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And like in the future in which everything goes wrong Jayce found his own corpse consumed by hextech and got the weapon from this version of him that has been dead god knows for how long, came back in time and KILLED Viktor!! AND ALSO!! At season one we see both Jayce saving Viktor from suicide and Viktor saving Jayce from suicide. This plus the fact that old man Viktor came back in time to save kid Jayce from the blizzard. How many times those idiots must have done it? How many time must have they killed themselves? How many times must have them killed each other? How many times must have they saved each other? How many universes must have they destroyed until they figured out the only way NOT to? Old man Viktor found kid Jayce. Adult Jayce found old man Viktor. Adult Jayce found his own corpse. How many versions of themselves must have they encountered? How to let go of the idealization of romantic love when Viktor and Jayce invented hextech together an infinte number of times? When they broke the laws of the universe to make sure they would meet each other only to destroy the world? How to let go of the idealization of romantic love when Jayce and Viktor are in a multiversal dance of self destruction and salvation with no begining or end? Meeting each other and saving each other and destroying each other and repeating all of this in a myriad of ways ad infinitum??? HUH???