Jazz Wolf!

I’m just gonna some shit here because grabbing my journal is too hard and I’m too comfortable in this chair. My room mate is asleep and a documentary about Cuba is on the TV. Why do I have a tumblr anymore? I’m pretty sure it’s just bots and spammers that follow me. 

School is cool. I’m a little behind on some of my work, but I’m managing it ok. Everything is the same and different at the same time. Basically I wear dresses and use the ladies stalls, that’s it. I try to talk in a funny voice.I feel so much better about my appearance when I wear lipstick. I just like the look. I have no idea how well I pass in school. I mean none whatsoever. I think at the start of the semester I’m ok and kind of stealth, but a a few classes pass and I’m pretty sure everyone has clocked me. I talked to a prof I had in 2012 after class and he didn’t seem to remember me...or recognize me? He’s a cool guy. 

Eh I don’t want to make this too long. I love my body. I love my curves. I am re-cycling progesterone to see if I get any last-minute mileage out of HRT. I added the P cream and also was prescribed an E patch on top of my pills. I’m very happy with the progress I have made and I am gearing up for GRS hopefully soon. I feel so much more at ease in my skin. Life is exciting. I’ve been on legit HRT for like 18 months.

I have an internet girlfriend and I’m going to visit her by plane in a few weeks. So she will be my real-world girlfriend at that point? She kind of is already. She is so sweet, it was gradual but we developed feelings and I have fallen for her. I can’t wait to give her a hug and spend the week with her. She is a total weeaboo and i love that about her. We are going to spend a lot of time in eachother’s arms.