incoming text from ivy || jaxson ๐ค
ivy: he said that now he has another baby on the way he didn't think it was fair that he was giving love to that one and not ana.
ivy: i know i know. i was just so shocked. i couldn't move. all those emotions that i had finally put to bed came flooding back. like ive been happy spending with with damon. like where does gunner have to come back to ruin all of that
ivy: yeah like wtf. next door. honestly. he had the whole of california to move to. or anyway else in hidden hills
ivy: i know im sorry. im annoyed about this just as much as you are but i needed to tell you. i need to get it off my chest. you know everything about what happened. so i just needed to.
ivy: jax, no fighting or killing is needed. its just something i gotta deal with. he is not meeting ana anytime soon but i can't stop him from knowing his daughter. i couldn't do that. im not like that
ivy: i'm okay, just been an emotional afternoon. thank you though. ana and i are just going to have a movie night i think. unless damon comes round. i cant remember if he was or not.
ivy: he aint going to hurt her. over my dead body is he going to make ana's life complicated and unsettled. at this point i only care about ana. ive been through it before so i can do it again.
jax: you saw, and logically put into words what you just said? right? you actually thought the words up and typed them - because none of that made sense.
jax: he came back because he's having another kid, fair - cool, whatever. but it's not fair to give one kid love and not the other? not because he wants to know his child? not even because he's sorry but because he feels like he's entitled to that relationship with ana? and you? you're going to just let him? AND allow him to just walk up to you because he thinks he has a right to? the trash took itself out when he walked away from his kid. i'm not great, i've fucked up but i've never walked away from one of my children.
jax: you, as her mom, have every right to keep her safe? to decide who gets to pleasure of knowing YOUR daughter, cause you've done this shit by your fucking self since she was born? you think flipping her world upside down because mr. i finally feel like stepping up and being a dad because i'm having another kid decided he was ready to step back into your world without a fuckin warning is okay? you don't think it's gonna unsettle this kid when she finds out the only reason "daddy" came crawling back was because he was having another baby and felt bad he was giving "love" to one kid and not the other? you don't think that's not gonna complicate things for her?
jax: idk ivy, i'ma support you - through whatever. whatever you decide to do i back you 110%, but i don't support the situation. you, and ana. that's what i care about. i dont give a flyin fuck about dude or why he wants to be apart of ana's life, just be smart. i can't tell you what to do. i can't tell you what not to do. what i can tell you? is that i've fucked up... a lot, but i've never walked away from a kid. i've fucked up more than zeke, probably more than my dad, i'm sure i've let down ten and ashton - knowing me i'll probably fuck up and let down ella even though i'm tryin real fuckin hard not to, but i've always tried to be the best dad i could be - not because it was easy, but because those are my children. because it's my life's mission to do right by those three. because i love them. because i want to make them proud... not because i was "giving love to one and not the other". if i was you, i'd really make him work to EARN the right to see his fuckin kid.
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