Letters to Haydee

As Always Now, I Love You.

Haydee Grace Sitchon Ching,

please. . .

M A R R Y M E

And let me love you,

A P R I L 2 0 2 4

Late post.

I was so busy being happy with you that I forgot to post

Anyways.

I'm back home to you.

I missed you so much.

It's crazy how some things stayed the same.

You, sleeping in on me.

Sorry not sorry for making you tired.

MARCH 2024

I can BARELY wait for another month.

I'm dragging myself in and out to work.

I just keep my thoughts on being with you, kissing you, and making love to you to get me through these days.

#Happy14th

Happy Valentines as well.

Do we really celebrate valentines?

The only memorable valentines that still lingers in my mind was out first as a couple.

Let see if you remember.

:)

Clue:

J A N U A R Y 2 0 2 4

Happy Anniversary!

I want to start by apologizing.

I am so sorry I'm not there with you.

I wish we never had to spend any anniversaries apart however, my situation begs to disagree.

Anyways..

No more sad thoughts.

I love you.

I miss you.

And i love you more.

So. I finally decided to give you one.

I was planning on splurging a bit.

However, you forbid me.

Anyways.

I don't know how you like it to be.

Please forgive me.

I want you to treat the ring as a reflection of who I am.

Someone simple,

yet holds enough value.

Someone who knows his worth,

but only through you.

Someone who is fragile,

whom you'll take care of as long as you can.

Someone present.

The gift, the time and the action.

From God, right now, always.

Let's start the year right.

I want to share with you that I have decided that this year would be the year.

I am officially proposing to you.

When I take my annual holiday leave.

Whenever that may be, I will be asking for your hand.

I am decided.

Prepared?

I guess so.

I think I am prepared enough.

My heart tells me so.

My mind has been full of thoughts of impatience.

I can no longer wait for more years to keep you waiting.

I just hope that whatever we decide, it would work out good.

There will be many things to consider if we do want to pursue the wedding we talked about.

I want you to know.

That I would always be beside you as your equal.

I love you,

Goodbye 2023.

As much as I hate how sad you were,

I am thankful for the change you have been.

Win some.

Lose some.

I missed home so bad.

I can't feel the holidays.

It sucks to be alone right now.

When everyone else is busy being happy.

I'm here.

Alone and burrowing under the sheets.

Thinking this blanket could cover me from the profound sadness that's been hitting me lately.

I'll strive hard.

So in the future,

D E C E M B E R 2 0 2 3

Its christmas season?

That was fast.

Last 14th of the year.

I can almost see you.

I love you,

Decisions,

Decisions.

Please give me clarity.

N O V E M B E R 2 0 2 3

I'll try to learn more about cooking.

I want to feed you with food and not just my love and body.

You always tell me how you see our future where I serve you.

I don't mind that at all.

In fact, i would really love that.

If that is what makes you happy.

Then that makes me happy too.

We shall then order delivery!

Just kidding

I love you,

Hmm.

I can't actually remember.

I don't know why.

Its so unfair!!!!

It's so unfair that I can't remember why this is titled unfair.

I sometimes do this.

I get a feeling.

I saved the word.

But with freaking busy life and numerous other shits and technicalities, i forget most things.

Handa na ba talaga ako?

Minsan oo.

Minsan hindi.

Minsan sensitibo.

Minsan nagkakamali.

Minsan nawawala.

Minsan bumabalik.

Minsan namamanhid.

Minsan nasasabik.

Minsan tinatama.

Minsan hinahayaan.

Minsan nadadama.

Minsan nakasanayan.

Minsan naguguluhan.

Minsan naliliwanagan.

Minsan iniisip.

Minsan iniibig.

Minsan madalas.

Flu no more.

It sucks that I have to endure it.

I had to nurse myself.

Well.

At least I'm alive.

That's all that matters now.

Stay alive.

So that you can nurse me in the future.

What is worse than being homesick?

Its to be actually sick while homesick.

Caught a flu.

I feel so weak.

In and out of consciousness.

Well. Just sleeping to be honest.

Its good to catch on sleep.

O C T O B E R 2 0 2 3

A bit late for the 14th and a bit early for the 16th.

I'm sorry.

I'm not feeling normal right now.

I feel like i'm coming down with a flu.

Anyways.

Happy Birthday Love!

I wish you good health. In both body and mind.

I hope you continue finding the patience of waiting for me.

I would love it if you live your life as best as you can.

I will be here.

Wherever here is.

You know i'll be supporting you.

I miss you so much.

I love you,