▚ 𝕂ℕ𝕆ℂ𝕂, 𝕂ℕ𝕆ℂ𝕂!

best  friends.

you  said  you'd  always  be  there.  i'm  holding  you  to  that.

i'm  not  leaving  you  alone  with  your  thoughts!

nobody  gets  to  call  you  that  but  me.

do  i  need  to  fight  someone  for  you?

we're  not  just  friends.  you're  my  family.

i'm  already  on  my  way.

if  i  die,  promise  you'll  erase  my  search  history.

we  should  not  be  allowed  unsupervised  in  public.

combined,  we're  one  whole  functioning  adult!

i've  helped  you  lie  to  your  parents,  friends,  &  your  boss...  what's  one  more?

ex-friends.

i  wanted  to  call  you.  every  time  something  happened.

how  did  you  just  stop  caring?

you  can't  pretend  we  weren't  close.

i  miss  you.  i'm  not  sorry.

i  don't  think  i  can  forgive  you.

i  miss  hating  the  same  people  together.

do  your  new  friends  know  the  version  of  you  i  knew?

you  ghosted  me.  but  sure!  let's  pretend  it  was  mutual!

i  still  know  your  favorite  song.

i  didn't  just  lose  my  friend,  i  lost  an  entire  chapter  of  my  life.

rivals.

this  isn't  personal.  you're  just  in  my  way.

why  are  you  so  obsessed  with  beating  me?

you  think  you're  better  than  me?  prove  it.

you  talk  a  lot  for  someone  who's  always  second  place.

did  you  rehearse  that  comeback  in  the  mirror?

do  you  ever  stop  talking?

one  day,  i'm  going  to  beat  you.

i  don't  like  you.  that  doesn't  mean  i  don't  respect  you.

i  didn't  come  to  play  fair,  i  came  to  win.

you  think  i'm  threatened  by  you?  no,  you  just  motivate  me  to  be  better.

roommates.

i  swear  i  didn't  eat  your  leftovers!  well,  not  ALL  of  them.

i  heard  everything.  these  walls  are  thin.

can  you  PLEASE  clean  up  after  yourself?

wanna  watch  a  movie?  i'm  making  popcorn!

you  know  we're  not  friends,  right?  we  just  live  together.

i  think  i  know  your  schedule  better  than  mine  at  this  point.

you  talk  in  your  sleep.

you  can't  just  adopt  a  pet  without  talking  to  me  first!

i'm  going  to  start  charging  your  dates  rent.

if  we  can  survive  living  together,  we  can  survive  anything.

if  your  [  family member  ]  drops  by  unannounced  one  more  time...

academic  partners.

you  forgot  the  project  deadline.  again.

this  was  supposed  to  be  a  group  effort!

i  think  we  would've  crashed  and  burned  without  you.

you  brought  snacks  to  study  group?  okay,  i  think  i  like  you.

we're  not  friends.  stop  telling  me  about  your  personal  life.

you're  actually  kind  of  smart,  you  know?

i'll  be  the  brains,  you  do  the  presentation.

we  agreed  no  emotional  breakdowns  during  mid-terms!

i  cannot  believe  i'm  depending  on  you  to  pass  this  class.

i  need  a  break  so  i  can  scream  into  my  textbook...

do  you  try  to  make  friends  with  EVERY  person  in  group  projects?

siblings.

you're  not  my  [ mom / dad / parent ]!  don't  tell  me  how  to  live.

i'm  allowed  to  make  fun  of  you.  nobody  else  is.

i  know  you  better  than  anyone  else  ever  will.

stop  trying  to  fix  me!

something  bad  happened.  can  i  come  home?

you're  still  the  favorite, even now.

still  trying  to  live  in  my  shadow,  huh?

i'm  not  jealous  of  you!

we  survived  that  house,  that's gotta count  for  something.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐦𝐞. 𝐧𝐨𝐰. (VERY USFT!!!!) 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 - send ‘reverse’ for the sender and receiver to swap. adjust wording as needed!

[ grind ] sender straddles receiver’s lap and starts grinding against them, slow and intentional

[ whisper ] sender leans in and whispers exactly what they want to do to receiver in excruciating detail

[ wristgrab ] in the middle of a heated moment, sender pins receiver’s wrists above their head

[ needy ] sender pulls receiver into their lap, desperate and breathless, kissing them like it’s not enough

[ tease ] sender drags their lips and tongue down the length of receiver’s stomach, but stops just before going lower

[ undone ] sender undresses receiver one piece of clothing at a time, dragging it out with loaded glances

[ taste ] sender drops to their knees and starts kissing up the inside of receiver’s thighs

[ lapfull ] sender drags receiver onto their lap in the middle of a conversation, their hands already wandering

[ control ] sender takes full control, guiding receiver’s hands, body, and every motion

[ tug ] sender grips receiver’s hair and yanks their head back to kiss them roughly

[ choke ] sender wraps a hand lightly around receiver’s throat while their lips are barely apart

[ lipbite ] sender bites down on receiver’s bottom lip while grinding against them

[ praise ] in the middle of it all, sender whispers praise between every movement "just like that," "you're doing so good," "don’t stop"

[ beg ] sender makes receiver beg for it

[ mouthy ] sender licks into receiver’s mouth mid-kiss, messy and aggressive

[ suck ] sender sucks a mark into receiver’s neck, possessive and without shame

[ edge ] sender brings receiver right to the brink, over and over, refusing to let them finish

[ wrecked ] sender has one goal: to leave receiver trembling and ruined beneath them

[ needy grind ] clothes still on, sender grinds against receiver until they’re both panting, desperate for more

[ between ] sender slips a hand between receiver’s thighs while whispering, “you’ve been wanting this, haven’t you?”

[ ride ] sender pushes receiver down and climbs on top, holding eye contact the entire time

[ spit ] sender leans over and lets spit drip into receiver’s mouth before kissing them hard

[ mess ] clothes scattered, sheets ruined, bodies tangled—sender and receiver didn’t hold back

[ slow ] sender draws everything out. every stroke, every breath, every motion unbearably slow

[ possessive ] sender fucks receiver like they’re trying to make sure no one else ever will

[ overstim ] sender keeps going even after receiver's already shaking from release

[ grip ] sender grabs receiver by the hips, holding them in place while taking full control

[ hot & heavy ] sender and receiver go at it somewhere they absolutely shouldn’t

[ control freak ] sender lets receiver think they're in charge… until they flip the roles mid-way

[ lips everywhere ] sender kisses every part of receiver’s body.

[ breathless ] sender doesn’t let up until receiver is clawing at their back, gasping for air

[ all night ] sender makes sure receiver doesn’t sleep... again, and again, and again

[ tongue ] sender slides their tongue along receiver’s skin, taking their time tasting every inch

[ dark corner ] they don’t make it home! sender drags receiver into a shadowed corner and gets to work

[ eye contact ] sender holds eye contact the entire time they’re going down on receiver

[ mirror ] sender takes receiver in front of the mirror so they can both watch

𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝ i want to hear every sound you make. don’t hold back. ❞

❝ get on your knees—now. ❞

❝ you’re not leaving this bed until i say so. ❞

❝ look at you. all mine and dripping for it. ❞

❝ you said 'just one more time' last time, remember? ❞

❝ keep quiet, or they’ll hear. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? me, like this, ruining you? ❞

❝ you’re shaking—already? we’ve barely started. ❞

❝ i haven’t even touched you yet, and you're already begging. ❞

❝ be good for me and spread your legs. ❞

❝ don’t you dare finish until i tell you to. ❞

❝ you’re going to be the death of me, but i’ll die happy. ❞

❝ say it. say you need me. say it louder. ❞

❝ i could do this all night. want to test me? ❞

❝ if you want more, use your words. ❞

❝ you look so pretty when you beg. ❞

❝ you’re not shy now, are you? ❞

❝ take it. like that. good. ❞

❝ tell me where you want my mouth. ❞

GET YOUR ᒍ𝖠᙭ ꔋ𝝤𝝪, GET A 𝗟𐌉ꔋꔋ𝗟𝗘 𝗟𝖠ꓴ𝗚𝘏, BOY ! SO, YOU'RE NOT 𝖣𝝤𝘞𝖭 ꔋ𝝤 Ⲥ𝗟𝝤𝘞𝖭 -- WELL, I WON'T LET THAT 𝗚𝗘ꔋ 𝝡𝗘 𝖣𝝤𝘞𝖭 !

sentence  starters  for  duplicates  -  twin  aus,  clones,  alternate  universe  selves,  etc.  for  other  versions  of  yourself,  for  looking  in  the  mirror,  for  wondering  about  who  you  could  be  & who  you  could've  been  &  who  you  are  now.

if  you're  me,  who  am  i?

i  wonder  which  of  us  is  the  better  version.

are  you  here  to  replace  me?

in  your  world,  are  we  the  bad  guys?

you  took  my  VOICE,  too?

nobody  else  gets  what  it's  like,  except  you.

you're  not  alone  anymore.  we're  not  alone  anymore.

if  we  traded  places,  would  anyone  notice?

they  think  i'm  you,  i  didn't  correct  them.

the  world  isn't  big  enough  for  the  both  of  us.

i  didn't  ask  to  be  your  shadow.

we  came  into  this  world  together.

we're  not  the  same,  but  we  don't  have  to  be.

we  were  never  meant  to  meet,  were  we?

i  didn't  expect  to  trust  someone  with  my  face.

we're  different  versions  of  the  same  book.

i'm  not  the  original,  am  i?

you  don't  have  to  prove  you're  real,  i  believe  you.

i  am  NOT  covering  for  you  again.

we're  not  the  same,  &  we  never  have  been.

they  said  two  heads  were  better  than  one...

i  can't  believe  people  think  we're  identical.

are  you  evil  me,  or  am  i  evil  me?

i  guess  i'm  the  reason  i  have  trust  issues.

you  think  being  the  'original'  means  anything?

it's  not  identity  theft  if  we  share  dna!

you're  like  looking  in  a  mirror  i  wish  i  could  break.

you  feel  like  a  stranger,  even  though  you're  me.

i'm  tired  of  being  a  worse  version  of  you.

you're  still  my  other  half.

you're  wearing  my  skin.  it's  not  yours.

i  guess  two  of  me  means  double  the  fun...

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Not good at processing emotions. Not inherently sympathetic. Not human enough to understand their troubles. But he can see that they are at risk of abstracting, all the signs point to this. The sharp breaths they take, the way their pupils have shrunk.

racing heart is like a smaller version of jax's worst & weakest self, hopping in frenzied circles yet going nowhere at all. there is no going anywhere, not now, not ever. eyes sting with unshed tears of grief & jax sniffles as his fingers curl into a tight fist around the strip of red fabric he holds that had once been tied around ribbit's neck.

his head snaps around to meet mismatched eyes. if looks could kill, he'd sear that ringmaster alive.

❝ he was my friend . . . ❞ jax's tone is low & wavering, somewhat distant from the rest of himself. ❝ he was my best friend, 'n now he's gone -- ! ❞ gloved hand shoots out to grab caine by his tie, yank him close & give him a good shake, angry tears brimming in yellow eyes. ❝ how do ya' think i'm feelin', ya' freaky #@$%^&* chatterbox ? ! ❞