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・For kpop/celebrity asks feel free to send whatever asks you want! I will be honest with my readings and i will not filter anything. But do not claim them as facts i simply say what the cards say and my intuition, which could be wrong. I do not know these people.

I'm still in the process of learning and practicing my abilities so please— take what i say with a grain of salt as it is not set in stone & it's possible for me to make mistakes. Intuition is a tricky thing and so is interpretation. If you do not resonate with a reading, leave it at that. And especially don't take readings on idols as facts. I do not know you or them.

Aespa ot4 & Sunghoon (enhypen) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — what do they think of enhypen reading!

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Karina → Sunghoon ✭

I actually did a dynamic reading between them in may so it may be similar but for all i know her view of him could have had a whole 360 but let's see.

I'm getting the feeling that she doesn’t completely idealize him. It's like she sees him in a more realistic way than the fans & public does. It's giving " i don't believe everything that's said about you good or bad"

She sees him as hardworking, professional & respective when needed but to her he's cold, way too guarded, it's like he lacks the easy going warmth that makes people feel comfortable. I assume when he's around her he does try to be respectful & friendly, but to her the vibe comes across as awkward, like he's too young or too eager. She feels like a lot about him, from the way he communicate, his professionality, and more, the energy is just so flat, it seems completely uninspired that it lacks any genuine enthusiasm, no shade but to her he might come across as an idol who doesn't really care or put effort into the soul of kpop, it's like when you think someone is only doing their job for the money & fame.

Anyways she finds him hard to read, that she puts in more work into their communication by trying to be a bit more lively & open. Still it's not completely bad. There's friendliness, curiosity, and her seeing something genuine that he has beneath the surface that again others might not see. So this makes me believe that she doesn't dislike him fully, she just feels cautious but still open in her own way.

But i do get lot's of uncertainty. She might have gotten information about him that was wrong or half true, maybe rumors or whatever. She doesn't know him much to have a strong strong set conclusion of him. I'm also getting that it might feel awkward for her to communicate with him outside of anything purely work based.

I do think she sees him as attractive but despite that it's like she doesn't see it as welcoming? I hope you understand it's like when you know someone is attractive good looking and all but that attractiveness isn't approachable or sweet.

Winter → Sunghoon ✭

Well the start is positive. She sees him as someone fair, professional, respectful to her & as she's seen others.

She also might see him as someone who carries a lot of like pressure, a lot of responsibility & these different circumstances that have been surrounding him. Also she thinks he's dealt with a lot of scrutiny, it's like "wow this guy deals with a lot". She thinks he's restless? Think of someone who's just can't seen to fully relax or escape from all the pressures.

Okay so at first it wasn't bad but looking at this... I wonder if something could have happened between them (at least from her side) or if i take it a step further they could have had had something going on, it could just be completely platonic so don't quote me on that

She views him with this completely distance, and cold professional way, think of how you'd view someone who's like a chapter that's completely closed & done with in your life. I think she is & always has been very transactional, balanced & perfectly polite that it's almost so robotic? It's very superficial and if she had any views for potential for a closer type of relationship/friendship, i don't think she thinks of him much though, no energy or thoughts she's "waisting" on him.

But actually it might not even be related to him as a person particularly because as you saw above this she doesn't have a negative view of him. I'm being heavily inclined to believe this is her seeing him as a walking PR disaster/risk. That associating with him or getting close in any way would be so so messy, too much drama & this feeling of so much happening and stuff going in ways that's unpredictable & chaotic. So to basically stay away from the danger she keeps herself far. Thinking about this makes me so sad cause i do remember seeing the drama she was in with dating rumors poor girl is probably too worried to find herself in anything like that again

Giselle → Sunghoon ✭

You know it's a bit similar to winter in regards to how she sees him but a bit more, because she sees pressure, anxiety, and/or stress in him. That he's really like weighed down by a lot of issues he's having, by his possible overthinking, stress.

I feel like giselle is someone who really picks up on energies ( makes sense she's really spiritual!!) and because of that his energy kinda almost stresses her out a bit too or it just makes her feel worried & anxious. She sees him as someone who completely lacks this confidence that's bright & open, he instead to her comes across as a guy that's insecure, way too guarded & slightly moody too.

She thinks he isn't comfortable expressing himself enough, that at least in the interactions she's had with him or the places she's been around him closely she seesn that he isn't fully showing that confidence he needs to have. She thinks of him as reserved & introverted but in a way that's a little worrying? Not in an extreme way no but in the sense that "oh he needs more confidence & trust in himself" if not a little help. It's like when you think someone is too hard on themselves

She sees him as disciplined & committed that regardless of how difficult the idol world has been to him he still puts in effort.

This is kinda sweet. She sees him as this polite guy, who's genuine/sincere & respectful even if he has this serious exterior. She sees his intentions or whatever as innocent, soft & that he means well but the awkwardness & anxiety around him means that she she would much rather keep a distance from him, simply because she doesn't like being around that heavy energy he's got

Ningning → Sunghoon ✭

She thinks his life is really influenced by if not heavily controlled by his company. Like she sees a lack of independence in him. The obligations he's got, the rules & expectations, the schedules/structures that's set up for him are what he's dependent on.

Maybe a little similar to what i got for giselle, she also thinks he's not really secure or comfortable in his own skin basically. It's like she can see the unstability he's got, she might also think that he relies on validation & affirmations from the outside world ( just other people doesn't matter it it's fans, staff, the company or family/friends).

She sees that he's got potential & that he can have so much growth in the future though. She thinks he's still got a lot of room to develop more & to simply grow personally and/or as an artist.

She sees him as way too cautious like he's a guy that's hasn't got a reckless/impulsive bone in his body. He's way to careful in her opinion.

But she's very objective & fair in how she sees him, she doesn't wanna judge him too quickly. Honesty there's not much emotion here in comparison to the other members

Okay so this is a bit contradicting with the first half but maybe sometimes she's heard of him being a bit reckless with his choices it's like " damn that was really poorly thought out". It could also be like when someone hesitates too much before saying/doing something or when they takes the wrong risks at the wrong times, something like that, I'm really confused myself though. Could be that she thinks that he's too cautious & careful that he ends up fucking it up in the end since he was so focused on right.

MOKA (illit)˚₊ ࿔₊• — ideal type reading!

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❥ — personally / generally

To be fair before i get into it she doesn't have an extremely strict checklist that she would absolutely need them to fit into it, you know it's more like she's more focused on how they would make her feel & all.

She would appreciate someone open minded, genuine, who's willing to experience life & be adventures rather than be extremely control or strict about everything. Someone authentic? Someone who tires new things, is silly sometimes, jokes & can laugh at themselves or in certain situations. Think bold, spontaneous, someone who takes risks. A little bit of a fiery side to them. someone who can make her laugh

Someone with confidence is very important to her. Not in like the too arrogant way but just causally, like they can enter a room and be there comfortably, that they don't need validation from other people. Someone who's charismatic, very socially intelligent & capable & honestly she'd like for then to be attractive to others, she would enjoy having someone like that. She would definitely want someone who has his own career, individuality, presence & more, not a leech.

Someone with warmth to them, with kindness, generosity & maturity. Think of a person who makes others feel comfortable around them, who always offers a helping hand & handles situations maturely & calmly like an adult. Also someone nurturing I'm not saying in a parental way but you know simply somebody who cares for the people around them and all.

But also not exactly someone boring? She has this attraction towards people who have depth to them, a story to them, some complexity, like a private side you can't get into easily. I think she's the type to enjoy someone with layers rather than just knowing everything about them immediately.

She probably has her own very specific comfort zone so this needs to be someone who can push her out of it. She needs & wants a partner who's like emotionally intelligent enough to at least read her even if she's quiet, to have for example very deep late night conversations, to make her feel safe, secure when stuff & her own mind gets too overwhelming.

❥ — physical appearance

So they need to look like they take care of themselves and even so it doesn't have to necessarily mean that they need to be an extreme of anything but there's a preference she's got for someone who looks healthy, put together & confident in their appearance. Someone sharp, well proportioned & an athletic physique too.

She does seem to not exactly be crazy for the best looking guy on the street as most people would be. Because when i look at this i see someone who rejects what’s being offered that's too obvious so basically she isn't for someone who's entire appeal is being conventionally attractive or whatever, she's like the type to notice the person that others initially overlook i guess. She isn't in for a try hard instead something more effortless & casual

Someone who doesn't have an extreme for either sides, so not too intimidating or too delicate. Someone just casual who looks approachable & natural.

But despite that don't be fooled she still would want them to be beautiful but in a very effortless way. I can't exactly pinpoint the features because she's not one to again have a very specific list, but at the most I'm getting clear looking features, a more gentle appearance, possibly expressive eyes & kinda like a kind smile. I'm really not getting too intimidating beauty. So someone who's attractiveness is clean, fresh & especially elegant

HEESEUNG/EVAN ˚₊ ࿔₊• — is he aware & how does he feel about the hate he's been receiving? reading!

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— is he aware of the hate? ᬊ

Of course he's noticed the behavior online, that peoples view of him & their words towards him have changed, you know it's just a feeling that it's different now, he's aware that the circumstances aren't the way they were. I wouldn't be surprised if it hit him completely out of nowhere at some point when he was exposed to it in a sense? Like it disrupted something in him such as his sense of stability for one. Okay so he definitely knows what's being said online, i don't doubt it, he might feel like something has very suddenly taken a negative turn, It's a stressful & it feels like a bad phase he needed to get through it

So he definitely knows, buttt he isn’t personally searching for negative posts towards himself nor is he obsessively following everything being said, he's simply aware that the public view & opinion around him has become more unstable & negative than it used to be compared to when he was still in the group or before his debut.

He's not living in ignorance at all, he's very aware of it. Now to be fair that awareness can come from many things such as social media, how people around him act, how his team does, or simply noticing these changes in the public. But i also feel it's more so social media or a mix of it all

— how does he feel about the hate? ᬊ

You know the first card i got was six of cups and i wanted to clarify it and i got the page of cups, these would be nice cards but paired with the question and the other cards, i would say that the hate he's been getting doesn't hurt much if it's from random people but what hurts is from where it's coming from especially.

This suggests familiarity, history, memories you share with someone & long term connections that are emotional. So when you take all that and put it in this context, it really makes me think about the years & years he's spent building a really close relationship with fans. This is him heavily remembering the past, it's vulnerable, it's not even aggressive it's just sad & nostalgic

There's a lot of nostalgia, comfort & him looking back at the past with this i don't know? purity, love, innocent affection. I feel like at times the hate does start getting to him and in those cases his defense mechanism is mostly to retreat in his mind & go back to his memories of better, more loving, safer times, like you know when you look back at your earlier days before shit hit the fan and everything felt more simple & just better overall. It's all just so vulnerable, sensitive & weirdly a bit naive. I just think the way he's processing this is with a very bruised heart, a tender easily hurt one, kinda almost like a kid who doesn't understand why people are suddenly being mean to him (literally while breaking down this card i got this image and remembered an exact situation like this when i saw a kid getting bullied or ignored by a bunch of other random kids when he invited them to play with him cause he had a ball & was alone, he kept trying to talk to then & get them to listen he just seemed so sad, ughh i feel so terrible now. Considering i just randomly got that i feel like that's how heeseung is feeling). He might be trying to distract himself with music & again better moments. But it's not easy, he seems like a sensitive guy.

He's sitting down and thinking “These are people who supported me for years how did we end up getting here?”

I feel like he's heavily trying his best to protect himself emotionally. He's not allowing himself to sit in those feelings all the time and just let himself be taken over by it, not at all, he's infact trying to create some sort of distance from them mentally speaking. He's choosing to not dwell on every comment he sees because if he ends up doing so let's just say it would become insanely emotionally overwhelming. ( at least that's what he's trying to do, don't know how well that's going for him though)

I think he's being very mature & at least trying to make a healthy choice here, that being that he accepts that certain things are outside of his control. So instead of constantly trying to fight the reality he's in, he takes a step back, pauses, reflects & changes perspective for the better.

He knows well enough that public opinion isn’t something he can completely control, especially not anymore at the state he's in. Of course i am getting sadness, he's human he gets hurt but it's like a " i feel awful but what can i do?" type of feeling

To be honest there's a high chance he's not actually handling it as well as i just told you (i know i know). Because from someone as hurt as him as i got from the first part of this question, it seems pretty unlikely? I think it's a front he's showing honestly. So my other view is that he's like paralyzed by this basically. It's like he might be trying to avoid facing the reality in front of him. He's blocking it out because looking at it and all directly is just too overwhelming, so he's choosing to get away from it, to close his eyes to it to & protect his peace.

— how does he feel about the hate coming from his ex fandom ( engenes) ? ᬊ

I do get betrayal & deception (I don’t typically mention the names of the cards I get but for this reading, I know I keep doing it, but I feel like the cards are so relevant to mention in case anyone else has any knowledge on tarot. I got the seven of swords for this + with others...its deep) It's indicating that he feels really, deeply betrayed by them because he sees them as people who he thought had his back. It downright feels to him like a stab in the back. I mean think of it this way imagine having being an idol yourself & having fans you love & they supposedly love you, then those very fans who used to scream your name, used to come and support you & just so so much more, took all the love, history you had together, the connection you had together, the moments, the jokes & secrets, just literally everything and turned it into like weapons against you. It's almost a feeling of having something precious to him be stolen from him in secret (?).

This has kinda disorganized him, has made him a bit bitter & cold. I do think he understands that he himself also betrayed them in a way and they are allowed to feel mad but it's come to a certain point where he just feels like it's completely unfair judgment, that it's all just harsh words directed to him, they're almost manipulating him, other fans, stranger & his image. He just thinks there's a total lack of empathy. He feels like the fandom is treating him in a very cruel, cold way, that they're twisting facts & judging him without any sort of grace or understanding of the situation without looking at it purely from a fan/corporate perspective & without looking at the human side of things.

I feel like this has all become too difficult to understand or navigate for him. He now feels like he has to be really careful, to maybe become more guarded, because now he no longer knows whose support is genuine & whose isn’t.

There's a lot of disappointment in communication or in the way things are being said (by fans). I actually don't think it's even the criticism particularly that's the worst part for him, it's the way it's being said, delivered & all that's affecting him more. It's like him looking at everything they're saying & just thinking “ i expected more understanding from you than this" it's disappointment simply.

Now with the cards i got for this question it would make me think he's bitter but i got the ten of cups as a second card?? So if he was extremely bitter, mad & angry i doubt i would get this card, at least it doesn't align with the way i interpret cards to see it in a negative manner even if some else can find a way.

Anyways despite initial doubt about who is actually supporting him & who isn't, he still separates the people who continue supporting him from the people who don’t in different group. So it doesn’t really feel like he views the entirety of his former fandom as being against him. He's instead aware that there are still people who are genuinely continuing to support him, to engage with him, wishing him well & staying by his side despite everything happening and despite others turning his back on him.

But still despite the love he has for a certain part of the fandom overall what he feels now when he looks at the fandom.. he's seeing people that were kinda like a sanctuary for him, a very big group of people that made him feel complete & safe. Now it's just showing me that he's mourning the loss of that perfect sanctuary. When he looks at the fandom now, the situation it's in, the split in the fandom & all he just feels sadness because that big, happy family dynamic he had in his head is broken. I guess he always looked at them and thought of it as love that is unconditional but nowwww yeah no.

Also i did end up getting the seven of pentacles as the last closing card for this question and when i look at the this card there's a gardner that's standing over his crops or labor whatever doesn't matter, he's looking at all the hard work he put into the ground for long time ( in heeseungs situation years) & in this context he's wondering if the labour is actually going to be worth it. So this is heeseung right, he's looking back at those nearly six years of intense labor, the sweat & tears, and dedication he gave to the group & the fandom, and he's basically asking himself if it was all for nothing. He feels exhausted, he's questioning everything, how & why the (again connecting this to the imagery of the card,) seeds of love he planted for years has managed to grow so much complete sudden bitterness, hatred & resentment, literally from the very people he built that harvest for

But i think he's being patient, he's waiting, and he understands that everything isn't gonna show itself immediately. He accepts that his relationships with fans has changed & he also understands that he needs to rebuild trust or he needs to be establishing a new audience, and that takes time.

Sunghoon (enhypen) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — will he become an actor reading!

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— will he go down the actor route? ᬊ

I do think that a future where he's an actor is waiting, it almost feels like a life calling, but as of currently the whole topic is a huge block & he's not ready for it. It seems like his creative world is empty or blocked (this might not even be limited to just that). The idea of acting... he has a lack of inspiration, i just think that his energy is being completely drained by his idol schedule to really put much work into something else.

But I'm getting this vision of him having an awakening, that there will be a moment in his future where a really big wake up call or maybe a specific almost like life altering typa realization will force him to step out of his (current) comfort zone & he will answer his "call" to act. This feels like a path for him that he shouldn't avoid or run from, it's like a destined transition that will like reshape his public career a lot, at least when the time is right.

The problem that I'm catching though is that as of right now he lacks the fire, passion, confidence & self trust, charisma & all that are required to pursue that. I think he feels really insecure or intimidated by the stuff & requirements that acting demands you to have, do despite the fact that i completely believe that he has the star power he seems to hide it in a way that's so so guarded instead of stepping boldly. He just seems really insecure, i wonder if he doubts his abilities too

— does he want to become an actor? his thoughts & interest ᬊ

I think he's scared of change honestly. Seems like he's been dealing with a lot of changes & difficulties already in his career, which have already not been easy so he finds comfort in the place he's in which is being an idol. I think he wants to continue his idol route for longer, he's not ready for that chapter in his career to be closed anytime soon. He has a really big resistance to change, that's bad cause it's like he has a feeling of being stuck in place. He's terrified of the transition require to make such a change. He's mentally refusing to leave his safe space, to leave the safe & predictable life of his current career, the group dynamic he's already used to, the schedules that don't change much, the work & all, you have to understand that stepping into the actor life to him is like entering a completely foreign & different territory.

I do think he has interests & thoughts on it, if not some deeep conflict too. When he's at his best mentally he tries to handle it in a way that's balanced & well thought out. He also handles his secret thoughts in worse ways when in a not so good mental head space like by telling himself to wait, closing his desires or cutting them some way & by choosing to patiently take his time (maybe too much). He tells himself that now is not the moment for that, so he's focusing his all to his music career despite having a ton of thoughts elsewhere. Do i understand his perspective? Yes, but i don't know if restraining himself will be so good if he continues it in the next few years

— has he had opportunities / received offers? ᬊ

I do think he's gotten acting roles (even if probably more minor ones) & some sort of possibilities to test it out. But even when those possibilities have come his way, he immediately just had this lack of mental strength & a lot of doubt in his own skills, feeling unprepared to go into it & to handle the pressure of a being on set for example

I'm telling you the hesitation is downright severe, he just can't go and take a leap of faith. He doesn't think the timing is right or he's scared of making a stupid/reckless mistake. So he's purposely holding back, he thinks that just jumping into it is dangerous, a risk that would expose it to everyone that he isn't skilled enough (?), he's also worried of disrupting his group responsibilities

I did wanna look at if the company is against it or pro it

And from what i can see they're heavily pro acting for him, but they're literally playing with him, they're very strict & protective. So i don't think they're shutting down his opportunities or anything out of spite or whatever. It's just that the company is really strict & controlling with their plan for enhypen ( i heavily think that's feeding into sunghoons hesitation)

The company recognizes that he has potential in that regard & the massive commercial value of turning him into an actor + an idol. So of course they want that high up achievement for him because it expands him, more fame for him, the group & overall more revenue for the company. Still they also refuses to put him out there, to not let him take a risky or uncalculated step because of possible failures. They're not gonna throw him into a random too big & risky role or even if not an indie little thing that could risk his image. So they're also waiting, maybe not for the right time but more so until the perfect, safe, high profile project that would guarantee him commercial success.

I would say that belift is waiting with pretty open arms for him to step into the acting world actually, but they want it done on their terms, whatever schedule they have set up for him & enhypen. It's too perfectionist that it's almost them gatekeeping him

The company thinks of acting in a way that's really really corporately which definitely puts some stress on sunghoon & drains his confidence. So he doesn't really feel supported to try something new in a positive way, instead he feels like there's so so many expectations his agency has probably pinned on him & his obviously hypothetical acting debut, so he feels inadequate to carry that weight at least right now.

Soobin (txt) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — what's his relationship with queerness & how does he view it reading!

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— is he queer? ✭

Honestly this is kinda surprising to me too but I don't think so? I think he labels himself as completely straight, his sexuality probably hasn't even been a topic of confusion or questioning for him.

Martin (cortis) & Ahyeon (babymonster) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — what do they think of each other reading!

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Martin -> Ahyeon ᬊ

There's a lot of recognition here, i don't really think it's particularly romantic attraction, but she stands out to him. He might think of her as talented, charismatic, confident, ect. He sees as someone who always has a lot of attention drawn to her, regardless of positive or negative, basically he just thinks she's always getting some sort of attention, she just has that ability.

He's got some curiosity here. It's like when you're observing someone from a distance, when you're trying to understand them more, or it's more simply him paying attention without i guess necessarily interacting with her much. Honestly i doubt he's close with her personally in any way, he just has some interest towards her & again observation.

Something doesn't feel clear, whatever communication or collaboration they've got isn’t flowing well or naturally honestly. I would tie this with him having this hesitation about speaking to her, awkwardness, or him feeling like saying the wrong thing, one wrong word could create problems with her, it already feels like he believes there's some tension.

I also think that he views her as intimidating, as really intense in a way that throws him off? He feels kinda defensive in regards to her. He definitely thinks of her as a star kinda. There's this feeling of him being really hyper, paranoid & if not insecure around her. He might think that she judges him or his group, that probably is what's contributing to that bad communication i mentioned, it's very clumsy, defensive or aggressive from his side.

When i look a this it's just a complete mess, a lack of harmony & lowkey zero chemistry when it comes to interacting with her by any means. He doesn't do particularly well in her presence, you know when you're around someone and you start overthinking your every move because you're scared of looking like a fool or just saying the wrong thing around them? Yeah that's it

Ahyeon → Martin ᬊ

I think he's left a strong impression on him, that he surprises her in a way or whatever. It's like martin has stood out to her. She seems really cautious around him & restraint. I feel like she had a different opinion on him in the past, probably a more negative one honestly, but her perspective has changed over time, I'm not saying it's changed for the best or that she likes him now, but it's a bit more different at least.

I don’t see a strong hatred here. Honestly she's so closed off to understand. She's really protective & careful about what she concludeds in regards to him or what she reveals of her thoughts & opinions.

The more I'm looking at this... I don't think she has a fixed exact opinion/impression of him. It's like her opinion evolves every time as she learn more about him.

at like the worst though, she sees him as a really big disruption who kinda cracks her composure & (similar to martin) makes her lockdown. I wonder if she sees martin (or cortis overall) as a bit of a threat to her success & image? this might actually be tied to the whole james vs ahyeon thing, like she feels that his group might've threatened her "stable" reality, it especially impacts her because she can't really easily control or predict anything.

This all makes her really resistant to him, I'm getting this image of her really aggressively holding onto her boundaries & all and trying to kill off/get rid of any connection with him before it can complicate her life any further. It's like martin tests of her boundaries a lot (even if he doesn't know & isn't trying to) , so she treats him with a lot of caution and sees him kinda like a risk that she has to actively defend herself against to protect her peace of mind basically

Momo & Sana (twice) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — dynamic reading!

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— Dynamic ✭

There's a lot of maturity, care, understanding & emotional in this relationship, it's very consistent so even if things aren't great or there's a misunderstanding, these good things are still prsent. It's a relationship that's been built in a way that's very strong & solid, like it's a really good foundation I'm seeing here.

I think they know each other really well honestly, like you know when you've known someone for a very long time & are really close? Obviously you'd know a lot about each other and that's what I'm getting here. Although there's an issue, i do think all that makes irritation & just let's say some friction develop over time within the relationship. I'm getting these unfinished cycles, patterns that keep coming back because they haven't handled it, or issues that never were fully resolved between them. it's like when you have the same disagreement multiple times, like they'll have it ten times over and over again & they'll still somehow someway find themselves having it an AGAIN for like eleventh time even years later.

I feel like one or both of then can become stubborn, sensitive to the smallest things, or frustrated with each others behavior even if it's minimal. I don't think they dislike each other, not at all, but it's more of a when you know someone for such a long time & you built such a familiar bond with each other, they obviously become more aware of each others flaws & issues.

— Sana -> Momo ✭

Immediately there's familiarity, history & an emotional attachment here from her side. Sana sees her as someone who she's really connected to, specifically her past & her personal journey in life, momo is a big part of that. There's comfort here, memories with each other, she's known her for so long that she's become really really connected & tied up to her life and her story.

Sana sometimes feels like the two of them don’t really always operate on the same wavelength, like they aren't driving the road at the same speed. Maybe their communication styles are different or they just don't coordinate easily, even if they really do care about each other. I'm not saying they have some insane conflict with each other but it's this feeling of her thinking that momo makes things harder than they need to be.

Even though sometimes she really does become frustrated, tired or mad, she’s not the type to easily give up on the relationship they have. She sticking it out because despite everything the bond matters a lot to her. She without a doubt values momo because of their history & time together, but there's definitely moments where she feels tired & annoyed issues or misunderstandings.

— Momo -> Sana ✭

Immediately from her I'm getting affection, friendship, comfort & that she genuinely enjoys sanas company. She honestly feels much more connected to her, at least in a more natural way. But i am sensing these emotions from her that aren’t expressed openly, these feelings she has that get bottled up or moments where i guess momos emotional needs aren’t fully communicated clearly or met by sana. This makes me think that momo has her certain frustrations, disappointments, ect that she keeps to herself instead of addressing them with sana.

There could be some hostility? But I'm leaning more on unresolved tension being present, pride, and yet again misunderstanding or specific situations where she doesn't feel understood by sana, or she herself doesn't understand sana clearly. She also feels frustrated or annoyed by the dynamics between them at times, she simply just won't work or resolving anything though which is complicating everything.

But to be fair this is a really normal & human relationship, it's not perfect at all but I makes sense when it's between people who've known each other for so long. It's not idealized by momo at all, she believes she's shared a long journey with sana, cares about her, truly does enjoy her company despite issues that come along sometimes and she has a genuine bond with her. It's just that occasionally sana does get on her nerves basically

Jungwon (enhypen) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — ideal type reading!

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— personality | generally

He wants someone who's confident, charismatic, who are okay and comfortable with being themselves and don't fake it, someone who's capable socially like they're really good with social interactions. Also someone who's in their way independent, who know who they are, who lead the way themselves without needing to seeks reassurance from others.

Jungwon gives me the feeling that he's not the type of person who only cares about attraction, looks, whatever, that's not enough for him. Compatibility is extremely important to him. There needs to be a sense of understanding, mutual respect & just them being able to communicate & connect naturally without too many extra steps basically.

I can't stress enough how important it is for him that he can talk easily with his partner, that he & his partner can understand each other, and if they can naturally click.

He still does have a thing for mystery, someone with intelligence & emotional depth to them. He has an attraction to people that you can just tell have something more to them behind the surface you know basically a person that has more than meets the eye.

I'm not saying they have to be secretive & not understandable because that’s not what he likes, but someone who's but boring, a little unpredictable so that they can surprise him. He dislikes shallow relationships/connections, that's clear.

He doesn't seem to enjoy people who are too controlling, strict, or just constantly trying to manage & simply have control over everyone around them. Also someone who feels emotionally unavailable, closed off is a no too. He doesn't like it when people create this mold and try to force him & the relationship in it. He wants something more free, more enjoyable, something he can look forward to everyday when he wakes up.

— physical appearance

Now this is different from the readings I've done on his members ideal types. You know the typical luxury, old money, classy, polished model look that is mostly present for what male idols like, yeah that's not his thing.

But back to something a little more stereotypical he does love himself a natural beauty over someone that i guess looks like they have work done?

Someone with a softer appearance. I would obviously associate this with people who have gentler features over any type of sharp & intimidating ones. Someone who's resting face or just overall appearance feels calm & relaxed or elegant. He doesn't like anything too animated & dramatic

He might have a thing for unique features, or something just a little unconventional. Not something crazy necessarily but just something that makes the person not look exactly like everybody else, something a little more special that makes them memorable.

He doesn't care for perfection in someones appearance, I'm seriously getting that character is more important to him honestly. I'm not saying he wouldn't like a perfect beauty but when describing his ideal type or what he looks for in a girl, i don't think he's actively chasing a perfectly symmetrical insane beauty

As i said he instead would like something less conversational. Think someone who has an unusual unique smile, unique eyes, maybe asymmetrical features, a memorable expression face expression that they have on most of the times or one that’s connected to a specific emotion like when they’re happy they just have a very distinctive happy face for when they’re sad they have a very distinctive sad face and I can go on and on. Something like that

I am trying to point it out but I'm not getting any answers for specific hair colors, eye colors or body type. But because of his ideal type physically overall I'm sure he's open to quite a few options if they're not too overboard.

NI-KI (enhypen) & EUNCHAE (le sserafim) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — what do they think about each other reading!

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Ni-ki -> Eunchae ᬊ

I won't say he dislikes her but at the very least there's a feeling that something is difficult, that it's awkward, overcomplicated & just some burdens present or that there is some burden attached to the situation. Even if there's been opportunities to pursue something regardless if it's platonic, professional or romantic, it's like he's got a tendency to mentally close the door on the possibility. There might have been missed opportunities or potential that's been broken. It feels almost bittersweet to me. Actually they might have had a casual or even just professional connection but the ending of it seems pretty sharp & pretty permanent. That definitely made him feel like it's a completely closed door for anything to happen. He thinks they could have gotten more along or had some sort of actual connect if the timing wasn't so wrong & pressure wasn't involved.

He does see something positive in her, like she's got potential and she's a valuable idol or whatever but there's not much other than recognition of her qualities & again her potential.

I feel like they've been on different wavelengths like different paths, or simply not they just haven't naturally synced up or aligned with each other. So again i probably wouldn't label this as complete dislike but i would say it's more like a lack of connection. This distance they've got keeps on getting reinforced from his side. He feels unfamiliar with her, unbalanced and he just doesn't or can't understand her. He's quite detached.

Currently speaking especially he perceives her as someone who's unstable, way too guarded, if not a little cold in her approach towards him, he either feels like she's way too uclear almost a little spiked with intimidation & a bit of anxiety when she in any way approaches him or is in any capacity close to him, like I don’t know I guess she might stutter for example or might not be able to hold eye contact, she just doesn’t seem calm but then again there’s other times, other moments or phases whatever where she feels cold not exactly there? I don’t know very far away feeling. Regardless around him she's not warm or very supportive, that's what he's feeling

Eunchae -> Ni-ki ᬊ

Now this feels a little different because it seems like she's got a pretty good if not downright favorable impression of ni-ki. She thinks that in the past they had positive interactions that to her were friendly & nice. Regardless of whether happens there's definitely a feeling of familiarity she's got in regards to him. But to be completely honest it's not all that completely positive because there's another side, that being that she sees him as completely unpredictable and despite her somewhat relaxed mind in regards to him he sometimes somehow disrupts that stability, which i guess tends to make her take a step back from him.

She was/is avoiding any conflict and/or disruption, or just wanting to keep things stable. So she isn't for creating any drama or forcing any type of situations between them, this tells me she prefers maintaining peace. I guess this is where ni-ki is feeling the cold and lack of stability because she’s just trying to avoid having anything happen that’s negative so she might come across as a little disarranged or not present 

In the past there was a more comfortable, secure & just nicer professional connection but there could have been problem that wasn't technically a big deal or disastrous, it just wasn’t something that was enough to maybe I guess be discussed but it’s just an almost almost bad thing. Even if it wasn’t directly between them, maybe it was one of them with another person just doesn’t matter. Problem is it it caused her to shift her perspective, and to create this lingering tension that's been unaddressed, even though she's trying to patch it up she just can't fully ignore it at least not well enough.

There's a lack of active investment from her side, so she doesn't have any negative feelings just that. She simply isn't putting a large amount of energy into developing a close connection with him, it feels very passive. There is this openness & simplicity here though. This is telling me that she's willing to approach him actually but without too many expectations. So there's curiosity here & friendliness, not anything overcomplicated. But i feel like i need to state that her side feels like it lacks emotional depth at least one that's overwhelming, not much tension so she's quite relaxed in comparison to again how unstable & anxiety like ni-ki sees her as.

Lowkey it seemed softer before but it's coming out more aggressively now, basically she sees putting in effort, work or energy into maintaining a relationship with him as a total waste of her time & as a distraction from her own work & issues. So the way she's been handling it is by being totally care free & detached. She might actually be intentionally acting oblivious just to keep things as superficial & light to protect herself maybe? She just seems to want to move forward and too ignore anything deep or messy about it

but well, if you feel like it, could we get a mark lee love life update? or maybe a future spouse reading!! i would love to see that too <333 tyy so much already!! and seriously never doing readings because i genuinely have SO much fun reading them…

MARK LEE ˚₊ ࿔₊• — love life status, reading!

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He might be talking to someone or something else. His love life to me looks active & open, it's giving exploration and different possibilities but it's also uncertain meaning he hasn't made a clear decision or established anything not even a direction.

There's conversations, opportunities & even new people entering his life and his orbit, there's more attention being paid, it's just overall a faster pace in life for him. I do get a romantic situation even if not limited to one person.

He's having a sorta transition from the place he was before this, it just feels like a new something. He's leaving a lot behind including maybe a past mindset, he's becoming more emotionally mature or if not that he's just simply entering a different chapter of his life which is all contributing to him being open to new connections & possibilities.

He's lowering his guard down, he's becoming more open than he was, it's not in a naive way that's very vulnerable, it's quite nice actually, he's being much less resistant to different emotional possibilities.

Whatever he's got going on & with who, isn't clear or stable relationship wise speaking. He has choices, possibilities & options, he seems curious too with his fair share of fantasies fantasies, so there's a bunch of different paths for him to choose but he isn't doing so as of now. There isn't one obvious direction for him yet. It could technically also be him just feeling uncertain about what he truly wants.

So he's interested in love or actually more so just having fun & being open to what could come out of something, there's a lack of commitment or a feeling of wanting to settle down

wonhee (illit) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — what do male and female idols think about her? reading!

female idols ᬊ

I don't really think many female idols are close to her, at least not automatically. There's a lack of closeness or like this feeling that she's not fully integrated into certain social circles, like I guess there might be social circles or clicks in the industry with idols and it just seems like she isn't in them or at least not fully. I don't think they dislike her but they definitely don't know her well so there's a distance here

There seems to be a lack of a formed opinion? Like most of them haven’t seen enough of her to form a complete opinion i guess. There's a lot of "???" around her is the image I'm getting. They do seem to observe her but still despite that they don't understand her. It's like when you see someone around, hell you might even talk about them, think about them & just have your opinions on them but you don't necessarily have any direct personal experience with them

I do think that they also view her with concern & worry in regards to her fast track into the spotlight or just her image? From some i get a strong urge to protect her? There's probably some senior female idols that look at her and just see this young girl who was thrown into an extreme highly stressful & intense environment. I also think that the reason for that concern might be because they don't think she's gotten the traditional long term training that they got. It's like this idea that she didn't get the chance to perfect her skills gradually or to experience a normal & stable trainee life or team bond before debut which all makes them feel a worry for her emotional well being. I don't know how wonhees training life was like or how long it lasted but i guess it seems like it wasn't enough?

They might see her as someone who's overwhelmed, and that she isn't able to handle it or to krep herself away from the public hate & pressure she's getting, that she isn't handling the more difficult parts of the idol life easily, there's just this sense that she struggles to handle fame.

They do see reliability, consistency & effort. Which i think means that even if they aren't close to her or don’t understand her, they still see her as someone who works a lot, is responsible & all. They do respect her determination & effort to catch up. They see her as an incredibly hardworking young girl who's dealing with difficulties that she's pushing through.

male idols ᬊ

She seems to leave an impression, so they notice her. To be very clear & direct she's someone who's viewed as pleasant, likable, sweet or even appealing.

I do see that there might be mixed opinions around her, or misunderstandings, comparisons, so it's very difficult to get a general reading cause male idols especially seem to have different opinions depending on who's who. So some have very positive impressions of her but there's some that might have wrong information on her and/or analyze her a lot and end up with possibly wrong ideas about her. But generally if it had to land on a specific impression, it's pretty positive

But most of them see her in a very high professional way. Some might be aware of the whole drama regarding her & her group so thry see the fierceness & the competition. They see her as someone who's had to go through a very big almost trial (well yk) especially with the public eye

They might look at her debut as something that was really interesting to witness. A lot of people have token a notice to her definitely. They find her to be incredibly charming, lovable & almost like refreshing, like something new and bright in the industry. The way they view her is a very soft one, there's a lot of appreciation artistically too ( is she involved in the music in any way? If not they might just like illit as a group). Again it's very bright, also their thoughts are very endearing

A lot of these male idols seem pretty aware of the online hate she gets, the comparisons, the competitions she's put in by the industry,her company & the public/fandoms. They see her as someone who's survived a very hostile & aggressive public phase where people might have been constantly trying to tear her down & all.

Taehyun (txt) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — ideal type reading!

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personality | generally

It seems like he’d really appreciate someone who's competent & capable. He's not the type to care much about popularity or the persons status, instead he more about whether they have goals that they actually work towards, if they can actually contribute to whatever, and if they can handle responsibilities. He really would admire someone who takes their work seriously, regardless of the job.

Okay but despite enjoying someone who can work, put in effort & is responsible he still isn't exactly or particularly drawn to someone who's way too structured & way too obsessed with a specific routine, or like completely consumed by work, so definitely no workaholics for him. So basically he wantd someone who can be ambitious & capable and all but without being boring

Is he a social guy? If yes he definitely wants someone to match it, if no? Someone to fill in or keep him more socially in. He would like someone who has lot's of friends, who enjoys being around others, knows how to have fun, just someone who isn't isolated emotionally or not. I don't think he’d be attracted to someone who lives in their own little world & avoids people. For him, someone who can socialize, talk, joke around, laugh & enjoy life is it.

He wants someone more mature or at least more careful with their behavior, with a mannered & softer approach to things. He isn't an enthusiast when it comes to people who are way too confrontational like down right aggressive about it or people who constantly try to prove they’re the best, strongest or smartest person in the room like that ego stuff is a huge no. He definitely has a dislike for people who communicate in a harsh way, just ill mannered people.

He likes not so conventional people, at least not something particularly expected from a man. It's an attraction towards people who think for themselves, who question traditions & rules & expectations, people who aren’t afraid to be a little different from the rest. I'm not saying he likes rebellious people in a way that's "too much" or " too dramatic" but it does suggest someone who isn’t following a set book of rules on how to behave,think or live their life. Someone authentic

physical appearance

Someone with a softer or just a more approachable appearance. So i wouldn't think of someone who looks intimidating or you know difficult to approach. Something more relaxed & natural.

He'd like someone who i guess doesn't really rely at least heavily on extreme or dramatic styling to be attractive. I don't think he'd be particularly into anyone with again extreme/dramatic cosmetic surgeries like to the point they look completely different or not natural, even if not surgery other transformations out there that really change your appearance. He definitely prefers a natural look over anything that looks manufactured i guess is the word

He wouldn't be inro someone that looks like ill? ( so maybe girls that look too thin to the point they're fragile or just a type of beauty that doesn't look healthy?). He tends to lean on preferring a more healthy & grounded beauty. Maybe someone who appears mature for their age? Or at least carries themselves in a confident & composed way.

So i guess more strong facial structure could be a thing for him. A healthy looking body,hair & other stuff like skin for example, just someone who's appearance is well kept, ect

But I'm really not getting anything on exactly the appearance type for me to at least even guess like i do for others. Couldn't tell you anything in regards to height, hair color, eye color or body type. He's not giving me anything, instead he just wants someone who looks natural & attractive in a like quiet way without needing anything crazy to empathize it

Ni-ki (enhypen) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — does he smoke? reading!

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I think he does smoke but he might be trying to hide it actively (so whatever you saw was maybe an accident by him?), he's trying to move away from smoking or at the very least find a new habit.

This shows me a direct tie to his public career & his image so when he's out in public, like at the airport for example everything he wears is probably heavily tied to his more so professional status like his brand partnerships & overall his image as an artist. With the fact that smoking is a pretty big taboo in kpop he's very careful about it.

But this is showing me that if he wore a lighter like that it was a major slip up from him & in his judgment, like he might have failed to think things through clearly. So IF that was a lighter he was "showing" in plain sight very visibly, I'm inclined to assume that was a careless mistake where he let his guard down if not an impulsive one too. I can feel it from him that even if not for smoking particularly just some things, so he's actively keeping secret from the public.

Now even if he smokes i don't think he's proud of it so by no means is he trying to flaunt it. I think he's actively trying to move away from the habit, to at least reduce it reduce it or hell maybe completely get it out of his life. He sees it and acknowledges it as damaging behavior especially for his his health & his career.

But I'm gonna be honest, be a bit more careful in your judgement? From his energy it seems unlikely he'd ACTUALLY slip up so obviously cause he seems really aware of the fact that it's something to keep secret

I do get that there could be some assumptions & rumours. Also like incomplete information from people and them drawing a conclusion without having the full picture. So it's like making assumptions but from not so clear & limited information and that the actual truth isn’t fully known?

Would u please do the same for Ni-ki? He’s always seemed pretty straight but after seeing Sunghoon’s reading Ni-ki’s version appealed to me too

Ni-ki (enhypen) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — is he queer? reading!

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If i were to label him, this is difficult to say but maybe straight? I'm not getting anything that would make me particularly think he's queer. honestly there’s not much I’m getting in regards to his actual sexual identity. He feels very closed off about that part, what I’m getting is more frustration towards people’s narratives. so sure he could be somewhat queer, but he doesn’t like people talking about it or thinking about that part of him he’s just very private in regards to stuff like this 

I wonder if he's uncomfortable if not very hostile when it comes to gossip or assumptions regarding this topic. He might be aware of conversations online in fandom places and people constantly prying into his personal life, he doesn't like it so it's difficult for me to get him to give a clear answer. He feels like a narrative is being put onto him for people to try and guess who's right about what he's like personally. He really has his guard up in regards to this topic so i feel bad prying in but. He feels very misunderstood. He feels bitter & that it's unfair over how his everyday actions & casual behavior, s well as his "normal" friendships are very constantly twisted in a way by the fans or by the media. He just feels like it's unfair that people project these stuff that feel like a lot & these inaccurate narratives onto his identity. Just judging him by what i think is very distorted view & that dosn't match his actual reality at all.

Now personally i don't think he's confused much about his identity or who he is. But when it comes to the public, he feels almost like targeted by them? that they refuses to just let him exist without having to assign a secret hidden meaning to basically everything he does. He really dislikes it & to me it seems like he's using a lot of his patience, effort & will power to keep his frustration on the low, just trying to keep on to his personal life without letting people interfere

Maybe in regards to certain rumors or allegations ( even if they're just fandom jokes) he tries to avoid giving any sort of fan service or moments for them to twist (which leads me to believe that any actual cute sweet and just very loving moments that he has with his fellow members are probably genuine from his side at least like he’s not doing it to feed to any fandom narratives or ships or whatever like it’s truly coming from his heart)

Wonyoung (ive) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — how does she feel about the male attention she receives reading!

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In these situations she has a lot of boundaries around herself. She protects herself deeply & tries keeping to herself. She is definitely very aware of her position & image so she doesn't freely show her emotions or where her attention is at.

She's aware lot's of male idols probably find her attractive but she like keeps a distance from it all especially mentally. I don't think she hates it completely but she wants to be as safe as possible & doesn’t want to become invested emotionally speaking in the attention directed towards her by them

She treats that attention in a way that is very cold, she's detached from it, it's because she sees her public persona as a very high business thing that's very strict. She's very calculated in that sense by protecting her image & controlling her image at all times & at all costs. She understands that one little moment, like just the smallest & shortest smile, a completely normal glance is basically something too much for the public. Also because the fan wars, stupid dating rumors & public hate/scrutiny could damage her career. So she keeps those boundaries up, is completel guarded, ect.

But in the end of the day she's someone pretty self assured & aware of herself so she doesn't need male attention or validation to feel a certain way about herself. She's not one to run desperately for it.

i don't think she sees the attention from them in a bad, i hate it way she seems to accept it well. It's like she already embraces her status as it is aka her being so big within the industry, she enjoys the success & adoration that comes with it so the validation she gets from them isn't bad ( she might enjoy if not crave validation, not in a bad way) but that validation isn't something she needs for a specific guy it's more so a collective, massive validation. It's like she enjoys being the center of attention in certain cases? So to her the attention, validation & for example smiles and staring of male idols is something natural & expected because of different stuff like her success or her looks.

The attention is a normal thing to her honestly, it's not a big deal to her. She's really focused on herself? So he main priority is her career not any romantic validation. Again she's very professional & business like. She's aware that she has to be very careful in situations like this because she's an idol and like any acknowledgment of a male idol would be a massive flaw? or mistakes in her image. At least publicly she doesn't entertain it at all.

I even might so as far as to say her reaction or behavior towards male attention is almost a total or complete isolation and a detachment. Like she doesn't care much about their words or looks, doesn't let it feed their ego by giving anything back. There's bearly a connection. She's very private & selective. Even if she thinks about it ( as we all would) she processes it internally rather than any sort of reaction outwardly.

Jeno (nct) ˚₊ ࿔₊• — is he queer? reading!

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He's someone who values stability, more traditional standards & security in that sense. So i do believe that he prefers a straight & traditional persona especially publicly. The safety & stability from that is deeply prefered. He behaves & kinds thinks like a traditional man who stays with what is more normalized & expected. But one of the issues I'm getting is a pretty intense internal crisis. I'm not saying he's this or that but from my perspective this is someone feeling tapped, someone dealing is with more mental restriction regarding his sexuality. He has these strict expectations from himself & others. Maybe he's had or male crushes or finds himself have certain thoughts or attractions that aren't exactly straight? But it's like he tries keeping himself from acknowledging them or seeing them & especially refuses to let them out. Like this is his own perspective he’s jailed by. It's not internalized homophobia (well I haven’t checked if he’s homophobic or not and i don’t plan on doing that) it’s more denial i guess? it’s just that acknowledging some of his thoughts would mean his world would basically get ruined 

emotionally there's instability from him & there's also a complete refusal to face his truth deep inside. He's completely suppressing & distorting his emotions & feelings. There's a disconnection from his true feelings where he's choosing to numb them down or to completely ignore his actual desires because they're so so unsafe, messy & overwhelming for him personally. If i were to give an answer this is a guy who does live his life as a straight man, but he's suppressing a lot of his inner feeling & desires

If he was a complete straight man he'd be much more secure or happy with his identity but he's not at all. He's got certain attractions that he tries keeping away from out of fear for the potential losses he'll have of for example his of his stability & all. So it's like he's keeping himself locked in this box that is very traditional & strict to keep anything else out. Or maybe he's currently labeled as straight but I'm telling you there's almost this life entrapment & confusion that he's dealing with in regards to his identity that is massive, almost too much. Maybe not completely queer but he is a guy that is trapped in a cage mentally and he is way too terrified to really take it & look as his own thoughts, feeling & emotions.