench outside the shop one morning, folded neatly with a handwritten note slipped underneath.
âYou look cold. I had extra yarn.
â A stranger who thinks you deserve warm things.â
You werenât expecting anything.
Honestly, you half-expected the wind to carry it away before he ever saw it.
But at exactly 8:07 a.m., you peeked through the window and saw him stop.
Pause.
Look around like someone had just called his name.
He picked up the scarf delicately, fingers brushing the yarn with almost hesitant reverence.
He read the note.
He looked up.
Right at your window.
Your heart leapt so high you nearly ducked behind the espresso machine, but you forced yourself to stay still â eyes lowered, pretending to be extremely invested in arranging tea bags.
When you glanced back, the scarf was gone.
And so was he.
But the next morning, when the bell above the shop door jingled softly, and you looked up to greet a customer â you froze.
Because there he was.
Standing in your doorway.
Wearing the scarf.
It was wrapped around his neck awkwardly â one side longer than the other, like he hadnât quite figured out how to tie it properly. But it was unmistakable. Grey and burgundy. Lopsided and lovingly knit.
Your scarf.
And he smiled when he saw you. Shy and sweet. His eyes crinkled a little at the corners.
You said nothing. Just smiled back, warm all over, like someone had lit a candle in your chest.
He didnât stay. Just bought a coffee, nodded politely, and left.
But the next morning, he came in again.
And the one after that.
And always â always â he wore the scarf.
It took him twelve days to say something.
He walked in a little later than usual, snow dusting the shoulders of his coat. You were re-stocking yarn behind the counter, fingers half-lost in a bin of soft wool when you heard him clear his throat.
âHi,â he said, voice quiet but precise. âI, um⊠I hope this isnât presumptuous, but I wanted to thank you.â
You turned. âForâŠ?â
He touched the scarf lightly â still around his neck. âThis.â
You smiled, cheeks warming. âOh. So you figured it out.â
He gave a soft laugh. âIt wasnât hard. Your shop name is on the tag inside.â
You blushed. âRight. Subtlety is not my strong suit.â
âIâm Spencer,â he offered. âReid. Dr. Spencer Reid, technically.â
You blinked. âDoctor?â
âOf several things, but mostly psychology and mathematics. I work for the FBI.â
You stared. âWait â seriously?â
He shrugged, a little bashful. âItâs not as dramatic as it sounds.â
âI think thatâs the first time someoneâs ever said that about the FBI,â you said, and he grinned.
âI just wanted to say⊠no oneâs ever made me something before,â he said, quieter now. âNot like this. Not something warm. Something meant for me.â
Your throat tightened.
âI know itâs a little crooked,â you said, suddenly self-conscious. âThe tensionâs off and the color changes were kind of rushedââ
âItâs perfect,â he interrupted softly. âItâs the warmest thing I own.â
You swallowed, heart skipping.
âWell⊠if you ever need mittens to match,â you said, forcing a lightness into your voice that didnât quite cover the fluttering in your chest, âI know a girl with too much yarn and time on her hands.â
He smiled. âWould that girl maybe also want to get coffee with me sometime? You know. When sheâs not saving cold strangers with her knitting?â
You felt your breath catch â not because you were surprised, but because something about the way he asked felt careful. Hopeful. Like heâd never asked anyone quite like this before.
You nodded.
âIâd love that,â you said. âBut Iâm buying. Coffeeâs the least I can do, Dr. Reid.â
He tilted his head. âOnly if I can bring you a book in return.â
Your smile widened. âDeal.â
Later that week, he showed up with mittens.
Not good ones â not like yours. They were slightly too big and very uneven, clearly a beginnerâs project. But they were wrapped in tissue paper, and tucked into the stitches, heâd written a little note on a torn-out book page:
âEveryone deserves warm things, too. Including the girl who notices strangers.â
You cried a little in the back room after he left.
But the next day, you wore the mittens.
And he noticed.
And he smiled.
Hotch x Reader (bau preferred but if not thatâs okay too). Angst to fluff if possible please! Maybe Hotch and reader avoiding each other (and their feelings) after having a late night kiss after a really hard case. Hope this sparks âĄïž something for you to write! Thank you đđœ
"The Morning After"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Aaron Hotchner x Fem! Reader
After a grief-fueled kiss, you and Hotch struggle with the aftermath. Back in D.C., he admits he wants you despite the risksâand you stop pretending it didnât matter.
cw: angst, grief, trauma, workplace dynamics, emotional vulnerability
w/c 1,081
(Hopefully this is along the lines of what you wanted!! these are my favourite vibes to write hehe x)
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You werenât sure what woke you firstâthe turbulence of the jet or the sinking feeling in your chest.
For a moment, still half-asleep, you forgot. You forgot about the case.
The bodies.
The weight.
And the kiss.
God, the kiss.
Reality settled in with the force of a punch.
You opened your eyes slowly, pretending to still be asleep, but you could feel the heat of his presence across from you.
Aaron Hotchner. Your boss.
The man youâd kissed like your life depended on it less than twelve hours ago.
Correction: the man youâd let kiss you, after youâd all but fallen apart in the hallway of a dingy hotel.
After the worst case youâd worked in months.
After watching a mother cradle her sonâs body like she could will him back to life.
You hadnât cried until you left the scene.
Not until your hotel door shut behind you and the silence pressed in. And thenâthen you couldnât breathe.
You had stepped out into the hallway, unable to stay in that room alone with your grief, and youâd walked straight into him.
Heâd looked exhausted. Hollowed out. His tie was gone, shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows, and when he saw youâreally saw youâhis face cracked.
Neither of you said anything. You didnât need to.
You didnât remember who moved first, just that your back hit the wall with a soft thud, and then his lips were on yours.
It had been desperate. Unspoken. A collision of grief and longing and loneliness.
You remembered the press of his hands at your waist. The way heâd kissed you like he needed it to survive. The quiet sound he made when you kissed him back, pulling him closer, ignoring every voice in your head screaming this is wrong, this is dangerous, this is everything you canât have.
But it had felt like the first thing in days that made you feel human again.
And then you'd pulled away.
You remembered the look in his eyes.
Open. Bare. Vulnerable in a way Hotch never allowed himself to be.
And you remembered being too scared to speak. Youâd just walked away.
And now here you were.
Sitting across from him on the BAU jet, coffee growing cold in your hands.
Neither of you speaking.
Neither acknowledging what had happened. It was as if the kiss never occurred.
Except your lips still burned with the memory.
You risked a glance up. He was readingâpretending to readâa file, but you could see the tension in his posture.
Shoulders rigid. Jaw tight. Avoiding your eyes like it was an act of self-preservation.
It made something ache in your chest.
Did he regret it? Did he think it was a mistake?
Or worseâdid he think you were?
âHere,â Emily said, offering a granola bar. âYou should eat something.â
You blinked, pulled out of the spiral.
âThanks,â you mumbled, though you barely touched it.
The plane landed in D.C. and the team dispersed with tired goodbyes.
You tried to slip away quietly, grabbing your go-bag and heading toward the exit ramp, desperate for the solace of your car, your apartment, your own private misery.
But thenâ
âCan we talk?â
His voice stopped you cold.
You froze, one foot on the jet stairs. Your heart stuttered. Slowly, cautiously, you turned.
Hotch stood at the base of the ramp, hands shoved into the pockets of his coat, his expression unreadableâbut his eyes were locked on you.
He looked as uncertain as you felt.
You nodded.
He didnât say another word until you were in his SUV.
You noticed he didnât take the turn toward Quantico.
He drove in silence, the weight between you growing heavier with each passing streetlamp.
Your mind wouldnât stop spiraling.
Was this where he told you it was a mistake?
That it crossed a line? That it couldnât happen again?
When he pulled into a quiet park and turned off the engine, you braced for it.
But instead, he just stared at the steering wheel.
âI shouldnât have kissed you,â he said finally.
Your stomach dropped.
You turned your head toward the window, trying to swallow the lump in your throat. âOkay.â
âI shouldnât have let it happen like that,â he continued, quieter this time. âYou deserved better than that moment. You deserved better than me losing control.â
That hurt. Because for all the complications, it hadnât felt like him losing control.
It had felt like a choice.
âI didnât regret it,â you said, your voice thin. âBut I regret walking away.â
That got his attention.
He looked over at you, eyes softening with something like hope.
âI thought you regretted it,â you admitted. âYou didnât say anything this morning. You couldnât even look at me.â
âI was scared,â he said simply. âI am scared.â
You turned fully toward him, hands clenched in your lap. âWhy?â
âBecause Iâve spent so long building walls to survive this job. To survive⊠everything. Haley. Foyet. Jack. The darkness we see every single day. I donât let myself want things anymore. Not really.â
He swallowed hard.
âBut I want you,â he whispered.
Your breath caught.
âAnd I donât know what that means,â he added. âI donât know how to have this and still do this job the way I need to. But not telling you how I feelâitâs worse. Itâs so much worse.â
You didnât speak. You couldnât. Your eyes stung.
âLast night,â he continued, âit wasnât just grief or adrenaline. It was something Iâve been trying to push down for months. Something I thought I could ignore, because it was safer that way. But I canât anymore.â
The silence stretched between you, fragile and tentative. You reached out, placing your hand over his where it gripped the gearshift.
âIâm scared, too,â you said. âBut maybe we donât have to figure everything out at once.â
He turned his hand over, lacing his fingers through yours.
âI donât know what this looks like,â he said. âBut I know I donât want to pretend it didnât happen.â
You gave a small, watery laugh. âNeither do I."
He brought your joined hands to his lips and kissed your knuckles, and for the first time since the case ended, since the kiss, since the spiraling aftermathâyou felt like you could finally breathe again.
Maybe there were rules. Risks. Realities to face.
But in this moment, in the quiet of an empty park at sunrise, none of that mattered.
You werenât running anymore.

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"Stick with me"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader
Hotch plans a sweet sticky note scavenger hunt to celebrate a quiet anniversary, leaving you heartfelt messages that lead to a cozy surprise and a reminder of your love.
cw: none just fluff
w/c 1,042
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Youâd always known Aaron Hotchner was a man of few words.
Not unkind or coldâjust careful.
Measured. Intentional.
So when he left you a yellow sticky note on the bathroom mirror three weeks into living together, it caught you completely off guard.
âYou hum in your sleep. Itâs cute. I love you.â
âA.H.
You had stared at it, toothbrush in hand, heart fluttering. And from there, the sticky notes had become your love language.
They werenât always confessions of love. Sometimes it was just:
âFed the cat. Left you the last blueberry muffin. I expect praise.â
Or:
âReminder: Youâre brilliant. Knock âem dead today.â
Some were downright cheeky:
âIf youâre reading this, I already miss you. (But also check the fridge. Surprise inside.)â
(Spoiler: it was your favorite cheesecake.)
And some were so simple they made your chest ache:
âI sleep better with you beside me.â
It had become a habit now. You wrote them for him tooâtucked into his go bag, slipped inside files, stuck to the dashboard of his car.
He kept every one, youâd learned. Hidden inside a folder marked âMisc. (Keep)â in his desk drawer.
But today was different.
You knew it the moment you stepped out of the shower and found the first note stuck to the bathroom mirror.
âFollow me.â
The handwriting was unmistakableâfirm strokes, slightly slanted, written with the blue pen he kept in the kitchen drawer.
You raised an eyebrow but smiled, wrapping yourself in a towel.
Outside the bathroom, another note was taped to the hallway wall:
âYou make even Monday mornings worth waking up for.â
You laughed softly to yourself and padded forward, dripping water and good mood.
Note #3 was at the top of the stairs.
âDonât forget: I fell for you the first time you yelled at me for skipping breakfast.â
You remembered that day. A whirlwind morning, him halfway to the elevator with only black coffee in his hand. Youâd caught him and made him eat a banana. He grumbled the entire time. Later, he kissed you like he was starved. Said you were right.
A little trail of sticky notes led you downstairs, one taped to the bannister:
âI watched you dance in the kitchen last night. No music. Just you and your ridiculous socks. I never wanted anything more.â
You reached the bottom step and turned into the living room.
The sunlight was spilling through the windows. The faint smell of fresh coffee wafted in from the kitchen.
A small pile of sticky notes waited on the arm of the couchâstacked like a tiny paper tower.
You walked over, heart thudding a little faster.
âThis is my favorite view: You, sleepy and soft, sunlight in your hair.â
âSometimes I wake up early just to watch you breathe.â
âI was fine before I met you. But now I canât imagine going back to that.â
You swallowed the lump in your throat, already smiling so hard your cheeks hurt.
God, this man. This stoic, grumpy, secretly soft man. He didnât need grand speeches or elaborate gifts.
Just a sticky note. And a heart full of quiet devotion.
Another note was tucked under the TV remote:
âYouâre getting close. Donât stop now.â
You followed the trail into the kitchen, where heâd arranged another trio of notes across the fridge like magnets.
âToday marks one year since you said âI love youâ first.â
âIt took me a week to believe you meant it.â
âIâve never stopped thanking the universe that you did.â
You pressed your hand over your mouth, blinking quickly.
The anniversary.
Youâd forgotten in the rush of life and laundry and late-night case updates.
But Aaron hadnât.
Of course he hadnât.
The final note was on the coffee pot, freshly brewed and still steaming.
âTurn around.â
You didâand found him standing in the doorway, tie loosened, sleeves rolled, barefoot and soft-eyed in the morning light.
âAaronâŠâ you started, overwhelmed and already a little teary, âYou did all this just forâ?â
He crossed the room in two quiet steps, hands gently cupping your face. âI love you,â he said simply. âI know I say it every day. But I wanted to show it. In the way youâve taught me to.â
You leaned into him, laughing against his chest. âYou hopeless, romantic sap.â
âIâm learning from the best.â
He kissed you thenâslow and smiling and home. The kind of kiss that tasted like promises and coffee and the comfort of forever.
When he pulled back, he slipped something into your hand.
Another sticky note.
âP.S. Check the pantry.â
Your eyebrows lifted. âOh? Another surprise?â
âGo look.â
You padded over to the pantry and opened the door.
There, resting on a shelf between the cereal boxes and oatmeal canisters, was a small white gift box.
You turned to raise an eyebrow at him. He just leaned on the counter, arms crossed, watching you with that warm, unreadable half-smile.
Inside the box was a key.
You frowned slightly, confused. âThis⊠looks like our front door key.â
He nodded. âIt is.â
âBut I already live here.â
He stepped forward and pulled you close, brushing your damp hair behind your ear.
âItâs symbolic,â he murmured. âYou moved in. You made this house a home. And I just⊠I wanted to make sure you knew itâs yours in every way. You belong here. With me. Always.â
You stared at him, eyes glassy, breath caught. âAaronâŠâ
âI love you,â he repeated. âEvery day. In every quiet way I can.â
You threw your arms around his neck, burying your face in his shoulder. He held you tightly, one hand stroking down your back, the other wrapped around your waist like he never planned to let go.
You stayed like that for a long while, wrapped in warmth and sunlight and everything unspoken.
Eventually, when you pulled back, you looked up with a mischievous grin. âOkay, but now I have to top this.â
He chuckled. âYou donât.â
âI do. Youâve set the bar ridiculously high. I might need, like⊠glitter. Or a marching band.â
âPlease donât bring glitter into this house,â he deadpanned, but his smile betrayed him.
You kissed him againâsoft, slow, sweet.
Then you whispered against his lips:
âStick with me, Hotchner.â
And he whispered back,
âAlways.â
"Maybe Hangovers aren't so bad after all"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader.
After a few too many glasses of wine, Spencer finally says what he's been holding back for far too long. Turns out, honesty pairs well with red wineâand you.
cw: alcohol use, intoxication, hangover, emotional vulnerability, physical affection, fluff
w/c 1,790
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You werenât sure which was more entertaining: Emily trying to hustle JJ at poker with novelty wine charms on her fingers, or watching Spencer Reidâresident genius and notorious lightweightâattempt to navigate Rossiâs living room like it was an obstacle course of throw pillows and antique furniture.
The party had thinned.
Morgan and Garcia had left with arm-in-arm giggles.
Hotch had made a quiet exit hours ago.
Only a few stragglers remained.
You sat cross-legged on Rossiâs ridiculously overstuffed couch, sipping the last of your cabernet and enjoying the show.
Spencer stumbled out of the kitchen, cheeks flushed, and the biggest, goofiest smile youâd ever seen plastered on his face.
You raised an eyebrow.
âDid you just high-five Rossi?â you asked, smirking behind your wine glass.
âI did,â he said, triumphantly, pointing at you with a crooked finger that missed by about six inches. âHe saidâand I quoteââItâs about damn time, kid.â I think that means Iâm⊠socially functional now.â
You laughed. âGetting drunk off four glasses of wine is your rite of passage?â
âFour and a half!â he insisted, stumbling toward you like a very determined, very wobbly baby deer. âDonât undersell me.â
You patted the cushion beside you. âCome sit before you trip over something and knock over a priceless bust of Julius Caesar.â
He dropped onto the couch with a dramatic sigh, his long legs sprawled out and bumping against yours. âI like you best, you know,â he said, voice quieter now, almost a secret.
You smiled. âI like you best, too.â
âNo, but really.â He leaned in closer. You could smell the wine on his breath and something warm and familiarâSpencer, always cinnamon and old books and something vaguely academic. âI have to tell you something.â
Your heart thudded. âOkay...â
âIâm in love with you.â
Your brain glitched.
âSpencerââ
He waved a hand, nearly knocking over your wine. âNo, no, donât interrupt. Iâve done the math, and itâs very important I say this now, because I probably wonât be brave enough tomorrow. Or sober enough to shut up tonight.â
Your lips twitched. âThis is the wine talking.â
He pointed at you with all the seriousness of a professor addressing a lecture hall.
"No. Itâs me talking. The wine just finally muted the inner anxiety monster. And my social inhibition center. And the part of me that overthinks things to death. So. Justâlisten.â
You set your wine down carefully and turned toward him, legs tucked under you. âOkay. Iâm listening.â
He took a breath. âI think I fell in love with you somewhere between the third case we worked together and that time you brought me a coffee with one sugarâbecause you remembered. No one ever remembers. And then you wore that NASA sweatshirt and quoted Sherlock Holmes and corrected my Latin and Iâwell, it was game over. I was doomed.â
Your chest tightened, not from anxiety but from something lighter, something dangerous. âSpencer... thatâsââ
He shook his head, curls bouncing. âI know Iâm a mess right now. Iâll probably wake up with a hangover and a guilt complex and at least three regrets, but this wonât be one of them. Telling you. Because I meant it. Iâm in love with you. Even if you laugh. Or if you never talk to me again. Or ifââ
You reached across the couch, cupped his flushed cheek, and gently shut him up with your thumb brushing over his lips. âHey. Iâm not going to laugh.â
He blinked, his expression so adorably hopeful it hurt. âNo?â
âNo,â you said softly. âBecause I think Iâm in love with you, too.â
Silence stretched between you. His eyes widened. Then he made the softest, most overwhelmed sound youâd ever heard from him.
âThatâs... statistically improbable,â he said, blinking rapidly.
You chuckled. âThen I guess youâll have to recalculate.â
Spencer launched himself forward with the enthusiasm of someone half-sober and fully lovesick, arms winding around you as he hugged you tight, burying his face in your shoulder.
âYou smell really good,â he mumbled, muffled. âIs that weird to say? I donât care. Itâs true.â
âYou smell like pinot noir and genius,â you teased.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes glassy but warm. âCan I kiss you?â
You nodded.
His lips met yoursâsoft, a little clumsy, sweet.
He kissed like he was memorizing you, and even with his wine-heavy breath and slightly uncoordinated movements, it still made your toes curl.
When he finally pulled back, his voice was low and shy again. âWill you stay with me tonight? Just to talk. Or, you know, kiss more. Or sleep. Or do all three in a loop.â
You grinned. âYouâre lucky youâre cute.â
âAnd drunk,â he added helpfully. âBut mostly cute.â
You tucked yourself under his arm, your hand resting over his fluttering heart. âIâll take care of you in the morning.â
âYou mean when Iâm nauseous and horrified?â
âExactly,â you said with a smile. âAnd when youâre sober and in love with me again.â
He kissed the top of your head. âSpoiler alertâIâll still be in love with you every morning after.â
âCome on, sleepy genius. Youâre crashing hard.â
âI am not,â he mumbled, immediately yawning and slumping into your side.
You helped him standâhe stumbled, caught himself, then turned around and took your hand.
âYouâre coming with me, right? Just to sleep. I donât want to wake up alone after saying all that.â
âOf course Iâm coming with you.â
He looked almost childlike in his relief. âGood.â
You helped him into Rossiâs guest room, where he collapsed onto the bed, one arm flung dramatically over his eyes.
You chuckled as you grabbed a bottle of water from the nightstand and made him drink.
Once he was under the covers and no longer resembling a puddle of limbs, you crawled in beside him. He turned to face you immediately, one arm slipping around your waist like it belonged there.
You pressed your forehead to his. âFeeling okay?â
âIâm in love with you and youâre here, and my liver hasnât failed yet, so⊠yeah. Iâm good.â
You laughed softly and kissed his cheek. âGo to sleep, Spence.â
He tightened his hold just a little. âDonât leave.â
âI wonât.â
âIâm gonna remember this,â he mumbled, already half-asleep. âEven if I feel like hell tomorrow. Iâm gonna remember you saying it back.â
You watched as his breathing slowed, as the tension melted from his face, and finally, as sleep took him completely.
And you whispered into the quiet:
âIâm gonna remember too.â
The Next Morning
Spencer woke with a headache, a dry mouth, and the faint memory of confessing something huge.
His stomach twistedâuntil he rolled over and saw you there, still asleep in his arms, a content smile on your lips.
He breathed out a shaky laugh, overwhelmed with relief and wonder.
Maybe hangovers werenât so bad after all.
Spencer blinked blearily at the ceiling, the light through the guest roomâs gauzy curtains casting a warm blur across the walls.
His head hurtâdull and thudding like something had taken up residence behind his eyesâbut it was tolerable. Manageable.
And worth it.
Because you were still here.
Still curled beside him, tangled in sheets and sunlight and his sweater youâd pulled on sometime in the night.
One arm was slung loosely over his stomach, and your face was pressed into the crook of his shoulder, lips parted slightly as you breathed.
He took in the tiny details: the way your hair tickled his skin, the warmth of your thigh draped over his, the faint scent of youâclean laundry, something citrusy, and something that was just you.
It wasnât a dream.
His body ached, and his mouth was dry, but his chest was full. Full of something slow and golden and electric all at once.
He turned his head, as gently as possible, and whispered, âHey.â
You made a soft, reluctant sound. âNo.â
Spencer smiled, his voice still hoarse with sleep. âJust checking if youâre real.â
You cracked one eye open, then blinked a few times like you were the one making sure he hadnât vanished. âBarely. I feel like I got hit by a very affectionate freight train.â
âThat would be the Barolo,â he said. âAnd maybe the kissing.â
You let out a low, sleepy laugh and snuggled closer. âI think it was mostly the kissing.â
He swallowed, heart flipping a little. âYou donât regret it, do you?â
You sat up just enough to look at him, hair messy and haloed by the morning light.
âNo,â you said simply, softly. âDo you?â
He didnât answer immediately. Instead, he reached out and tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. âI regret not saying it sober the first time.â
You leaned into his hand. âSay it now, then.â
âI love you,â he said without hesitation. His voice was quieter now, but surer.
He didnât flinch, didnât laugh nervously, didnât try to qualify it with math or hedging.
And you smiled like the sun had just risen behind your ribs. âI love you too.â
You kissed himâlight and sleepy and a little minty from the water bottle youâd both passed back and forth.
When you pulled away, Spencer reached for you again, fingers curling loosely around your wrist like he still couldnât quite believe this was real. âCan we stay here all day?â
You raised a brow. âIn Rossiâs guest bed?â
He groaned and flopped onto his back, covering his face with his arm. âRight. Thatâs... an awkward detail.â
You giggled and rested your head on his chest. âWe can stay until my stomach demands food. Then weâll figure it out. Maybe go to your place. Or mine.â
He nodded, already imagining it. The two of you in your kitchen, sleepy and barefoot. You in his shirts. Him memorizing every ordinary second.
âIâve never been in love like this before,â he murmured, almost like it was a secret. âItâs quiet. Not fireworks or lightning. Just... peaceful.â
You shifted so you could see his face again. âThatâs how you know itâs real.â
His eyes softened. âI think I want peaceful for the rest of my life.â
You kissed the corner of his mouth and grinned. âYouâre in luck, Dr. Reid. Iâm very good at peaceful mornings.â
He let out a breath that sounded a little like a laugh and a little like relief. âMaybe hangovers arenât so bad after all.â
You both stayed wrapped in the quiet, your fingers lazily tracing patterns along his ribs.
Outside the window, birds chirped and the world carried on, but for once, neither of you rushed to meet it.
You had time.
And for the first time in a long while, Spencer felt like he could finally slow downâand let himself be loved.
"Triage"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Aaron Hotcher x Fem! Reader
After you're shot in the field, Hotch is overwhelmed with guilt and finally confesses his feelings while youâre unconsciousâterrified heâs lost you for good.
cw: injury, hospital scenes, guilt, emotional intensity, angst to comfort
w/c 945 (short n angsty)
...
The sirens blurred into the background, swallowed by the blood pounding in his ears.
âAaron, youâre not cleared to go in thereââ
He didnât hear them. Couldnât. His eyes were locked on the stretcher being wheeled toward the waiting ambulance.
He saw the hand hanging limply off the side. The blood-soaked vest. The fingers heâd memorized the feel of but never dared to touch for too long.
Yours.
âAgent Hotchner!â a paramedic barked. âWe need to moveâare you riding with us?â
He nodded numbly, clambering in. His knee hit the side of the gurney, and he didn't even register the pain. His eyes searched your faceâghostly pale, streaked with dirt and blood.
The medic was shouting vitals, adjusting oxygen flow. He kept asking questions about your response, your pupils, your pain levels.
You didnât answer.
You couldnât.
And Aaron felt his world tilt.
He shouldâve been the one to clear the house. Heâd assigned teams. Heâd made the call. He shouldâve known the suspect wasnât alone. Shouldâve seen the signs. Shouldâve sent someone else.
Anyone but you.
This was his fault.
The waiting room smelled like antiseptic and fear.
JJ brought him coffee. He didnât touch it.
Morgan sat beside him, silent.
Reid paced, chewing on his thumbnail.
But Aaron just sat there, elbows on his knees, hands steepled in front of his mouth, eyes fixed on the double doors the doctors had disappeared behind.
Itâd been forty-seven minutes.
Forty-seven minutes of remembering how your body had looked sprawled on that kitchen floor.
How youâd gasped for air as he pressed his hands to your side. How your blood had soaked into his sleeves.
âShe lost a lot of blood,â the medic had said. âWe're lucky you got here when you did.â
Lucky.
Aaron had never felt so utterly, cosmically unlucky in his life.
âHotch?â
He blinked. JJ again, her hand on his shoulder.
âThey said sheâs out of surgery. Stable. But sheâs not awake yet.â
âCan I see her?â
JJ hesitated. âThey said⊠only one person for now. And only family.â
He was on his feet before she could finish.
âI am family,â he said, voice low and final.
Machines beeped steadily, a quiet symphony of survival.
You looked smaller in the hospital bed.
Fragile in a way heâd never seen.
Tubes snaked from your arms. A thick bandage wrapped around your middle. The doctor had said youâd lost nearly a third of your blood volume. Theyâd repaired the damage, but the healing would take time.
You hadn't opened your eyes.
Aaron sat beside the bed, his hand hovering over yours.
He wanted to hold it. Wanted to press it to his chest and beg you to squeeze, to do something to show him he hadnât already lost you.
âI shouldâve been there,â he whispered. âI shouldâve had your six.â
The monitors kept their rhythm.
The only reply.
âI sent you in because I trusted you. Because I know how good you are. But I⊠I keep wondering if part of me did it because I knew youâd say yes. Because you never say no when I ask something of you.â
He swallowed, jaw tightening. His voice shook when he said, âYou always show up for me. And I got you shot.â
Silence again.
He finally let his fingers brush yours. They were cold.
âDonât make me lose you,â he said, eyes burning. âI never told you what you mean to me. Donât make me carry that.â
...
Your eyes opened groggily and heavy, blinking against the harsh fluorescent light.
Pain throbbed in your side. You tried to shift and hissed, tears stinging the corners of your eyes.
âHeyâhey, stay still.â
You knew that voice. Even before your eyes fully focused.
Hotch.
His hand gripped yours nowâtight, warm, grounding.
âYouâre okay,â he said. âYouâre in the hospital. Youâre safe.â
You licked your lips. âYou⊠okay?â
He let out a sound that was half a laugh, half a sob. âYou got shot and youâre asking me if Iâm okay?â
You gave the smallest smile. âDidnât⊠wanna worry you.â
âYou always worry me,â he whispered, leaning closer. âEvery time we go into the field. Every time I see you in danger.â
You blinked up at him. âAaronâŠ?â
His hand trembled as it cradled yours. âI shouldâve said this before. Iâve been too careful. Too afraid. But when I saw you on that floor⊠I thought Iâd lost my chance.â
He exhaled slowly.
âI love you.â
Silence stretched between youâthick with pain and promise.
You blinked again, slower this time.
âThought I was dreaming,â you mumbled voice hoarse and thick. âWanted to hear you say that⊠for a long time.â
His head dropped to rest lightly against your hand.
âYouâre not dreaming,â he murmured. âAnd Iâm not wasting another second.â
You drifted in and out of sleep.
Every time, he was thereâreading case files, sipping bad coffee, holding your hand.
Once, you woke to find him brushing your hair back, lips pressed to your temple.
You didnât talk much.
You didnât need to.
His presence spoke louder than words.
You were alive. He was still here.
And when the time came for you to be discharged, Hotch was the one who wheeled you out of the hospital.
The team cheered, but his hand never left your shoulder.
Protective. Steady. Yours.
Later, when the BAU plane touched back down and he helped you into his SUV and began driving you to his place instead of your apartment, you didnât ask why.
You already knew.
He wouldnât let you out of his sight again.
Not after almost losing you.
Not now that heâd found the courage to hold on.
"No Safe Distance"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Post Prison Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader.
Assigned as her bodyguard after a stalker threatens her life, a guarded post-prison Spencer Reid fights his growing feelings for herâuntil danger forces them both to confront whatâs been building between them.
cw: angst, past trauma, emotional tension, inner conflict, mentions of death, stalking, potential harm, implied sex
w/c 1,145
...
It had been twenty-six days since Spencer Reid moved into your house.
Twenty-six days since the FBI classified the threats against your life as credible.
Since the messages escalated from cryptic letters to photographs of your every move.
Since they realized the man stalking you wasnât just obsessedâhe was planning something.
And twenty-six days since Spencer had taken the corner bedroom downstairs and barely spoken more than a sentence or two at a time.
You werenât sure what you expected when they told you an agent would be assigned full-time to keep you safe.
Maybe a well-meaning rookie. Maybe someone fatherly and gentle.
But you got Spencer Reid.
He was quiet. Guarded. So smart it was a little terrifying. And intense in ways you couldnât quite describe, even now.
His brown eyes missed nothingâevery twitch of your hands, every tremor in your voice, every flicker of fear. He noticed. He always noticed.
But he never let you see anything in him.
Not softness. Not kindness. And definitely not affection.
At least, not directly.
The first time you fell asleep on the couch, you woke up tucked in with a blanket.
He denied it.
When you forgot to lock the bathroom door and he nearly kicked it in thinking something had happenedâyouâd seen something flash in his expression.
Panic. Fury. Relief.
Then it was gone, just like always.
Tonight, the house was too quiet.
The news had reported another woman missingâanother woman with long dark hair, just like yours.
You were curled up on the window seat, legs drawn to your chest, trying not to tremble.
The silence felt wrong. Too sharp, too still.
Spencer sat in the living room chair, a book on his lap but his eyes unmoving.
You could feel the tension in the air like electricity, humming between you.
You finally broke. "Heâs not going to stop, is he?"
His voice was low and flat. âNo.â
That honesty was brutal. No comfort. No false hope.
You stared at him, his frame tense, the muscles in his jaw tight, a vein throbbing in his neck.
You spoke again before you could stop yourself. âDo you think heâs watching me? Right now?â
Spencerâs head snapped up, his gaze sharp as a blade. âDonât say that.â
âButââ
âHe is watching you.â Spencer stood now, walking toward you with a tightly coiled energy that made your heart pound. âHeâs studying you. Hunting you. And every time you say things like that, you minimize the danger youâre in.â
You blinked, startled by his intensity. âIâm not minimizingââ
âYes, you are.â His voice was quieter now but no less fierce. âYou think Iâm here because I want to be? You think I like sleeping with a gun under my pillow every night and checking every lock twice and keeping my hand on my weapon when you walk past a window?â
There it was. The heat. The buried emotion leaking out in controlled bursts.
Your throat tightened. âYou donât have to stay, you know.â
Something dark flickered in his expression, and before you could take it back, he crossed the room in three steps.
âYou think Iâd leave you now?â he asked, his voice a low growl. âYou think I havenât already memorized every exit, every deadbolt, every creaking floorboard in this house just in case I need to kill someone for you?â
You swallowed, air thin in your lungs.
Spencerâs hands gripped the edge of the window seat on either side of your thighs. Not touching, but so close.
âYouâre not just a case anymore,â he murmured, eyes boring into yours. âThatâs the problem.â
Your pulse raced. âThen what am I?â
His jaw flexed. âA mistake.â
The words hit you like ice water. You pulled back, the breath caught in your throat, but he didnât move away.
âI canât feel things for you,â Spencer said. âNot now. Not like this.â
âBut you do,â you whispered.
He flinched. Just barely. But it was there.
He looked away like the truth burned him.
âI canât be what you want,â he said. âNot when I wake up every night thinking about solitary confinement. Not when I still jump at the sound of cell doors slamming in my dreams. Iâm not whole.â
You reached out before you could second-guess yourself, your hand finding his wrist, fingers curling there. His pulse jumped beneath your touch.
âI donât need you to be whole,â you said softly. âI just need you to be real with me.â
His eyes closed. A breath escaped him. Then, suddenly, Spencer surged forward, lips crashing against yours in a kiss that felt like breaking glass.
You gasped, shocked at the ferocity of itâat the way his hands found your waist like he was trying to memorize the feel of you.
Dominant. Desperate. Unforgiving.
It was raw and consuming, and he didnât hold backâdidnât pretend.
Youâd kissed men before. But youâd never been claimed.
He pulled away just enough to speak, his voice like thunder. âYou donât understand what youâre asking for.â
âTry me.â
âIâm not gentle. Not with this. Not with you.â
You whispered, âI donât want gentle.â
Spencerâs hands curled tighter on your hips, eyes dark with something close to agony. âIf I let myself have you, even a little, I wonât be able to stop.â
âThen donât stop.â
Something inside him cracked. You heard itâfelt it.
He kissed you again, this time slower but no less intense, and you were pulled down into him like gravity.
His hands slid beneath your thighs and lifted you effortlessly into his lap, pressing you flush against him.
You broke the kiss long enough to whisper against his mouth, âTell me you want me.â
He groaned, forehead falling to your shoulder.
âYou donât know what itâs like,â he whispered. âTo care about someone and not be able to save them. Iâve lost people. I canât lose you.â
âYou wonât.â
âYou donât know that.â
âBut I trust you.â
That stilled him. Entirely. Like those words were sacred. Dangerous.
He leaned back just enough to look into your eyes. âYou shouldnât.â
But he kissed you again anyway.
The night passed in a haze of stolen touches and soft moans.
You never made it to your bedâSpencer carried you to the couch, his hands reverent and possessive all at once.
When he touched you, it was like he was rewriting all the pieces of himself he thought were broken.
He whispered your name like a prayer, like he couldnât believe it was real.
And when it was overâwhen your breaths were slowing and your body was molded against hisâyou felt the shift.
Not just lust.
Not just protection.
Something else. Something scarier.
Spencerâs fingers traced shapes on your back, his voice barely audible.
âIâm going to find him,â he said. âAnd when I doâŠâ
He didnât finish the sentence.
He didnât need to.
You knew.
"Low Sun, Loud Hearts"
A Criminal Minds Fanfiction | Aaron Hotcher x Single Parent Fem! Reader | Part III
cw: gentle intimacy, emotional vulnerability, new relationships
w/c 1,168.
(I think this will be the final part of this guys!! unless i decide otherwise in the future! Thank you so much for reading)
(Click here for Part I)
(Click here for Part II)
...
It had only been a few days, but it felt longer. Long enough that you found yourself checking your phone more than usual, smiling at every buzz and new message from Aaron.
You hadnât made plans yetânot officiallyâbut there was a thread between you now, tugging tighter each time he sent a picture of Jackâs âpotion ingredientsâ or teased you about your supposed frog transformation.
And then, finally, on a lazy Thursday evening as you were folding laundry and half-listening to your daughter hum in the other room, your phone chimed.
Aaron:
Jack asked if youâre free Saturday. He says the zipline lesson canât wait.
Also⊠I was thinking maybe dinner afterward? Just us?
No pressure.
Your heart skipped. Then it skipped again when you reread it.
You:
Saturday sounds perfect. Zipline and dinner. Itâs a date.
Aaron:
A date.
I like the sound of that.
You grinned at the screen, giddy in a way you hadnât been in too long.
Saturday came with golden skies and a breeze that sent little kites spinning above the park.
You and your daughter arrived a little early this time, picnic blanket slung under one arm, the other balancing a cooler full of sandwiches and juice boxes (because of course).
Jack spotted you first, racing across the grass with a wild, toothy grin.
âSheâs here!â he called over his shoulder, waving Aaron forward.
Aaron trailed behind at a much more reasonable pace, but the way his face lit up when he saw youâit made your breath catch. Like maybe he couldnât help it. Like maybe he needed to see you.
"Hey," he said, once you met halfway. His voice was low, warm. Yours mirrored it without even trying.
"Hey."
You didnât quite touch, but you both hovered close enough that it felt inevitable.
Soon.
The kids immediately plunged into their adventure, dragging each other toward the zipline platform like they had a mission ordained by the universe itself.
You and Aaron strolled slowly behind them, watching.
âSheâs braver than I was at that age,â you admitted, arms crossed loosely over your chest. âI wouldnât have gotten ten feet near that thing.â
Aaron chuckled. âJack needed three solid pep talks last time. Iâm impressed.â
You both leaned on the fence, side by side, the warm wood pressing against your forearms.
âSheâs got a lot of you in her,â Aaron said quietly.
You turned your head, brows lifting in surprise. âYeah?â
He nodded, looking at you with something steady and sure. âBrave. Good-hearted. Not scared to jump when it matters.â
For a moment, you didnât say anything, afraid if you breathed too loud youâd shatter the spell heâd somehow woven around you.
âThank you,â you said, voice thick.
Aaronâs gaze softened even more. âDonât thank me for telling the truth.â
Jackâs triumphant whoop broke the moment, and you both turned to see him zipping through the air, your daughter cheering at the top of her lungs.
âSheâs next,â Aaron said, and you both laughed when she immediately climbed up without hesitation.
Later, after scraped knees were bandaged and the sun was starting to slip down toward the horizon, Aaron helped you pack up the cooler.
âI made reservations,â he said, voice casual but his eyes watching your reaction carefully. âNothing fancy. Just a place I know thatâs good for conversation... and dessert.â
You smiled, heart warming at the thought that heâd thought this through so carefully.
âSounds perfect,â you said. âLet me just drop her at my sisterâs, then Iâm all yours.â
Something in Aaronâs expression flickeredâsomething bright, hopeful. He nodded once. âIâll follow you.â
The kids didnât even blink when you explained the plan. Jack was thrilled for a sleepover, and your daughter was already plotting movie marathons and popcorn feasts.
By the time you dropped her off and slid back into your car, nerves started to creep in.
It wasnât just the idea of dinner. It was the idea of letting someone matter again. Letting someone see you.
But when Aaron stepped up to your window at the curb, smiling so softly, the nerves melted under the sheer quiet pull of him.
âYou ready?â he asked.
You smiled back. âIâm ready.â
The restaurant was cozy, tucked on a quiet street with little fairy lights strung between the trees outside. Aaron opened the door for you without even thinking about it, his hand brushing the small of your back as you stepped inside.
The conversation was easy, like it always seemed to be with him. You talked about everything and nothingâfavorite songs, the weirdest meals your kids had ever concocted, the way the world seemed a little softer in the spring.
At one point, he leaned in, his voice low, conspiratorial.
âI should probably admit,â he said, âI was rooting for the frog potion to work. Then I could keep you as my secret frog princess.â
You laughed, cheeks warming.
"I hate to disappoint, but I think Iâm sticking to human for now.â
He gave you a mock-serious nod.
âProbably for the best. I hear frog royalty have terrible dessert menus.â
You smiled so wide it almost hurt.
Later, over coffee and shared slices of pie, Aaronâs hand brushed yours across the table.
It was tentative at firstâalmost accidentalâbut when you didnât pull away, he turned his palm up, inviting.
You slid your fingers into his without thinking.
His thumb traced a slow, lazy pattern against the side of your hand, and the look in his eyesâsoft, searching, full of things he wasnât saying yetâmade your stomach flutter in the best possible way.
âYou make it easy,â he said quietly. âBeing around you.â
You squeezed his hand. âYou make it easy to want to stay.â
By the time he walked you to your car again, the air between you was thick with the kind of anticipation that made your heart pound.
He lingered by your door, hands in his pockets, the way he had beforeâbut this time, when he stepped closer, you didnât hesitate.
Neither did he.
Aaronâs hand came up, gentle against your cheek, and for a moment, you just stood there, breathing each other in.
Then he leaned in, slow, deliberate, giving you every second to pull away.
You didnât.
The kiss was soft at firstâjust a brush of mouthsâbut then you tilted your head and he deepened it, and your hands slid up his chest without thinking, anchoring yourself there.
It wasnât hurried. It wasnât desperate.
It was careful.
Reverent.
Like heâd been waiting to be sure, and now he was.
When you finally pulled back, breathless, Aaron rested his forehead lightly against yours.
âIâm really glad you came to the park that day,â he murmured.
You smiled, thumb brushing the collar of his jacket. âMe too.â
You kissed him againâquick, giddyâbefore slipping into your car, cheeks aching from smiling.
And as you drove home, the night air cool against your skin, your heart was louder than the radio and twice as sweet.
Something good.
Something real.
Something yours.

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"Statistically Speaking"
A Criminal Minds fanfic | Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader | Part II
You and Spencer share a tender first date that turns into something softer, sweeter, and more intimate than either expected.
cw: fluff, emotional intimacy, physical touch, kissing, consensual sex implied.
w/c 1,504
(CLICK HERE FOR PART ONE)
(ASK AND YOU SHALL RECIEVE! I LOVE WRITING NERDY REID HES SO AHH!)
...
Dinner is warm and golden, the restaurant tucked between a dry cleaner and a secondhand bookstore.
It smells like lemongrass and toasted garlic the second you step inside.
Spencer holds the door for you and awkwardly gestures toward the tiny booth in the back like heâs not sure if heâs meant to be a date or a dinner companionâor both.
He fidgets with the edge of the menu, eyes scanning it like he doesnât already have the entire thing memorized.
âThey make their own curry paste here,â he says quietly, like itâs a secret. âAnd the chef used to work in Bangkok, at this really well-known place near Lumphini Park. Technically, this is probably the most authentic Thai food in D.C.â
You smile. âTechnically?â
âWell, it depends how you define authenticity,â
he says, eyes flicking up to meet yours.
âBut the flavor profiles, ingredient sourcing, and spice ratios are... statistically consistent with the original dishes.â
âDid you just cite spice ratios on a first date?â
He blushes and ducks his head. âSorry. I ramble when Iâm nervous.â
You reach across the table and brush your fingers against his. âI like the rambling.â
Spencerâs eyes soften. âMost people donât.â
âIâm not most people.â
That earns you a slow, shy smile. âIâm starting to notice.â
You order pad see ew and green curry; he orders the same, like heâd already known what youâd pick and didnât want you to eat alone.
When the server leaves, he tells you about his first case in Thailand, a seminar he once gave on geographical profiling at a university in Chiang Mai, and how he got embarrassingly sunburned trying to cross-reference map data on foot.
âYou sunburned yourself... doing math?â
âWell, yeah,â he says, looking completely serious. âIt was for accuracy.â
You laugh so hard you nearly choke on your water, and Spencer positively beams.
By the time the food arrives, youâre leaned in across the table, your cheeks sore from smiling.
He lets you steal a piece of tofu from his plate without protest and lights up when you offer him a bite of yours, even though you have the same dishes.
And then he gets contemplative.
âI donât... do this often,â he says, nudging a piece of sticky rice around with his spoon. âThe dating thing. Iâm not very good at it.â
You tilt your head. âYou think this is going badly?â
âNo! No, not at all,â he says quickly, eyes wide. âActually, itâs goingâstatisticallyâsignificantly better than most human bonding experiences Iâve read about. I just meant... I usually mess things up. I overthink. I say weird things.â
You rest your chin in your hand. âSpencer.â
âYeah?â
âIâve had dates with guys who thought the mitochondria was a Star Wars character. Youâre doing fine.â
He stares at you for a beat. âI... think Iâm in love with you.â
The table goes very quiet. He visibly panics. âNot in love. Not yet. Notâstatistically, itâs way too soon for a secure emotional attachment of that nature, and I donât want to make you uncomfortableââ
You reach for his hand again. âSpencer.â
He exhales.
âI really like you,â you say, grounding him with your thumb brushing over his knuckles. âAnd Iâd be okay with you falling in love with me eventually. Statistically or otherwise.â
His mouth opens like he wants to say something smart, but all that comes out is a slightly breathless, âOkay.â
You donât let go of his hand for the rest of the meal.
The air outside is cool, the kind of crisp that tugs lightly at your sleeves but doesnât quite bite.
Streetlights cast long shadows on the sidewalk as you and Spencer step out of the restaurant, both a little quieter now, full of good food and something warmer lingering between you.
He walks closeâclose enough that your arms brush now and then, like heâs still debating whether or not heâs allowed to touch you again.
You bump your shoulder into his gently. âSo. Sticky rice and a confession of possible future love? Thatâs a lot for a first date.â
He groans, rubbing a hand over his face. âI knew I shouldnât have said that.â
âI didnât say I didnât like it.â
His hand drops, and he gives you a sheepish glance. âYouâre just... really easy to talk to. Thatâs rare.â
âI could say the same.â
He walks in silence for a few moments, then says softly, âDo you know the German word verschlimmbessern? It means trying to improve something and accidentally making it worse.â
You grin. âAre you worried you're doing that right now?â
âA little,â he admits. âI justâthis feels really good. And I donât want to ruin it by saying too much or... rambling.â
âYou say that like your rambling isnât half the reason I like you.â
His lips twitch like heâs trying to hide a smile. âOnly half?â
âOkay, maybe sixty percent.â
He laughs, and itâs that breathy, surprised kind of laugh youâve only heard from him a few timesâbut each one feels like a little victory.
You pass a quiet row of townhouses, your fingers brushing once, twice, three times before you finally hook your pinky around his.
He stills for a second, like his brain has to buffer the gesture before accepting it.
Then he lets out a soft, contented breath.
âI looked up this study once,â he says suddenly. âIt showed that physical touch releases oxytocin, which builds trust between two people. And lowers cortisol. Which is the stress hormone.â
You glance sideways. âAre you telling me youâre less stressed now that Iâm holding your hand?â
He smiles, a little shy. â... yes.â
You squeeze his hand properly, and he holds on like it means somethingâwhich it does.
As you near your building, the silence shifts againâcomfortable but charged now, like both of you are waiting for the other to make the next move. You stop outside your front door and turn to face him.
His eyes are a little wide behind his glasses, like heâs caught somewhere between analysis and awe.
âSo,â you say. âThis is me.â
He nods slowly. âAnd this is... goodbye?â
You raise an eyebrow. âDo you want it to be?â
His mouth opens, then closes. Then, quietly: âNo.â
You take a step closer. âThen maybe you should come up.â
He swallows hard. âIâAre you sure? We donât have toâstatistically speaking, early physical intimacy isnât always correlated with long-term relational stabilityââ
âSpencer?â
He meets your eyes.
You smile. âYou talk too much.â
He lets out a breathless laugh, and you tug him gently forward by the collar of his shirt.
He steps in after you, looking around your space like itâs a museum in its own rightâeyes scanning your bookshelves, your succulents, the little constellation mug sitting by your sink.
âI like your place,â he says, setting his bag down carefully. âVery you.â
You tilt your head. âYou barely know me.â
He smiles gently. âI know enough.â
You stand there for a secondâbarely a breath between you. Then you say, softly, âSpencer?â
He looks up, lips slightly parted. âYeah?â
âCan I kiss you?â
He laughsâa short, surprised burst.
"That was going to be my next question.â
You step in and kiss him anyway.
It starts softâtentative, curiousâbut quickly becomes something warmer, deeper.
His hands find your waist with careful reverence, thumbs brushing the fabric of your shirt like heâs trying to memorize the texture.
He kisses like he thinks too much and feels even more. Like heâs been waiting his whole life for a kiss worth calculating.
You tug gently at his cardigan, and he lets you, pulling back just long enough to mumble, âDo youâshould Iâuh, I havenât... done this in a while.â
Your hand trails up to his jaw, thumb stroking the soft edge of his cheek. âYouâre doing perfect.â
He exhales shakily, leaning into your touch.
âThere are over four million nerve endings in the human body,â he murmurs, his voice a little lower now. âI think every single one is currently lighting up.â
You smile against his mouth. âYou really canât turn it off, can you?â
He shakes his head. âNot even a little.â
Clothes come off in piecesâhis cardigan first, then your shirt, then his button-down that you have to help him with because his hands are shaking slightly. Thereâs nothing rushed about it. Just slow exploration. Wonder. Like youâre both uncovering something rare.
When you finally end up in bed, tangled in your sheets and each other, he kisses your shoulder like itâs a holy thing. Like youâre a phenomenon heâs still trying to wrap his brilliant mind around.
Later, as you lie tangled together in the quiet hush of early morning, Spencer traces his fingers over your arm in lazy circles.
âI ran the numbers,â he says drowsily, voice muffled against your collarbone. âThe odds of this happening today were approximately 0.04%.â
You grin into his hair. âAnd yet here we are.â
He hums. âI think I like improbable outcomes.â
You close your eyes, smiling. âYeah. Me too.â
"Let's pretend (we're not falling)"
A Criminal Minds one-shot | Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Spencer Reid asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend for a family wedding, but the line between fake and real begins to blur. Between slow dances, sleepy confessions, and soft smiles, something real quietly blooms.
cw: mild language, emotional vulnerability, light romantic jealousy, kissing and cuddling, fake dating, VERY FLUFFY.
w/c 4,812
(Longest one I've written yet - I could've kept going but felt like this was ENOUGH fluff for one fic!!)
...
Youâre halfway through alphabetizing your bookshelfâagainâwhen your phone buzzes with a name that always makes your heart skip: Spencer Reid.
"Hey, I know this is weird, but...would you be willing to pretend to be my girlfriend for a weekend?"
You freeze, a half-shelved copy of Pride and Prejudice in your hand. âIâm sorryâwhat?â
"Okay, so it sounds worse than it is," he rushes on, his voice tumbling over itself like he's tripping on his own thoughts. "Thereâs a wedding. My cousinâs. Everyoneâs going to be asking questions about my love life, and I may have...kind of already told them I have a girlfriend."
You blink. âYou did what?â
"I panicked," he admits, and you can picture him rubbing the back of his neck, eyes darting like they do when heâs nervous. "My mom kept asking, and it just slipped out. And then everyone was excited and asking when they could meet her, andâI didnât want to disappoint them. I know itâs ridiculous."
You walk over to the couch and sit down, phone pressed closer to your ear. âSo... your brilliant solution was to invent a girlfriend?â
"Technically, I didnât invent you. I just⊠repurposed you. Temporarily," he says, and you can almost hear him wince at his own phrasing.
âWow. I feel so honored,â you say dryly, but there's a smile creeping into your voice.
"NoâI mean, you were the first person I thought of. Youâre smart, charming, and we already spend time together. I figured if anyone could pull it off without making it weird, itâd be you."
Your heart does a little skip. âSo this is your version of a compliment?â
"I think youâre amazing,â he says quietly, more sincere now. âBut if this is too much or just weird or uncomfortable, I understand. I shouldn't have asked you like this.â
You let the silence stretch for just a moment, savoring the warmth in your chest. Then:
âSpencer,â you interrupt gently, smiling. âIâll do it.â
He exhales in visible relief, and even over the phone, you can feel the warmth behind his "thank you."
"Youâre sure? Thereâs a hotel room involved. And dancing. And my extended family. Theyâre a lot."
âPositive,â you say. âIâve always wanted to go to a wedding where I can fake a romance with a handsome genius. Besides, itâll be fun.â
He chuckles softly. âYou might regret saying yes when my Aunt Patty corners you about astrology.â
âI can handle Aunt Patty,â you say confidently. âJust promise you wonât leave me alone with the bouquet toss.â
"Deal," he says.
You hear the smile in his voice, and it lingers in your chest long after the call ends.
...
Spencer picks you up in his vintage Volvo, nervously fiddling with the sleeves of his sweater.
His hair is a little messy in the way you like best, and thereâs a stack of books in the backseat, including The Evolution of Marriage in Sociology and A Beginnerâs Guide to Wedding Etiquette.
âYou studied for this?â you tease, climbing in with your overnight bag.
He shrugs, the corners of his mouth twitching upward. âI just wanted to make sure I knew what to expect. Statistically, weddings can trigger heightened emotions due to social pressure, alcohol, and romantic ambiance.â
You laugh. âSo you're emotionally bracing for impact?â
He glances at you, sheepish. âA little. I also wanted to be the best fake boyfriend possible.â
âWell, thatâs very noble of you, Dr. Reid.â You smile and buckle in.
The drive begins with your usual easy banter, but quickly shifts into something more comfortable.
Spencer starts reciting facts about the towns you pass through, pointing out obscure historical landmarks like heâs hosting his own nerdy podcast. You playfully correct him once, and he lights up.
âYouâve been paying attention when I ramble,â he says, sounding genuinely touched.
âOf course I do. Itâs one of my favorite sounds,â you admit before you can stop yourself. The car goes quiet for a beat too long.
âReally?â he asks softly.
You clear your throat. âYeah. Itâs kind of like background music. But smarter.â
He doesnât say anything right away, but you notice the smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
A little while later, he turns on a podcast about penguin mating rituals. âI thought this might be thematically appropriate.â
âBecause of the wedding?â
âBecause some penguin species mate for life. I thought it was... sweet.â
You blink, caught off-guard by the quiet sincerity in his voice.
Eventually, the road hum and soft voice of the podcast lull you to sleep.
Your head drifts until it finds his shoulder, and he stiffens only for a moment before relaxing.
When you wake up, your cheek still pressed to him, you find his hand resting gently on your knee.
âYou were snoring softly,â he says with a smile, his voice low. âIt was cute.â
You flush and stretch, not moving away. âYou let me sleep on you?â
He shrugs. âYou looked comfortable. I didnât want to wake you.â
Your heart does a soft, silly somersault.
You look out the window and smile. âThis fake boyfriend thing? Youâre already really good at it.â
He chuckles under his breath. âYeah. I might be in trouble."
You glance over at him, catching the way his fingers tighten just slightly on the steering wheel.
âIn trouble how?â you ask, voice light, testing the waters.
He swallows, eyes flicking from the road to you, then back again. âJust⊠starting to realize how easy it is to pretend. Too easy, maybe.â
You donât respond right away. The silence between you isnât awkwardâitâs soft, brimming with something unspoken. The kind of silence that only exists between people who are on the edge of something new.
Spencer clears his throat. âAlso, your head is surprisingly heavy for someone so⊠not heavy.â
You snort. âDid you just call me dense?â
âI said surprisingly heavy. Thatâs different. Scientifically.â
You hum, mock-pensive. âI shouldâve known youâd insult me with science.â
He smiles againâsmall and fond. âI wouldnât dare. Youâre very aerodynamic. Perfect for shoulder naps.â
You both laugh, and it breaks the tension just enough to breathe again.
The sun dips lower as the car winds through golden hills and quiet towns.
At one point, Spencer reaches across the center console and gently adjusts the blanket you'd haphazardly thrown over your lap earlier. His fingers brush your thigh, featherlight.
He doesnât pull away immediately.
You turn your head, and for a heartbeat, you both just look at each other.
Itâs not dramatic.
It's not a movie moment with music swelling.
Itâs quiet.
Still.
But you feel it settle somewhere deep and certain.
You smile at him. âWeâre gonna pull this off.â
He nods, but thereâs something in his eyes that makes your breath catch.
âYeah,â he says softly. âI think we already are.â
...
The inn Spencerâs family reserved is charming in a way that feels almost too picturesqueâwooden beams, soft lighting, flower boxes under every window.
It smells faintly of lavender and old books when you walk in, which feels on brand for a Reid wedding weekend.
Spencer checks in at the front desk while you take in the lobby, smiling at the framed photos of local landmarks and antique clock that ticks loudly in the silence.
The woman at the counterâNancy, according to her name tagâhands Spencer one keycard and a warm grin. âWeâve got you both all set. Room 203, queen bed, garden view. Breakfast starts at seven, and congratulations, by the way!â
You blink. âCongratulations?â
Nancy winks. âYou make a lovely couple. I hope the wedding goes beautifully.â
Spencer doesnât respondâhe just nods, thanks her politely, and practically power-walks you toward the elevator.
When the doors close, you look at him. âSo⊠queen bed?â
He winces. âApparently my cousin booked everything through a family rate package. She assumed weâd want one room since weâreâŠâ he clears his throat, âa couple.â
You cross your arms, amused. âShe really committed to the bit for us.â
âI can sleep on the floor,â he blurts, eyes wide. âI mean, or the chair, orâdo hotel bathtubs count as beds if youâre desperate enough?â
You laugh. âSpencer. Relax. Itâs just a bed.â
He hesitates, glancing at you sidelong.
"Right. Of course. Just a bed.â
The room is cuteâfloral wallpaper, a vintage desk, and yes, a single queen bed neatly made with a pale blue comforter. One bed. Right in the middle. No pullout couch in sight.
You drop your bag near the closet and sit on the edge of the mattress. âAt least itâs fluffy.â
Spencer stands awkwardly by the window like he's unsure whether to sit, pace, or teleport out of the room.
You pat the other side of the bed. âCâmon. Itâs not like weâre strangers.â
He walks over slowly, toeing off his shoes before sitting beside you, careful not to shift the mattress too much. âI know. I just⊠didnât want to make you uncomfortable.â
You glance at him, softer now. âSpence, youâve read me bedtime stories when I couldnât sleep, and once accidentally bought us a matching pair of Star Wars pajamas. I think weâre past âuncomfortable.ââ
He smiles at that, eyes crinkling. âI forgot about the pajama incident.â
âI havenât,â you tease. âMine had little Ewoks.â
His voice is warm when he says, âYou looked really cute in them.â
You both go quiet again.
Outside, the sun is dipping low, casting soft gold shadows across the room. It feels like youâre caught in a moment that doesnât quite know what it wants to be yetâmore than friends, but not quite labeled.
Not yet.
Finally, Spencer lies back carefully, folding his arms behind his head and staring up at the ceiling. âIâm just saying, if I roll over and accidentally elbow you in my sleep, itâs nothing personal.â
You slide under the comforter beside him, settling in with a little smile. âNoted. And if I steal all the blankets, youâre allowed to steal them back.â
He glances at you, eyes fond. âDeal.â
For a while, you both lie there in the dimming light, not touching but close enough to feel the warmth between you.
And even though the room only has one bed, somehow, it feels like just enough.
The room is dark now, save for the warm glow of the bedside lamp Spencer insisted on leaving on âin case you need to get up and donât want to stub your toe,â which youâd teased him about affectionately.
Youâre both lying in the bed, backs to each other at firstâan unspoken, awkward little agreement made after brushing teeth side by side and pretending not to notice how close your shoulders were.
But now, a few long minutes later, Spencer shifts, and so do you, until youâre facing one another in the soft hush of the room.
âAre you warm enough?â he whispers.
You nod. âMhm. You?â
âI think so.â He pauses. âThe comforter is a little thin. But the proximity to another human increases shared body heat by at least three degrees.â
You smirk. âWas that your way of asking to cuddle?â
His eyes go wide. âNo! I meanâunlessâwas it? I didnât mean to. Unless you wanted to. Not that Iâm assuming you do. Just, thermoregulation and allââ
You reach over and gently tug the sleeve of his t-shirt. âSpencer. Come here.â
He hesitates, but then scoots a little closer, tentative and sweet. You meet him halfway, curling into his side, your head tucked under his chin, his arm slipping around you like it was always meant to be there.
His heart is beating faster than usual. You can feel it against your cheek.
âYouâre a very good fake boyfriend,â you murmur, letting your eyes close.
You feel him smile into your hair. âThanks. Iâve been studying.â
You let out a sleepy laugh. âI can tell.â
Silence settles againâsafe, content. His fingers gently trace circles against your back, slow and absent-minded, like he doesnât even realize heâs doing it.
After a long while, just as youâre about to drift off, you hear him whisper:
âYou smell like the lavender shampoo you always use.â
You hum. âYou notice that?â
âAlways.â He pauses, voice quieter now. âI notice a lot of things when it comes to you.â
Your heart thuds in your chest, but before you can say anything back, his breathing shifts, slowing into the steady rhythm of sleep.
You donât move. You just smile, curling in closer, and let the feeling carry you gently into dreams.
You wake to soft light filtering through the gauzy curtains and the distant sound of birdsong.
For a moment, youâre not quite sure where you areâeverything feels too warm, too still, too perfect.
And then you shift, only slightly, and realize thereâs an arm wrapped around your waist.
Spencer.
His hand is resting on your hip, fingers curled just enough to anchor you there against him.
Your back is pressed to his chest, your legs tangled under the covers, your bodies aligned like puzzle pieces.
Heâs still asleep, breath slow and warm at the back of your neck. You can feel it each time he exhales, like a secret.
You should move.
You should, except⊠you really, really donât want to.
Instead, you let your eyes flutter closed again, and for a few minutes more, you simply exist in the comfort of it.
The quiet, the softness, the way his presence fits so easily into the morning.
Eventually, you feel him stir behind you.
His fingers twitch slightly against your side before he freezes, like he's just realized where he is and what heâs doing.
ââŠGood morning,â he says, voice husky and sleep-rough.
âMorning,â you whisper back, smiling into the pillow.
He doesnât pull away. If anything, he shifts just enough to get more comfortable. You hear him exhale, like heâs been holding his breath since waking.
âI didnât mean toâuhâsprawl,â he says, sounding adorably apologetic.
âYou didnât sprawl,â you say gently. âYou snuggled. It was nice.â
Thereâs a pause. Then: âYou think I snuggled?â
âYou absolutely snuggled.â
ââŠDid I snore?â
You laugh. âNot even a little. Though you did mumble something about echidnas.â
He groans quietly. âGreat.â
âI thought it was cute.â
You turn slightly so you can look at him.
His hair is a mess, his eyes still heavy with sleep, and his cheek is creased from the pillow.
Heâs never looked more endearing.
He gazes at you for a long, quiet second.
"This is going to sound strange, but⊠waking up with you felt really natural.â
Your smile softens. âIt didnât feel fake.â
âNo,â he says, voice barely above a whisper. âNot at all.â
He reaches up, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear like itâs something heâs always done. His fingertips linger for just a moment too long.
You lean into his touch without thinking.
The knock at the doorâhis cousin announcing brunch downstairsâstartles you both out of the moment.
But even as you untangle yourselves and climb reluctantly out of bed, the feeling lingers.
Something has shifted.
You both know it.
And maybe⊠maybe you donât mind one bit.
...
The dining room smells like fresh cinnamon rolls and sunshine.
Golden light spills through wide windows, catching dust motes in the air and warming the linen-covered tables already cluttered with carafes of orange juice and scattered cutlery.
It's loudâbut in that cozy, familial way that makes it feel like every voice has a place.
You and Spencer step in together, freshly dressed.
His sweater vest is just slightly crooked, and heâs fussing with his sleeves againâa telltale sign heâs nervous. You reach over and smooth the hem with a casual familiarity that catches even you off guard.
âBetter?â you murmur.
He blinks down at you, nodding like you just saved his life. âInfinitely.â
His cousinâa woman with a messy bun, lipstick on her teeth, and an air of authority like she runs every group chatâwaves from the far end of the room.
âSpencer! There you are! And this must be the famous girlfriend!â
A chorus of greetings follows. Chairs scrape. Someone makes room by scooting down with a dramatic sigh. You squeeze Spencerâs hand once before letting go and sliding into the empty seat next to him.
"Welcome to the chaos,â he murmurs, looking like he wants to sink into the floor and disappear.
You smile warmly. âChaos is charming.â
"Spoken like someone who's never seen my family at a wedding."
Introductions come fastâhalf the table seems to be named either Julie or Dave, and every person seems determined to quiz you about how you met Spencer, what heâs like outside of the BAU, and most importantly, whether heâs always been âsuch a little know-it-all.â
âI heard he could recite Pi to, like, a thousand digits when he was eight,â one cousin says around a bite of blueberry pancake.
âIâm not that bad,â Spencer mutters, clearly mortified. âJust 1,022 digits.â
You bite back a grin and casually lace your fingers with his under the table.
His posture straightens immediately, his head turning to glance at you in soft surprise.
âCome on,â you tease gently. âItâs kind of impressive.â
âItâs kind of terrifying,â someone else says. âNo offense.â
âNone taken,â Spencer says automatically, but you can see the pink rising in his cheeks.
Later, the toddler brigade shows upâsmall children with juice mustaches and suspiciously sticky hands.
One of them, a wide-eyed girl with pigtails and a glittery dress, marches straight over to your side of the table.
She climbs into your lap like itâs her birthright and points an accusatory finger at Spencer.
âYou! Tell me all your favorite dinosaurs. Right now.â
He blinks, startled. âAll of them?â
âJust five. But the best five.â
Without missing a beat, he rattles off, âDeinonychus, Parasaurolophus, Therizinosaurus, Diplodocus, and Quetzalcoatlus.â
The little girl gasps. âThe flying one?â
He nods. âLargest known pterosaur. Wingspan over thirty feet.â
She stares at him, awe-struck. âYouâre like a real-life museum.â
You lean toward her and whisper loudly, âHe even does the museum voice.â
âI do notââ
âHe does!â you interrupt gleefully. âGive us your best âWelcome to the Natural History Exhibitâ voice.â
Spencer groans but plays along, deepening his tone with mock-solemnity. âWelcome to the Hall of Mesozoic Life, where the past comes roaring back to life.â
Laughter bubbles around the table. One of the uncles claps. The toddler claps. You beam.
Later, after sheâs wandered off in search of more syrup, Spencer leans in close, eyes sparkling.
âYou're really good with kids.â
You shrug, heart thudding a little. âYou're really good with facts.â
âI didnât mean that as a joke,â he says quietly, gaze lingering. âYou just⊠fit in. Better than I ever expected.â
You try to breathe past the warmth blooming in your chest. âI like seeing this side of you.â
âWhat side?â
âThis⊠soft, sweet, occasionally flustered side. And the dinosaur trivia doesnât hurt.â
He ducks his head, hiding his smile in his teacup.
Halfway through brunch, a spontaneous toast beginsâsomeone stands and clinks a fork against their mimosa glass, calling for âa round of love stories.â
âOh no,â Spencer whispers, squeezing your hand.
âWhat?â
âItâs a tradition. Everyone shares how they met their partners. Every single couple. I didnât think weâd get called on.â
You grin. âGuess weâd better improvise.â
When itâs your turn, you straighten your posture and beam at the table.
âWe met in the library,â you begin, and Spencer exhales slowly beside you, relieved. âI was trying to reach a book on the top shelfâThe Psychology of Collective Memory, if anyone cares.â
âShe called me tall and intimidating,â Spencer adds dutifully.
âYou were looming,â you say, teasing.
âShe thought I worked there,â he says.
âYou had a name tag!â
He leans closer, his smile lazy and warm now. âYou asked me out a week later.â
You look at him, surprisedâbut nod. âI did. Best impulsive decision of my life.â
The table collectively awws. Someone mutters, âGet a room,â and someone else offers to officiate if âthings escalate before the ceremony.â
Spencerâs hand is still in yours under the table.
His thumb strokes across your skin, soft and slow.
Thereâs something very real about it nowâtoo warm to be performance, too natural to be coincidence.
And when the toast ends and you lean into his side just a little, he lets you. Quietly, easily. Like he was always waiting for the chance.
After brunch, as the family begins to scatter and the kids start racing up and down the hallway with napkins on their heads like superhero capes, you and Spencer hang back at the table.
He looks over at you, shy and fond. âThank you for doing this.â
You bump your shoulder gently against his. âIâm kind of having fun.â
âI keep forgetting itâs not real,â he says quietly.
You meet his eyes. âSame.â
And in that moment, surrounded by the warmth of his family and the leftover smell of syrup and orange juice, you realizeâpretending doesnât feel like pretending anymore.
It feels like something you donât want to let go of.
The pre-wedding reception is held outside, under strings of golden fairy lights and the soft hum of a hired jazz trio.
Everything smells like lilac and freshly mown grass.
Tables are scattered across the lawn, twinkle lights woven through centerpieces of wildflowers and white roses.
You and Spencer arrive just as the sun dips low on the horizon, casting everything in a warm, golden glow. He's beside you, freshly changed into a deep navy blazer and that soft, nervous smile he wears like armor.
âYou look beautiful,â he says, almost too quietly to hear.
You glance over, heart doing that ridiculous flutter itâs been doing all weekend. âYou clean up pretty well yourself, Dr. Reid.â
His ears flush pink. You nudge him playfully with your shoulder.
The two of you are barely through your first round of canapés when Spencer is whisked away by an aunt determined to introduce him to someone she swears is a cousin but might actually just be her neighbor.
Youâre left alone, sipping your drink, watching kids chase bubbles near the dance floor.
Thatâs when he appears.
Ryan. Spencerâs second cousin. Or third? You canât remember. Heâs charming, golden-tanned, and clearly two drinks in.
He plucks a champagne flute from a tray and slides into the seat beside you with a grin thatâs just shy of too confident.
âSo⊠youâre the famous fake girlfriend.â
You blink. âExcuse me?â
He smirks. âI figured. No way a guy like Spencer pulls someone like you without divine intervention. Or bribery.â
You stiffen. âWell, I guess miracles happen.â
âIâm just saying,â Ryan continues, leaning a little too close, âif this whole thing is just for show, maybe youâd want some⊠real company later?â
Before you can respondâor throw your drink in his faceâa familiar voice interrupts, quiet but sharp.
âSheâs already in real company.â
Spencerâs back.
Heâs standing just behind Ryan, eyes unreadable but jaw tight. His hand finds yours instantly, fingers lacing through yours with more certainty than youâve felt all weekend.
Ryan laughs, holding up his hands. âHey, man. No offense. Just thought she might want some actual fun.â
Spencer tilts his head slightly. âFun, statistically speaking, often involves mutual interest. And consent.â
You nearly choke on your drink.
Ryan mutters something and slinks off toward the bar.
You turn to Spencer, surprised, but heâs still holding your hand, thumb brushing across your skin in slow, grounding strokes.
âYou okay?â he asks softly, eyes scanning your face.
âYeah. Thank you. That was very⊠chivalrous of you.â
He shifts, a little embarrassed now. âI just didnât like the way he was talking to you.â
âYou didnât have to come to my rescue, you know.â
âI know,â he says. âBut I wanted to.â
Something flickers between youâwarm and full of questions youâre not ready to ask yet. The music shifts to something slower, something sweeter.
And before you can overthink it, Spencer gently tugs your hand. âDance with me?â
You let him lead you onto the grass, where a few couples sway under the fairy lights.
His arms slide around you, one hand settling at your waist, the other cradling your hand against his chest like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
âYou know,â you murmur, resting your head against his shoulder, âif you keep doing things like that, I might actually fall for you.â
His breath catches, but when he answers, itâs soft, honest.
ââŠMaybe that wouldnât be so bad.â
The music plays on. The stars blink to life above you. And in his arms, nothing feels fake anymore.
...
The wedding ends in a blur of dancing, laughter, and sparklers flickering in the night air.
By the time you and Spencer stumble back into your shared room, shoes in hand and cheeks still flushed from spinning each other around the dance floor, the inn is quiet.
Only the muffled sound of someone giggling down the hall reminds you the night hasnât quite ended for everyone.
Spencer sets your shoes by the door like theyâre made of glass, then shrugs off his jacket, looking content and sleep-soft in his white button-down and loosened tie.
âThat wasâŠâ you start.
âA lot?â he finishes, smiling gently.
You laugh. âI was going to say beautiful.â
He turns toward you, face lit only by the lamp you flicked on by the bed. âYeah. It really was.â
Thereâs a pause. A warm, quiet kind.
âI cried during the vows,â he admits suddenly, rubbing the back of his neck.
âI know,â you say with a fond smile. âI noticed. You were blinking really hard and pretending to adjust your tie every five seconds.â
He groans. âI was trying to be subtle!â
âYou were about as subtle as a fire alarm,â you tease, walking over to him and gently fixing the part of his tie thatâs askew. âBut it was cute.â
His gaze finds yours and doesnât let go.
âI guess weddings are just⊠a lot for me,â he says softly. âSo much love in one place. Itâs overwhelming.â
You nod, fingers still at the knot of his tie. âIn a good way?â
He hesitates. âIn a way that makes me wish I had that. For real.â
The quiet between you deepens. Thickens.
You look up at him, your hands slipping from his tie to rest lightly on his chest.
âSpenceâŠâ
He exhales, eyes fluttering shut for a moment like heâs debating whether or not to say the next words.
But when he opens them again, thereâs only honesty there.
âI thought pretending to be with you would be harder,â he whispers. âBut itâs not. Itâs easier than pretending not to want this all the time.â
Your breath catches.
âI know we said it was fake,â he continues, voice barely above a whisper now. âBut every time I looked at you tonightâlaughing with my cousins, dancing with me, kissing my cheek when my aunt got too nosyâI kept forgetting we were pretending.â
You feel the words sink into your chest, warm and weightless at once.
âI wasnât pretending,â you say, quiet but certain.
His eyes widen just a little. âYou werenât?â
You shake your head, stepping closer.
âI wanted to hold your hand. I wanted to slow dance with you. I wanted to fall asleep next to you and wake up and do it all again tomorrow.â
Spencer looks stunnedâlike someone just gave him a map to a place he never thought heâd reach.
Slowly, hesitantly, he lifts a hand and tucks a piece of hair behind your ear. âYou mean it?â
âI do,â you whisper.
He lets out a breathâhalf laugh, half reliefâand leans his forehead against yours.
âIâm kind of in love with you,â he murmurs.
âJust a little. Or maybe a lot.â
Your fingers curl in the fabric of his shirt. âThatâs good. Because Iâm kind of in love with you too.â
He pulls back just enough to look at youâeyes shining, smile soft and disbelieving.
Then he cups your cheek like youâre something fragile and precious and presses the gentlest kiss to your forehead.
You melt.
The two of you change into your pajamas in a haze of quiet giggles and stolen glances.
When you finally crawl into bedâyour bed, not just the one assigned to two fake loversâyou curl up beside him without hesitation.
His arms wrap around you instantly. Like heâs meant to be there. Like he doesnât want to let go.
âYou know,â you murmur as your fingers trace lazy shapes on his chest, âthis fake relationship really took a turn.â
He laughs, a sleepy, golden sound. âBest plot twist of my life.â
You fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat, your hand in his, the weight of every unsaid thing now lifted.
And in the quiet warmth of that shared bed, everything finally feels real.