I was so dedicated to this account. I'd come back but I'm behind on like 4 seasons of Gif's and I forgot how to use Photoshop! 😂😂😭😭 I had so many plans I was gonna edit "A Double Shot of Love" FUCK! My account got deactivated and I truly just got so depressed I couldn't open my laptop for an entire year. Maybe this account will come back from the dead. Makings Gif's was therapy to me. I just lost so much I couldn't even look at my laptop. It still hurts.
When my blog was taken away everything was taken away. I felt lost. I still do. I lost two of my other side accounts that I put so much of my heart into my account dedicated to Pose (FX) edits. I was just always alone and on here I found friends. I was able to call this site home because I was able to talk about anything. I found this entire site comfortable for me to be myself. I'm still lost. I’d been on Tumblr since 2012. Then to have all my progress ripped away from me in late 2018 or early 2019 it was like a stab to my heart. @support @staff I don't think they realize how much an account can mean to some people. I was and I still am a handicapped and suicidal person. 😔 They delete people with no warnings. I can't come back. I'm already sad just being on here having no one to talk too. It was a mistake ever logging back on here.
