honeybee

The night started out quite innocent, actually. In fact, you were trying to be romantic. Your relationship with JJ was incredibly solid. It was without a doubt the best relationship you’d ever had. It had been a year of dating and a year of living together and now you were wondering… what next? Was she on the same page as you? It wasn’t a huge point of anxiety for you, but rather a talk that you felt the two of you needed. Nothing serious, nothing relationship ending. Just, one you wanted to have, to discuss next steps and maybe start planning towards them. 

She had done the whole marriage thing and got divorced. She had two kids and you got along with them excellently, but you were younger. You didn’t have any of those experiences yet. You wanted things, you pictured things. There was an idea for your future you craved and you were only slightly worried that JJ wouldn’t be into those things, having already gone through them. See, what you wanted was to get married and you couldn’t picture that with anyone else, but JJ. And on top of that, you had always pictured for your future, carrying a child and raising it with your partner. You realized, in the last couple months that you spent falling more in love with JJ and her children, that you wanted another child with her specifically. One that you could raise together, one that would blend so perfectly with her two already amazing children.

You had worried that maybe JJ was already feeling fulfilled, but these two experiences: marriage and carrying a child. Well, they kind of felt like a necessity for you. Now, it was just about broaching this subject with JJ and seeing how she felt. If she was on the same page then this tiny little bit of insecurity could be squashed and if she wasn’t… Well, that was a bridge you’d hopefully never have to cross, but if you did you’d figure it out as you came to it.

So, as the days stretched on and this weighed more and more heavily on your mind, you decided to make a whole evening out of it. Romantic and domestic; that was your plan. But you were also being a little bit cautious, making sure to pick a day where JJ’s ex-husband had the boys so if any uncomfortable conversation came up, they would be far away from it. Especially if, for whatever reason, things take a turn and the two of you argue–something the both of you really had never done before in the past. 

This felt different though. It could really go any way. There was a lot you knew about JJ, but where she stood on wanting all of this with you, that you were completely in the dark about. 

So you begged her to take the night off, something you knew was more easily said than done, but to your surprise she promised to do everything within her power to make sure it happened. She could see you were eager to have this night with her and when you asked her to make sure tonight was just a special night in between you and her, she got that mischievous little grin she would wear when she thought you were wanting a little more than to just be wined and dined. You forced a laugh when she winked at you on her way out of the house, promising to make sure she had the whole night and making a joke that you were going to need to conserve your own energy if things went according to plan. She didn’t catch the nerves as you tried to act as normal as possible, even when your intern monologue was panicking that a conversation about what page you two were on could potentially kill the mood. She didn’t seem the slightest phase when you tried to brush off her flirty banter and instead gave you a much more heated kiss than necessary for 8AM before walking out the door.

And once you were alone you started getting to work on everything you had planned for the night. First was going to the store, getting all the necessities for the meal you were going to cook. Her favorite meal, of course. It was one small way you wanted to show that you’d obviously be an excellent wife. Then you made sure the house was spotless. Not a single thing out of place. And then when you were finally done running around throughout the house, trying to make sure everything was ready, you had time to think and practice what you were going to say. That was the hardest part.

How does one casually say, “So I want to be your wife and have your babies”? There wasn’t an easy solution, you learned that quickly as you paced the bedroom floor and waited for the clock to tick away minutes until you had to start cooking. 

You were fairly confident JJ would be okay at least with the marriage part, but having a baby part… That was where you were quite worried about. You just so badly wanted to have a child with your partner. Yes, she had kids and you loved them like they were your own, but there was just that experience of having this child and going through it together with your partner that you craved. Something that you missed with her kids, because obviously she had them before the two of you ever met. You knew this conversation would need to be clear, you’d need to reassure JJ that nothing would change between you and the boys and you firmly believed that. If anything you’d love them all more as you saw your family mix and solidify with this shared child. But still, you knew this was a delicate subject. One that came with a lot of discussion and negotiation. She was going to be hesitant about it, you felt that you were sure of that fact. Tt was just a matter of getting all your words out and getting them out well. 

Of course, JJ being JJ, she finally picked up on your nervous energy once the two of you had actually sat down for a meal. The food came out perfectly and when JJ came home at 6PM rather than a much later time from some surprise case you were fearing would pop up, you felt both relieved and a little panicked that you were now faced with actually going through with your plan. 

JJ sat across from you as the two of you ate, her hand reaching to rest on one of yours when she noticed the slight tremble in them as you pushed some of the food around with your fork.

“Okay,” JJ said before taking a small sip of wine. “What’s got you so anxious?”

You froze mid-bite, your eyes immediately looking down at your plate and away from JJ. 

“I don’t know what you mean,” you mumbled a moment later, trying your best to act as normal as possible. 

“You keep giving me that look.” JJ pointed her fork at you before taking another stab at her food. “And you made my favorite food, you offered to give me a massage as soon as I came through the door. Yeah, no, there’s something bothering you.”

JJ set her fork down and sat back on the dining chair. “Okay,” she gave you a gentle smile. “Hit me with it.”

Were you that obvious? Probably. This was JJ, after all. She probably noticed the slight tremble of your hands as you sat across from her and struggled to keep your own fork steady. She probably felt it as her hand had rested over yours. It was not possible to play it cool with her. “I… well,” you were struggling to find your words. Did you just blurt everything out or approach it carefully? You weren’t entirely sure how you’d even be careful around this conversation. 

“We’ve been living together for a while now and we’re a family now, right– I…  I mean I feel like we are, at least.” You paused and JJ nodded, her eyes scrunching as she tried to figure out where this was going. The nod was encouraging though and you took it as a good sign that she was all in and ready to hear you out. “I want to maybe, um, make that more official… At some point! It doesn’t have to be today–I mean obviously it wouldn’t be today–but it doesn’t even have to be this year, just sometime and I-”

“So you want to get married?” JJ leaned forward and let out a soft chuckle. “Yeah, I figured that would be happening for us soon.” 

“You did?” your mouth was gaping open as you watched JJ playfully roll her eyes.

“I mean, yeah,” JJ shrugged, “I just figured that was kind of understood between us.”

“We’ve never talked about it before so… I guess, I wasn’t sure.”

“Yeah, babe, just wait a little bit for the ring,” she winked.

You blinked at how nonchalant she was being. JJ went back to eating what was left on her plate and you watched as she laughed to herself and shook her head. 

“Was that what was making you so anxious?” JJ asked between bites. “Jeez, I thought you were going to say something serious. Like you had to leave the country or something.”

“I uh…” your palms started to sweat as you kept staring back at JJ, who seemed completely unphased by all that was just said. That wasn’t the only thing that you needed to say, you knew this would be the bigger deal–possibly The deal breaker at that. It wasn’t simply that you wanted to get married, you wanted to get married and have a child with her. It was a package deal, but it was one that you knew you wanted in your life. An experience you knew you couldn’t live without. And if JJ didn’t want it… what then? You couldn’t imagine life without JJ but you also didn’t want to give up on this one life experience that you’ve daydreamed of for years now. 

“There’s one more thing,” you finally mumbled.

JJ took another sip of the wine and cocked an eyebrow, nodding her head again to motion for you to go on.

“Okay, see I want to be married to you, I mean obviously,” you were rambling again. “But there’s also this one thing–it’s a thing that I really think is important to me. I mean, I know it’s important to me. An experience and when I say it just know that it doesn’t mean I don’t see our family now as anything less than family I just-”

“Baby,” JJ placed her hand back over yours from across the table as she interrupted you. “Just take a deep breath and tell me what it is. Whatever you say, it’ll be okay.” 

You did as you were told, closing your eyes for a moment and inhaling long and slow before you said this next part.

“If we get married,” you began after your slow exhale, “I want to have a baby.” 

There was suddenly a stillness in the room. Your eyes dragged slowly up JJ’s face to take in her expression and what you saw panicked you.

She was utterly still. Her eyes were wide and she was staring intensely back at you. You swallowed hard and your hand went to detract from underneath JJ’s but as you began to move she suddenly held on tight, preventing you from escaping her touch.

“You want to have my child?” JJ’s voice was low as she spoke and her hand still held on tight to yours. You met her fierce gaze with confusion and gulped again before nodding.

“As in,” JJ breathed, “You’d be pregnant?” 

“Uh… yes,” you hesitated, but JJ leaned forward even more when you replied. “And don’t get me wrong, I love your boys, but I just want this experience and to have a child with you. I think it would just grow and strengthen our family.”

JJ nodded slowly and her eyes felt like they were drinking you in as she suddenly dragged her gaze from yours to move down your body. “So, you’d carry my child?”

Your eyebrows scrunched and you cocked your head, still confused at her reaction. “That’s what I’m hoping for you…” you trailed off, watching as JJ finally let go of your hand and leaned back in her chair, grabbing her wine and taking a long sip of it. “I mean, is this something that you’d want?”

“God,” JJ said once she finished the rest of the wine in her glass. “You’d look so fucking incredible pregnant with my babies.”

Babies. You definitely caught that and couldn’t help the surprised look that came across your face at the way JJ was responding. Out of all the outcomes, this definitely wasn’t how you thought this conversation would go. It absolutely wasn’t how you thought JJ would respond. In fact, this confused the hell out of you. The way JJ was looking at you… It felt as if she was ravenous and you were a fresh piece of meat. You expected two outcomes: Either it would be a debate, an argument even, as you two disagreed about what you wanted for the future. Or it would be a conversation filled with softness and affirmation as you both agreed together to begin building your future. Maybe there would even have been tears shed, good or bad. 

But this, whatever was going through JJ’s mind, you couldn’t begin to guess. You weren’t prepared for this secret third option that made JJ look at you as if she was about to pounce. 

You cleared your throat, still waiting for JJ to answer your last question. She was too busy staring you down. It almost looked as if she was having an internal debate of her own and you were a little bit nervous for whatever that might be about. 

“Oh,” JJ bit her lip for a moment, “It is definitely something I want.”

“Is there, uh,” your eyes searched JJ’s as you felt like you were watching in real time the way they darkened and her pupils grew, “something I’m missing here?”

JJ gave you a devious smirk. “No, baby” she sighed blissfully, “when can we make this happen?”

Your eyes practically popped out of your head. “I mean,” you blinked, “after we get married.” 

“That could be a little while,” she frowned at that and it looked for a moment as if you told a child they couldn’t have any candy with the way she immediately began pouting. 

JJ sat still for a moment and you could tell she was still pondering whatever it is that she was debating about before. You just kept watching her and trying to read whatever this shift in her was. It was such a curious reaction. On the one hand, you were so relieved that she was eagerly receptive to both the subjects that you presented her, but on the other you were so utterly confused at why she was acting this way. To say she was exciting is one way to put it but it was almost like–and you knew you were being ridiculous for thinking this–but it was almost like she was excited in a completely different way too. 

“Well,” JJ stood suddenly after a moment of contemplating. “I’m stuffed.” Your eyes flicked to JJ’s plate, still at least half filled with food, and you looked back up at her in surprise as she moved around the table and made her way to where you were sitting.

Suddenly, with each step, you felt yourself getting more nervous for a totally different reason now. A reason that you weren’t entirely sure you understood. 

“And now,” JJ said as she stopped right at your chair, turning it with you still on it so you were no longer facing the table, but her instead. “I think it’s time I stuff you.”

“Excuse me,” your mouth gaped, “What?!” 

“I mean…” she gave a sheepish grin, “Never mind, just– If we can’t make this a reality for a while, why don’t we at least… practice?” She leaned over you, her hand still wrapped around the back of the chair. Her eyes were hungry and you swallowed hard while you tried to ignore the way your heart began to pound. 

“Practice?” you repeated slowly, trying to turn over the word in your mind and find out the secret meaning. JJ’s behavior was completely dismantling you. You were at a total loss and that just seemed to excite JJ just a bit more. 

She looked down at you, one of her hands coming to play with a lock of your hair. “Come with me,” she said as she was already grabbing your waist and practically hoisting you up off the chair, forcing you to stand and let yourself be pulled with her. 

“Let me at least clean up the food…” you mumbled as JJ began to steer you towards the shared bedroom. 

“Leave that mess for later,” JJ shrugged as she stopped you right at the foot of the bed. She pushed gently on your shoulders and you took the message to sit at the edge. “I want to show you something.” 

You watched with silent curiosity as JJ walked to the closet and you heard rather than saw her digging around in there. Whatever she was getting it must have been hidden deep because it was taking her a good, long moment to find it. From all the rustling of items that you heard coming from the closet, you imagined that whatever it was, it was something she didn’t want you to find until she was ready. When she finally reappeared from the closet, you could tell she was holding a box behind her hand as she took a few slow steps towards you. 

“I bought this,” JJ began as she took a few steps towards you, “practically as soon as I met you. I just started thinking about what it would be like to use it, well… with you. If you don’t want to do it, we don’t have to.”

JJ was right in front of you now, her hands move from behind her to gently place the package onto your lap. 

“But, I just can’t get this image out of my mind,” she continued in barely above a whisper. “One where I take you like that with my… With that and see how you take it. And then, even though I know it’s not possible logically, I get to be the direct reason you’re having my kid. My mind goes crazy at the idea of it all, but I’ve tried to wait to bring this up with you.” 

Your eyes were entirely too wide as you stared in shock at the packaging JJ handed you. Resting on your lap, you slowly read the words in front of you. It was a strap-on, which in itself surprised you. JJ didn’t seem to be interested in using one of those until now. She had never mentioned it, at least, and you were too shy to bring up the subject of wanting to try one. 

There was more to it than that though. You kept reading and as your mind began to make sense of the words your eyes felt like if they got much wider they’d fall out of your face. “JJ this is–”

“It’s synthetic and it’s body safe. It’s also safe to ingest, I checked.” JJ was standing over you as she watched you carefully read each and every word. 

It was not only a strap-on, but it was one that could be filled. One that, thankfully didn’t look that realistic, but guaranteed to function like the real thing.

“I’ve been dying to try this,” JJ finally broke the silence. “If you’ll let me.” 

So, this is what she meant with those comments before. You could tell from the admission and the way JJ was staring at you so intensely that she really wanted this to become a reality. She must have had this for a while too, with the way you could feel her eager anticipation practically radiating off of her. 

So this must have been the answer for why she reacted the way she did when you said you wanted to have a child with her. She was apparently, really really into this whole idea. You looked up at JJ to see her eager eyes switch between you and the box and it finally dawned on you that, not only was she into it, this was a whole kink for her that she was trying to share. Your mind was doing the mental math as you realized it wasn’t that JJ wasn’t interested in trying a strap in the bedroom with you in the past, it was that she was so completely into whatever this was happening right now between the two of you, that she was too hesitant to show you. This was a new layer, something about JJ you were seeing for the first time, and you had a feeling that whatever this side was… you would be in for it. With the way her eyes dragged down your body as you sat beneath her, you’d wager a bet that not only were you in for it, you were going to be utterly wrecked by it. That made your palms sweat, your heart race, and your hands tremble. But it also made heat rush straight down to your core.

“So,” JJ murmured, a hand reaching to cup your chin and pull your gaze from the box to lock eyes with hers. “Will you let me?” 

You bit your lip, your eyes drinking in the way JJ’s looked so utterly ravenous from you and that was all it took to make your entire body shutter. Then, after a moment, you nodded and a grin spread on JJ’s lips before she leaned forward and captured you in a kiss, so hungry it had you let out a small moan against her own mouth. 

“Good,” JJ purred. “You open it and then I’ll get it ready.” 

You nodded and silently got to work, your hands struggling to pull at the tape on the box as you more listened than saw JJ began to get undressed. When you finally got it opened and began to pull all the parts out–a harness that you guessed JJ was about to wear, a bottle of the stuff JJ was going to fill it with, and then, finally the toy itself–you paused. 

You blinked as you set all the other parts aside and looked at the toy itself. It seemed quite big as you held it in your hands and felt the heft of it. But before you could really start to panic and back out of this, JJ took the toy from your hands, along with the other components of the box.

“Let me go clean this and get everything ready,” JJ smirked. “You get undressed and lay on the bed for me, okay pretty girl?”

You opened your mouth, beginning to protest and rethink what you just agreed to, but JJ was already away, no doubt getting everything ready and putting the harness on out of sight. 

Despite your nerves and hesitations, you did exactly as you were told, popping the buttons of your jeans open with trembling fingers and slowly getting completely undressed. You awkwardly crawled up the bed until you were propped up on some pillows, leaning against the head board where you remained, practically holding your breath while you waited for JJ to come back. 

When she did return, at the first glimpse of her you could immediately feel your face flush. She waltzed back into the bedroom with nothing else on but a white tanktop and the harness strapped to her waist, toy secured between her legs. 

If JJ’s reaction earlier had an effect on you, making heat course down your body, that was nothing compared to this sight. The way your whole body lit up and your heart began to hammer in anticipation. Yes, you still were worried about the size, but to see JJ confidently sway into the room and towards you, the straps tight around her waist, it was the most attractive thing you’ve ever seen. 

“God, you’re gorgeous,” JJ breathed as she placed one knee onto the mattress. You thought you should’ve told her that, but before you could, you felt JJ’s hands already on your body as she had quickly crawled over to where you lay and was nudging your legs open so she could kneel between them. 

You took in the sight of JJ, cheeks already slightly tinged red from how excited she already was, pupils blown as she raked them over your naked body. And then, when you dragged your gaze down her own, you gulped, feeling yet again another tug of heat in your core. But that also came paired with hesitation as you yet again tried to mentally compare the size of the toy between her legs to the fingers she’d used on you in the past. The size difference, just by glancing, was alarming. 

“Are you nervous?” She cooed as her hands finally ghosted up your thighs and then over your waist until they reached your own hands. She interlocked her fingers with yours and tugged gently so you’d sit up and forward a bit. 

“A little, I think,” you admitted as your eyes flicked from the toy between JJ’s legs to her own hungry stare. “JJ… I think that might be, um… It might be a little too big.” Your hands were already trembling as she gently guided your hand to touch it. 

“That’s okay, baby,” JJ cooed. “You can take it. We’ll take it slow. See? It’s not as big as it seems right?” She held your hand against it and you swallowed hard again. It did feel just as big as it seemed, but she was so hopeful and the way she was being so patient and gentle with you, you just wanted to give her the world. 

You gave a slow nod and looked back up at JJ. “What now? Did you, um… fill it?”

“I did,” JJ replied as she gently took your hand again and guided you so that you were laying back down. “All I have to do is squeeze the base right,” she moved her hands from yours to the toy, “here and then it comes out.” 

You blinked and looked up as JJ began to move her hands back to your body, slowly running her finger tips up and down your thighs, a gesture that made your skin tingle and your body start to heat up even more. 

“Are you sure you’re okay with this?” JJ said after a moment of silently admiring your naked body. “We hadn’t really talked about this much but… This is something I really want to to try with you and I think we’ll both like it.” 

“If this is something you want,” you nodded as you spoke, your hand reaching to stop her idle movement on your skin so you could pull her down to where you were laying propped on the bed, “then I want to try it.”

“If I get too intense…” JJ trailed off but you shook your head.

“I can take it,” you gave a sly little smirk, “just get me ready for it.” 

JJ grinned back and leaned down, pressing her body against yours for a moment as she captured your lips in another searing kiss. This time she let this one last a while, kissing you deep and slow, her body pressing closer and closer against yours. You felt the cool touch of silicone against your thigh and jumped slightly, but JJ immediately shushed you with her tongue licking into your mouth and her hands running down your body and directly between your legs.

You felt the ghost of her finger tips over her clit before they slipped even further down until a finger dipped into your entrance.

“Oh, my love,” JJ cooed as she parted from your lips, “You’ll definitely take it. Look at how wet you are already and how easily my finger slid in.”

You whimpered your response and pulled JJ’s head back down to lock onto her lips again. The way she was curling her finger to hit just the right spot already had your body buzzing from the sensation and you couldn’t stop yourself from tangling your hands into her hair letting out soft sighs of pleasure against her lips. 

She slid a second finger inside you with ease and broke the kiss to trail her lips down your neck. Here and there she nipped at your skin and you couldn’t stop the way your hips jumped at each feeling of her teeth sinking into sensitive flesh. It didn’t take long for the familiar tug at your core to build, but just as it began to get really intense, JJ pulled her fingers out.

“Not yet,” JJ moaned, “I don’t want you to cum on my fingers tonight. Only on my cock.” 

Your eyes flew open at her words. Not only was this a new experience you were about to have with JJ, but this was definitely language you had never heard her use before. You felt your cheeks flush even deeper. And as you watched JJ grip the base of the strap and begin to line it up, your body began to shiver with excitement.

“First,” JJ mumbled, “let’s get it wet.” She dragged the tip of the toy from your entrance up to your clit, causing your body to jump at the feeling of pressure against it for a moment, before moving it back down. “And then… you should be ready.” 

As JJ said that she slowly pushed her hips in and you couldn’t keep your head from falling back, your hands fisting at the sheets. The immediate burst of sensation surprised you. It made your pussy feel like it was stretching in a way you had never experienced, having only ever used fingers. JJ groaned as she slowly continued to push it in until her hips were flush with your thighs.

“Oh god,” you whimpered, “It- It’s really tight.”

“Yes it is,” JJ grunted as she got the last inch finally buried inside you. “But look at you, baby, you’re taking mommy’s cock completely already.” 

Your brain was trying to keep up with her words. She referred to herself as mommy, another new side of her that you’d never seen and her cock was fully inside you as she did it. It was like a switch flipped in JJ the moment she began to push into you. Your eyes flicked open for a moment to look as JJ knelt between your legs, completely flush with your own body, and you saw just how much this experience–that had barely even really started yet–was already affecting her. 

She was breathing so hard and her pupils were blown as she looked down where no space existed between her hips and between your thighs anymore. She was completely and fully inside of you. The stretch did sting, but it was a strange sensation that wasn’t necessarily all bad.

You felt the flex of JJ’s hands as she held onto your thighs, keeping your legs open for her. She kept completely still now that the entirety of the toy was inside you, but you knew by the way her fingers twitched against your skin, that she was itching to move. She was just waiting for an okay from you of some kind, one that told her you had adjusted to the impossible size of the strap buried in you.

You took a deep breath, shuddering at the way the toy felt as your body moved ever so slightly from it. In your mind, you silently counted to three and then finally you tried your best to push your hips down into JJ’s, feeling as the toy dragged ever so slightly out and then in and against your walls. The feeling was unexpected but incredible. The immediate sensation made you want more right that instance, so you built up your pace, one of your hands letting go of the sheets to grab one of JJ’s that was once holding tight on your thigh. When you squeezed her hand she knew exactly what that meant and started to pull her hips away before pushing back with speed. 

You cried out as she finally began to pump in you, but remembered to nod, knowing JJ would check to see if you’d be okay. However, you were more than okay, your body was on fire and you loved this feeling.

JJ’s pace was fast, but steady. She was moaning from above you as she held your hips and pumped her cock into you. “Oh my god,” JJ groaned. “I’m so fucking deep inside you.”

JJ’s pace got even faster as you moaned her name in response, your hand still holding tight to one of hers as she kept fucking you. “I can’t believe this is happening,” She continued. “God I want you to cum, I want to make you cum and then I’m going to cum on you, baby. I want to make a mess of my good girl before I fill her up. Does that sound good?” JJ kept rambling as her pace got faster and faster.

The way she was talking while fucking the toy into you with consistency was driving you crazy and you had a feeling you weren’t going to last much longer. “You want to become a mess for mommy?” JJ continued, her cock grinding up and into you with each push of her hips against your pussy.

“Yes,” you cried, “Fuck yes, just make me cum.”

“Don’t worry, baby.” JJ let go of your hands to grab under your thighs and pull your legs over her waist. “I’m going to make you cum over and over again on my cock until you can’t remember your own fucking name.”

You just groaned at the new way JJ was holding your legs, causing you to angle up and her cock to hit even deeper. It only took a few more pumps until you were shaking in JJ’s grasp. With a low moan you came and before JJ could let you come down from that high she pulled out. You whimpered at the loss but it quickly turned into a surprised groan as you watched her squeeze the base and release the warm, hot fake cum all over your thighs, your stomach, and your pussy.

“Fuckkkk,” JJ breathed as she looked down at you. “I’m sorry, baby, I had to see you covered in my cum first.”

Your mouth opened and closed as you looked back up at JJ, her expression filled with satisfaction and her gaze transfixed on your cum covered body. The way the warm fake cum hit your body made you shiver. 

“Just wow…,” JJ breathed, “look at how messy you are.” Her hands dragged down your body, smearing the fake cum all over your stomach as they moved down. She was admiring her work as if you were a painting and all you could do was pant underneath her. Your thighs were still trembling and it felt like your skin was on fire from the way your body lit up under the lightest brush of her finger tips. 

JJ was reveling in this and, as she took in the way her cum painted your body, some of it dripping down your thighs, she knew she was nowhere near done. She needed to see it dripping from inside you. And that’s what she was going to make happen, right after she made you cum on her cock again.

“But now, it’s about time I breed you. Don’t you think?” Without warning, JJ grabbed hard at your thighs again, pulling your whole body down until her strap buried back inside you. You let out a guttural cry and your head immediately fell back onto the pillow again at the feeling of being re-entered so suddenly. Sure, you were used to the size now, but still that was just barely and the way JJ was suddenly being rough with you had your head spinning. 

“Jesus fuck” JJ moaned as she began to pump her hips against you with a speed that made your head swim. “I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of this.” 

You couldn't begin to respond. Your eyes were screwed shut tight and your mouth hung open as she fucked you harder than she possibly ever had before. And it all felt so incredibly good that even simple thoughts were becoming harder and harder to form. 

“And you’re just taking it. You’re taking my cock so well, babygirl,” JJ growled, her hand coming up to grab at your chin and tilt your head back up to look at her. The way you struggled to keep your eyes on her as she thrust particularly hard into you in that very moment made her chuckle. “Look at you. My girl is so busy letting mommy breed her that she can barely think straight.”

You whimpered your response, your hands clawing at JJ’s back as she kept her pace. 

“But that’s alright with you, isn’t it?” JJ’s hand slid down from your chin to press against your neck. She gave a slight pause, her eyes locking with yours and you didn’t need words to know what she was asking. You desperately nodded and she immediately applied pressure, just barely cutting off your windwipe. “Oh,” JJ smirked, “it definitely is more than okay with you. Why think about anything other than taking my cock and letting my cum fill you up?”

The moan you let out in response was strangled, cut off by the way JJ pressed just a little harder against your throat as her body moved faster against yours. At this point, there was probably going to be a lot of marks on the both of you. JJ would have angry red lines along her back for days from the way you were grabbing at her and trying to hold her close, the rough fabric of her tanktop creating another not-entirely-unpleasant sensation against your naked, shivering body. 

JJ’s hand left your neck when your thighs began to tremble even harder. At this point you felt pricks of wetness run down your cheeks and you realized that the way JJ was ramming her cock into you mixed with all of the rest of the sensations was causing tears to form at the edge of your eyes. It still felt like an impossible stretch with each time the toy would slide out and then quickly back into you and you couldn’t imagine fitting more, but you knew that soon she would fill you with the same mess that was now covering the both of you as JJ’s body pressed against yours with each pump of her hips. 

“F-fuck, please,” your words were garbled as you spoke, but JJ heard you clear enough to move her head to your ear. The feeling of her hot breath as she chuckled before running her tongue along the shell of your ear would usually make you shiver, but with how sensitive your entire body felt, you surprised yourself when you groaned instead. 

“What do you want, baby?” JJ cooed, her hands moving down to your hips and grabbing on so she could pull your body harder against her cock with each of her movements. “You want to cum, don’t you?”

You nodded again, your head turning into the pillow as best you can to muffle the pathetic moans that were now falling from your lips nonstop. 

“You want my cum inside you when you do?” JJ leaned up, her hands sliding from your waist to your thighs again and pulling you harder onto her cock.

Again you nodded and heard JJ’s cocky laugh in response. Then your head shot up as you felt JJ’s fingers press against your clit, circling them quickly in a rhythm that matched the way she was still fucking her cock inside you.

“Then do it baby,” JJ encouraged, her pace never faulting. “Cum for me and I’ll give you exactly what you want.”

Your head fell back at that and your mind could now only focus on the way JJ was playing with your clit at the same time she was fucking you. Your breathing sped up, your eyes snapped shut and a ringing filled your ears. You swore you had never cum so hard in your entire life. And then you felt it. The same warm, sticky liquid all over your stomach and thighs, suddenly pouring into your pussy. The sensation of it made your eyes roll back and another wave of an orgasm hit you at that exact moment. 

JJ’s hand squeezed the base of the toy until it was absolutely and completely empty inside you. When she was sure it was, she slowly slid the rest of the toy out and leaned back just enough to see the mess she had just made.

The way the fake cum dripped out of your pussy made her mouth water and she couldn’t help the shiver that ran down her spin as she took in the whole sight of you.

You were utterly spent. Your eyes were still shut but your body was practically limp now, as you lay before her. She noted that your breathing had calmed way down as she started to think maybe she was too rough with you, but then you let out a soft chuckle and a bright smile replaced JJ’s look of concern.

“Holy shit,” you whispered in disbelief.

“Yeah,” JJ sighed happily as she moved to lay beside you. She pulled you into her arms, making even more of a mess out of the two of you and laughed. “We should get you cleaned up.”

“Let me lay here for a minute first,” you whined, your head turning to bury into JJ’s chest. “I don’t think my legs will work right away. Actually, I don’t think they’ll work for the whole weekend.” 

JJ replied with a soft chuckle, her hand stroking calming circles against your back. “Yeah, I guess I was a little bit… intense. Was it bad though?”

“Not in the slightest,” you grinned against her chest. 

“So… We can do that again?”

“Any time you want. But um, I hope your apparent breeding kink isn’t the only reason you want to have a kid with me.” You were joking and JJ knew it.

She pushed your shoulder ever so lightly as she laughed with you. “It’s not, but just the idea of you carrying my kid… It does something to me. I can’t explain it. I just wish this thing,” she gestured at the strap still attached to her hips, “could get the job done on its own. Although… then we’d be having way more than just one kid.”

You shook your head and leaned up to kiss her. “Yeah, no,” you laughed. “One kid is good, but maybe if we try often enough we’d get lucky.” You winked at her and she grinned down at you before capturing you in a brief kiss.

“With that logic,” JJ purred against your lips, “Why don’t we try it again right now and see what happens?”

Your eyes widened in surprise at JJ’s quick recovery from all this. You had a feeling that not only would this be a long night, but this would be a regular thing. Maybe JJ couldn’t get you pregnant, but she was planning to fuck you like she could accomplish miracles and make it happen someday.

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