Jayden Rose

On your back in nothing but your think pampers. You look rather silly.

And as soon as I pop the paci in your mouth you will never speak a big boy word again. At first you thought this was magic. That I had put a spell on you. You don’t believe in magic anymore though do you?

It is one of the best things I have achieved. You are not a big boy now are you? No you aren’t. You just lay there with your thick nappies between your legs. So thick, so crinkly and your little legs just squirm as you fill them with number ones and number twos of course.

And then there is that humiliating ordeal you have to go through every time I have to change your nappy. We get some tears don’t we. Still not used to it. Although we have progressed so far, every now and then I get a little bit of resistance and you start screaming and kicking and crying until I suggest that you shush.

You won’t grow into a big boy. You are going to stay little and obedient and you will do as you are told. You accept bottle after bottle after bottle. It didn’t take long for you to forget how to chew. Just like your words your instinct disappeared and now your stomach is too sensitive for solid food.

Just milk for you baby. And more milk. And once you have been fed your bottle I can almost time your bowel evacuation to the second. I know exactly when you are going to fill your nappy, exactly when you are going to mess yourself. When you are going to disgrace yourself in front of me

Because every day you try to resist. You grumble through your paci that you are a big boy. But unfortunately the way you fill your nappies tells me something very different. So unfortunately you won’t be trusted in that department anymore. You will be using nappies forever

Yes nappies like these cute adult baby Little for Big nappies. And you will accept being in nappies. Of course there has been the odd occasion when I have had to put you over my knee hasn’t there? To show you exactly where your place is. And I will do so again if I have to. You will be made to comply. And if you don’t then a bright red bottom is not something I am afraid to inflict

Look at me when I am talking to you. See you can’t even do that can you. You can’t even make eye contact with me. It’s almost as if your mind has completely dissolved. Completely melted. I think that might be my greatest achievement

The first man to be completely and totally regressed I to a babbling pampers wearing baby. And as much as you are hard work, it is definitely worth it.